The panty matter wasn't really serious, because Lethe had already believed me.

He believed me, so I was just stinging and humiliated in that situation.

Every time I exercise in bed, Lechuan will say things that make me feel ashamed, and it is similar to this time.

However, the only difference is that this time I didn't see my brain clearly, and I didn't see Lechuan's face clearly.

I lost a baby alive myself.

I said don't give birth, I don't want to give birth, because I'm afraid.

Lechuan said that it was painful to give birth to a ferocious beast, and that it should give me some tribulation.

He's worried about me...... And I ......

The more I think about it, the lower my mood becomes, what do I want to do so much?

For an owner like Lethe, one or two cubs might not be nothing, right? But...... I haven't heard of anyone who gave birth to Lethe.

The baby, who has the same strength as Lechuan and can even help my mother break the leather, has really been in my belly.

I...... I'm just ......

"Woo......" Thinking about it, I actually covered my face and cried.

But what right do I have to cry, it's my own iron teeth that keep telling Lechuan that I don't like this child! Don't want it!

But I'm just scared! I'm just afraid of having a baby! I just want to lose my temper...... I......

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that my reason was very biased, can I blame Lechuan for not understanding me? Not really.

He understood me, and he even just listened to me, and I liked him, so he believed that I really hadn't seen Youluo, and reached out to hug me.

And me?

As the owner, Lethe was not at fault, he was so good to his kittens, even so good that I thought I wasn't a cat.

As a man, there's nothing wrong with Lethe, he's serious, he's considerate of my feelings, and he's still checking to see if I'm telling the truth.

But humans are not the same as animals! How can the human psyche be so strange! I was obviously panicking at the time, why didn't I tell Lechuan that I wasn't telling me seriously?!

Even if I knelt in front of him and told him that I was wrong, it would not have led to the loss of the baby now.

In the following days, these things were all these things in my head every day, and I blamed Lechuan at first, but in the end, I found that it was all my fault.

Lethe guards me, protects me, always tells me that I don't listen all the time, and finally threatens him with the baby and says about Youluo.

I should have known that the one he hated the most was Youluo, and I said I was his fiancée.

Everything came together, and during that time, I slept except for sleep, until the news came.

That morning, I came back dejected because I had gone out for a walk and some fresh air.

That's what I do every day, I didn't do that before.

I now breathe fresh air every morning, come back to drink water, sleep, get up to eat, then go out again to watch the sunset, come back, sometimes sleep, sometimes stare until dawn.

Time is very stable and fulfilling, because when I have free time, I think wildly.

But although it is full, it still can't stop the brain's thoughts.

When Xiaoyun came, I was lying on the edge of the window drinking water.

This morning, I saw Xiaomi and Yubao walking together, Xiaomi's belly was big and swaying.

Because Lethe has no relationship to blame, Xiaomi no longer whips Yubao, but happily waits to be a mother.

The joy on their faces, when I saw it, turned into bitterness in my heart.

This bitterness seems to have spread to the tip of my tongue, and even when I lick the water, I feel that today's water is bitter compared to usual.

After Xiaoyun came in, he said that Lechuan needed to shape his soul and let all the Dharma Protector Cats gather.

When she called me, I was stunned for a long time.

Are you going to see Lethe? I...... Can I still see him? How do I see him?

But there are ten Dharma Protector cats in total, and in my absence, I have recruited another four, ten cats, and I can't do any of them.

Shouldn't I be glad that Lethe didn't demote me back to being a Soul Eater so that I could have a chance to see him again?

When I saw Lethe again, I was confused for a moment.

Standing in the middle of the kittens, I don't think I'm special this time.

After living in Lethe for a long time, I thought I had become Lethe's girlfriend, but in fact I didn't.

Even though he gave me so much pampering, the things that husband and wife did, and the things that owners and pets did, I was still no different from other kittens.

Standing there, I saw Lethe walk in.

He hadn't changed at all, he was still so imposing, he didn't even look down at our kitten standing on the ground.

The unruly lips have no trace of warmth, unlike the ones that were always slightly provoked when they were always teasing me.

A lot of kittens jingled and hung bottles behind him, so many bottles, dotted with stars.

Because of me, he has been shaping his soul for so long.

Thinking about it, I just lowered my head, I don't know if it's because I haven't slept well recently, I actually feel a little dizzy.

Shaking my head, I looked up and looked at Lethe.

This is my first Dharma protector.

But why is it necessary to do so in such a situation? When I was a little lost and couldn't lift my spirits, I didn't even give notice in advance?

And when I saw Lethe, my heart began to ache intensely for some reason, as if someone was pinching my heart.

It was so suffocating and swollen that I wanted to scratch it with my paws and pull out my heart to see what was going on!

But I didn't cry, and in such a situation, I would be ashamed to cry!

At the same time, I was spitting on myself in my heart, why am I still so stubborn?

At that time, Lethe once said about me, he said, why am I still stubborn even now?

As a pet, it seems like I shouldn't have such a thing as stubbornness, but as a human being, I can't abandon my human psyche.

I'm half-human now, but I was still a human being! There's no way to change that!

I hadn't experienced anything like this, and most of the kittens present were first-time.

Rebecca stood not far away, and Rebecca, who had been reinstated, was still in charge of all the kittens.

However, I haven't spoken to Rebecca since I met her, and I'm still thinking about the thing I've been thinking about over and over again.

It's just that I can't suspect her because I have no evidence at all, so I can only meet and not talk.

After all, there was a grudge before, and Rebecca couldn't speak when she saw me, and the two of us were strangers as if we hadn't seen each other.

Yubao was kind, saw my lost soul, sighed, and came to comfort me.

He said that if there is a problem, he will solve it, and if he has any ideas, he will tell Lethe, and he will know.

But I shook my head, and in such a situation, I could not tell him what was in my heart.

I don't have the face to talk to him anymore, and this child will forever be a barrier between me and Lethe.

People say that couples can't be friends after breaking up, because they can't see each other again, and because they once loved each other, it will hurt to see each other again.

But now as a subordinate of Lethe, I am forced to look at him and protect the Fa for him, and I can't describe the feeling in my heart in words.

Yubao saw that I was nervous, so he comforted me with a smile and told me that it was not so difficult to shape the soul of Lechuan before.

Lethe will take the initiative to absorb the souls that fly away, and then those souls will enter Lethe's body.

Since it is called soul shaping, it means that Lechuan is shaping his own soul.

The prototype of Lethe itself is a poor stranger, and it will inevitably become a prototype when shaping the soul.

Yu Bao told me that I should not be too scared when I see the prototype of Lethe for a while, it is just a moment, and it is that moment when we protect the Dharma.

Lethe may go into a frenzy at that moment, or some danger may occur, as long as our ten kittens divide the depression of this soul equally, there will be no problem.

The only thing that happened in hundreds of years was the last time Rebecca desperately saved Lethe, so there's nothing to fear.

I nodded, but still scared.

But when the time came, all the kittens entered the temple.

I stood at the end, and saw Lethe Chuan enter through the doorway, shirtless, probably for a moment to change his original form, sitting elegantly cross-legged in the center of a circular altar.

Rebecca was under the altar, looking at me, and smiled inexplicably.

The remaining ten kittens, gathered around.

The bottle is opened, and the soul is shaped—the beginning.