It's so easy, it's so easy to say the tangled entanglement in my heart!

Jing Xuan hurriedly left the imperial city with her in his arms, and his steps were a little staggering. Perhaps his expression was strange, and the minions on the palace road who saw them all showed suspicious expressions.

The body is light and fluttering, Meili breathes the cold air of the first month, listening to his obviously faster than usual heartbeat, I don't know if this moment is the most confused moment in life, or the most sober.

"Jing Xuan." She called him, the first time in her life that she had called him by name.

He shuddered, and even his steps paused.

"For many years, you owe me and Yun Ke." She snuggled softly into his arms, and finally said it with confidence.

"Meili......" he whispered to her, so sad.

"I've always been afraid to say it, you think I'm quibbling in order to deceive you. I'm ...... now Cornered, Jing Xuan, I just want to be willful again. ”

"Miri!" He interrupted her with a trembling voice, and she said such words that made him so frightened and heartbroken. He couldn't stand it.

"Jing Xuan, if you feel that you owe me, then fulfill my wish!" She looked at him with a smile, sweet, stubborn, he stopped, this was the expression that belonged to the girl Meili, he thought he would never see it again in this life.

"You say." He looked straight at her, wishing that time would stop and that the world would be destroyed...... He would be able to keep her.

"I want to be your wife, and Yun Ke wants to be your son!"

Behind the smile, there was despair that both he and she understood.

This tone, this mood...... She was all so familiar. It was as if a long, long time ago, she hugged his waist tightly, knowing that he was reluctant to turn back to look at her in disgust, but she still didn't want to let go, and still stuck to his back to ask him to promise: "Brother Jingxuan likes Meili, okay?" Is it okay to like Meili alone all your life? ”

The wish she had made to him – never came true.

"Jing Xuan, in this life, can you fulfill a wish for me? My wish? She looked at him, but her eyes were focused on the dark spot in the depths of his dark eyes.

His heart was crushed to powder by her plea.

He wanted to say yes, and he wanted to say yes to her without hesitation! It's not because he's her only man, it's not because Yun Ke is really his son! Perhaps these are no longer so important in the years that have passed. It's just that he realized at this moment that he really never fulfilled any of her wishes, any of them!

But he really couldn't give her a definite answer.

His hesitation made her close her eyes.

In fact, every time before she made a wish to him, she knew better than anyone else that it was impossible to come true! Every time I made a wish to him, all that increased was despair.

He carried her all the way to the carriage and ordered the guard maid Haosheng to escort her back to the house. Before leaving, he also got into the carriage and took her in his arms.

"Meili, no matter what, I'm going to try, I'm going to work hard for you once!"

Her heart throbbed.

As if he didn't want to face her answer, he quickly flashed out of the carriage and disappeared into the dark palace corridors.

She lifted the curtain and looked in the direction he had disappeared. He said he was willing to give it a try for her.

Lying in the warm quilt in her room, Meili stared at the flames of the copper lamp standing at the foot of the bed. He went for a long time.

Yun Ke came back from the palace, came to the room for a while, and made sure that Eniang was okay before following his nurse back to the room with peace of mind.

It wasn't until noon the next day that Jing Xuan walked briskly into her bedroom from the outside with a blushing face, and when he hugged her in his arms, her thin underwear couldn't withstand the chill on his dress.

His face was ugly, and she leaned meekly into his arms without struggling, in fact, she already knew the outcome when he went.

No matter how big Prince Qing is, he can't be bigger! He was still a courtier. Regal ...... She experienced it more deeply than he did.

"Meili, wait!" He tightened his arms, "Trust me, one day, I will grant your wish!" ”

She laughed silently, someday? However, she was satisfied, and he did not abandon her anymore, and did not sneer at her wishes.

The emperor issued a holy decree and sent Jingxuan to Jiangnan on an errand and set off on the same day.

Meili carefully packed up for him, she understood that he must have had a very unpleasant quarrel with the emperor, so serious that the emperor wanted to send him away, and he didn't want to see him in the near future.

Su Ying's attitude has also changed, from ignoring it to deliberately suppressing it, and when she learned that Jing Xuan had asked the emperor to change her wife, she could no longer deal with it calmly. In order to keep the status of the concubine, what she gave up and tolerated was not enough? Now, Meili even wants to take away the only thing she relies on, no! Can't do it!

After the end of the first month, the emperor began to select suitable children among the relatives and nobles as the princes' companions. On the day he went to meet the master of the study, Yun Ke seemed a little excited.

Meili tidied up the grooming for him, and she had confidence in her son.

Yun Ke was even happier when he came back from the exam, he told Meili that he answered well, and the master praised him again and again. He will definitely be able to pass the test, and he will definitely be able to study with Brother Yinzhen and see each other every day!

His joy is also her joy.

Even, she wanted to write a letter to Jingxuan, who was far away in the south of the Yangtze River, so that he could also share this happiness.

When the list of companions was announced, Yun Jue was selected, but Yun Ke was defeated.

Yun Ke was so depressed that he was so bored in the room that he refused to even see her. Meili went into the palace unevenly to ask about the situation, and the chief eunuch in charge of the matter answered her very simply: Only the clan relatives and concubines are eligible!

Meili listened and didn't argue again.

On the way home, she was silent, and she had already made up her mind when she got out of the sedan chair.

Go to Yun Ke's room to see him first, Yun Ke is a sensible and considerate child after all, he no longer has a temper, and even snuggled into her arms with a smile and said to her: "Eniang, Yun Ke is not sad." Even if I don't study with Brother Yinzhen, I will work hard and learn as well as them! ”

Meili smiled and stroked his jet-black braids and nodded.

Learn just as well...... And what's the use? When he was young, he was excluded from the circle of future rulers, and when he grew up, no matter how good he was, he was just an empty Baylor, and he could never grasp the authority to realize his ambitions. Just because, he's a concubine!

Yuemo also gave birth to a child and is now in charge of taking care of Yun Ke. She was already old, and she was sharpened by the years to be more patient and meticulous. She knew how unwilling and painful the mother and son were in their hearts, and she also smiled to pull Yunke, "Let the master rest, she is also tired." ”

Meili walked out of Yun Ke's door, stopped and turned back, Yuemo was pouring water for Yunke, "Yuemo ......" she called her.

"The slave is here, what else does the master command?"

Meili smiled, "Take good care of Yun Ke for me." ”

If she doesn't dodge, why should she be weak and short of breath? She just wants to dress up, and she wants to formally ask to see the emperor.

What else is she worried about? Yun Ke, like her, has nothing worth losing from the day she was born.

Kangxi watched silently as Meili handed over the eight eight formations of the imperial case, and the entire study was just him and her. He raised his eyes and looked at Meili standing in front of the desk, she didn't kneel, and she didn't lower her eyes. He hadn't seen such a beautiful glass.

"What's the point of taking this picture out now?" He smiled sarcastically, the formation diagram he had obtained by digging out his hollow thoughts had been hidden by her for so many years!

"Your Majesty, I'm not here to negotiate conditions with you." Meili looked directly into his eyes, she had already committed the crime of disrespect, Kangxi just looked at her and didn't speak.

Negotiate conditions? Of course she didn't qualify.

After hiding this picture for so long, he would have killed her immediately, and she should not have complained.

"Your Majesty, Meili is here to beg you."

"Huh?"

"Meili is begging you as a mother for her child."

Kangxi finally sighed, "Meili, I know that you have been wronged for so many years. Jing Xuan also said nothing to me, but the emperor has the emperor's difficulties......"

"Your Majesty." She actually interrupted him, and Kangxi was stunned. "Before the Lantern Festival feast, I came to the apse to present a picture to you, and I heard the conversation between you and Zamulang." She smiled.

Kangxi pursed his lips, "Since you know everything, why do you have to make a useless request?" Even if Zamurang was defeated, I would not break my promise to him. ”

"Your Majesty, Meili has heard clearly. You promised him to let Su Ying enjoy the honor of Concubine Zheng alone, and I will never embarrass you. ”

Kangxi frowned.

"I'm just begging you to make Yoon Ke the son of the world. Su Ying can enjoy all the honor to herself, because a dead person cannot fight with her. You also became a concubine after you became a concubine. ”

"Presumptuous!" Kangxi was annoyed.

"Brother Emperor, don't be angry with Meili. Meili always makes you angry, and ...... in the future No, it won't. She tilted her head and smiled. Meili does not feel qualified to plead with you because of the picture, but begs you with the feeling that a mother is willing to die for her son. ”

"Meili ......" Kangxi darkened his eyes, he understood what she meant, she wanted to become a concubine, and she didn't break his promise to Zamulang, only ...... Confession. Meili's heart for the child deeply moved him, his imperial grandmother, his mother didn't give everything for him and the emperor. "Can you bear to leave Yun Ke behind? Mothers are irreplaceable to their children. "He, the saint of the Great Qing Kingdom, is also a person without a mother.

Meili shook her head and smiled, tears flickering in her eyes but refusing to drop, "There are many people who can fulfill the responsibility of mother's care for Yun, but I am the only one who is willing to die for him." ”