Twenty-three, the troubled times ask me with whom I share

In the past few days of recuperating in the princess's mansion, in addition to the annoying prince Qiuzi, the prince's brother Nangong Che and the crown princess Yesheng have all come to visit her in the princess's mansion.

But it was nothing more than eating, chatting casually to pass the time, and in less than half a day, they got up and went back.

It's just that Song Yuxiao, who has never had any friendship with him, came to visit the princess's mansion, which he really didn't expect. I don't know what kind of medicine is sold in the two gourds of this sister and brother.

He is not wearing an official uniform, he is dressed in dark clothes, he looks handsome and upright, and with his delicate and handsome appearance, he can be regarded as a polite and talented person.

Although Yiyou doesn't have much affection for his sister, she doesn't have a bad impression of him. She thought that his visit was unexpected, but when she saw the people who came behind him, she couldn't help but be a little surprised. It turned out that she was from the Song family, no wonder she saw her at the night banquet.

"Minister Song Yuxiao has seen Princess Changning." He saluted in a proper manner. In fact, with his identity as prime minister, the rank of a second-class official, even if she saw him, he had to give three points of courtesy, and he didn't have to salute himself at all. However, he has been in officialdom for a long time, so he should be very familiar with these redundant etiquette, and over time, he is afraid that these necessary politeness is indispensable when he meets people.

It's just that the woman behind him stared at him slightly, and didn't pay attention to what he was saying.

"Princess?" He interrupted Yiyou, whose face was a little embarrassed.

Seeing that he was still in a saluting posture, Yiyou raised his hand to let him get up, and asked with a light smile: "Who is Prime Minister Song?" ”

A faint smile crossed his eyes, and he said casually: "This is someone from my house." ”

Yiyou heard the deep meaning of his words, but he didn't pay much attention to it.

She leaned over to salute, "The folk girl Mo Wanli has seen Princess Changning, Princess Changning is a thousand years old, a thousand years old, a thousand years old. ”

Yiyou raised his hand and motioned for her to get up. couldn't help but smile meaningfully on her face, "Miss Wanli hasn't seen Princess Ben a long time ago, why be so polite, get up." ”

She didn't seem to remember that Yiyou was the woman on the street that day, her eyes were a little puzzled, and she didn't say much.

"Is the princess's injury better?"

"It's okay, those doctors have seen it, and now they can only recuperate." also replied politely, but did not embarrass her.

After leaving them in the house for lunch, it happened that Fengyu came over again and talked about national politics with Yu Xiao there.

Yiyou and Wanli are both women after all, so it's inconvenient to listen to these, let alone understand them, and it's even more boring to sit on the side. Seeing this, he also asked Wanli to accompany him to the garden for a walk, and chatted with her unintentionally along the way.

Yiyou's pace is unhurried, while watching the scenery, chatting with Wanli. asked politely, "Where is Miss Wanli from?" Gave birth to such a peugeot appearance. ”

Yiyou said that he was not curious about Wanli's identity, which was fake. Thinking of such an outstanding woman, it is probably unconvincing to say that she is just a maid of the Prime Minister's Mansion.

Of course, Yiyou will not let go of this great opportunity to find out her details.

She was probably a little surprised to ask such a question, and the expression on her face was a little stunned for a moment. Then he showed a smile, and the answer was watertight, so that people couldn't fault anything.

replied decently: "Where is the daughter of the people who has the appearance of Princess Changning, one ten-thousandth of her beauty."

The folk girl has no father or mother since she was a child, if it weren't for Lord Song's kindness to take in the folk girl, I'm afraid that the folk girl is now just a starving person waiting for death on the street. Her expression unconsciously revealed a trace of sadness, but she also sighed at the Song Mansion's life-saving grace to her.

The expression on her face didn't look like a fake, and it was clear that she wasn't lying.

Yiyou was not satisfied with her simple answer, and wanted to know more, so he continued to ask: "Over the years... Didn't you ever think to go to them? She felt like she was asking too much.

This, of course, they refer to the abandonment of her biological parents.

She shrugged, "What if you find it?" What if you don't look for it? In fact, for me, what does it matter if they are doing well or not? They don't necessarily want to see me, and I don't want to dwell on the past.

Since we're all happy with our lives right now, don't bother each other. That's fine now. She replied very frankly, but there was inevitably a little drift in her eyes, with a hint of precipitated sadness.

Having said that, after all, it is flesh and blood, and breaking bones and tendons is not a matter of one or two sentences to clear up the relationship. It's not that you can put it down.

But she's done a good job, and if she doesn't have any personal feelings, Yiyou really appreciates her.

Needless to say, Yiyou knows that she and I are the same as Qianqian. They're all the same people.

Yiyou sighed lightly, but didn't deliberately avoid her clear eyes, "Then do you hate them?" ”

"Hate? Why hate? I never wanted to hate them. She said lightly and without the slightest hesitation.

It seems that she really thinks so in her heart.

This time, Yiyou was surprised by her too calm reaction, she was too calm and too rational, which made Yiyou feel a sense of crisis.

Yiyou was skeptical of her answer, and asked step by step: "Why?" They abandoned you in the first place, and you really don't hate them? ”

She didn't look at Yiyou, her eyes didn't know where to go, "Yes, they did abandon me." But they also gave me life, my body, my skin, my parents.

They have the right to decide whether I live or die, so I don't blame them for what they do, and I don't hate them. Even if they wanted my life, I didn't complain.

That's how many things happen in the world, so why bother asking why? Why do we always have to embarrass ourselves? When people live in the world, they have to learn to perfect themselves, don't they? As she spoke, she looked at Yiyou with sly eyes, as if waiting for her answer.

Yiyou didn't speak, bowed slightly, and responded to her. But her words left a deep impression on Yiyou's heart.

Her words made Yiyou very teachable. Yiyou likes her temperament, if it weren't for Ren Jinye between them, she thought they might become friends.

Strange as it may seem, women always have a natural instinct. So Yiyou understood at a glance that Song Yuxiao was different to her, but he was not her lover.

And she has other thoughts about Ren Jinye. Because of this thought, Yiyou doesn't like her, so they are destined to become friends. However, fortunately, he has no plans to make a feud with her for the time being.

More things are better than less, and Yiyou doesn't have the leisure to find things for himself. She and she only need well water and no river water, but just ask for peace and quiet.

Seeing that the time was not early, Song Yuxiao and Lu Fengyu finally ended the discussion of state affairs against each other. Song Yu Xiao got up to say goodbye with interest, and Yiyou didn't do much to keep it, so he specially ordered Uncle Chen to send them to the door in person.

Yiyou believes that it will not be long before he will see them again.

Feng Yu walked up to her, "Let's go, they're already gone, I'll go in with you." He was half a step ahead of her, carefully guarding her, for fear that she would miss again.

He was not used to this, so he stopped and stopped moving forward. Looking up at him, he asked stiffly, "What are you doing here?" Just to make a special trip to talk about state affairs with Prime Minister Song Cheng? ”

To be honest, Zhenxue and Nangong Chen are not as diligent as him when they come to the princess's mansion, but no matter how many times he comes, his attitude towards him is the same, and he doesn't have a heart-to-heart relationship. If she replaced him with Ren Jinye, she didn't know if she would be very happy.

He looked at Yiyou's eyes mixed with a little helplessness, and he lowered his voice to call her name, "...... Yiyo. ”

She shuddered slightly, tried to pretend she hadn't heard anything, and turned to escape.

He quickly grabbed Yiyou's arm, and his voice was tinged with imperceptible pain, "Yiyou...... Why can't you see it? How on earth do you need to see what I'm doing to you? Is Mo Yiwu so important to you! What about me? Why do you treat me like that! ”

Yiyou struggled a few times, but found that he couldn't break free from him at all. couldn't help but reprimanded in a low voice: "Lu Fengyu, let it go." ”

There was a rare stubbornness in his eyes, "I won't let it go!" You give me an answer today, or I won't let it go if I die! ”

Yiyou was a little displeased, frowned, and looked at him coldly, "Lu Fengyu! ”

He looked at her childishly, with a pleading look in his eyes, "Yiyou, come back, come to me, I will give you the life you want." I'll take you to a place where no one knows us, and we're going to go far and never come back......"

He is the person who knows her best in this world, but the person who knows him best is not her.

He knew all her preferences, but he refused to face her heart.

She turned her head away from him, not to listen to what he had to say. Some weak persuasion: "Lu Fengyu, don't you still understand?" ”

With red eyes, he stubbornly asked her, "Isn't this the life you've always wanted?" Isn't that bad!? ”

yes, isn't that the life she's been looking forward to? Unrestrained, idle clouds and wild cranes, fighting wine and cooking tea, pouring ink and fragrance. Read the paper when you wake up, and admire the moon when you are drunk. A thatched house, half an acre of square pond, men and women weave, comfortable.

But if it wasn't that person who was with her, then it seemed that all of this had no meaning to exist.

Or perhaps, from the beginning, all she wanted was him. He was the source of everything she wanted.

Her voice seemed to come from far, far away, and it was impossible to catch it if you weren't paying attention," ...... Lu Fengyu, you and I will never have a future, and it is impossible for us to be together. I won't marry you, I won't marry into the Lu family. ”

She didn't want to lie to him, and she didn't want to lie to herself. She can marry anyone in this world, even if it is Ling Huhe, even if it is a beggar, but only he can't. She would never allow herself to marry into the Lu family.

He clenched Yiyou's hand unwillingly, "No! He stared into her eyes, and he saw another self in his eyes, his gaze wrapped around her tightly like spider silk, so that she could not breathe, he lowered his head, and the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous. Yiyou turned his head and hurriedly dodged the scorching breath that came to his face.

He said to her angrily: "We don't have a future, do you and him have a future?" ”

Yiyou bowed his head silently, unwilling to answer his question. It is impossible for her and Lu Fengyu, and similarly, it is equally impossible for her and Ren Jinye.

"Huh." He pulled away, his gaze darkened.

Only the sound of shallow breathing was left in the air, and time seemed to be condensed.

"Yi You......" he murmured in a low voice, like a lingering whisper between lovers.

Yiyou didn't want to say more to him, so he tried to break away from his hand and walked away.

His voice was pale and lonely, and a faint and vague sentence came from behind, "I'm sorry." ”