Chapter 139: Weakness

Yun Yanzheng lowered his eyes slightly, and after a moment of silence, he smiled slightly, "The peach is dying, and it is scorching." The son of Yu Gui, IKEA IKEA. We met on the side of the peach blossom forest, 'loved' in a song 'Taoyao', reunited in a pot of peach blossom brew, Gu Shezhi, do you say we are very fate with peach blossoms? ”

"Indeed." He smiled, that kind of smile is like the most gentle and clear spring breeze in the world, which can make people crazy and crazy.

"So, are you going to finish the whole thing?" She suddenly raised her eyes, and the eyes that looked at him were full of anticipation, playfulness, purity, and shyness.

A trace of doubt flashed in Gu Xi's dark eyes, but in an instant, he regained his hydration and leisure. Reaching out to stroke her sideburns, her slender and delicate fingers turned to untie the hairpin of her hairpin, slowly combing her long black hair that was a little messy little by little, and then re-coiling the bun for her with such a skillful technique, not falling on her cheeks, and then using the hairpin carved from white jade to fix the bun to the best look for her.

Gu Xi's movements have always been so light and so soft, as if he was carefully cherishing the most fragile treasure in the world; It seems that he is carefully caring for the most withering flowers in the world, and even makes her obviously feel that he is so careful, so lightweight, so precious, heavy, loved, and cherished, and unwilling to let go.

Holding her neat forehead with both hands, his eyes were carefully studying the bun he had put up for her, and he was combing the broken hair next to her forehead, and he looked so serious. When the smile in his eyes was faintly raised again, his voice sounded in his ears in a low voice: "Yun Shezhi, you suddenly asked me such a question......" He paused, took a deep breath, and his chest rose and fell visibly, before he said again: "My heartbeat has intensified, you make me very ...... Nervous. ”

She stood very close to him, her long, soft breath brushing over her forehead, his fingers gently pressed against her skin. She tilted her head slightly, and she could really see such a delicate and tactful emotion emerging from the bottom of his inky pupils, like the boundless silence and eternal night, and the song of the warbler was crisp and graceful, which made people sink; It was like the white mist shrouded in dreamlike light under the empty moon, which made people confused; It is like the struggle of a fragile silkworm chrysalis when it is about to break out of its cocoon.

"Yun Shezhi, if I say, I am willing to start and finish. Are you willing to start and finish well with me, and never give up until you are old? ”

She was speechless for a while, but there was a voice in her heart that kept admonishing, don't be confused, don't be imprisoned, don't be bound, don't sink, don't get lost. But she couldn't control her already unbalanced emotions, and she leaned towards the young man in front of her without hesitation. She had felt guilty, desperate, and heartbroken because of her own mistakes, her own choices, and the loss of him. Now, this smiling person is in front of her, and how can she push back again after clearly understanding her heart, and how to go against her desire to hug him tightly, follow him, and grow old with him?

How can we cut through this inseparable lovesickness and desire alive and bloodily?

Try to control your pain and not let it come to mind. She tried hard to make herself smile, smiling sincerely, happily, and happily, and slowly asked him: "In metaphysics, is the peach blossom a good fate or a bad fate?" ”

Laughing leisurely, he said softly: "Those who are good doctors can't heal themselves, and those who are good at calculations can't tell themselves, if this peach blossom is a good fate, I will start and end well with you, and stay together; If this peach blossom is a catastrophe, I will also be entangled with you to death, and I will never die. ”

Her heart shook suddenly, and her hand was once again placed on Gu Xi's chest, silently feeling the beating heart under her chest. She obviously wants to cry in her heart, but she can't cry, obviously the person she wants is in front of her, as long as she stretches out her hand, as long as she nods slightly, as long as she promises a word, this pure and super young man will only belong to her from now on, and hold hands with her for a lifetime?

However, there are some vows that you know you can't do, so why should you deceive the people you love from the bottom of your heart?

All the way north, they gradually left the country of Mo and did not transfer to the country of Yu. turned east and stopped in the mountains and forests at the junction of Yu and Mo.

There are vast lakes, majestic peaks, and snow-capped peaks in the distance. The canyon here is deep and narrow, leaving the colorful spring flowers and spring trees far away, and through the rugged cave, the eyes suddenly open up, surrounded by white mist-like smoke, and the scenery as far as the eye can see is almost a light purple scenery.

She suddenly stopped, and her heart was amazed.

The branches are full of dreamlike purple flowers, and the incalculable number and stunning posture of the city overwhelmingly render the beauty of this piece of heaven and earth. Zhu Sheng and Xiaolan fell behind them, Gu Xi also deliberately fell half a step away, when she walked quickly into this dream situation, everything in front of her underwent earth-shattering changes, only she opened her lips slightly, but she couldn't make a sound.

Such a scene was too shocking, more than the treasures treasured in the palace; More than the scenery you see along the way; It is more than the fireworks in Luming Villa; It's even worse than the sword dance that Gu Xi in the border city-

Countless flowers, after a slight sound in her light footsteps, fell off their branches one after another, and flew up fluttering, flying together in the same direction like a weave. The auspicious clouds of Qionghua that are elegantly like a fairyland are suspended in the void that surrounds the valley; Suddenly, it was a fairy flying into the sky, and the long sleeves were dancing and swaying the brocade flowers.

Miraculously unusually beautiful.

Open your palms to welcome the petals that fall gracefully, soft and true and fragrant, and it is clear that it is the flower. She narrowed her eyes slightly, a little puzzled, Gu Xi took a step forward and handed the flower that stayed on her slender fingers to her eyes, and there was a mysterious and sly smile in her eyes.

The flower on her finger was moving, Gu Xi trapped it with a breath that did not hurt it, she gradually saw that the flower still had tentacles, and it was its wings that were flapping, and her heart was truly clear and amazed. It turns out that these branches bloom not only the lilac flowers, but also the lilac butterflies, which are the same color as the butterflies, and depend on each other.

"This butterfly lives only by sucking the nectar of this flower, and the nectar of this flower is poisonous, and only this butterfly can be attracted without hindrance. Isn't it amazing how amazing the world is. His clear voice explained slowly.

"What's the name of this flower, and what's the name of this butterfly?" She pursed the corners of her mouth slightly, asked curiously, and reached out to use her breath to draw a butterfly down on her fingertips.

The little creature kept flapping its wings, and the light purple butterfly clothes drew round after round of brilliant phantoms in the air, but it could never fly out of his fingers.

The corners of Gu Xi's mouth pursed a gentle smile, and his expression was extremely peaceful: "I have not found any record of these butterflies and flowers in ancient books. He called this flower 'eternal life', this butterfly 'eternal life', they will live forever and eternally, and they will all be so dependent on each other and cannot be separated. ”

"Eternal life and eternity? The name is quite ...... Interesting. She raised her eyebrows slightly, smiled softly, and her phoenix eyes showed a clear and bright light.

Gu Xi's warm and peaceful eyes flashed with a trace of depression, and then returned to normal, even though the emotions in his heart were like waves and shocks, but his face was still elegant and leisurely.

He let go of the butterfly in his hand, and naturally took her hand, his fingers clenched her fingertips, and his thumb rubbed the skin of her palm lightly, as if trying to find a trace of real warmth in the place where they touched each other. Admittedly, he felt a chill in his heart.

The man did ruin his layout.

Since that battle at the edge of the woods, her attitude towards him has changed slightly. Even though she had deliberately controlled her mind and tried her best to restrain her words and deeds, in his opinion, there were flaws everywhere under this seemingly perfect disguise.

On that day, in the forest, why did she suddenly ask him if he had a good beginning and a good end? Is it a question blurted out by being too excited, or is it a real struggle after a lot of thought?

In the end, in all the gentleness and peace he created, she still refused to make a promise to him.

That day, she squinted and looked at him for a long time, as if she could see a brilliant flower on his face, frowned and thought about it, I don't know if it was a trick or a serious thought. Then he smiled and said heartlessly: "Such an important matter, how can I casually promise you." Naturally, I have to think about this matter thoroughly and understand it before and after, inside and out, so that I can reply to you. ”

He furrowed his black brows, and looked at her with some dissatisfaction in his transparent black eyes.

She ignored the resentment in his eyes calmly, smiled mischievously, and teased him: "Otherwise, I will suddenly regret it in the future, with your proud and strong temperament and ruthless and resolute means, I am afraid that I will not be at peace from now on, even if I can't eat, I am afraid that I can't go around." ”

At that time, he could only show a kind and weak pure face, not because he was afraid of scaring her, she was originally a woman who would not be afraid of being frightened by others, but he really felt a trace of helplessness in his heart. Who made him sincerely like this woman, and willingly made her the master of his emotions and the weakness that controlled his fate.

Gu Xi held her hand and walked forward, and the lilac butterflies scattered from their sides one after another, and slowly flew back in the air to perch on those dreamy flowers that were also lilac. Yun Yanzheng also let him hold her hand tightly all the way, and followed his footsteps step by step, she knew that half of her soul was in his hands; And the other half of his soul is constantly shaking his will along the way, persuading and strengthening his will to leave him.

Since that day in the forest, after Gu Xi left, a gray-blue and clever spirit bird finally appeared in front of her after a long absence. And the news transmitted from the small bamboo tube tied to the bird's foot made her palpitate more and more when she looked at it. In the year since she left, so many unpredictable things have happened, and the balance of the four countries will be upset because of this. If the Kingdom of Wei becomes the first side to collapse, it will inevitably encounter the covetousness of the other three countries, and if the three countries raise troops to invade and divide it, the Kingdom of Wei will soon face a desolate situation of national ruin, family destruction, and misery everywhere.

Her secret sentinel once found that there were secret forces colluding with King Jing in Jizhou and Yuecheng, but after he was sentenced, all those forces that had been exposed had shrunk and disbanded, and those who were still secretly had been transferred to whom they had returned?

The secret post she arranged to monitor its movements could not detect the slightest rumor, but under the governance of officials sent by the emperor, there was a riot and civil strife in Jizhou, and the people's resentment was boiling. After King Heng quelled the turmoil, he faintly revealed the momentum of confronting the emperor in the court, and the emperor, the queen mother, and the five princes were all-for-tat, and the two forces of the court attacked each other, and the power and government were increasingly unbalanced.