246 End without beginning (6)
"Good. ......He chewed the word 'hate' heavily, as if he was about to bite through, staring at her eyes even darker, "Then let me ask you again, Yu Zenan and I let you choose, how do you choose?" ”
Let her choose?
But in fact, when did she really have a choice? From beginning to end, getting along with him is just by his temperament. And between them, in fact, at most, it can only be regarded as 'getting along'. There has never been a relationship that has ever been truly determined......
Thinking of this, my heart hurts more and more. The tears that had accumulated in her eyes grew more and more.
How did Bai Yeqing know that she was thinking like this in her heart at the moment? Her silence and the tears that flowed more were, for him, a decision.
Breathing, all of a sudden, heavier.
At this moment, there was a sound outside the heavy security door. Xia Xingchen's body stiffened, and he almost immediately pulled Bai Yeqing's hand away. Compared with Xia Xingchen's panic, Bai Yeqing was as calm as ever.
A young couple came in from the outside smiling, the door opened, and the light from the outside shone in through each other's eyes.
She saw that his deep eyes were dark.
He saw that her reddened eyes were full of tears of grievance.
The door slammed again, and it slammed shut. The whole space was once again plunged into darkness. The young couple hurried past them, holding hands, as if they were running away. Although I didn't see anything, I obviously guessed what had just happened from the unsteady breathing of both of them.
Long......
The man's fingers slowly withdrew from her. The strength that shackled her and the warmth of the men around her gradually disappeared.
He's gone. There was no pause, no turning back.
Xia Xingchen leaned against the wall, only feeling cold. The cloak on his body can't cover the coolness.
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I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that she felt that her legs were numb, so she tidied herself up and opened the door and walked out slowly.
Outside the elevator, her luggage was still there. She lifted it, slowly stepped into the elevator, and pressed the 8th floor button. In his breath, it seems that it is still his breath, and his body seems to have his heat remaining, but ...... He's gone again......
Took the key and opened the door. When Xia Dabai saw her, he almost jumped up from the sofa, "Dabao! ”
Running over, his little arms holding her legs firmly. Xia Xingchen had never missed him like this, squatted down and hugged the child tightly. Shen Min was pouring tea in the kitchen, heard the movement, looked at it, saw her daughter, and went out of the kitchen.
"Why did you come back?" Shen Min said: "Didn't Weiyang say that you still have two days to live?" ”
"The work ended early, so I came back first." Xia Xingchen let go of the child and replied to her, "How is your health?" ”
Shen Min handed the tea brewed in his hand to his daughter, "Thanks to Weiyang, it's already much better." Why are your hands so cold? The eyes are also red, what's going on? ”
Shen Min looked at her inquiringly, worried. Xia Xingchen was afraid that his mother would see something, so he hurriedly said: "Isn't it good to have a cold, I still have a nasal voice when I speak." ”
She snorted deliberately, "It's windy outside, and my eyes are red." ”
Shen Min didn't know if he believed it or not, but he didn't ask. only said: "The child's father just went out, did you meet it?" ”
Xia Xingchen twitched in his heart and shook his head, "...... No. ”
"Humph! Even if it is, Dabao doesn't pay attention to Xiaobai! Xia Dabai was still angry.
Shen Min didn't know anything, only asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's okay, he just likes to lose his temper with his dad, and it will be fine in a few days." Xia Xingchen touched the child's round little head. I can't help but think of Mrs. Bai, she said that she would meet her in a few days, and she didn't know when it would be, let alone ...... What was she going to talk to herself. But, all in all, it wouldn't be too good. On the phone that day, she had already spied on the old lady's attitude.
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At night.
Xia Xingchen took a cold pill, which obviously had a hypnotic effect, but she was always sleepy. Heavy head and nasal congestion, especially uncomfortable.
WHEN XIA DABAI FELL ASLEEP, SHE SAT ON THE HEAD OF THE BED, TOOK THE IPAD AND FIDDLED. The ghost sent the god to the gods, so he typed the word 'Lan Ye' into the search engine. In an instant, a lot of information about Lan Ye popped up.
Xia Xingchen read down one by one, and when he read the one of the Land War King, he saw a photo of her and Bai Yeqing ten years ago. It turns out that this one is called 'Lan Ye'...... Not only does he have a similar background, but he has had the same experience......
No wonder......
The mood is more astringent.
There was some tightness in my chest.
Beside him, Xia Dabai twisted his body and moved, and a pair of eyes opened in a daze.
"Dabao."
XIA XINGCHEN TURNED OFF THE IPAD, PUT IT BACK ON THE BEDSIDE, AND LAY DOWN AGAIN, "DID YOUR MOTHER MAKE A NOISE TO YOU?" ”
Xia Dabai shook his little head.
Xia Xingchen hugged him into his arms, "I heard grandma say, you went to grandma's place again two days ago?" ”
"Hmm!" Speaking of grandma, Xia Dabai is still very happy, "Grandma is good to me, she will always give me a lot of delicious food, unlike the annoying Xiaobai, which is not allowed to eat and cannot be eaten." Grandpa is also helping me choose a name~~"
Xia Xingchen wanted to ask the child what he would do if his grandparents wanted to take him away one day, but he suddenly couldn't open his mouth when he saw the child. That kind of question is cruel to her, let alone a child?
"Sleep, wait for grandpa to choose a name, and tell me as soon as possible."
"But I still like to be called Dabai."
Xia Xingchen smiled. At that time, he was named 'Dabai' because when she went to the hospital to remove the child, she heard the director say the word 'white', which was expected to be related to his father's name.
"Let's wait until grandpa chooses a name." Xia Xingchen slept with the child in his arms. She wanted to ...... If the Bai family gave the child a new name, they probably wouldn't have consulted her, right? In their eyes, she was nothing more than an insignificant outsider......
This feeling is very uncomfortable......
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After a night's sleep, the whole person finally felt better.
When Chi Weiyang came over, Xia Dabai accompanied his grandmother out for a walk, and Xia Xingchen was the only one at home making breakfast.
"I heard you got sick over there, so you came back early." Ji Weiyang went into the kitchen to help her, "Are you okay now?" Do you want Fu Yichen to take a look? ”
"It's a lot better."
"......" Chi Weiyang stirred the eggs and looked at her, "Last night...... Mr. President's dinner here. ”
"Really?" Xia Xingchen replied lightly, but his expression was erratic.
"You...... And he's really over? ”
Come to an end?
She smiled wryly, "It hasn't even begun, where did you end it?" ”
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