Chapter 19: The Rift

When she said this, Pan Qingqiang had just finished drinking with someone outside, so she was a little drunk, and she was a little speechless: "Cheng Yishu, I just liked you at the beginning, honest and down-to-earth." I don't want my previous boyfriend to have so many eyes, that's why I fell in love with you. But I didn't expect you to be too honest, you can't do anything, and you don't understand the world at all. So I can't mention it for so many years. In the beginning, I thought I could teach you and bring you out. Unexpectedly, it is really rotten wood that cannot be carved. Why did you think I married such a piece of shit? ”

Usually, Cheng Yishu has long been accustomed to Pan Qingqiang scolding her, so he doesn't talk back much, but when he heard the last sentence, he still jumped up: "What do you mean by this, who chased who first in the first place, wasn't you interested in me first?" ”

Hearing Cheng Yishu say this, Pan Qingqiang smiled: "What is interesting to you, you don't recall your memories carefully." When the two of us first arrived at the unit, you were more popular, or I was more popular. You don't remember how many people pursued me at that time, but a relative of mine told me: Those men who are flamboyant and revolve around you every day can only be boyfriends, and those who are looking for a husband to really live have to be honest and can't say much. That's why I found you. Later I learned that there is another synonym for honesty, which is incompetence. After speaking, Pan Qingqiang shook her head and went back to her room to sleep.

As the saying goes: the speaker has no intention, but the listener has a heart. Pan Qingqiang's words were her unintentional words after she was drunk. But it deeply pierced Cheng Yishu's heart. Only then did he know: It turned out that Pan Qingqiang took the initiative to pursue himself because he looked honest.

Nowadays, "honest" is already a derogatory term, especially for men, who are synonymous with incompetence and waste. That night, Cheng Yishu sat alone on the sand in the living room all night, and he carefully recalled his married life with Pan Qingqiang in the past few years: not only at home, but also in the company, Pan Qingqiang has always been an absolute strong party, and he also knew that many colleagues had been laughing at him behind his back, saying that he was a "coward who eats soft rice", but he didn't mind at that time. Until now, he has allowed his weakness to make a mess of his life and marriage.

After calming down, Cheng Yishu thought of divorce. But he immediately thought: Now in this family, it is obvious that most of the financial power is in the hands of Pan Qingqiang, Pan Qingqiang has such a wide range of connections and knows so many people, if she really divorces, I am afraid that she can find a lawyer to fight a lawsuit and leave the house. And now Pan Qingqiang is in an important position in the company, and she definitely can't get along in the company. When the time comes, the consequences will be unimaginable.

Cheng Yishu realized that Pan Qingqiang had so many suitors at the beginning, but why did she like herself. It seems that there is no such thing as pie falling from the sky in this world, even if it is pie, you have to see if your hands can endure the hot hand of pie. He looked at Pan Qingqiang, who was already asleep in the bedroom, through the crack in the door, "Pan Qingqiang, the love between me and you in the past is gone, and you destroyed it single-handedly." ”

Although divorce will pay a lot of price, if you don't divorce, Cheng Yishu is afraid that he will be confessed for the rest of his life, but if the woman is at fault, then at least he can minimize his losses. Pan Qingqiang goes out with other men all day long, if she can find evidence of her other men's ambiguity. One bite wants her to be a red apricot, not only to minimize her losses, but also to make her feel better, and the company's public opinion will not make her feel better.

It is very terrible for honest people to be ruthless, and many people in the world who take revenge on society, or even after the murderer is caught, their relatives and neighbors say that these people are usually honest and timid people, and they are very shocked by what they have done.

At this time, Cheng Yishu turned on his mobile phone and wanted to find someone to talk to about his thoughts, but his parents would definitely not be able to. First, they are already older, and they must have slept now, second, the elderly are old-fashioned, and they will definitely not be able to accept that they want to divorce, if they come to persuade them, I am afraid that they will cause trouble out of thin air.

Who to talk to, Cheng Yishu thought while looking through the WeChat address book, he didn't like to talk in the first place, and Pan Qingqiang usually didn't allow him to have frequent contact with other members of the opposite sex, so Cheng Yishu didn't have many good friends, but Pan Qingqiang herself had a lot of friends of the opposite sex, who knows if she had "polite bed" with these friends of the opposite sex. Thinking of this, Cheng Yishu couldn't help but itch his teeth with hatred: For so many years, why did you manage me for so many years, so that I didn't have a few good friends.

Soon, a woman's name jumped into Cheng Yishu's eyes: Shu Qing. Shu Qing and Cheng Yishu have known each other for a long time, and the two were once arranged to go on a blind date together, but the two did not work out at that time for various reasons, and they have not been in touch much since then.

A few months ago, the two accidentally met on the road, Shu Qing and Cheng Yishu had a meal together and chatted with each other about some of each other's recent situations. Shu Qing's current job is a wedding makeup artist, although she meets the newlyweds every day, but she herself has never been able to get married. Cheng Yishu said that he was under a lot of pressure, his wife Pan Qingqiang was stronger than himself everywhere, he felt like a little follower behind Pan Qingqiang, and he was afraid that others would say that he ate soft rice.

In this regard, Shu Qing smiled: "Don't care so much about other people's words, otherwise how can we live, it's good for you to think you're happy, but do you think you're happy now?" ”

"yes, am I happy?" Cheng Yishu was asked by him, is his marriage happy for so many years.

Shu Qing saw that Cheng Yishu's face was not quite right, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you, what did I say?" ”

"No, no. That, it's not early, I still have to go to work in the afternoon, so let's add my WeChat, let's talk again, I'll have a treat for this meal. After saying that, the two walked to the front desk to check out.

But after Cheng Yishu took out his wallet, he realized that there was not much cash in it. It turned out that Pan Qingqiang even had to take care of his pocket money every month, so Cheng Yishu couldn't even afford this meal.

Shu Qing looked embarrassed by Cheng Yishu, hurriedly took out his wallet, and paid the bill for Cheng Yishu: "It's okay, I'll invite you to this dinner, I've seen a lot of this kind of thing, many of us who are about to get married, men write a letter of guarantee before marriage, promising to hand over all the wages they earn to their wives after marriage." I withdraw pocket money from my wife every month, and you say I'm right. ”

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