Forget it, let's mess around! Skipping the fish in front of him and choosing three white radish, of course he was surprised: "I'm going to make fish head tofu soup, what are you doing with radish?" I gave him a blank look: "Of course it's a special seasoning." He didn't say anything when I heard me say this, so I found a basket and took the turnips to the brook to wash them, and when I was about to peel them with a dagger, he said, "The smell of blood is too strong!" "I had to put away the dagger, go back to the kitchen and peel it with a kitchen knife, everything around me was quiet, only the sound of me cutting the turnip, I cut the radish into small pieces, I could smell the shallow bamboo fragrance on the young master's body, I knew that he was just looking at it shallowly, and I only treated him as air.

I set up the pot, I was familiar with the fire, put a little water in the pot, and threw the radish in it, alas! Mr. put water on the fire again, this pot is afraid that I will burn out, put some lard, cover the pot, this is not like a fish head tofu soup! Forget it, why bother so much.

I scooped up some rice and put it in, not long after, I opened it to take a look, it was still rice, not long after, I looked at it again, it seemed that there was more water, so I covered the lid again, and not long after, I looked at it again, the water seemed to be just right again, I was afraid that it would burn, I grabbed a handful of salt, and mixed it up, and slowly the water was steamed dry, I saw the egg again, and after mixing, I poured it in, turned it over, and had a burnt yellow appearance, I quickly withdrew the firewood, turned it over twice, and finally filled two large bowls.

At this time, it was already afternoon Shenshi, I didn't let him taste it first, I didn't eat, but found another pot, put water, cover the lid, this pot, I used it to boil water, I think I must be the only one who uses it to boil water, and then I found two spoons, grabbed a bowl with one hand, and walked to my room, the guy with the ring also went with me, I put the bowl on the table, and I started to taste it first, the taste! Light, too light, well, I'll admit I didn't put enough salt.

He looked at the rice a little blind: "This is fish head tofu soup?" I swallowed the rice in my mouth and said to him, "You let me cook by myself, I cooked, fish head tofu soup!" Look at you, you head! Especially like a fish head, if you look at the color of this rice, doesn't it look like tofu? That's it! That soup! That's all your saliva! This time it was his turn to swallow: "Is this okay?" I had to weakly say, "Anyway, I don't care, that's it." ”

Later, I asked him, "Are you salty?" Oh, no, you don't eat salty, uh, this dish, it's—" He was frightened by me, "I, that, I, eat everything." Then I sat down in my seat and began to eat, with an expression as if I had eaten the most delicious thing in the world, and said that it was delicious, but I was stunned, and I looked at him eating very elegantly and decently, and I suddenly felt that he was very good-looking, but I felt that the way he ate was a little restrained.

As he was eating, he suddenly raised his head, looked at me and said, "Don't you like to eat what you make?" Obviously, I took two bites, and I pouted slightly and said, "I think the taste is too light!" And ah! Where did the radish come from this spring? He only said a particularly philosophical sentence to answer me, which made me speechless for a while, and I ate the radish rice in a big gulp, and it didn't take long for the sweetness to come out, and that sentence kept echoing in my ears, "As long as you have the heart, what can't you do?" ”

That's right! As long as I have the heart, what can't I do? But when I think about it, it's not right, I want to stop killing people, just eat dry rice in the bureau, I have a heart for this, but I can't do it, if I don't kill anymore, someone in the bureau will come to kill me, there is no doubt about this.

What do you do after eating? Of course, it's washing dishes, washing pots, and taking a walk! Of course, the young master only watched the whole process of washing dishes and pots, don't think that I forgot Sun Lun's letter, didn't I do this just to get that letter? I ended up getting the letter.

"When I am about to die, I have an elixir, the money is scattered, scattered to this day, life is still hanging by a thread, I will use this elixir, the breath of absolute, fortunately will go to the Dongpo mass grave, people must bring more, to protect my safety, the killer will come here to chase and kill, I hope to save my life, do not love money, it is best to live in peace, prevent our people from sending it with money, and kill people if they can't stop it." On the surface, it seems that he wants to kill me to save his life, but what I see is a sentence at the beginning of each sentence, "Scatter my money and wealth, my life will be destroyed, and if someone wants to kill me, you must not stop me." ”

Is it a coincidence? Am I reading it wrong? I don't know why at first glance I thought it was unbelievable and strange, but no one told me that it was wrong, did no one read the letter? I don't know, I don't know anything, I'm isolated by everyone, two lines of tears flow from my eyes, completely ignoring who the people around me are, squatting down and crying loudly, I only vaguely feel that he also squatted down, asked me why I cried, I didn't answer only crying, he snatched the letter, and after a while I heard his voice: "Sun Lun is not a good person, countless people died under him, he doesn't know how many people have been ruined, don't be sad about this, he may die and want to pull others back——"

I listened to it in a trance, and I only felt that I was also the one who made other people's families ruined, and I felt that I deserved to die, Sun Lun, what was wrong with him? He may be in someone's way, so he is treated like a doll, right! A doll is thrown away, and what about me? When will a small person like me, a chess piece like me, become an outcast again? It's really ridiculous, one killer has killed so many people, and now since the people who want to be killed are good or bad, now I feel that I have been wronged too much.

In the end, I boiled a lot of water, took a hot bath, the guy with the ring has long been gone, I unexpectedly wore a white dress today, plain like a ghost, this time has come to the time, who knows how I lived until the next day, I have been like a lost soul, almost used the horn soap as salt to rinse my mouth, almost even the towel drifted to the point of nowhere to be found, almost even the clothes were thrown away as a rag, almost even the signature was thrown away without even seeing clearly.

I treated Sun Lun with false affection, but he thought that I was sincere, willing to be killed by me, willing to jump into the trap I designed, and not let me bear my non-existent Lang Jun, I have never seen him bad, I have only seen him good, what should I do? I've been living like a walking dead in the cold sun, yes! We live forever under the cold sun, there is no difference between day and night, it's really cold, it's cold! Even the heart is about to be sealed.

Why should I kill someone? Why didn't I know anything when I was born? Why do I live my life without a purpose every day? Why, exactly? Can anyone tell me why everything is lost? Do I still want to continue to kill people, just to steal my life? I don't really know anything anymore.