CHAPTER XVIII
To say that the guy who likes to eavesdrop the most, but this time, his bamboo fragrance is gradually gone, in exchange for a burst of sandalwood, this is a very familiar smell! I handed the letter I had written to my father, and he nodded to me after reading it, and I hurriedly talked to my father again to avoid suspicion, and not long after, I walked out the door, and I saw no one in sight, he must be hiding! In fact, today's sandalwood is also very light, compared to the day I first saw Xiao Shu, this fragrance is really a lot better, I returned to my seat and did not talk to my father, I habitually raised the corner of my right mouth, and soon the young master came in.
My father shirked his farewell, and told the young master that I would be taken care of by him, and hoped that he would pay more attention, and the young master smiled and sent my father away at this time It was already the middle of the day, and it was noon in another hour, and I was going to eat, and I didn't know if today's meal could be eaten.
"Tasteless, in fact, I came down the mountain today and wanted you to do something for me." There was a hint of hesitation between his eyebrows, and I smiled and said to him, "It turns out that you still have to work for a date!" Let's talk about it. "If you don't want to, forget it!" He looked like I was going to ask him what he was going to do, but I didn't let him go, and I raised the corner of my left mouth, "Forget it!" I don't want to. I got up and was about to leave, but he hurriedly grabbed me: "Okay, stop kidding, let's get down to business." ”
I sat down and poured myself a cup of tea: "I know what the young man wants me to do. Seeing that after I finished saying this, the young master's face changed slightly, but not too much: "You know? I took a sip of tea, nodded and smiled terrifyingly: "It's just killing Wen Yuan, why let me do it, are the people under the young master all vegetarians?" When he saw my reaction, he asked me, "What are you talking about?" I want you to kill Wen Yuan, but you don't have to change so much, right? Oh! I see, you're kidding me again, aren't you? Seeing that he started laughing again, I didn't feel my heart being pulled for a while, it was a very painful feeling, it was enough to be deceived like this, and I had a cold face.
"Any idea when I started suspecting that something was wrong with you?" After listening to my words, his face changed greatly, changed from the former warmth and cheerfulness, there was a little murderous in his eyes, I put down the teacup and stopped looking at his eyes, and said coldly: "I'm so stupid, it took so long to know that you lied to me, and only then did I know that you were using me." He said to me with a bit of tentative tone: "I don't know what you're talking about, I'm confused, I don't want you to kill Wen Yuan." As if I hadn't heard what he said, I began to say: "I found out that something was wrong, when Xiao Shu met me, his stepfather had just passed away, and he was wearing a red robe. But his expression was indifferent, and he sent me away with only a few words about the death of his father-in-law, not to mention that he still told me about you, which is even more strange, just because you are my young master, he wants to tell me about your life experience with someone who has nothing to do with me? Another thing, when you first introduced Sun Lun to me, you said that he had no father and no son, and then a righteous son appeared, and the righteous son is not a son, in your eyes, is this right? I believed you with so many doubts, but, but—"
I met his eyes again, only to see him smile faintly, and his eyes were the same: "And then? It's hard to know everything you know from then on. I closed my eyes: "Before I was captured in the dungeon of the Night Bureau, you haven't been around me for more than ten days, and you deduce that it's because you want to gather forces, shouldn't you communicate with me?" I don't know anything, I was arrested by the people of the Night Bureau, I know, that's just to make today's saint take it lightly, let him think that you have a handle in his hands, you don't dare to move, not to mention that I die, you can stabilize my father, willing to do things in your hands, and second, to pay more attention to my father's resentment towards today's saint, and help you at any cost, and more importantly, it is not your person who saved me, right? It's my dad who saved me! The forces of the Shu family have helped you a lot! Oh! By the way, do you still have the Zhu family? What do you do about Lengyang? I'm seriously injured, but are you really by my side every day? No! You often have the fragrance of cold yang on your body, do you think I smell a person's smell, and I can't remember it for three years? Although she changes every day, she still has a fixed taste! If you want to say that the way the saint treats me and Lengyang today is a free-range and a bondage, then the emperor uses the two of us to bind the Shu family and the Zhu family, why don't you? Aren't that enough? Do you want me to say more? ”
After listening to me, he still smiled shallowly: "So what? Are you trying to kill me? ————I interrupted him and said, "Okay! I immediately took out the three-inch short sword from my waist, but I didn't want to suddenly get dizzy, I only smelled a very strong bamboo fragrance and a very strong sandalwood incense, I saw him cover his mouth and nose with a white cloth, obviously not like this, hateful! Who is it? Who put the incense? I had to get down on one knee and hold the ground with a short knife, only to hear him say, "Do you think that I have gone down the mountain and there are too few people, and you will talk to your father and subdue me?" A woman's heart. "I didn't hear what he said later, I fainted, don't think about it, I must have become a hostage again, I thought he was treating me sincerely, but these days I have thought about everything clearly, and Qing'er's language makes me wonder that this is still a use, using my identity, using my martial arts, and locking me in the cold sun forever.
I seem to have a dream, it seems to be a nightmare, I don't seem to want to wake up, I seem to be very scared, I want to wake up immediately, I am a supporting role in my dream, I have nothing to do with everything, I am an invisible person, I have been killing, I have no consciousness, I don't have heartache, the final ending is that I died in a mission, ridiculous, but it seems to be what I want, I am willing to give up everything now, in exchange for my life of peace, live this life peacefully, but life is life, if I wake up, I still have to face all this, I will still have to listen to lies, It's better to fall asleep like this, it's better to live like death, after all, I shouldn't have my own thoughts, I shouldn't have my own thoughts, the tears that flow from the corners of my eyes are not tears, but the traces of my heart being shattered.