Guo Xin'er said: "Xiao Kang, come here, come and sit next to me!" Guo Xin'er was originally sitting in a wheelchair, but her legs and feet were not very convenient, so she took out a simple small blanket from the wheelchair and put it beside her.

I hesitated for a moment, walked over, and sat down on a small blanket, the eaves of the pavilion were dripping, and the rain was much lighter than just now.

Guo Xin'er turned her head to look at me and said, "Xiao Kang, I met your father in Camellia Mountain, I lived in Camellia Mountain at that time, and your father only went later." At that time, I was the psychic medium of Camellia Mountain! ”

I heard Abba Xiaoguan talk about this past, but it was not as detailed as Guo Xin'er. I nodded and said, "At that time, you should have been very good friends!" ”

Guo Xin'er smiled and said, "Yes, we are very good friends. It's a pity that fate later made me go wrong and became an opponent of you Abba Xiaoguan. Later, your Abba won me and drove out the poisonous worms from me. I also gradually understood some things. ”

I listened to Guo Xin'er's conversation, and my heart was quite touched, and I asked, "Then have you ever blamed my parents...... Later, Linglong and Ah Axe, why did they go back to Xiangxi and find me Abba Fighting Worm, saying that they wanted to give you anger? ”

Guo Xin'er smiled: "What do I blame them for, your grandma dragon little snake is already very worthy of your Abba Xiao Guan." I don't blame them, it's just that I can't let them go. Can you understand the difference between not blaming them and not letting go? ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Understood! You can't let go because you forgive others, but you can't really face yourself and accept certain facts that have happened. You don't blame them because you know that it wasn't someone else's job, it's fate! ”

Guo Xin'er nodded and praised: "Xiao Kang, you are really smart. Comparatively speaking, you Abba Xiaoguan is a little more stupid. Yes, I can't let go of it all these years because I can't face myself, so I'm depressed! It was also because of this that Ah Axe and Linglong went to find Xiao Guan, and they went without me. ”

I was shocked, it turned out that this was the case, Guo Xin'er did not send Ah Axe and Linglong to Xiangxi, but they made their own decisions.

I said, "What about you now...... Laid down? ”

Guo Xin'er said: "I am depressed, I am seriously ill, my legs are not flexible, I have eaten a few corpse flower petals, and my body has improved a lot, but my feet still can't walk." As for whether I let go or not, I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to lie to myself, I haven't let go, and many things are haunting in my heart...... I'm afraid I won't be able to put it down for the rest of my life. ”

I'm not young, I don't understand Guo Xin'er's state of mind, you must know that it is difficult to make a person completely let go of the past emotions and past, Guo Xin'er did not lie to me, which is very admirable.

For a while, I didn't know how to comfort Guo Xin'er. If you can't let it go, or you don't want to let it go, no matter how much others say, it won't have much effect. Perhaps, for Guo Xin'er, this is a way for her to keep in touch with the past.