Chapter 270: Because I feel sorry for you
When I woke up in a daze, Qin Han was by my side, his eyes were anxious, his brows were furrowed tightly, and his face was full of worry.
"Chen Ci, you're finally awake! Do you feel unwell and need to go to the hospital? ”
Seeing me wake up slowly, Qin Han immediately asked me, I rarely saw him have such a panicked moment, probably what I did just now really frightened him.
I only knew that I had a dream just now, a dream that was extremely terrifying and I didn't want to recall it again, if it weren't for hearing Qin Han's voice calling out to me, I don't know how long I would have been immersed in that nightmare.
"It's okay, I just fell asleep, did something happen, why are you in such a hurry?" I looked at Qin Han helplessly in confusion, and stretched out my hand to support my body to look at him, only to find that there was a soft patch under me.
So I looked down at where I was lying now, at the familiar color of the sheets, and yes, this was my bedroom.
But I clearly remember that I fell asleep in Qin Han's car at the beginning, why did I suddenly run into my bedroom at this time, so I could only look at Qin Han suspiciously.
"Qin Han, didn't I fall asleep in your car, how could I be in my bedroom? What time is it, have you been by my side all the time? ”
I asked Qin Han a few questions in a row, but he didn't answer me immediately, but now that he saw that I was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief and stretched out his hand to hold my hand tightly.
The warmth kept coming, which made the terrifying scenes in the dream just now slowly become a little blurry, and probably made me miss a lot of details.
"Seeing that you finally fell asleep, I couldn't bear to wake you up, so I brought you back directly, but you seem to have a nightmare and keep crying, so I can only wake you up."
While explaining to me, Qin Han didn't forget to stretch out his hand to me, touched my forehead very carefully, and only put his hand down after confirming that I didn't have a fever.
"I think you probably didn't react to it for a while because of what happened tonight, and if I don't wake you up, you're only going to get worse."
Hearing Qin Han say this to me, I couldn't agree anymore and nodded wildly at him, and even took the initiative to hold him with my backhand, reluctant to let go for a moment.
"If you don't wake me up, I really don't know what will happen to me, the next time you encounter this situation, you must remember to wake me up in time, I don't want to be alone in a nightmare, it's too painful, it's terrible!"
I opened my mouth to Qin Han and told him that I had dreamed of something in my dream, but when I opened my mouth, I finally decided to hide this matter from my heart.
It's just that I'm scared alone, I can't hold on to Qin Han anymore.
But as I spoke, grievances arose, and my eyes were filled with tears, and I tried hard to hold my head high to force them not to fall.
"It's okay, I'm right by your side, and no one can hurt you now." Qin Han spoke softly to me to comfort me, and at the same time, I could see clearly the direction of the watch on his wrist, it was already past three o'clock in the evening.
I glanced out the window, it was still dark outside, and there was no sign of whitening now, but since we came back, Qin Han had been guarding me for more than an hour.
In fact, if I look closely, it is not difficult for me to see that Qin Han's face is full of tiredness, he has worked all day, I think he is probably very tired. I didn't expect to encounter this incident again at night, so I couldn't rest even more.
Although the matter has been settled now, he still can't rest in order to keep me at ease.
When I think of this, I can't help but feel sorry for him.
I'm wondering if I'm too selfish, obviously all the crises have been lifted now, but I still don't let Qin Han stay by my side, so that he can't rest.
Although there was some struggle in my heart, I knew that if Qin Han left me, I would still be afraid, but I had to do it because I couldn't even bother another person.
Thinking like this, I finally stretched out a hand and pushed Qin Han who was sitting next to me, "It's already past three o'clock in the morning, you can go back and rest quickly, I'm already much better, I don't need you to be by my side." ”
"It's okay, you sleep, when you fall asleep, I'll leave."
Qin Han didn't even hesitate at what I said, he didn't even think about it, so he shook his head at me, "You just had a nightmare, how can your mood be stable now, I'll leave when you fall asleep, hurry up and sleep." ”
"I'm awake now, I'm sure I won't be able to sleep for a while, and besides, there is someone watching me by my side, how can I sleep peacefully, you better go back quickly."
I continued to urge Qin Han, it seemed that if he didn't leave today, I would definitely not sleep.
Maybe my attitude is a little too resolute. Originally, Qin Han looked at me with a smile, but at this time, his eyes slowly became a little solemn, he seemed to be thinking about something, and then his expression became serious.
"Do you want me to leave you?" Qin Han suddenly asked me flatly, but the suppressed anger in this bland made me tremble.
I didn't expect Qin Han to say this, he really misunderstood what I meant more than just a half, so I hurriedly shook my head at him, wanting to show him that I didn't mean this.
"It's not like that. It's just that you've worked too hard, and you haven't been able to sleep until now, and if you continue like this, your body will definitely not be able to bear it! ”
After I was in a hurry, but I almost made it clear what I meant, Qin Han's serious gaze finally eased down, and I took advantage of the victory to pursue.
"So hurry up and go to sleep, I can do it alone."
Stretching out the hand that was not held by Qin Han, I swayed slightly at him, obviously saying goodbye to him, but Qin Han still had no intention of moving.
"Aren't you going to leave, it's really late, I said you don't have to be by my side all the time with me, I can be alone."
Again and again, I have said it very clearly, but Qin Han still has no intention of leaving, he just stares at me as always, his eyes are difficult to speculate.
Just when I was about to give up, planning to sit here no matter how long Qin Han sits, Qin Han suddenly opened his mouth, "If I leave your house now, is it really okay for you to stay here alone?" ”
"Are you sure you won't be scared if you're alone in the house, are you sure you won't have nightmares when you're alone in the house?"
Qin Han asked me three questions in a row, to be honest, I didn't know the answers to these three questions, but in order to reassure him, I had to nod at him.
"Don't worry, I'm sure I can do it alone, it's all over, you live opposite me, what do I have to worry about?"
I said with a smile to Qin Han, trying to make myself look not scared.
From Qin Han's slightly frowning brow, it was not difficult for me to see that he was suspicious of my words, but seeing that I insisted, of course it was not good for him to continue to refute something.
So after hesitating for a long time, Qin Han finally nodded at me, and then stood up from my bedside, at this moment I actually felt that there was something empty in my heart, as if it had disappeared.
"Then I'll leave now, you can go to bed early, if you feel scared, call me, I'll come over as soon as I hear it."
"Okay, let's go to sleep, don't worry about me."
I covered myself tightly with the quilt, only exposing my head, and nodded at Qin Han in agreement.
I watched his back, walked out of my room step by step, reached out and turned off the light, and finally closed the door, and the room fell into darkness again.
At three o'clock in the morning, even the moonlight outside didn't seem to be as clear as before, and the street lights couldn't reach the floor I was on, so everything seemed so scary.
At first, I wasn't so scared, but I was a little scared from time to time when I looked at everything quiet in the room, but the moment I closed my eyes, everything today came back.
Pulling, crying, abusive, arguing, one by one, broke into my mind, and I tried to force myself to forget them, but they became more ingrained and could not be removed.
I thought I would have to bury myself in the quilt, I thought it would make me feel better, but I found it useless.
For a moment, it seemed as if reality and dreams were intertwined, and the dreams that had been blurred became clear again, and I could even feel that the person was crawling towards me fiercely.
He was getting closer and closer, and the distance between him and me was getting shorter, and at this moment, I finally couldn't take it anymore, and sat up from the bed violently, throwing the quilt on the ground regardless of everything.
As before, it was dark in the room, and only the moonlight cast a shadow over them.
Looking at this quiet room, it occurred to me that the person was lurking in this room today, and even though he was gone now, there were still traces of his visit.
Thinking of this, I broke out in a cold sweat, so I immediately put on my slippers and ran to the door, and opened it in desperation.
The moment I saw Qin Han's door closed, even if I was alone in this corridor, I wasn't so scared in my own room.
Now I really regret it, I regret that I shouldn't have boasted to Qin Han just now, I shouldn't have told him that I could sleep alone in the house, I didn't need others to accompany me.
In fact, I couldn't sleep alone in the house, I was scared, I still needed someone to be by my side, otherwise I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.
So immediately I reached out and knocked on Qin Han's door, again and again, each time more and more urgently, until Qin Han stepped forward and opened the door, and my hand just hit his chest.
This made me slightly stunned for a moment, until Qin Han opened his mouth and asked me, "You're still scared, aren't you?" ”
"Qin Han, I shouldn't have boasted to you just now, you're right, I'm still afraid. I can't sleep alone, so can you let me stay in your house tonight? ”
I lowered my head and asked Qin Han, looking at my toes, but my heart was unusually uneasy.