Chapter 188: Don't Go
"It's too late, let's approve it tomorrow!" Qing Xue leaned her cheeks, and her voice was soft, but it was particularly abrupt in the night that had been silent for a long time.
"You go to sleep first"
The four words that could not see the emotions appeared on the computer screen, making the almost frozen air seem more and more depressing.
"Why, are you still thinking about the lunar eclipse? Or are you worried about the outcome of the war? ”
"No, go to sleep first, good!" Mu Chun Jue finished typing these words, turned her head and gently rubbed Qing Xue's wrist, her hands were very cold, even through the hair, Mu Chun Jue felt distressed and at a loss.
The wolf soldiers came with the news that Gurro and Lou Qi had begun to assemble an army and planned to attack from both sides. And Xu Xunyi and Mu Jinxuan had already led the wolf soldiers and soldiers to the halfway point.
So tomorrow Mu Chun will set off, these excerpts will be read tonight, and there are many other things to arrange. Since he wants to hide it from her, he naturally can't explain more.
"I can't sleep without you by my side." Qing Xue's shallow and faint words caused Mu Chun to warm his determination, and closed the fold that he was about to open again.
"Let's go."
Mu Chun still compromised, and as for those lock things, she could only wait to see her sleep before arranging.
Back in the dormitory, a man and a wolf lay on the bed still silent, or they should have gotten used to it.
I just don't know why, the longer the days go, the more tormented I feel.
"Do you want to go to Lou Qi to fight in person?"
Qing Xue was originally just casually tempting, but she saw a positive answer in Mu Chun's dodgy eyes.
"Are you really going?" Qing Xue lifted the futon and sat up, her originally light eyes instantly became moist, and she only asked, "You planned to drive the expedition in person early in the morning, didn't you?" Mu Jinxuan is just a pretense at all? ”
Mu Chun saw that she had seen through it, and opened his mouth to deny it, but he was silent in the next moment. Not that she was worried that she wouldn't understand, but that she knew that denial was useless at the moment.
Qing Xue saw that he was silent, and she was even more convinced of this. Kneeling on the bed, his hands turned his face, his eyes were bright red, and tears rained down in an instant.
She confronted him, "So you're going to say goodbye again?" Pure decision, last time you separated us for a year in order to kill Gu Yan, what about this time? How long do you plan to go? You tell me, how long do we have and how long do we have to waste? ”
Qingxue cried, almost heartbreaking, she never wanted to mention her fear, but that bone-eating fear really occupied all her thoughts.
Soul Swap! What an empty and terrible word, which robbed her beloved man's body and her otherwise happy and complete life. Even if the day of the lunar eclipse was really calculated, would they really dare to take the risk? The answer is no, because she is afraid, really afraid, and if she fails, she may not even be able to see the body of the wolf opposite.
So every minute and every second that can still be together at this moment is extremely precious, how could she let Mu Chun decide to take risks again.
Mu Chun listened to every word she said mixed with crying, and the pain in his heart was as if he had been pierced by a needle, stirring every inch of his limbs and bones with heart-wrenching pain.
The saddest thing is that even if you want to hug her and comfort her with this body, it is a luxury.
"I won't let you go! The life and death of no one in the world has anything to do with me, I just want you to stay by my side, please! Qing Xue's voice was still choked, and her tone changed from not being able to refuse to pleading in a low voice, and then suddenly hugged his neck in the next second, as if he would leave as soon as he let go.
Mu Chun felt Qing Xue's tears running down his ears, and everywhere he went, every inch of his skin seemed to burn.
"Good! I'm not going! Mu Chun raised his head and swallowed the bitterness between his lips and teeth. It's not that he didn't know that she would worry about him, he just didn't expect her reaction to be so violent, maybe she was right, they didn't have much time to waste.
Qing Xue straightened up as if she understood, the tears on her face were still spreading on her cheeks, her voice trembled slightly because of sobbing, and she asked him in a thick nasal voice: "You just said you can't go, right?" ”
"Hmm!" Mu Chun could only nod, and nodded many times as if he was afraid that she would not be able to see it.
Tears had already flooded into a sea in the blue eyes, but when they overflowed the sockets, they seemed to be covered with blood.
This night
One person and one wolf kept their eyes open until dawn, Qing Xue was afraid that he would still leave, and Mu Chun was used to looking at her all night like this.
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Even though she had repeatedly confirmed with Mu Chun Jue last night, Qing Xue still felt uneasy in her heart, and she did not allow Mu Chun Jue to leave her sight all day.
But because I didn't sleep all night, I felt weak until the evening, and my eyes leaning on the table closed one by one, but I didn't want to close them.
Mu Chun knew that she still refused to believe her words, but she felt sorry for her to stay up like this, so she turned her head and asked Ding Qi in wolf language to get hemp boiling.
And Ding Qi probably knew about last night's events from them, and he had already thought of this method, but he seemed to have some concerns, so he only asked him in a low voice: "Will you leave when she is asleep?" ”
"No!" Mu Chun turned his head to look at the little wife beside him with a tired face and could barely listen to their conversation.
"Good! Then I'll get it! Ding Qi stood up and walked out. His distress for Qing Xue will not be less than half of Mu Chun's, but he lacks an identity that can cherish her.
Qing Xue's eyes were always half-open and half-closed, as if she was about to fall asleep, but at this moment she found a figure dangling in front of her, and she woke up in just a moment.
"Don't go!" Almost at the same time as she opened her eyes, Qing Xue stood up and ran towards Ding Qi. Bumped into the familiar chest again, and the two hands hugged tightly for a long time and were reluctant to let go.
Ding Qi's body was slightly stunned, and he clearly wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he closed it again.
Feeling this delicate body clinging to him, for a moment he felt that maybe Qingxue loved him, at least, she was addicted to this face and body. Well, he still has a chance to win.
And Mu Chun saw Qing Xue running towards Ding Qi, taking back the subconscious action she had just made for fear of her falling, and then gradually sinking silently in those long seconds, falling into boundless bitterness.
When Qingxue reacted and straightened up again, Mu Chun had already buried his head again.
"Pure decision, I, I just thought ......" Qing Xue wanted to explain, but looked at Mu Chun's dejected figure and felt speechless.
It's not that she doesn't know how much Mu Chun cares about Ding Qi's existence, and she understands the sadness of him succumbing to the wolf's body, so she knows that her reaction must have hurt him deeply. This man has always been like this, the more angry he is, the more silent he becomes.
"I'll go first!"
Ding Qi's embarrassed but helpless voice came from his ears, and then the sound of footsteps in the distance.
Qing Xue did not respond or make a sound from beginning to end, her eyes were full of the black figure in front of her.
Moving back step by step, Qing Xue cautiously sat down beside Mu Chunju, hugged his neck, and asked timidly, "Are you angry?" ”
Mu Chun hung his head, and the desolation in his heart was covered up and hidden, but it still flowed out of his eyes without leaking.
"I'm sorry!" Qing Xue's eyes, which were still red and swollen, were even more red at the moment, and she couldn't cry before she finished speaking. She didn't know why she clearly decided to live every day with warmth and joy, but she always made each other feel painful.
And Mu Chun decided that he didn't want to blame her for anything, or that he had no right to complain in his heart. It's just that the bitterness that just rose up is irrepressible, so she will be silent for a while, and she can't change it to a reassuring look for a long time.
So seeing her crying at this moment, she immediately woke up and whispered in her ear: "Good, I'm not angry." ”
Then he knew that she didn't understand, so he was reluctant to break away from her arms and typed down on the keyboard: "I won't be angry if you go to sleep, I will guard you and will not go again." ”
"Hmm!" It wasn't until this moment that Qingxue finally believed Mu Chun's words, stood up and went back to the room with him.
It's just that the scene is still between the two, and it has become a thorn in each other's hearts.
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After agreeing that Qingxue would no longer be in person, everything needed to be re-planned, Mu Chun stood on the roof and looked into the distance, every inch of the afterglow was full of worry.