Chapter 280: Hold back your strength and howl for a while
"When you're done, it's time to clean up, right?"
“…… Right. I bit my lower lip aggrievedly, watched him fish me out, and then wrapped it in a bath towel to wipe it, and asked a little scared: "Will you lock me up in a small black room......
"What if it is?" He replied as he wiped my body.
"Can you not be closed ......" I grabbed his sleeve, trembling and crying: "Master, I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid that you won't accompany me, I'm even more afraid of being alone, don't lock me up, even if you beat me?" Is it okay to hit me? Don't lock it up......"
"Look at this poor thing." Lechuan sneered, looked at me emotionlessly, and rubbed my cheek: "What were you thinking at the time?" Now that you're going to be punished, do you know that you're afraid? ”
"Yes! I'm scared! I didn't want to hide it at all: "I don't know! Master I didn't know it was him, I didn't mean to! I don't want anyone else to touch it! I don't like it either, how did I know he would dress up as a core to lie to me......"
"Huh." He laughed, tucked the bath towel on my chest, tied a button that wouldn't come off, then looked at me, and brought up the past: "You forgot what I said, if you dare to betray me, let you ......"
"No, no, no!" I immediately cried a few times, and subconsciously threw myself over and hugged his neck: "Don't do that to me!" Whining! Don't want me! ”
I had almost never cried like this, my voice was very loud, and I hugged him like that, a bit like I was deliberately playing tricks, crying and crying, full of grievances.
"Know you're making mistakes? Don't want to be penalized yet? He seemed to smile a little: "You think too beautifully." ”
"I still have cubs! What if you don't want me, cub! It's not completely weaned yet...... I...... I...... Woo master, don't ...... like that."
The more I talked, the more anxious I became, hugging his neck, almost jumping up and down, no different from a child who didn't get a gift.
Maybe it's still a lot of usual spoiling, and he didn't push me away, so I made such a brazen fuss.
"You only know cubs?" He asked me coldly, and it looked a little strange to bend over slightly and be hugged by me.
But I don't want to let go! Because I don't want to leave!
Although I don't know if I'm still qualified to say that.
Originally, he said that I was scared enough in the little black house, but this time he mentioned betrayal.
What he said last time will make me live and not die, this is really scary, I know that I will never die, I also know that I belong to him, it is he who has the final say.
I never had the idea of betraying, nor did I not surrender to him! It's just that I'm so scared! I'm not even afraid that he will torture me, I am only afraid that he will clean me up with what I am most afraid of!
Even if it's only temporary, I can't stand it if I don't want it for the time being!
"I ...... I still want you......" The trembling voice made it very troublesome for me to speak, so I tried to swallow my saliva but it was still full of trills: "I want you ......"
He laughed: "You still want to bite me?" ”
"It's not...... Master, I want you, I mean you! Don't you want me...... Is it okay to hit me? Don't go, and don't do that to me...... I'm scared...... Whining! ”
Accompanied by the sound of crying, in fact, I don't think I can tell anything anymore, just explain in a panic, jump to my feet, and then continue to hug him and cry loudly.
Maybe it's really the same as a child, I'm really wronged, I think that if I cry loudly, he will be soft-hearted and then not punish me.
Even if you get angry, then you will beat me up!
Every time I make a mistake, I think like this, not because I want to be beaten, but because I think being beaten is the easiest way to deal with it.
He certainly wasn't going to kill me, and the first few times I knew he would remember to smooth my wounds, just in one fell swoop.
So in comparison, leaving me alone, or chaining me up or something, would make me feel miserable!
The smaller the space, the more scared I feel, not to mention the fact that it's a dark place, like the last dream!
"Shh He hugged me, dragged me down, pecked me on the lips, and said helplessly: "Save some strength, and howl later." ”
As he spoke, he picked me up tightly wrapped in a bath towel and dragged him back into the room......
I was still crying, and I couldn't take it back, but I didn't howl, I just shed tears, because my heart was shocked.
He kissed me, so that means...... It doesn't seem that he doesn't want me, he doesn't dislike me, he still accepts me.
But that doesn't work! He just said the little black house!
After putting me on the bed, I saw him turn around, and I immediately pounced: "Don't go!" ”
The tears couldn't stop flowing down again, and then they cried whining, dragging his pants and not letting go.
"Ugh." The corners of Lechuan's mouth twitched twice: "You want pants, right?" ”
Soon, the belt of his pants was unfastened, and then I watched in amazement, and I pulled his pants down with my own hands, and then he took off his pants, as if he wanted to leave.
I looked at the pants a little dumbfounded, and then I didn't even know why I reacted so quickly, and I jumped straight out of bed and hugged his legs.
"I'm not going to let you go!" I don't know where it came from, I even forgot to cry, I just didn't want him to go.
He seemed a little speechless: "I'm going to close the door." ”
"Closed...... No way! I grabbed tighter: "You don't want to leave me here alone!" If you leave me here, I'll jump!" ”
"Then you jump." He stretched out his hand, picked me away, and then looked at me: "If you fall on the second floor, don't call me if you don't die or live when the time comes." ”
I was stunned for a while, I didn't expect him to be like this, a little aggrieved: "You are really willing to ......"
In the end, it is a one-day husband and wife, and we have a child, so he can say such heartless words......
When he does that, it makes me feel like I'm a dispensable thing, why do I exist?
Just a small mistake can make him so angry, even so angry with me?
But...... When I was downstairs just now, he really scared me by his cold appearance, and then he obviously let me hug me and pecked my lips, which is obviously ...... Don't mind.
So I think it's a bit of a fuss, even if it's angry, even if it's annoyed, punish me for kneeling, punish me for a few spanking times, even if it's really a hard lesson for me, it's better than treating me like this now!
Before I could finish my thoughts, he reached out and scooped me up, still holding it as it was.
"You said you weren't bothered."
"I ......" I was a little afraid to speak.
Am I annoyed?
I almost kicked the door to death, and when the door closed, it made a loud noise, which meant that he really had a lot of anger, and my head was cold, and I didn't dare to say anything.
"Come on." He grabbed me and threw me on the bed, then took off his shirt and pressed it down: "Are you ready?" ”
"Prepare what?" I curled up with my towel in my arms, not knowing what he was going to do.
"Howl louder, I'll make you hurt." The hand holding the bath towel was pulled away, and then he felt his large hand reach in.
"It hurt......s," I trembled, but I couldn't dodge: "Don't do this! I can't...... Yes...... Will ......"
"What will be?"
"Do you think that you can't survive and die, that's enough?"
"I didn't think so!" I hugged his neck, pursed my lips and whispered: "I ......"
"That's - think I'm scaring you? Well? ”
It's hard for me now, but I think he's still ...... Have mercy on me, huh?
So I shook my head: "I ...... I like that. ”
He was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "Do you like this too?" ”
"As long as you don't get out of here, as long as you don't lock me up alone, as long as you ...... You still want me to ...... I...... I can ...... the latter words, I can hardly speak, and my face is red to death.
"Really?" He seemed unconvinced.
"I'll like it anyway, because it's you, so it won't change. As long as we can still be together, even if it is a misunderstanding, even if it is malicious teasing, or even punishment, I am not afraid! ”
"It's new." A hand touched my cheek: "What if it really hurts?" ”
"I can bear it, really!" I nodded desperately and hung around his neck: "As long as you ...... Don't go. ”
"Hmm." He answered, then bowed down to prepare.
Lips, close to my ear, were a little low, as if it was unbearable, but nevertheless answered my words.
"Don't go."