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Since Shen Mochen has dropped that sentence, for the sake of Shu Xiaofeng, I can't disobey him now, because I know that he has always been a person who says everything.

But this time, I found that the nurses who were guarding me didn't stay in the ward all the time, they really just brought me medicine, then gave me infusions, and sometimes, would make small talk to me.

It's just that title, I still don't like it.

"Mrs. Shen."

"Call me Shu Xiao in the future."

The nurse paused for a moment, and quickly replied, "Then call Miss Shu." ”

"Okay."

"Miss Shu, the weather is very good today, do you want to go out for a walk?"

After listening to her, I really looked at the window, but the curtains in the ward were asked by me to close them, and at this moment I saw my gaze shifting, she would soon be overlooked, and ran to the window, her hand just touched the curtain, but I stopped her: "Forget it, don't pull it away, I feel a little tired, I don't want to go out, I just want to rest." ”

The nurse's hand froze on the curtain for a moment, and then she reacted from what I had just said, and replied with an unnatural look, "Well, okay." ”

Actually, it's not me, I really don't want to go out, I've really been thinking about it in the past two days, thinking about the ins and outs of the whole thing, thinking that if I hadn't gone downstairs that night and hadn't heard the conversation between Shen Mochen and Gu Muxuan, I might not be as painful as I am now, maybe just like I said to Shen Mochen before, without knowing it, I donated bone marrow and blood to Jiang Mengjie, and then they used an excuse at will to recuperate for me, and this matter may pass without knowing it. Shen Mochen and I continue to live together.

Perhaps, the relationship is still the same as before, or even better than before.

But that's just maybe, with my own character, even if it hurts, I'd rather choose the latter, no matter who it is, the most unbearable thing for me is deception.

As I was thinking, the nurse had already removed the needle for me.

Shen ...... Miss Shu, then you have a good rest, I'll go out first. ”

I nodded and said secretly, "Well, okay." ”

The nurse walks to the door, opens the door, closes the door.

I was the only one left in the ward again, just like the previous two days, Shen Mochen really did what he said, he didn't come to me once during the period, and even when I was awake, I paid attention to the situation outside the doors and windows, intentionally or unintentionally, but outside, there was no more of him.

I am the one who is clearly determined to divorce, but why do I always feel lost in my heart, it is like a certain place in my heart, there is an invisible pressure on it, pressing my heart downward, all the way down, until it sinks to the bottom.

After the nurse left, I still began to think crankily as I had done two days ago, staring at the door for a long time and reluctant to blink, my heart was blocked and stuffy, and finally, tears crossed my eyes, fell from top to bottom, and flowed into my mouth, burning my heart.

How I fell asleep afterwards, I have forgotten.

I felt like I had fallen into a dream again, and there, I saw Shen Mochen again.

He slowly opened the door and came in, as many times before, only a little different, he used to sit on the edge of the bed, but this time, I saw him holding a bench, guarding the side of the bed, I kept staring at him, at her handsome face, at his deep eyes, at his blue and black beard.

"Do you feel better now?" Shen Mochen slowly raised his lips and asked me.

I almost blurted out a sentence that was so much better, but I restrained it, tears kept rolling in my eyes, and in the end, I just looked at him, and for a long time he didn't speak, and he didn't speak, just sat quietly on the bench and looked at me quietly.

Obviously, this is the case now, and it is already proceeding according to the result I want, but I feel that what makes me nostalgic is still the Shen Mochen who handed me a tissue when he saw me crying, Shen Mochen who pulled me in his arms to coax me when he saw that I was wronged, and Shen Mochen who kept leaving a fine kiss on my forehead at night......

I closed my eyes, and countless pictures of getting along with Shen Mochen were repeated and intertwined in my mind one by one.

After a while, I heard Shen Mochen's voice.

The source of the sound was approaching, and when I opened my eyes, he was already sitting on the bed.

He put a big hand over my body through the quilt, wrapped it around my waist, and took me out of the quilt and onto the pillow.

"Look at you, your sleeping head is shrunk under the pillow, so it's easy to fall into the pillow, and it hurts again."

Even in his dreams, he didn't mention half a word about divorce.

The tears in my eyes flowed out, Shen Mochen finally reached out to help me brush it off, I didn't push him away, just quietly followed the wish in my heart and waited for him to help me dry it.

"Shu Xiao, it makes you feel wronged, so sad and sad, I'm sorry, maybe you think you and her, I didn't choose to protect you, in fact, I ......"

He paused heavily and sighed secretly: "That's it, you don't like to hear this, I won't talk about it in the future, but you are not allowed to leave me, and in the future, I will show you." ”

Then he lowered his head and dropped a kiss on my forehead.

I subconsciously closed my eyes.

In the future, I'll be a ......

This sentence hovered in my head like a snake.

What is he going to do to show me?

The picture jumps to Shen Mochen getting up and leaving......

Looking at his tall and lonely back, I sat up from the bed with tears in my eyes.

"Miss Shu, Miss Shu, are you okay?"

The nurse's anxious voice came, and I looked sideways to see that the nurse was still holding something to give me an infusion.

I glanced around again, but it was an empty ward, and after a moment of silence, I said lightly: "I...... It's okay, it's okay. ”

The nurse sighed, bent down to put the plate down, took the thermometer to measure my temperature, and said, "You scared me to death just now, and kept talking nonsense in your dreams, and before I could call you, you suddenly woke up." ”

I blocked my face with my hand to keep her from seeing the embarrassment on my face.

“...... Well, I'm fine. ”

She got it for me very quickly.

"Miss Shu has recovered well in the past two days."

I pouted and asked her, "Really?" By the way, I asked the question I wanted to ask: "So when can I be discharged from the hospital?" ”

"Well." The nurse stuffed a ball of cotton into the plate: "This is going to take care of the doctor, after all, he is a professional, and the medicine we are using now is developed by him personally, and it works very well, but it still needs to be used under his guidance, so Miss Shu doesn't need to worry, when her body is better, she can say anything, don't you say?" ”

I looked at her quietly, trying to see anything suspicious on her face, but the nurses Shen Mochen used for me all seemed to be professionally trained, and there was no emotion on her face when she spoke, and it seemed that it was really as she said.

In fact, I know that what she said is also possible, but it doesn't mean that Shen Mochen wants me to stay in the hospital for a while longer.

"Oh."

The day passed quickly, as usual, in the evening, I remembered the dream last night, and I had similar heart-wrenching dreams before, but I never remembered the content, but last night's dream, but I still remember it when I think about it now,

Especially the sentence that Shen Mochen said: "That's it, you don't like to hear this, I won't talk about it in the future, but you are not allowed to leave me, in the future, I will show you." ”

If it weren't for Shen Mochen saying it for nearly a month, he wouldn't appear in my sight again, and I really would have thought that it was a picture of the real thing.

Thinking about it, I rolled over from the bed.

I knew that as long as I didn't leave the ward, no one would come in.

I walked slowly to the window, opened the curtains, opened the window, and a breeze blew in my face, and there was a faint scent of flowers.

I unconsciously closed my eyes and stood quietly by the window for more than ten minutes, during which a nurse came in, saw that I was standing by the window and did not make any next move, and smiled: "Miss Shu, I am here to remind you, you had better not stand more, and pay more attention to rest during this time." ”

I also pulled a smile at her: "yes, I see. ”

Actually, I don't know why she came in because she was afraid that I wouldn't be able to figure it out, but that's it, that's what she does, and besides, I didn't mean that.

She backed away, but I knew she was standing outside the door, watching my every move.

After she left, I didn't stop too much by the window, went straight to the bathroom, turned on the water and took a shower.

Looking up at myself in the mirror, it was clear that I had been recuperating well during this time, and I was the best at everything, but I was thinner than I had in every previous period, and if it weren't for the heat in the bathroom, my face would still be bloodless, and I looked pale.

With just one glance, I didn't look in the mirror again, quickly took a shower, put on my clothes and went out.

As soon as I lay down in the quilt, I heard a vigorous sound outside, this is the VIP ward, if it is not for the rescue, there will definitely be no such situation, looking at the continuous change of heads outside, I know that it may be who is suddenly seriously ill, and may die.

But none of this has anything to do with me, because I don't know and don't care, so at most I just feel sorry for my life.

I found my phone next to my bed, looked through it, and there was no information jumping in, not even news.

clicked on WeChat and sent a message to Gao Qingli.

After leaving the hospital, the first person to go to is her.

She was also quick to reply to my messages.

[I'm at home, what's wrong?] 】

I took a look at it and replied to her [Will you be in City B in two days?] I'm coming to you? 】

【OK at any time】

Getting this answer has made my heart, which has been feeling empty for the past few days, settle down a little.

After this message was sent, my thoughts drifted away again, and my eyes diverged on my phone.