34 Consolation

Ding Ning's death completely crushed Ding Guoguo. She lay on the bed without eating, drinking, or speaking. Whether Nangong Li is a fierce threat, or roaring and throwing things. She looked like a living dead, staring at the top of the bed with empty eyes.

For the first time, Nangong Li felt powerless. He can easily kill a person, but he can't stop a person who is bent on death. He would rather she hate him, so hated that only by killing him can he get rid of his hatred, and he doesn't want her to ignore him like this! His appearance could no longer be reflected in her eyes.

He had been standing by the bed for a long time, had he already lost her? His eyes moved down, staring at her hand outside the quilt, and laughed silently, maybe there's still a chance! He glanced at her again, spun and walked out.

It wasn't until the sound of the door closing that Ding Guoguo moved. She glanced up at the door, reached for the bracelet on her wrist, and slammed it under the bed.

With a crisp cracking sound, the purple jade bracelet was shattered, just like her heart.

Her right arm was scorching and painful, and her heart was like a boulder blocking ten thousand catties, and she couldn't breathe when she was oppressed. In the past two days, she has not dripped, and the old illness has relapsed, and she is already emaciated and crumbling. She leaned against the head of the bed, her eyes closed, her whole body groggy, and the scenes of her past life came to her mind.

On a cool summer night, she and her grandfather sat on the balcony to cool off. The sky was gray, and the night sky of L City was starless.

"Guoguo, if grandpa suddenly leaves one day, you have to live well."

Her hand trembled, and the white chess pieces fell on the board with a snapping sound. She picked up the chess piece, dropped it anew, and said with a hippie smile, "Grandpa, with your old man's body, you won't live to be a hundred years old, I'm really sorry for your old Chinese medicine golden signboard." ”

At that time, she didn't know that her grandfather was already in the advanced stage of stomach cancer. It's really a trick, people who have always paid attention to three meals a day, and people who combine meat and vegetables will actually get stomach cancer, and it is still advanced, and the cancer cells have spread to the whole body.

Grandpa just smiled and touched her head lovingly.

She will never forget the morning of her grandfather's sudden departure.

As usual, before going out, Grandpa stood at the door and beckoned her to pass.

She ran to the door with a smile and waited for her grandfather to touch her head as usual.

Maybe Grandpa has sensed something. He looked at her for a full minute before he raised his hand and touched her gently.

It was the last side, and it was instantly frozen into eternity and lived in her memory.

Even if she scattered her grandfather's ashes in the sea with her own hands, for a long time, she had the illusion that her grandfather was not dead, and that he would open the door and come in at any time.

Now, the most important person in her life has also left her. It was her lover who killed him. How should she face all this? Maybe only death is her best destination. Even if she goes to hell, as long as Grandpa and Ning'er are there, she will follow without hesitation!

Suddenly, the door was pushed open, and someone walked in from outside.

Listening to the footsteps was not Nangong Li, it was another person she was familiar with, Ding Guoguo, who had been keeping his eyes closed, opened his eyes.

Ding Ning's mother's eyes were swollen like walnuts, she walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, reaching out to hold her hand.

"I'm sorry... Ding Guoguo wanted to get out of bed, but he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand. She twisted her face and closed her eyes to tears. She didn't know what else she could say other than that.

Ding Ning's mother also shed tears, she squeezed her hand tightly, shook her head vigorously, and choked up, "I don't blame you." It's that the kid's life is not good. If it weren't for you, he would have died a long time ago. ”

When Ding Ning hugged her in front of her, her fate was already hanging by a thread, and if it was a moment later, she would not be able to return to the sky. After he recovered, he discussed with his parents that he wanted to learn from her. She didn't want to accept it, she didn't want to have too much to do with the people in this world, she couldn't bear the taste of life and death.

However, Ding Ning did not give up, and knelt in front of her door for two days and two nights, and finally she compromised.

"That kid, I don't know how happy I am to be able to study medicine with you." Ding Mu looked ahead and laughed, as if Ding Ning was standing in the direction she was looking.

Ding Guoguo's heart was like a knife, and he couldn't spit it out, so he could only cry silently.

"It is said that I know my son Mo Ruomu, but I, as a mother, never know what this child thinks in his heart. Every time he came back, he looked sullen. If you ask him, he will only say that it is all right. I didn't understand until one time, when I stumbled upon you on the street. When Ding Mu said this, she looked down at her, stretched out her hand to straighten the bangs on her forehead, and said with a loving smile, "It's too long, I'll help you twist it, right?" ”

Ding Guoguo didn't know what to say, so he could only nod.

Ding's mother got up and went to the dresser, took out a pair of delicate little scissors in a small box, and walked back to the bed and sat down. straightened the bangs on her forehead, measured the length, and cut it all with a pair of scissors. She went to put the scissors away and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"It's really hard for you, you lost your parents at the age of twelve. It's been hard work for so many years. ”

Just this sentence made Ding Guoguo unable to hold it anymore, she threw herself into her arms and cried loudly. Over the years, she has worked so hard. Zi Ling's twelve-year-old body brought her how many white eyes and how much abuse. What's more, in this ancient world, it was even more difficult to move an inch as a female doctor.

"Good boy." Mother Ding gently brushed her hair, tears raining down, "If Ning'er sees you like this now, she will definitely feel distressed." Even if it's for him, you have to live well. Don't worry about us, although Ning'er is gone, there are still the eldest sister and the third sister under our second elder's knees. It's for these two children, we will live well. ”

"Okay, don't cry, if your body collapses, it's yourself who suffers." Ding's mother helped her up and took out a handkerchief to wipe away the tears on her face.

Ding Guoguo endured and endured, and finally stopped crying.

At this time, Nangong Li suddenly walked in from the door, holding a tray in his hand.

Ding's mother didn't seem to see it, so she helped Ding Guoguo to rely on it and instructed, "Take care of your body, and I'll come to see you in a few days." ”

Ding Guoguo nodded with tears in his eyes.

Ding Mu patted her hand lightly, stood up, and walked towards the door. When passing by Nangong Li's side, she suddenly turned her face, glared at him viciously, spat on his face, and cursed, "Sooner or later, you won't die well." ”

Nangong Li raised her sleeve expressionlessly, wiped the saliva from her face, and walked to the bed.

"I'm hungry." He brought a stool and sat down, put the tray on his lap, and brought a bowl of porridge to her.

Ding Guoguo's heart suddenly ached, when had he been insulted like this, if he had been replaced by someone else, he was afraid that he would have drawn his sword and cut off that person's head. However, when she thought of Ning'er dying in vain, she couldn't forgive him!

"Does your arm hurt and can't hold it?" Nangong Li put the bowl back in the tray, stood up and sat on the edge of the bed, put the tray on the stool, reached out to bring the porridge, stirred it with a spoon, tested the temperature, and brought it to her mouth.

Ding Guoguo stared at the spoon and looked at it, and silently opened his mouth to swallow it. If she went to see Grandpa and Ning'er now, they would be very angry, right? The deceased is gone, can you be traced in the future? In any case, we had to find a way to find out the whereabouts of Dongfang Huoyan and Qingzhu before.