Snowy Country
That dawn, while lying on the bed, Zhou Wen heard the sound of something gently hitting the windowsill, and then heard his mother shouting, "It's snowing!" It's snowing! ”
Zhou Wen rubbed his eyes, is it really snowing outside? Why is it different now, I used to be happy for a long time when it snowed, but now I am more and more sad.
Tomorrow for the Double Ninth Festival, Zhou Wen promised his mother on the phone that he would go back. In the past few months since the beginning of school, Zhou Wen has been very sad and depressed, every time he sees Cai Jie, he can only smile from afar, although Zhou Wen promised Cai Jie not to disturb her again, but he can't forget her once were.
But at least, Zhou Wen still knew that Cai Jie still had him in his heart, because the hairpin on Cai Jie's short hair was given to her by Zhou Wen when he was chasing the bus.
He wanted to ask her why, but he knew that she had something unspeakable, and he could see the compulsion in her eyes. I promise you that I will not forget you, but I am really getting more and more uncomfortable, sometimes so uncomfortable that I even forget to breathe.
Every night, Cai Jie would write pages of heartbreaking words in the notebook that Zhou Wen gave her. Since leaving Lotus Town that day, Cai Jie has written Liu Yong's "Yulin Bell" on the first page: the cold cicada is poignant, the long pavilion is late, and the showers are at the beginning. The capital tent has no water, and the nostalgia is urged. Holding hands and looking at each other's teary eyes, they were speechless and choked. Thinking of going, thousands of miles of smoke waves, twilight is heavy and the sky is wide. Affectionate parting since ancient times, even more Nakan, snubbing the Qingqiu Festival. Where to wake up tonight, the willow bank, the wind and the waning moon. This past year should be a good day and a good time. Even though there are thousands of styles, who to talk to.
Cai Jie shed salty tears, flowing down her cheeks, kissing the corners of her mouth, and finally dripping onto her notebook. Two tears fell on "Hurt" and "Don't" respectively, and the splashed tears wet the pages.
Some people say: between white paper and black words, sand pages turn a long river.
And in that notebook, isn't there a whole river of sadness? But that turned out to be a person to be cleaned.
Cai Jie's diary wrote: Time is running silently, it has been almost two months since the start of school, but we only have the memory of the day of school. Zhou Wen, can you forgive me? Because I can't promise you company, and I don't dare to promise you. walked through immature innocence, tasted tears pouring down. There are some things that cannot be explained and solved simply. In fact, I really want to be with you in my heart, but every time I see you, I can only walk by silently with my head down. The ups and downs of life, the ups and downs of life. Hopefully, God can give both of us an immediate happiness.
The next day, Cai Jie secretly came to the station, watched Zhou Wen get on the bus, and left in the car with a gloomy expression.
Cai Jie saw a girl say goodbye to Zhou Wen, and the girl gently gave Zhou Wen a haircut, but Zhou Wen seemed to be sick, just smiled, and waved home with the girl. Cai Jie saw this, and she didn't know what began to rise from the heart, flow from the atria to the ventricles, and finally directly stabbed Cai Jie's brain through the circulatory system.
This time it was watching him leave, and Cai Jie's heart seemed to be put down by a big stone, which made it difficult for her to breathe. The last one silently returned to that luxurious and deserted "home". The sunset reflected the girl's thin back, and the shadow in front of the girl looked thin and lonely, and the light black that hit the ground seemed to evoke Caijie's most lonely and depressed memories.
I thought that after returning from Lotus Town, that feeling would disappear, but I didn't expect it to become more ferocious, and as soon as it appeared, it was enough to make the young girl cry.
Zhou Wen went home in the car alone, listening to unfamiliar songs, looking at unfamiliar scenery, and thinking about unfamiliar people.
This time I went home, in addition to seeing my mother, there was also a visit to Junko who came home. Originally, in the first few weeks of school, Junzi would go to Zhou Wen's school to play with Zhou Wen on weekends, and every time Junzi invited Zhou Wen to eat and drink, he always said: "Zhou Wen'er, what money do you have as a student, I invite you!"
Every time, Zhou Wen was embarrassed to shirk, after all, he knew that Junzi was his best brother, and he didn't need to say thank you. But every time I see Junko giving money, there is always something wrong with the look.
"Junko, are you rich? Ha ha! ”
Zhou Wen always saw Shunzi take out a wallet full of Chairman Mao's portrait, and almost said "Long live Chairman Mao".
"Look, you Shunzi brother and I are still very powerful, don't worry, I will make a lot of money, and then go back to build my hometown! Also, if you need anything, call me! You know? ”
Seeing that Shunzi was so angry, Zhou Wen didn't say anything, and directly finished a bottle of beer.
But Zhou Wen didn't see Shunzi for a long time, thinking that Shunzi was busy with work, so he didn't care. After a few more weeks, Junzi still didn't show up, so Zhou Wen called him, but he still didn't get through. When I inadvertently mentioned Junko on the phone with my mother, I didn't expect my mother to say that Junko was back, and it was estimated that his life would be over.
Zhou Wen listened anxiously and asked what was wrong, and his mother told Zhou Wen that it turned out that Shunzi started as a small worker in his relative's factory, and later disliked the low salary, so he went out to mix with his parents behind his back. Every night, I went out with a few underworlds to eat black, and I made a lot of money at first, but then there were more and more enemies, and I was directly cut off by the leader of a gang just a week ago, and I may not be able to get up for the rest of my life.
After listening to this, Zhou Wen sat directly on the ground. It was even more terrible than five thunderbolts, and that day, he didn't eat or drink, and slept in his bedroom for a day and a night. Nothing else came to his mind, except for the simple smile Junko had once had at him and the image of them walking together, which was dark.
So when he went back this time, Zhou Wen mainly went to visit Shunzi, the brother who grew up with him in open crotch pants, who has always been used to him, spoiled him, and always regarded him as his own brother!
Along the way, Zhou Wen was in a daze, as if God had extinguished the sun in his originally sunny world, a whole gloomy world.
The sun will never shine on the desolate grave, because the green hills are surrounded by water vapor from the quietly flowing streams, and the crops and trees around the desolate grave make it even more cold and cold.
The most beautiful face that was once sketched for you is now long gone.
I hope that from the trees on the grave I will find the tree of your rebirth, will you let me find it?
Zhou Wen watched the mountain and the water quickly sail towards him, and the familiar smell also entered Zhou Wen's nostrils and then invaded his body. Xiaofu helped Zhou Wen buy a lot of supplements, some for Zhou Wen's mother, and more for Shunzi. When she was at the station, Xiaofu told Zhou Wen over and over again, asking Zhou Wen to take good care of his body, eat well, and honor his uncle and aunt, but Zhou Wen just nodded like a child.
When I was homesick before, I wished to go home, but now that I'm back, why is it even sadder? Zhou Wen didn't understand, just quietly got out of the car and returned home with a large bag of luggage.
"Mom! I'm back! ”
Far away, Zhou Wen shouted loudly. Looking at his own small western-style building that he was still familiar with, Zhou Wen was still a little kind in his heart.
"Come, come, come! Ouch! My precious son, you miss me! Come, mom kiss one! ”
Zhou Wen smiled and was kissed by her mother on the left side of her face and on the right cheek, and then pinched her face and stomach by her mother to see if her baby son was thin and unhealthy.
"Let's go! Mom knew that you were coming back, so she stewed a pot of chicken, a pot of duck, and a pot of fish, and go! Baby son eats! ”
Zhou Wen was almost hugged by his mother and returned home, in fact, looking at his mother's dyed hair, there were still a few faintly visible white hairs, Zhou Wen knew that his mother must have worked hard again, Zhou Wen hugged his mother tightly and wanted to cry, but he couldn't make his mother sad.
"What's wrong? My stupid son? ”
"Hehe, it's nothing, I just want to take advantage of my mother."
"You kid!"
"Haha!"
After eating a large meal, Zhou Wen almost cried and put down the bowl. Mom and Dad didn't eat anything, just watched Zhou Wen eat. kept giving Zhou Wen food, and kept adding food to Zhou Wen, Zhou Wen got up and his face flashed red, subverting his previous handsome and cute image.
"Dad, Mom, I'd like to see Junko later!"
Zhou Wen walked out of the bathroom and said with his head down and a little sad.
"Go boy! Junko didn't take care of you less, but it's a pity that the child, hey..."
Zhou Wen's mother sighed, and then began to wash the dishes.
Zhou Wen walked on the road of Shunzi's house with extreme sadness in his heart. There are a lot of things in his hand, but he is not as heavy as the heavy heart in Zhou Wen's heart.
Pushing open the dark door of Junko's house, I saw Junko's mother washing clothes outside with red eyes, and Junko's father went out to work.
"Auntie, is Junko at home?"
Zhou Wen asked carefully, and every word was said by Zhou Wen tremblingly.
"Yes, you are all good partners, you can go in by yourself, I still have clothes here."
"Get busy! I'll just go in and talk to Junko myself! ”
After speaking, Zhou Wen gritted his teeth and went in with tears.
"Zhou Wen! How are you! ”
Shunzi covered her lower body with a quilt, and was ready to get up to greet Zhou Wen.
"Lie down, lie down, I'm coming."
Zhou Wen hurriedly put the things on the press table and came to the bed of Shunzi.
"Junko, have you been feeling better lately? Look at you, so thin, do your legs still hurt? Zhou Wen asked with concern.
"Much better! You see, you can eat a lot of bowls of rice every day! Junko replied with a smile.
"Why didn't you tell me in the first place! Why are you going to mix it up! Look at you now! Zhou Wen later said that his eyes turned red.
And Junko was silent, just listening to the best friend's weeping words, just wiping her tears with her hands from time to time.
"Do you remember when we were kids, we went together to steal pears from Granny Li's house? At that time, the two of us were guarding and picking, but in the end, Granny Li's dog didn't know what nerves suddenly appeared, and finally we were so scared that we stayed in the pear tree for an afternoon and didn't dare to go down, and finally Granny Li drove the dog away. In the end, we all went home and our dad slapped us, and the next day we compared whose butt was more swollen! Ha ha! ”
Zhou Wen laughed as he spoke, and the two of them laughed together, but in the end, both of them cried, crying beyond recognition.
"Zhou Wen, my dream is to build my hometown, but now I'm afraid it won't work, you promise me, you can help me realize my wish, is it okay?"
Shunzi snorted and cried, and cried to Zhou Wen. Zhou Wen nodded firmly, and finally cried involuntarily.
Zhou Wen lay on his previous bed, thinking about Shunzi's affairs, while tears couldn't stop flowing, and finally covered the quilt and fell asleep crying.
A glimmer of white light swept in from the east, enveloping the silent Lotus Town. Zhou Wen fell asleep in bed, and suddenly heard the sound of something hitting the window, the sound was very light, as if the cotton was blown by the wind, and finally heard his mother say "It's snowing", Zhou Wen got up and looked out the window, the white ice and snow, a whole country of snow.