Chapter 20 Concerns
As he spoke, Yun Yanzheng's heart was half lifted again, he lowered his eyes and took two steps, found a chair and turned around and sat down quietly, and in the silence she regained her usual composure and unrestrainedness. Yun Yanjin put down the chess pieces in her hand, turned her head to look at Che Shui, and said with a smile: "This game of chess will not be played for the time being, Miss Che Shui will go to the garden for a walk first and stretch her sedentary muscles." ”
A gentle smile swept over Che Shui's beautiful face, and he nodded: "Yes, thank you for the thoughtfulness of the prince!" After that, he put down the chess pieces in his hand, straightened his sleeves a little, got up and saluted Yun Yanjin and Yun Yan in a manner, and then exited the study with a gait like a weak willow.
When the footsteps of Cheshui faded away, Yun Yanzheng couldn't wait to spit out what he wanted to say: "Third brother, why are the three layers in the 'Weiyun Garden' guarded, what happened?" Is it true that he was assassinated and dying? ”
Yun Yanjin saw that she was different from her calmness in the past, and couldn't help but raise her lips with a smile, but the deep meaning in her eyes was not interesting, different from the mellow voice of the past, and said lightly: "Abandon it, are you really upset about this person?" In this way, it will become a weakness and weakness in the eyes of others. ”
His admonishing voice made Yun Yanzheng quickly regain her composure, her long eyelashes lifted slightly, and she whispered: "As you said, it is undeniable that he is peculiar, and he is one of the very few people who can touch my emotions. But it's not what you guessed yet, don't worry, I'll be watchful. Okay, what happened to me in the palace, what you encountered on the ship, and what happened to Gu Xi's assassination, these are all things that the other party is not angry that we have disturbed their layout, and they must be speeding up the incident. And at this juncture, if something happens to Gu Xi, then where can we find someone to relieve the conflict between the monarch and the minister, they also see our intentions very clearly. ”
With Gu Xi's identity and the talent represented by that identity, if we want to completely solve the contradictions of human nature and the suspicion of the emperor's family since ancient times, we may not be able to do it against the sky, but we can still place some hope on the relationship between them and the emperor. At a time when the dark tide of civil strife was repeating and foreign enemies were looking around, the division and struggle of their royal forces were extremely detrimental to the stability of the Wei regime.
They are just trying to save this relationship that is about to break down, and to save the hearts and minds of people who are about to fall into the misery of the country.
They're all working hard, they've been trying. It was undesirable for them to encounter such a jealous and suspicious emperor, but their identity and their ability made them inevitably stand at the center of the whirlpool of this battle and wrestling.
Yun Yanjin understood the concerns in her heart, a trace of deep thought crossed her eyes, and suddenly whispered: "You go to 'Weiyun Garden' to take a look at him!" The rest of the things were not explained much, and he only ordered the attendants with him to lead Yun Yanzheng to the heavily guarded Shangyuan.
Yun Yanzheng stared at the third brother with an unpredictable expression for a long time, but he still couldn't see the answer she wanted. When she got up and followed the attendant into the "Weiyun Garden", and stepped into the door that was often hidden in the past, but now it was tightly checked, her mood suddenly became a little heavy. Looking at the tight guards around the inside, she couldn't help but speed up the pace of entering the forest, subconsciously looked at the tall pear blossom tree, and again and again he leaned on the trunk of the tree, or sat under the tree, smiled slightly, spoke coldly and indifferently, and his eyes and demeanor seemed to have a bewildering brilliance of light clouds.
The last time he came, he was just lying on the bed resting in the cold wind. And this time, it turned out to be ......
She stopped abruptly in front of the door, took a deep breath, and then reached out and slowly pushed the door open. The morning sun poured into the dim room with her movements, splitting it in half, half of which danced brightly with her white clothes flying in the morning breeze; Half of the darkness was the dull figure of him breathing slowly in the tent. The fresh medicinal fragrance in the room was much stronger than the last one, and she stepped in softly, and lightly covered the door with her backhand to prevent the cold wind from blowing in, and she knew that the sick and weak were especially afraid of the coolness of the morning mist.
Walking to the tent, the people on the couch still did not make a sound. Yun Yanzheng looked at the person on the couch through the gauze tent, only to see his eyebrows vague, and his face could not be seen clearly in the dim light. Listening only to the faint and unstable sound of breathing, she stood quietly in front of the couch, not knowing how she should move, as if any movement should not be. With her suspicion and use of his past, she shouldn't have stood beside his couch without the permission of the other party at this moment, and peeked at him so secretly.
"Ah Yan, you finally came to see me." The man on the couch broke the silence of the room and whispered softly. Yun Yanzheng's heartstrings tightened, and he saw that his eyes were still closed, but his slender hands exposed outside the thick blanket moved slightly, as if he wanted to catch something? She hesitated for a moment, sat down on the foot in front of the bed, put her right hand into the gauze tent, approached it inch by inch, and finally held it gently. Gu Xi's fingertips were still hot, and he clenched her hand all of a sudden, as if a drowning person had caught a life-saving driftwood; It seemed to grasp his most longing desires and was so gentle that it was indulgent.
His voice was a little hoarse, but he said softer and softer, "It's been two years, Ah Yan, I've dreamed of you a thousand times, but you never remembered me, and you never felt a trace of hesitation, pity, regret?" How did you give up on making me so sad? I've made that jar of wine, but I know you'll never come to drink with me again. Everyone in the world says that worshipping the Buddha and participating in Zen can solve all kinds of troubles in the world, and can see through all kinds of fruitless things in the world, but in every section of Zen that I participate in, it is your figure, eyebrows and eyes; In every Buddhist scripture I read, it is your smile and laughter, in vain I think I am smart, but I can't understand this deep feeling, I can't reason for this paragraph, I can't let go of your hand, what should I do? ”
His words are so heart-wrenching.
She listened silently, but her heart was full of sourness, she never thought that a person like him would be so affectionate, and he would never forget a person. For a moment, she felt how lucky and happy she was to be the woman who could be the one in his heart. In this vast world, in the world where it is impossible to distinguish true feelings from falsehood outside the fog, there is such a person who cares about her to the depths of suffering.
Gu Xi closed his eyes lightly and pretended to sleep, but holding her hand was real, and his soft and slightly cool fingertips comforted his unstoppable swaying heart. In the face of the person who deliberately lost his memory and deliberately wanted to wipe him out of his heart, he couldn't tell her anything, so he could only use the dream-like words at this moment to tell about his lovesickness, and pour out the insoluble lovesickness that he had endured for more than a year. If you look closely, you can already see the slight flutter of his eyelashes, but the complexion of his face still forcibly strives to maintain the calm of sleep, and even his breathing does not dare to become quick or normal, and it still maintains the weakness of the Lord's weak, slow body.
All of this he had worked so hard to maintain was to get a chance to be so close to her in the name that he could even be attached to her. Once he awoke, they would be back to the stranger they had been when they first met, and no words could be poured out to her about the emotions in their hearts.
Yun Yanjin asked him, could she come to see him?
He said, "Can you trust her, lord?" He naturally thought that she could come, but what came out of his mouth was a defensive word, questioning Yun Yanjin's words.
And Yun Yanjin's thoughts, he didn't know, he tried his best to keep him in Yuecheng, and among the people who used it, Yun Yanzheng, the person closest to him, this beautiful woman who moved the world in the world, and this woman who was very important to the political and military power of the Wei country.
Today, she can enter the "Weiyun Garden" and enter this room, it is Yun Yanjin who expresses his trust in her to him, and it is even a peep into his heart. Yun Yanjin was also startling the snake and testing him.
He saw through all this, but he was not afraid that others would see through his mind, but he pushed the boat along the river, and he was not willing to wronged his heart, nor did he want to miss such an opportunity to get close to her.
Feeling the hand in the gauze tent holding her hand tighter and tighter, Yun Yanzheng's heartstrings moved, and before she could move, there was a strong tug, and her body involuntarily moved forward, suddenly following the flying gap in the gauze tent, and poured into the person on the couch.
She was about to use her internal strength to get rid of this sudden confinement, but a low and painful * sound came from the person below her, which suddenly froze her. Yun Yanzheng was stunned for a moment, and was about to think about how to get out of the predicament at this moment, but another arm encircled the back of her slender neck, and his fingers fell on her long black hair, and his fingertips fell on her moon-like ears, intimately rubbing the delicate skin there.
Her cheeks were slightly red, and the man's soft and subtle call came from the top of her head: "Ah Yan, be good, don't make trouble!" My wound is so painful, I just arrived at the city of vain death, walked through the Huangquan Road, crossed the Lechuan River by boat, went up to the bridge, and the two lives were in full swing as bright as blood, confusing people's eyes. Seeing the leaves without seeing the flowers, seeing the flowers without seeing the leaves, as if the two lives are separated from each other and not seeing each other, this way I think of me and you, isn't it the same? His hand let go of hers, and instead hugged her waist, the hoarse voice still whispering in her ear, so beautiful that it confuses people's souls, "However, I saw that my name and yours were clearly engraved on the Sansheng Stone, in this case, how can I separate my yin and yang from you?" How can you give up the love of this life and let yourself be alone in this world? So I turned around and ran back the way I came, and you see, fortunately I was back, otherwise you would never have seen me again, and would have seen me only in my cold skin. ”