Chapter 202: Confession
She grabbed his hand with her other hand and imprinted a kiss on the back of her hand, and whispered: "At the first invitation in Liuyue Lake, in addition to the surprise you were when you first met, you are more elegant like an immortal, and you have returned to that cold posture." I wanted to keep you so much, but you said, 'Come while you're happy, come back with a good time,' and drift away. But I stood by the lake all night, nostalgic all night, looking at the moon, the lake, but I couldn't find any trace of you. How desperate and resentful you must have been that night, you came and went, and I was shackled. β
Gu Xi frowned slightly and whispered, "All night? β
Not only was he incomforted, but there was also a hint of ridicule in his eyes. It was not surprising that she had stood all night, and that was what he had expected.
Yun Yanzheng felt that the shame in his heart was about to erupt, but Gu Xi pressed her again, who was stubbornly about to struggle to get up, and gently rubbed her sideburns along the edge, as if to soothe.
"Didn't I disappear?" He said unhurriedly, with a smile in his eyes: "Invite the eldest princess again and again? Making wine for the eldest princess? Wash your hands and make soup for the eldest princess? Traveling to Kyushu with the eldest princess? Gu Xi has never spent so much thought and Chenguang for anyone......" He dragged out the last note, and suddenly his voice turned up, but he said: "Eldest princess, you should also be satisfied." β
Yun Yanzheng's mind that had just floated up to the clouds was instantly dragged down by him to the mortal dust.
She snorted coldly, withdrew her hands, curled them, pillowed them behind her head, and said in a cold voice: "I was too naΓ―ve at the beginning, and I was confused by your appearance. Now that I think about it, I am shocked to realize that this series is all your conspiracy, your trickery, and your complete tricks on my mind. You are insidious and vicious, you are a chicken intestine and a small belly, and you want to take revenge on me for doing whatever I wanted to you when I was in Yunchu Valley. β
"Oh......" Gu Xi said slowly, with innocent eyes: "How did I take revenge on the eldest princess?" Obviously it's good for the eldest princess? β
Yun Yanzheng sighed in a sigh, his phoenix eyes slanted slightly, and he glared at him with the corner of his eye: "Sophistry, full of nonsense." You obviously knew that I was interested in you, and you were obviously unintentional to me at that time, but you were invited again and again, met again and again, and offered all kinds of flattery, sacrificing hue, nothing more than that you were bored, idle, and wanted to find someone to accompany you crazy, to accompany you crazy, to play with you, to calculate one trap after another to deceive me, to lead me to throw myself into the net, and finally want to watch me fall from the high clouds into the mud pain and embarrassment? You know people's hearts well, you use fiddling, you are ruthless, you are ruthless, you do everything. β
"When did the eldest princess see through me?" He muttered, a smile on his lips.
"Just now, just now." Yun Yanzheng puffed out his cheeks and said angrily.
"There's enough hindsight." Gu Xi commented lightly and silently. The palm of the hand still pressed down on her body at the right time, pressed her fingers on her shoulder, and then stroked it gently, with a little charm and ambiguity.
Yun Yanzheng's cheeks were slightly red, I don't know whether he was angry or ashamed, he gritted his teeth and said, "You are well disguised." β
"I am very happy to receive the praise of the eldest princess." Gu Xi laughed and scratched her nose, and replied.
"Not necessarily!" Yun Yanzheng was still angry, why couldn't she recover her internal strength, so he just bullied her. He is a sword, she is a fish.
"That's smart enough." Gu Xi responded again. He called each other's words, a pun, both praising himself and teasing her.
Yun Yanzheng tilted his head and sneered lightly, ignoring him.
But I heard his timbre as soft as cotton and said: "Gu Xi was really unintentional at that time, it was really boring, and he really wanted to find someone to accompany me crazy." But I happened to see the eldest princess and caught you. His fingers gently slid over her smooth face, and then slid over, the movements seemed frivolous, but in fact they were extremely gentle, "Every time I quietly look at the expectation, joy, satisfaction, melancholy, loss, greed, lingering, and reluctance in your eyes, but my face pretends to be calm and calm." It's obviously so unsatisfactory, it's obvious that you can use the power in your hands to take it by force, and you can let yourself indulge in self-willedness, but every time you can be so patient and endure this cycle of pain and torture. I can't help but wonder when and to what level of patience can be reached. β
He dissected his mind lightly, and it was clear that he was so calm and ruthless that he couldn't be hated. Maybe his eyebrows and eyes are too transparent, or maybe his words are too leisurely and comfortable.
"So, that day in the peach blossom forest, you said that you wanted to travel all over Kyushu hand in hand with me, which was also a step in your calculation?" Yun Yanzheng suddenly asked with a cold heart, and there was a cautious fear hidden in his eyes.
Gu Xi's long eyelashes drooped, half-covering the starlight in his eyes, and the corners of his eyes seemed to smile: "No, that time, I really wanted to take you away." His eyes sparkled, "Remember, when I rescued you in the sea, I asked you?" At that time, I was really afraid that you would disappear into this world before me. If so, how lonely and empty should my world be in the future? There is no one who can talk and laugh with me freely; There is no one left to drink with me until I get drunk; No one can lay down his life for me to accompany a gentleman; No one can laugh at me anymore; There is no one who thinks about me but has an open heart and a bright moon. β
Every word he said melted the ice and snow in her heart, from the cold and silent world to the melting morning light of spring, his words can make people live and die.
"That time, at the appointment in the peach forest, I wanted to take you away, and there was no intention of revenge and teasing." Gu Xi said calmly: "Even though I didn't feel that I was in love with you at that time, I wanted you to be by my side." No more separation, no more wanting to see you suffer, no more worrying, no more sad. β
"But I let you down?" Yun Yanzheng recalled the past in a daze, and said softly.
Gu Xi shook his head and chuckled: "No, it's me who did it myself, and I can't live." β
Yun Yanzheng stood up, his arms wrapped around his neck like vines, and buried his head in his arms. For some reason, there was a layer of starry dampness in his eyes, perhaps because he never gave up; Perhaps it was his insistence on the truth; Perhaps it was his tirelessness, all of which made his panicked and confused hearts settle, so that they never really passed by, and never really strangers turned into ashes. After going around and around like this, going through all kinds of difficulties, they can still hug each other like this.
"Gu Xi......" she buried her head in tears on his chest, choking up.
Thank you, Gu Xi.
"I know." Gu Xi clinged to her sideburns and said lightly.
"Gu Xi......" she wiped her tears and choked again.
If he is ruthless, he is more affectionate than her.
If she is said to be amorous, she is more ruthless than him.
parted again and again, and she abandoned him first.
And he has always used means again and again to resolve the predicament, and planned step by step to bring her back to him.
She always fell into the trap he had already set up in hindsight, and she always discovered his affection in hindsight.
"I know." He said again.
The breath sprayed warmly on her smooth forehead, warming her heart one by one.
But I couldn't help but laugh at how smart he was.
"Gu Xi......" she said with tears in her laughter.
Am I stupid enough to always be an afterthought?
"I know." Gu Xi still responded unhurriedly.
The man with his head buried in his arms "poofed" a smile, clenched his hands into fists, and slammed him in the back.
"It was only after you abandoned me that I felt as if I had been abandoned." Gu Xi said slowly, the corners of her lips were on the side of her hair, and the breath of fresh herbs lingered around her, "I found that when I was invited, no one agreed. When I missed, no one answered. When you are lonely, you are empty. When you are sad, there is silence all around. Alone, with nothing. I have always been calm and calm, calm and steady, and I have allowed my memories to fluctuate again and again, no longer like a pool of stagnant water, no waves and no waves, no sorrow and no joy. β
His hand gently rubbed the pinna of her ear, and his soft fingertips lingered a little.
"At first, I thought it was a temporary unaccustomation, but later, the symptoms became more and more serious. I'm obviously doing something, but what I see through the paper is your eyebrows; I was thinking about something, but your words were ringing in my head. Gu Xi frowned fiercely, his eyes became slightly sad, and he said conclusively: "I realized that I was indeed sick, and I was not lightly ill." And this medicine is not anything I can concoct myself, but you, Yun Yanzheng. β
He looked down at her, looking pitiful, and he didn't know that he was really going to be sick and weak.
Yun Yanzheng looked at his beautiful face, and was stunned for a moment before he said softly: "Gu Shezhi, what are you doing like this this time?" β
He tilted his head, his black hair falling from his broad shoulders and teasing her cheeks, and said seriously: "I calculated so bluntly this time, don't you understand?" β
Yun Yanzheng was slightly stunned, then frowned and said, "What should I understand?" β
Gu Xi pursed his lips, revealing a really stupid look, and said slowly: "I'm opening your ......" His slender fingertips poked at the clothes in her heart.
"Huh?" Yun Yanzheng came back to his senses, glanced at him with phoenix eyes, and said, "Embryonic." β
"Eldest princess, what are you thinking about?" He met her gaze with a smile and said with a smile, "I mean to open your heart, not your ......."
He stopped at the right time, facing her with a pure face, but there was a faint smile in the depths of his dark eyes.
Yun Yanzheng's face turned red, and he was about to become angry.
Gu Xi lowered his head and kissed her lips, tossed for a moment, and let go.
Yun Yanzheng's face turned even redder, but he still didn't hesitate.
Gu Xi lowered his head and kissed her lips again, gently nibbled for a moment, and let go.
Yun Yanzheng's face was red, scarlet like a peach, panting, and still didn't hum.
Gu Xi lifted her jaw, leaned in and kissed her again, kissed her over and over again, and then let go. Looking at her lips that were kissed and moistened, her fingers gently brushed over her lips, like the touch of an ant addiction, which made people tremble, and she couldn't help but tug at the clothes behind him.