The wedding is romantic and warm.

The honeymoon is bland and real.

After a week's honeymoon, Xia Xingkong took advantage of Mu Zhan's time at work to go to the hospital to check her conception, and the result was not surprising, her * was severely injured and did not recuperate well, and there was no possibility of pregnancy.

It used to be very small, but now it's even worse, and there is not even room for her imagination.

Xia Xingkong's feet seemed to be filled with lead, and she sat in the waiting room outside the gynecology door with a report sheet, she just wanted to rest for a while now.

The waiting room was almost full of pregnant women with big bellies, and she looked at the B-ultrasound sheet in her hand, and her mouth pursed into an arc.

The door to the exam room closed and opened.

People come and go, and the noise is constant.

"Damn, I'm annoyed to death, I'll get pregnant after a while, I've had a fetus this year, Ah Hao just doesn't want to wear a condom, take medicine, it doesn't work, fight, I don't want it at all, it's troublesome......"

This sweet voice is not too loud, not far from the summer starry sky, a little girl is holding a mobile phone and talking as if no one is around.

Xia Xingkong didn't know what was wrong at this time, her heart was indescribably swollen, she lowered her head and stared at the white paper in her hand with a blurred vision, 'tick, tick'......

In the end, she couldn't hold back any longer, and turned into a small sob, and the woman next to her turned her head to look at her, and then looked at the test sheet in her hand, and asked, "Do you need help?" ”

Xia Xingkong shook his head, took out a tissue from his bag and covered his face to wipe his tears.

Mu Zhan was sure that she was crying, walked over from the corner and squatted in front of Xia Xingkong, and gently hugged her.

A familiar aura enveloped the surroundings of the summer starry sky, she paused and raised her head to look at the person in the suit and leather shoes in front of her, and asked in a dumb voice: "You... What's wrong? ”

Mu Zhan explained to her, "Lin Ming accompanied his girlfriend to the hospital and just saw you and called me to tell me." ”

Lin Ming was Mu Zhan's assistant, and he also came when they got married.

Xia Xingkong clenched the bag belt, and his gray eyes were shining with tears.

Mu Zhan's big hand was held on top of her white palm, and she didn't ask anything, just said with pity: "Daughter-in-law, let's go home?" ”

He had already seen her not long after Xia Xingkong sat here, he hid in the corner and glanced at the specialist clinic with gynecology hanging on it, and took half a step to retract.

If Xia Xingkong had something to tell him, even if he didn't mention it for the rest of his life, he would respect Xia Xingkong's meaning.

Although he was distressed, he could only pretend not to know, and then go back to work after making sure that there was nothing to do, and if it was not necessary, he would not let her find him.

Xia Xingkong let Mu Zhan pull him to stand up and walked outside, she looked at his side face, Mu Zhan tilted his head, still with soft eyes, with a nonchalant smile.

Xia Xingkong suddenly became calm, she held Mu Zhan's hand and said softly, "Mu Zhan, do you like children?" ”

He had never talked about children, and she had never asked.

She was afraid to avoid it, and he only had her in his heart.

Mu Zhan replied without thinking, "I don't like it." ”

Xia Xingkong's heart 'poofed' and fell on the cotton, which was not painful but astringent.

She glanced at the person who had been pulling her forward warmly, and suddenly wanted to cry even more.

As I walked, tears came down unconsciously.

Mu Zhan stopped, held her face with his hand, and kissed the tears in the corners of Xia Xingkong's eyes with his mouth as if no one was around.

Slowly, he said to Xia Xingkong what he thought in his heart, "Why do you have to have children when you get married?" If more than one person robs you from me, I won't be able to stand it. ”

The sincere and skinny eyes are not to be ignored.

Xia Xingkong couldn't care about other people's eyes at the moment, hugged Mu Zhan, buried his head in his chest, didn't want to say anything, didn't want to care about anything, just hugged him quietly, just hugged the whole world.

Mu Zhan reached out and gently patted her back, kissed her hair, and said distressedly, "Fool." ”

He could lose the whole world, but not without her.

The child's matter is simply settled, and she doesn't think about it anymore, and he won't mention it. Xia Xingkong would go to the piano shop from time to time to help, and occasionally pick up some translation work online.

The days are pleasant and peaceful.

In the blink of an eye, it's November.

Outside the window were fallen leaves drifting in the wind, Mu Zhan flipped through the information in his hand and called An Yu, and said in a low voice: "Zhou Yangfeng is back." ”

An Yu wrinkled his eyebrows, his voice was not loud or small, "When did it happen?" ”

"Yesterday."

An Yu pondered for two seconds, "Take care of the starry sky." ”

Mu Zhan replied to him calmly, "Well, you and your sister should also be careful." ”

Zhou Yangfeng, Zhou Yanshao's father, left City A with the half-crazy Yu Wanqin after the complete fall of the Zhou family.

At that time, Xia Xingkong was still serving his sentence in prison, and with An Yu's care, Zhou Yangfeng went to prison several times, but he failed to see Xia Xingkong as he wished.

What did Zhou Yangfeng do, it was nothing more than to stimulate Xia Xingkong, nothing more than not wanting her to have a good time.

An Yu also found someone to warn Zhou Yangfeng several times, and when Zhou Yangfeng left City A, the An family breathed a sigh of relief.

The people who are in the circle of threats have suddenly returned, and people have to be on guard.

No matter what he came back for, it was always unsettling.

The sixth sense of the human being is really accurate.

Well, the weather seemed to be pretty good that day, the sun was shining, and the rooftops and lawns of the residential buildings were covered with colorful quilts.

The scenery is also very beautiful, walking on the road at a glance, the treetops are green and yellow, and occasionally a few orange-red fallen leaves, like butterflies fly down from the branches, accumulate a thick layer on the ground, and squeak when stepping on it, which is very pleasant.

In the flower beds by the roadside, many flowers have already produced bright seeds, so that the wind and birds can sow the next generation for them, and a few flowers that have not withered, small clusters are gathered together, which is also very lovely.

The autumn breeze blows the flowers and trees, like a warm mother gently humming a lullaby to send her children to sweet sleep.

On the weekend, Xia Xingkong and Mu Zhan went to the piano store together.

Because of Zhou Yangfeng's relationship, Mu Zhan has not allowed her to go out during this time, she has been obediently staying at home, and the piano store has not been there, and she has been handed over to the manager to take care of.

Coming out of the piano shop, Mu Zhan took her hand and walked to the parking place.

There were a lot of people on the pedestrian street, almost crowded, and she was not in a hurry to walk with him, and the two of them walked all the way, talking all the way.

Speaking of happy places, Xia Xingkong smiled and turned his head to look at Mu Zhan, his eyes were curved like a crescent moon in the sky, crystal clear.

Xia Xingkong seemed to be shaken by something, and then Mu Zhan and his arms were tightly clamped in his arms, "Be careful." ”

She only heard the exclamations in the crowd, she couldn't see the vision in front of her, she only heard the sound of the knife cutting the flesh, Mu Zhan snorted, and her brows twisted into a Sichuan character.

"Mu Zhan, what's wrong?"

Xia Xingkong wanted to move but didn't dare to struggle, so he could only scream.

The crowd was chaotic, some people shouted 'Ah......' and some people shouted 'Kill ......'.

Xia Xingkong couldn't see anything, but heard Mu Zhan's voice trembling in her ear and said, "I am not only your weakness, but also your armor. ”

Xia Xing's pupils contracted suddenly, and tears kept falling.

As Mu Zhan's body fell, Xia Xingkong helped him to see Zhou Yangfeng who was subdued by the crowd of onlookers behind Mu Zhan.

Without the slightest fear, his face was full of revenge pleasure, and he kept laughing, clutching the bloody knife in his hand.

Xia Xingkong's palms were sticky, and the smell of blood wafted through the air.

Mu Zhan's lips turned white, he curled up in pain, and a forced smile on his face, "Starry sky, don't be afraid, I love you." ”

The whole world flickered on and off, like a black-and-white TV set that suddenly ran out of signal, only cloudy snowflakes and white dots and a piercing "......" sound.

She muttered in a panic, her eyes were confused and unfocused, "Mu Zhan, it's going to be fine, it's going to be ......"

Xia Xingkong grabbed Mu Zhan and sat on the ground weightlessly, the latter snorted because of the impact on his body, Xia Xingkong was even more anxious, and with tears in his eyes, he took out his mobile phone from his bag with blurred eyes, and pressed the numbers randomly, shouting like a headless fly, "What is the number of 120... How much is ......?"

Mu Zhan half-squinted his eyes weakly to comfort Xia Xingkong, "Daughter-in-law, don't... I'm afraid ......"

Xia Xingkong couldn't think of how to dial 120, looked at Mu Zhan with a trembling look at the blood on his hand, completely collapsed, and shouted "Mom" tilted his head and fainted.

Mu Zhan used the little will he had to crawl forward a little bit, and used his elbow to protect Xia Xingkong's head.

Drip by drop in the tube, the room was terrifyingly quiet.

Mu Zhan suffered a back injury, fortunately he wore a coat in the autumn, although the wound was deep but did not hurt the internal organs, but he had to recuperate for more than three months.

The people who came to visit walked wave after wave, but Xia Xingkong woke up to look at him.

Mu Zhan turned his head to look at Xia Xingkong who was sleeping next to him, it was already the third day, Xia Xingkong had no sign of waking up, his hand could only cross the hospital bed, hold her hand, and feel her temperature.

She was right next to him, real and unreal.

The doctor said that he was frightened and fell into a coma, and he did not receive any external injuries, but why did he not wake up?

He was so scared that something would happen to her.

Xia Xingkong lay on the hospital bed and breathed steadily.

In the dream, she saw many people, the gentle mother still held her on the swing, and the flower skirt swayed back and forth with the wind; The resolute dad would make her sit around her neck and get a shuttlecock stuck in the tree; The unsmiling grandfather called her softly, 'Starry sky.' ’

She also saw Zhou Yanshao, he stood on the other side of the river and stared at her quietly, he wanted to say something, but she got farther and farther away and came to City C. The scene was like the first New Year's Day when she was in a hurry to go to the fourth middle school in C city, Mu Zhan put a cup of milk tea on her school bag, she turned around and saw Zhou Yangfeng holding a drop of blood to a gloomy smile, Mu Zhan was sleeping on the ground, and the posture was Zhou Yanshao curled up on the ground.

Mu Zhan felt Xia Xingkong's hand move slightly, he squeezed it tighter, and shouted anxiously, "Starry Sky." ”

Xia Xingkong opened his eyes suddenly, the white roof reflected the clear eyes, and Mu Zhan shouted happily again, "Starry sky." ”

Xia Xingkong tilted his head to the side, and when he saw Mu Zhan who was close at hand, he got out of bed with his hands propped up, the drip bottle was shaken and rippled, Mu Zhan also propped himself up slightly, and said anxiously: "Daughter-in-law, don't move, I'll call the doctor." ”

Xia Xingkong pulled out the needle and pounced on Mu Zhan's body, hugging him tightly, his head on his chest, Mu Zhan snorted, and raised his head to look at her blood-soaked hand, "Does it hurt?" Call a doctor first. ”

Xia Xingkong hugged him tighter, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mu Zhan, I want to drink milk tea." ”

Mu Zhan coaxed softly, hooked her lips slightly, and gently stroked her back with her hand, "Then I'll buy it for you now, okay?" It's cool on the ground, so put on your shoes first. ”

Xia Xingkong thought that he was still injured, and hung slightly upwards in the air, "I'll buy it for me when you are discharged from the hospital." ”

Mu Zhan kissed her hair, her eyes couldn't help but moisten, "Okay, can you buy whatever you want?" I listen to you for everything, but you have to promise me one thing, never leave me, you are not afraid of me. ”

Xia Xingkong replied softly, and hugged "good" tighter.

That year, the flowers bloomed in the old summer, the rain hit the dusk, and she was alone.

That year, the crowd was crowded, passing by, and he was alone.

That year, the flowers fell in her dreams, and she woke up in the cool autumn, and she was alone.

That year, he was alone with loneliness and lonely companionship.

That year, the autumn pool was growing, the breeze was cool, and she was alone.

That year, he was drunk late at night, pushing the cup and changing the lamp, and he was alone.

That year, the red light was waving, and she was alone.

That year, he traveled alone through thick and thin, always alone.

In the future, spring will go to autumn, the flowers will bloom in all seasons, and he and she will no longer be alone.

This article is for you who are still believing in love, let the time render, the years go by, impartiality, you are still there, you can stand the wait, endure the loneliness, taste the bitter rain, and swallow tears.

Waiting in place does not refer to the mind but to the heart.

Time is gone, love is still there.