Chapter 144: Heart-to-heart
"I've never been inextricably linked to others, and I've never been hopeless." Yun Yanzheng pursed his dry lips and solemnly whispered like an oath to the sky: "I have never ...... is only tempted and emotional for you alone; I've never been alone with you; I've never been hopeless with you alone. Gu Xi, Gu Xi, Gu Xi, have you ever understood my heart and my feelings? Have you ever really cared for my heart, really cared for my love? ”
"If you take care of it, why not analyze it?" Gu Xi said lightly, and looked at her with a bewitching light in his eyes.
"If you take care of it, why not care about it?" She said in love, and a trace of stubbornness flashed in her staring phoenix eyes.
Gu Xi held her left hand a little harder, and she felt a slight pain spread from the palm of her fingers to her heart, the phalanges were cold, and her skin was cold. Yun Yanzheng spat out the internal force of the palm that was close to his chest, and pressed him down on the couch, then turned over and straddled his waist and abdomen, his fingers still pressed his heart, leaning down and pecking his lips like him, his eyes were shining, and he was smiling. The other hand slowly stretched out along his slender arm to his left hand, and when the fingertips touched his wrist, he clasped it, pinching his pulse, and after a while, he squinted his eyes and said solemnly: "Gu Shezhi, why is the blood qi in your body so weak?" The qi is unstable, the pulse is abnormal, and it seems to be ......"
Gu Xi looked at her suddenly widened phoenix eyes, the corners of her eyes were slightly curved and smiled, she smiled so indifferently, and exhaled like a cloud: "I can't die yet." ”
"What's going on?" A hint of anger flashed in Yun Yanzheng's eyes, and he asked in a deep voice.
"The internal injuries I suffered in Yunchu Valley four years ago have not healed." Gu Xi smiled and whispered, the brilliance in his eyes was like spring water.
"Internal injuries that haven't healed in three years? And what about the bloody clothes that someone secretly burned in the woods? What is your intention to mix drowsy medicine in your wine tonight? She tilted her head to him, coldly ignoring the charm in his eyes, "Why have you been missing for the fifteenth for the past two months, and when you came back on the sixteenth, your face was always very haggard and pale?" Can't I see it? How long will you keep it a secret, and won't be honest with each other? ”
Gu Xi smiled indifferently, gently let go of her left hand pressed on his chest, his fingers deftly untied the placket strap on his chest, and let the ice silk clothes slide away with the skin, revealing a firm and tight chest, raised his eyebrows and looked at her leisurely, and whispered: "It turns out that the eldest princess came to visit at night, did she want to be honest with Gu?" ”
His eyes slanted towards her, Gu Xi's eyes were blurred, and the corners of his eyes were enchanting, as holy as a fairy, and as charming as a demon. Yun Yanzheng squeezed his wrist harder and harder, and said tightly: "You said that I can't trust you and always guard against you, but how can you trust me and not guard against me?" ”
She threw away his wrist, let go of her legs, and stepped out of the couch, her brow frustrated. Between her and him, even though there are thousands of words and emotional entanglements, they can't be one in the end. His eyes were suddenly thick and dark, and there was a flash of hesitation and struggle in them, and he suddenly reached out and grabbed her fingertips.
The fingertips tightened, and someone reached out from the gauze tent and clenched it, Yun Yanzheng's heart jumped, and his eyes flashed with a trace of surprise. Hearing the person behind him, his voice said soothingly: "I'm used to it." Since I was a child, Master has always been so strict with me, he said that feelings are one's own worst enemy, you can use it to confuse the enemy and protect yourself, but you must always keep the calmest heart, otherwise, you will become a trapped beast in the palm of others, fish and meat on the anvil, to be slaughtered by others. If I expose my weaknesses, it will be equivalent to the dragon holding its horns into the hands of the enemy, giving others life and death control. ”
There was a sudden pain in her heart, how similar were they? Along the way, how could she not be walking on thin ice, like facing the abyss, as long as she took a wrong step, she could fall into hell and never recover.
Yun Yanzheng turned around and looked into his eyes, but he didn't see a trace of weakness in those eyes. He was still smiling leisurely, still graceful, but the strength of holding her hand revealed a trace of reluctance. He pursed his lips, stood up, his clothes were completely open in the movement, he used his arms to bring her back into his arms, supported her body with his legs bent on his knees, and bowed his head: "It's not that I don't want to open my heart to you, but I have long been accustomed to controlling everything in my own hands, and I am not used to giving everything to others, giving others a chance to restrain me." ”
Her head rested on his slender and solid arm, looking up at his face, warm, elegant, pure, and noble, still her most indulgent appearance. She admitted that she was infatuated with his beauty, but she wanted to get his sincerity even more, and her hand subconsciously stroked his smooth chest and said gently: "I am just ...... Someone else? ”
He sneered, even though he knew that her hand was rubbing up and down on him, and even though it didn't stop, it didn't stop. As he knew, since the first encounter in the yellow sand, there had been a different color in the eyes of her looking at him. She is not the same as ordinary women, when she sees a man she likes, she bows her head and is shy, and she wants to stop talking; Or occupied, unscrupulous. Even though she is infatuated with him, she can still have a gentleman's friendship with him, as indifferent as water; Yale is happy, offensive and defensive, and that calmness and solidity beyond common sense bewildered him at first.
"You...... Not someone else. He smiled slightly, his eyebrows raised slightly, his slender white fingers caressed her cheeks, stroked her slender neck, and caressed her delicate shoulder bones through the thin clothes, and saw her cheeks crimson as bright as the sun.
"You're over two decades now." He laughed and teased, and whispered softly: "The rich and noble family is a young man with a weak crown and a maid who goes to Wushan Yuyun for the first time. As the princess of the Ul Kingdom, have you ever taught you the way to be the best? ”
As soon as he spoke, Yun Yanzheng's face became even brighter, his eyebrows showed a slight anger, and he snorted coldly: "If you know or not, what does it have to do with you?" ”
"Why not?" Gu Xi bent his eyes and said in reverse, the curvature of the corners of his lips seemed to be a smile rather than a smile.
"What is the way? I'm not your wife, so what does it matter to you? She replied with a cold smile, and tried to push him away and get up.
The spring breeze is beautiful, the fragrance of flowers is overflowing, and the clothes of the two are gently swaying with the gauze tent, and they are flying like wings in an instant.
How could Gu Xi get her wish, reached out and gently pressed her shoulder, let her continue to lie on his lap, and said with a smile: "If it weren't for *, you really shouldn't throw yourself into the arms of a strange man." May I ask the eldest princess, what do you mean by your hands being careless and light on me? ”
Yun Yanzheng smiled in a low voice, blinked his eyes, made an innocent appearance, and said nobly, charmingly and shamelessly: "I was born in the back garden of the deep palace, how can I only know the gift of the husband and wife? is also well versed in the way of flirting with beauties, this palace is light on you, it is really your amazing beauty, which makes my heart very happy. ”
A faint smile flashed between Gu Xi's eyebrows, and it disappeared in an instant, and her slightly cool fingertips traced her delicate red lips, and whispered: "Even if that's the case, if it's not what I like in my heart in other women, and the senior princess is so frivolous and flirtatious with others, will the eldest princess mind in her heart?" ”
"You dare?" Yun Yanzheng reached out and grabbed his delicate chin, raised his head and asked in a low voice.
"Why not? You and I have neither the name of husband nor wife, nor the reality of husband and wife. Tomorrow, the eldest princess will abandon me, and from now on she may be a stranger, why do I want to guard yourself like a jade for the eldest princess? The corners of his lips curled up slightly with a burning smile, and his eyes looked at her as gently as spring water.
Yun Yanzheng frowned and said defiantly: "You mean, after tomorrow, we will marry each man and woman, and we will have nothing to do with each other?" ”
He shook his head, tapped his fingertips on her nose, and said with a smile: "If the eldest princess is unwilling, there is a second way." ”
"Article two?" How could she smell the meaning of the slightest calculation, but she was still fascinated by his beauty, and responded in a daze.
"Since the eldest princess is very pleased with me? Why don't you marry me? His words came out slowly and gently, but Yun Yanzheng's phoenix eyes couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. When he came back to his senses, his heart jumped, and he looked at his deep eyes that were as deep as an abyss, and exclaimed: "What do you want to hire?" ”
"Dragon's Horns." Gu Xi looked down and said solemnly.
Is it a secret that he can be put to death? She grabbed him by the shoulder, sat up in his arms, looked into his dark eyes from a distance, and asked in a clear voice, "Do you really want to marry me?" You're not afraid that I'll go back on my word? You're not afraid I'll kill you? ”
Gu Yi chuckled, his eyes were calm, and he responded warmly: "I sincerely want to marry." If you can't answer me today, I won't force it. It's just that with me alive for a day, I can't let you marry someone else. If you want to marry someone else, I can't let you get your wish with someone else. If you want to get your wish with others, unless I die, my soul returns to the Nine Springs, and I no longer exist......"
Her hand hurriedly pressed his lips, and her eyes were angry, "Don't talk nonsense." The world says, "Evil lasts for a thousand years, and you will not die before me." I will not allow you to die again, but if you die again, I will have my heart ripped out and sewn into your chest, and you will die in one body. ”
Gu Xi frowned, and said softly: "It's all my fault, you have a heart disease...... He lowered his head and kissed her heart gently, kissing the heartbeat inside the shirt. Yun Yanzheng inhaled slowly, as if whispering: "Gu Shezhi, I don't want to feel heartache for you anymore, do you know...... I had made up my mind...... I'm going to forget you......"
The delicate lips were close to the coldness, the tip of the soft tongue crossed her lips and teeth, and his voice slowly rang in her ears, "Ah Yan, you answered me, okay?" Her body trembled, she reached out and put her arms around his neck, and whispered, "If I answer you, can you really never lose up for the rest of your life?" ”
Gu Xi smiled and nodded, "Yes, not only my heart is yours, but my body is also yours, eldest princess." ”
Yun Yanzheng nestled in his neck and chuckled in a low voice, smelling the faint freshness of the grass and trees on his body, his phoenix eyes turned a few times, and he was resolute in an instant, and said with his chin: "Okay, I, Yun Yanzheng, will be hired by you today by Gu Xi, and I will never be disappointed with you in my life." If he violates this oath one day, neither you nor I will die a good death, and we will die alone. ”
"I have been planted with weeping blood beads, and if there is no antidote, I only have thirty years to live." After Gu Xi's relieved chuckle flashed in his ears, he no longer concealed the truth, and his arms wrapped around her waist tighter, hugging her warm body.
Through the clothes, she could still feel the coldness of his body, she felt a palpitation in her heart when she heard the words, and raised her eyes and exclaimed: "Who did it?" What are weeping blood beads? The hand unconsciously wrapped itself around his body and grabbed his arm tightly.