Chapter 41: Dolgon, Do You Blame Me?
Su Mala put the child into the cradle, heard Gege talking to himself, and asked with a smile: "If you met the Great Khan twenty years earlier, would you want to be like the Fourteenth Fujin, or like our family's Great Fujin?" ”
Da Yu'er was stunned, isn't it, it's not easy to be a hostess, she has to bear more than now, and even if she can't give birth to a son, she will be like an aunt to persecute others.
"Sooner or later, the slave thinks it's the best to meet it in this life." Su Mala smiled, "But you have this heart, the Great Khan must be very happy to know it." ”
Da Yu'er said: "I don't want to confess to him at every turn, as if I am frivolous." If he understands my mind, I don't say that he can know, and if he doesn't, no matter how many people I say, they don't care. ”
After that, she turned around and looked at the black hole on the opposite side, I don't know if Huang Taiji is sleeping or enjoying the clouds and rain, she doesn't feel good in her heart.
Thinking about it this way, it's better not to meet him twenty years earlier, she doesn't have her aunt's mind and bearing, she can't stand Huang Taiji as a woman on the left and a woman on the right, and what's even more sad is that she is such a woman.
"I don't have my aunt's measure, I don't have the domineering of Qi Qige, only my heart is higher than the sky, and my life is higher than ......"
"Gege, you're talking nonsense again."
Su Mala stopped, regardless of the difference between master and servant, and pressed against Da Yu'er's mouth, and said with a sneer: "After learning a few words from the Han people, I will talk nonsense." ”
The sentence that I didn't say was that life was thinner than paper, and when Da Yuer heard it for the first time, she really admired the Han people from the bottom of her heart.
Their words can always properly express all the sorrows and joys of the world, and a few simple words will poke into the hearts of people.
In the same night, Dorgon returned home full of wine.
Looking up at the bright moon, thinking of eight years ago at this moment, his mother was being strangled to death, he trembled, his fists clenched and gurgled, and the moonlight turned into a murderous aura in his eyes.
When Zizig came out, he stood quietly and waited for her husband to calm down.
The anger gradually subsided, and Dolgon finally relented, and when he saw that his wife was waiting for him, he stepped forward and grabbed Qizig: "It's so late, I didn't tell you not to wait for me. ”
"Did you drink too much, did you feel uncomfortable?" But Zizig asked, "There is milk porridge and decanting soup, which one do you want?" ”
Dorgon shook his head: "No, I didn't have a few drinks." ”
Having said that, as soon as the man entered the door, he did not have time to undress and wash, and fell asleep, and Zizig came to loosen his clothes for him, and he was lazy and at the mercy of his wife.
Zizig knelt down and wiped his face, and Dorgon opened his eyes and smiled at her.
"Are you leaving tomorrow?" Zizig asked.
"Don't leave tomorrow, wait for Huang Taiji's arrangement." "But only for a few days. ”
"I sewed a new padded jacket and wool for you, take it with you when you leave, it will be cold in the blink of an eye, you need to know how to add clothes outside." "Don't be kind enough to give your clothes to your men," said Zizig, "for the military supplies are as good as these jackets." ”
"I know, that's all your heart, how can I give it to people casually." Dorgon said, holding his wife's hand in the palm of his hand, "I know all about Zizig. ”
The person who has always been strong and proud, his eyes are hot, he sniffed and said: "It's okay, I can't see it now, you can still say these words to coax me, and if you don't fight again in the future, you should hate me when you see the sky sticky together." Dolgon, go and fight your battles and make your deeds, and I'll be fine at home, don't worry about me. ”
Dorgon was very moved, but even more guilty, he didn't understand why and why, he could have all of Zizig's true heart on the one hand, and put his mind on another woman.
He is sorry for Qi Qige, but no one knows about his affection for Da Yu'er, and he is destined to be hidden deep in his heart for a lifetime.
Zizig lay down next to Dolgon, knowing that her husband had no desire to be happy today, so she wanted to tell him about what had happened in Shengjing, and the one thing in front of her door was the excitement of today.
"If Sister Hai Lanzhu also stays with the Great Khan, Yu'er should be so sad, her thoughts on the Great Khan can't wait to be written on her face." Qi Qige sighed, "It's so difficult for Yu'er, and you still have to worry about having a son." ”
But at this point, her voice became very soft: "Dolgon, we still don't have a child, do you blame me?" ”