Part.23
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Sima Tulan is a person who can't hide her words, and she made a foolish mistake that night while she was drinking, and this time she was also drunk by the smell of wine, sitting in the garden crying and laughing.
With better self-control than Yi Huaiyu, Sui Liang never gets drunk, and in the garden without lights, he has been accompanying Sima Tulan to watch her pour glass after glass of wine, and then his eyes are slightly red, grabbing his arm and telling about everything between him and Yi Huaiyu.
"That kind of person...... He doesn't have eyes at all, and he can't see who treats him well...... He doesn't have a vision......
"Yes, yes, His Highness has no vision and missed Miss Sima." Seeing that Sima Tulan lost the wine glass and the wine jug and was about to pick up the wine jar and drink it directly, Sui Liang was so frightened that he hurriedly snatched the wine jar, only to find that there was not much wine left inside. smiled bitterly and supported Sima Tulan, who was standing unsteadily, and persuaded him gently: "It is His Highness's regret to miss it, Miss Sima must not practice herself, she has a hangover and hurts her body, she must cherish her body." ”
Looking at the occasional Suiliang in a distraction, Sima Dolan suddenly laughed, presumptuous but desolate: "Love? Who to cherish? Don't you know everything, my body...... This body is no longer your own, only you fool is willing to ask for it. ”
"I don't care." Occasionally, he said lightly.
If Sima Tulan was still awake at this time, she would definitely be able to find the seriousness and persistence in Lian Suiliang's eyes, but she was drunk, and her eyes were misty, how could she see others clearly if she couldn't even see clearly?
"You're all the same...... It's the same! Suddenly pushed away even Suiliang, the crazy Sima Tulan leaned on the rockery, pointed at even Suiliang and looked coldly, "Don't think I, I don't know, you did this for the power of my brother and uncle, you don't care about me at all, no matter how much you pay, it's the result...... You, none of you like me......"
The noise decreased, and finally turned into a silent sob, and the stiff and strong body fell to the ground.
Silk and satin, wealth and glory, what brought her the daughter of the door? Is it glorious? Noble? Or is it the wanton and unrestrained envy of everyone? The person who burns paper on the street corner to the soul of the dead is always willing to say "I wish to vote for a rich family in the next life", but who knows the bitterness of being covered by the glamour behind the Zhumenguang house?
Even if you don't have to worry about food and clothing, your heart is still empty and lonely, how many times have you listened to the golden and jade good fate in the story and felt sad, day and night, beware of who wears a mask and hypocritically says love.
There is no need for Sima Tulan to pour bitter water, even Suiliang understands her distress very well, she thinks that when no one pays attention to the silent sadness, he always feels it with her through his eyes in the forgotten corner.
"You shouldn't have been born in the Sima family, if you were just the daughter of an ordinary family, there would probably be many people chasing after you." Xu was drunk by Sima Tulan's wine, and even Sui Liang was unexpectedly bold. Walked closer and held Sima Tulan and let her lean on her shoulder, and occasionally Suiliang gently patted the crying woman, and smiled like a spring breeze: "There are still people in this world who really like Miss Sima, nothing else, I just want you to be happy." ”
The invisible gentleness made Sima Tulan gradually settle down, slightly drunk, sleepy, leaning on the rock-steady shoulder inexplicably relieved.
This tenderness was something that Yi Huaiyu had never given her, and it was what she expected, but the person who gave it to her was not the person she hoped for. The grievances since she met Yi Huaiyu suddenly came to her heart, making Sima Tulan want to cry in this peaceful place, whether it is embarrassing or ugly, when someone is willing to tolerate her at all costs, it should be okay to be weaker, right?
"Why aren't you him......"
The garden is full of the fragrance of wine, the pavilion is quiet, and the two lonely figures under the silver moon are looking for temperature in each other's shadows, some people are drunk, and some people are drunk.
The marriage of Sima Tulan and Lian Suiliang is scheduled for three months later, no one knows what happened in the military tent in the south, and no one knows how complicated the relationship between the three is, Sima Yuan and Yao Junxian saw that Lian Suiliang cared about Sima Tulan, and Yi Huaiyu was as devoted to Su Shiyun as ever.
The emperor of Yaoguo always said that he was sick and did not dare to see Yi Huaiyu, because of the previous charges, the prince had to restrain a lot. Yi Huaiyu's life has become easier, he doesn't need to face the prince's arrogant face, he doesn't need to worry about the headache of the southern and northern wars, he has a lot of time to accompany Su Shiyun every day, and he is even more happy-
Su Shiyun is pregnant.
In fact, before Yi Huaiyu returned to the imperial capital, Su Shiyun had already found out that she was pregnant, in order not to distract him from worrying, Su Shiyun held back her joy and waited until the army returned, and it was indeed as she expected, Yi Huaiyu, who heard the news, was stunned, and completely lost his calm and calm appearance.
However, Su Shiyun didn't think about whether Yi Huaiyu's surprise was entirely due to joy.
Peaceful times always pass quickly, it has been more than two months since she returned to the imperial capital, Sima Tulan's mood has gradually calmed down, although occasionally she will remember the mistakes she made on the spur of the moment and regret not at the beginning, but fortunately, there is a good occasion, and his gentleness and thoughtfulness can always let her get out of self-pity and find a trace of peace in the heaviness. Sometimes Sima Tulan even thinks that if Yi Huaiyu hadn't met Su Shiyun, or if she hadn't chased Yi Huaiyu recklessly, would everything have been perfect?
She also knows that there are not so many ifs in the world, love is love, and what she should do after the pain is not to be defeated by the shadows, but to bathe in pain and be reborn.
"It's not bad to be with Sui Liang, at least he's very good at taking care of people, that is, gentle and smart, he can guess anything without saying it. Is...... At the beginning, the ghost was confused, but he provoked Yi Huaiyu, a prodigal, whether it was his heart or body, there was nothing left for him that I could give, and now I want to leave some for Suiliang. Sitting in the courtyard of snowflakes dancing, Sima Tulan clenched the jade pendant left by her mother, and her handsome cheeks showed a confused expression, "Mother, if it were you, who would you choose?" I know that I can't live with Sui Liang, but I can't stop thinking about that person, it turns out that once the heart is handed over, it will never be recovered. ”
The undead who had passed away for many years could not give an answer, Sima Tulan was in a daze in the snow for a long time, and it was not until the sky was about to be called by a maid that she remembered that today was the day to make an appointment to meet with Lian Suiliang.
Taking a deep breath to adjust her expression, Sima Dolan got up and dusted off the snowflakes on her clothes, and was about to walk to the front hall, when she suddenly felt dizzy, her vision was dark, and she fell to the ground with a pop.
The panicked little maid stumbled and ran to call someone, and Sima Yuan and Yao Junxian were shocked when they heard that Sima Tulan had fainted, and hurriedly carried the person back to the room and found a doctor. Even Suiliang, who had been waiting in the front hall, couldn't bear it and quietly ran to Sima Tulan's room, and when he was hesitating whether to go in outside, the old doctor's voice came from inside.
"This ...... The two adults, in the medical skills are mediocre, or please ask the two adults to ask for another master. ”
"You are one of the top doctors in the imperial capital, you can't see it, who else can I find?" Sima Yuan was furious, and his voice suddenly raised, "Say!" What the hell is the disease! Don't play tricks on me, you can afford as much money as you want! ”
After a few moments of silence, it was the doctor again with a trembling and embarrassed tone.
"Miss Si and Miss Sima are not sick, but ...... It's pregnant! ”
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