Black, white, purple, red, color, transparent,

Large, small, whole, broken, square, oval.

Let me love you, and then abandon me.

I just want to go, not the end.

I will always miss you and forget to breathe.

Loneliness to the end made me unconscious.

If I hate you, I won't forget you.

I don't resist all faces.

Zhou Wen's memories are deeply frozen in the morning when poplar flowers flew all over the town. Many flying poplars fluttered one after another, gently falling on the cyan stone steps, on the eaves, and floating on the ditch where water lice floated.

Perhaps, the only remaining youth between them died in that summer vacation that was just beginning to sprout. Maybe they never started, when the warmest hug in the pouring rain was just an illusion of warmth created by each other.

Cai Jie stood alone in the city with hurried steps, looking at the pedestrians who came and went in a hurry in front of her, thinking of the young man who was as gentle and smiling as the sun in the thin years, and the tears finally couldn't stop sliding down her cheeks and falling on the dark ground.

Sometimes, Cai Jie watched the people in the city struggle to live in the gray area or on the golden stage, and she always felt that what she saw in front of her was so unreal.

Some people beg on the street with their stiff and disabled legs, while others live freely in air-conditioned rooms with their legs crossed, and finally do nothing and money is flying all over the sky.

Cai Jie's ideal is not particularly far away, she just wants to have an ordinary home with her parents by her side to care for her, even if she is not as rich as she is now.

But her father's desire for money gradually occupied the position of family affection, defenseless and no different.

Zhou Wen returned to Lotus Town during the winter vacation, looking at the dry lotus flowers in the pond, and the dark yellow pond exuded the smell of life disappearing. But at this time, he thought of the brother who had been sleeping in his homeland for a long time - Junko.

It has been said that when a person is not there, then he becomes everywhere.

Zhou Wen knelt in front of Junzi's tomb, holding a bright yellow chrysanthemum in his hand, deeply missing his former best friend in this late autumn dusk in September.

Three years ago, Zhou Wen and Shunzi secretly dug up a peach tree from the mountain managed by Peach Blossom Town behind the town, but there was no red soil and corresponding fertilization methods, and it did not bloom for three years.

But now, in front of Junzi's grave, the peach tree has sprouted and sprouted in the season when the flowers are withering.

Everyone has seen flowers and weeds making trouble in Meng Chun, but Zhou Wen has also seen some trees spitting new green in clusters in the middle of winter. And the peach tree in front of him made Zhou Wen extremely shocked.

Perhaps, those who have passed away will soon return to us in another way.

Zhou Wen firmly believes.

If it can rain again in Jiangnan, I am willing to linger for you for the rest of my life; If the snow in Harbin can float here, I am willing to freeze three feet for you for the rest of my life; If you could look at me again, I would like to wait 10,000 years for you.

Since Cai Jie's parents were going to Singapore to negotiate business with others, they spent the year abroad. And Cai Jie was naturally sent by Cai Jie's parents to her aunt's house in Lotus Town with a lot of money.

Cai Jie, who was sitting in his father's car, looked at the orange clouds outside the window, and looked at it from a distance, and the warmth was gradually faded by time, like a whole blue-black ocean.

The lotus town that used to be missed day and night has now become a forbidden area that Cai Jie can't touch.

Diggy and dazed, Cai Jie fell asleep like this.

In the dream, she stood on a dark green meadow, but each grass seemed to be looking for something, crawling on the ground, clinging to the free growth.

But not far away, she found the young man who looked in a hurry and acted in a panic in her memory.

Under the red flag of hunting, the young man kept wiping his tears and looking into the boundless distance, waiting for the promised girl to come back and untie the agreement with him.

The girl watched the boy cry in her dreams as if it had become the most terrifying nightmare of the girl's seventeen years.

Cai Jie is a girl who is strong on the outside but weak on the inside.

I remember when Cai Jie was three years old, she was playing in the water by a ditch in her alley, and the blue branches were gently stirred by the hands of a chubby little girl, but suddenly, a frog sprang out from the bottom of the water, so the happy little Cai Jie looked at the frog all afternoon.

However, childhood pains also followed. A gray-black water snake emerged out of nowhere and swallowed the frog in one bite, leaving scarlet blood on the surface of the water that slowly spread.

That day, Xiao Caijie was happy for a day, but she also cried a lot. Caijie's parents have been by Xiao Caijie's side that night to comfort her and accompany her all the time.

Since then, Xiao Caijie has vowed not to cry in front of adults in the future, and not to be a worrying girl, so Caijie will always look strong in the future. Cut by rusty nails, she pouted and didn't cry; Accidentally falling on the muddy street, she couldn't hold back her tears; Even looking at the backs of her parents who were getting farther and farther away, she held back her tears to prevent them from slipping, and shattered on the concrete floor.

By the time we arrived at Lotus Town, it was already dusk. The countless twilight in Caijie's memory are just pages of pale homework paper, and only one is rendered in ink, full of blooming Yujiu flowers watered by thunderstorms and the boy he loves deeply.

"Caijie! There you are! Come, come in and sit. ”

My aunt always looks like a good old person, and she is simply the level of a courtesan who is unparalleled in the world in low society, but as long as she gets her benefits, she will become faster than Goku's face and ignore it directly.

As before, I lived in an attic with the smell of sweet and greasy rotten wood, looking out the window at the scenery and the withered lotus pond. Cai Jie felt a little sad and lost in her heart, so she looked at the last sunset little by little, and was eaten away by the distant darkness, eliminating the last light.

If you don't grieve enough, you can't fly.

But if you don't have a dream, why go far away.

I've always wandered, but I've never seen the ocean.

What I thought was forgotten is lying in your hands.

Cai Jie walked on the small street in the early morning, watching people come and go in the hustle and bustle of the town, all kinds of sounds finally exploded again from Cai Jie's ears, and the coldness and numbness of the city began to melt by the enthusiasm of the town.

But at the moment of turning......

"Caijie! How are you! ”

Zhou Wen's eyes widened, and he looked hard at the girl in front of him who he never dreamed of seeing again.

"Well, Zhou Wen, how are you doing?"

Cai Jie smiled calmly, her expression did not fluctuate much, and asked softly, her voice seemed to be a melted gummy, wrapping Zhou Wen's body and making it difficult to breathe.

Zhou Wen stared blankly at Cai Jie who was smiling faintly, looking extremely happy.

But at this moment, an old man pushing a tricycle accidentally hit Zhou Wen forward, and Zhou Wen scolded:

"Your eyes breathe, you!"

The old man blinked his eyes and asked blankly,

"What do you mean?"

"Your eyes are on your face!"

Zhou Wen looked like a little demon king in the world, and scolded unforgivingly.

"You kid! It's simply disrespectful to the elderly! I'm going to teach you a lesson for you! ”

The old man rolled up his sleeves and made a gesture of difficulty.

"You are disrespectful to the old! Rely on the old and sell the old! ”

Zhou Wen's eyes seemed to be burning with a fire, and he was almost about to start.

Cai Jie saw that two strange creatures were about to fight, and finally laughed out loud. Cai Jie used her cute and smart, kind and beautiful appearance and extraordinarily clever cherry mouth to reconcile the old man and Zhou Wen easily and simply.

In the end, Zhou Wen seemed to be in tears, and apologized and apologized to the old man, as if he was a stray dog saved by the old man in the garbage bin in his previous life.

The two of them finally came together again.

Some people say that meeting each other is fate.

In fact, most of the encounters come from afar in secret.

Zhou Wen and Cai Jie walked side by side on the small streets in the early morning, watching the people who bought breakfast boisterily setting up a dragon gate array (Chongqing dialect, meaning bragging) at the door of the steamed bun shop, listening to the lazy birds flying from the sky, and smelling the drunken fragrance on the boy's body that had been brewed over the years.

"Caijie, can we not be like in school in the future, I don't ask you what the reason is, but I really don't like that kind of life."

Zhou Wen cautiously asked Cai Jie, afraid that this question would dissipate with the wind like a flying dandelion.

"I have to think about that ,,,, or ,,, I'm by your side, you buy me the girl's supplies that I gave me last time?"

Cai Jie said with a smile, she knew very well in her heart that she couldn't make Zhou Wen sad anymore.

"Absolutely! Ha ha! ”

So Zhou Wen's face seemed to be coated with countless layers of thick wax, his face was full of energy, and he danced with the boss in the jewelry store, and finally bought the stunned Cai Jie the headwear jewelry that she couldn't use up for three years and many decorations that she had never seen before.

"Cai Jie Niangniang, the slave prepared a super invincible and delicious meal for you at noon today, I hope Niangniang will give the slave a chance to treat you!"

Zhou Wen warmly invited Cai Jie in a particularly weird voice and invited him to a meal.

"Well, okay, little Zhouzi. Let's hurry up and prepare my meal for the mourning family. ”

Cai Jie looked like she was enjoying it, and she almost ordered Zhou Wen to walk towards the palace step by step.

Cai Jie and Zhou Wen had dinner, and she couldn't stop laughing when she watched Zhou Wen burp one after another.

"Ouch, I said, what are you laughing at? Partition~"

Zhou Wen's eyes rolled, and then a full hiccup came out. And Cai Jie on the side sneered:

"Please, classmate, can you not be so aggressive? Hahahaha! ”

The embarrassment of the boy and the girl abandoning the school finally reunited in the damp ground like the roots of the acacia tree.

"Cai Jie, I'll go and play with you tomorrow morning, you must wait for me."

Zhou Wen had a happy smile on his face, his eyes glowing, looking at the unpredictable future of tomorrow.

"Zhou Wen, hang yourself on the hook, for a hundred years, don't change!"

Cai Jie was about to approach Zhou Wen, but Zhou Wen hugged Cai Jie and happily threw her into the sky.

At that time, it seemed that Zhou Wen was thrown into heaven all of a sudden, as if all the unhappiness was dispersed, Zhou Wen, I am your happy girl.

The hand of God created the world, but your hand gave me the future!

Look back and see him again, my boy.

In the late autumn when the wind blew away the thick clouds, it was in the small building tightly surrounded by acacia trees.

If the bright moon of Qin Shi can vaguely illuminate the joy of the family at this moment, I hope to be a sun that will always shine and shine for you.