Say no more......

Why......

Why tell her such a cruel thing......

Lu Zhanyan yelled, "Shut up! ”

Qin Shijin grabbed her wrist fiercely, preventing her from escaping, and shouted, "Look! You're running away right now! ”

There is no way to release, I don't know how to release all this, such pain......

The wrist seemed to be pinched, but I didn't feel the slightest pain, maybe the pain in my heart had already numbed me. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. [com]

Lu Zhanyan gritted his teeth, raised his head suddenly, met his eyes, and asked so madly and messily that even he didn't know what he said, "Qin Shijin!" You know what! What do you know? I don't need you to preach to me! You don't have to worry about my business! You don't have to worry about it! ”

No one cares about her......

Anyway, there is no way to save it......

"Yes! I won't care! That Xu Jing, what does it have to do with me! Qin Shijin shouted.

"Then you still don't let go of me!"

"It's you who is making trouble!"

Sharp words, the two were arguing fiercely, but they didn't know what it was for. As soon as Qin Shijin's hand was loosened, Lu Zhanyan only felt that the restraints on his wrists had also been released, and even the restraints in his heart had been released at the same time. She bit her lip tightly, but his last words were still circling in her ears, it was she herself who was making trouble.

"You can away! Why am I standing here! I shouldn't have come! Excuse me! Good bye! After Lu Zhanyan said these words with gritted teeth, he immediately turned around, and he didn't want to stay any longer, so he didn't look back.

As soon as he pushed open the door of the office, Lu Zhanyan strode out with a cold face.

She didn't have time to pay attention to the eyes of others, she just wanted to leave quickly.

Leave those that she doesn't want to face.

The staff in the department were surprised and confused.

"Wasn't that Secretary Lu just now?"

"It's not Secretary Lu, it's supposed to be Manager Lu now......"

"She seems to be a little wrong, is it a quarrel?"

"Mr. Jin was obviously in a meeting, but she suddenly came over, so bold, she rushed in like this! Mr. Jin, I didn't even say anything about her! ”

"Oh, oh, it doesn't seem to be easy!"

Suddenly, someone booed, and they looked at each other repeatedly.

The staff looked back and saw Qin Shijin passing by with a frozen face. When he landed, no one spoke anymore, and they all bowed their heads, just as if nothing had happened, and they were even more afraid that they would be named by accident, and that would be the end of it.

Qin Shijin paced back to the conference room.

The crowd was still waiting, and when they saw him coming, they didn't dare to say anything.

Qin Shijin sat down so calmly as if he had nothing to do. A deep gaze swept over everyone, and he slowly spoke, "Go on." ”

Then, the supervisor, who had been interrupted in the middle of his previous remarks, continued.

Qin Shijin looked sideways and looked at the sky outside the window.

The sky was pale blue, as if it had been covered with a veil, and it was a little bleak.

This winter, it should be a little brighter.

……

That day, Lu Zhanyan returned to his apartment, and he had been living with Qin Shijin before. She opened the door and looked at the empty house, still the same as when she left. I came back once in the afternoon, hurriedly took my things and left, without looking closely.

Now that she was quiet, she realized that it was really over.

Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the bottle of essential oil still on the cabinet in the bathroom.

Lu Zhanyan's eyes tightened, and he rushed in a few big steps. She grabbed the bottle, was furious, and threw it on the ground with her hand.

Bang&mda;&mda;

The bottle slammed to the ground with a crisp sound and fell apart.

And the essential oil in the bottle exudes a rich aroma, the scent of lavender, because it is too strong, so it has a pungent feeling.

Lu Zhanyan felt very uncomfortable, but his frowning eyebrows slowly let go.

The whole person also slowly squatted on the ground.

She looked at the debris on the ground.

I wanted to cry but couldn't.

※※※

Buzz & mda;&mda;

There's a text message.

Xu Jing picked up her mobile phone and saw that it was sent by Shen Yi: At home?

She replied: Yes.

Then there was silence, and after a while, someone arrived. The door to the apartment was not closed in the first place, and a small gap was opened.

Shen Yi pushed the door open, and he saw Xu Jing packing his luggage.

Hearing the voice, Xu Jing didn't look back, she sat on the floor of the living room, in front of her was a box, and she put all the things into it one by one. It wasn't until he got closer that she said, "It's a bit messy, I'm busy, so I don't have time to greet you." If you want a drink, the kitchen has it, so go get it yourself. ”

Her calm inquiry made Shen Yi feel slightly surprised.

After a pause, Shen Yi asked, "Where are you going?" ”

He had already received the news that Qin Shijin had lifted the ban on her. It's just that, according to the current trend, I'm afraid no company will hire her.

"My dad is going to go to another city, and of course my mom is going with him, and so is my brother." Xu Jing said softly.

"What about you?" She didn't talk about herself, what she thought.

Xu Jing just packed up her things and sealed them with transparent glue. She avoided answering his question, and said, "Aren't you here to give money?" ”

"You said you wanted to protect me and my family in the future, and I think you would have to give a sum of money. I'm doing this for you. Otherwise, Lu Zhanyan can still be a good friend of mine. "The transparent glue wrapped things around and around them, layer by layer.

She wrapped one box and moved on to the next.

However, when she ran out of clear glue, she got up to get a new one.

At this time, Xu Jing raised his head and looked at Shen Yi who was standing on the side.

The eyes of the two collided, and they couldn't tell what emotions they were for a while. She walked up to him and held out her hand to him, "How much are you going to give me?" ”

Shen Yi looked at her for a long time before he moved.

Sure enough, from the pocket of his suit, he took out a check and handed it to her.

Xu Jing was stunned for a moment, and when she lowered her head, a trace of loss quickly flashed through her eyes, but it was fleeting. Knowing that there would be such a result, what else was she expecting. She reached out and took the check.

Glancing at the numbers on the check, the corners of his mouth curled, and the smile seemed to be very happy.

In fact, however, they were not happy.

"This money is enough for you to buy a house in another city, and enough for you to run some small businesses, and as for your brother, I think he can also enter a new school. If there is any difficulty, you can contact me again......" Shen Yi said gently, looking at her with lowered eyes.

Xu Jing pinched the check, she didn't dare to use force, she was afraid that she would crumple the paper, but said lightly, "I may not be able to earn this money in my lifetime." ”

&mda;

Some self-deprecation, this time it was clearly laughing at himself.

The banks of the river that can never be reached, even in front of them.

However, between them, there is a whole ocean, so far away.

"Xu Jing, what about you? What are your plans? Shen Yi asked again, with sincere concern in his eyes.

Xu Jing just put the check away properly and put it in her wallet. Then she turned to look at him again, and just as they looked at him, she suddenly rushed forward and pounced on him, almost desperately, like a moth to a flame, and put her arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips.

Xu Jing's kiss was passionate, but Shen Yi was passive at this moment.

It's just that gradually, there is also entanglement, an incredible entanglement.

Shen Yi's eyes froze, and when he met her eyes, they were open, a pair of cold eyes. He grabbed her by the shoulders and pulled her away.

"Don't do that!" Shen Yi's breathing was disordered, and he shouted in a deep voice.

Xu Jing smiled, that smile was very empty, "It's all goodbye, even if it's a breakup kiss." ”

Her smile made him feel upset, and Shen Yi asked again, "What are your plans!" ”

Xu Jing waved his hand away, "Who knows, maybe it's to do some business, maybe it's to find a job, maybe it's someone to marry, it's okay." A hypocritical and terrible woman like me, after I have this money, someone must want it, I think someone will want it. ”

"Xu Jing!" Shen Yi seemed to be angry at her words and snorted.

"Don't yell at me! Shen Yi! Xu Jing glanced at him coldly.

"Can you be normal!" Shen Yi was helpless against her.

"I feel like I've always been normal." Xu Jing chuckled and shrugged her shoulders, indicating that it didn't matter. She went to get a new roll of clear glue, squatted down again, sat on the floor, and continued to seal the boxes.

Shen Yi moved his lips and wanted to say something, but a phone call came in.

He picked up his phone and answered a few words intermittently, probably because he had something to do.

The rest of the words were swallowed back again, and perhaps even he didn't know what to say. There was silence for a while, but he said, "I'll go first." ”

The hand that sealed the box paused for a moment, and then continued to wrap around, Xu Jing replied lightly, "Then I won't send it, and, thank you for the check." ”

Shen Yi was about to walk out of the apartment, and stopped at the door again.

He turned his head and looked at her and said, "Remember, there is something difficult to come to me." ”

Xu Jing didn't look back, just made an "OK" gesture, "Help me bring it to the door!" ”

The sound of the door shutting was heard, and his footsteps faded away. Xu Jing was stunned for a long time, and then it was a mechanical action, constantly winding those transparent glues, and she didn't know what to seal. It's just as if in this way, she can no longer leak and reveal her most vulnerable emotions.

※※※

On this day, a meeting was just held at the headquarters of the Zia Group.

The board of directors unanimously decided on the new general manager, and of course, Shen Yi was defeated.

Back in the office, Shen Rong couldn't help but be angry, and couldn't help but say, "It's better now, let them grow their ambition." ”

Shen Yi was very calm and calm, "We still have a long time in the future." ”

Shen Rong also stopped continuing this topic, for fear that it would affect him, and she also believed in his ability. Just thinking of something in her mind, she asked again, "Xu Jing, have you dealt with it?" ”

Qin Shijin had issued a ban order before, and they absolutely could not protect Xu Jing.

Shen Yi nodded, not saying much.

"That's fine, I've got to do something." Seeing Shen Yi like this, Shen Rong didn't want to say anything more. She was about to leave, and before she got up, she reminded, "Shen Yi, you have to remember that your marriage has been decided a long time ago. Moreover, a woman like her, even if she stays by your side, is quite scary, maybe she will bite you back at any time......"

"Big sister! Say no more! Shen Yi interrupted her and didn't let her continue.

Shen Rong's eyes tightened, and she didn't say any more, and left decisively.

After Shen Rong left the building, she bumped into Xu Jing head-on.

Xu Jing lingered outside the building, seemingly hesitating whether to go in or not. In her hand, she still holds her mobile phone.

"Xu Jing?" When Shen Rong saw her, she shouted.

The phone was put into the pocket without a trace, and Xu Jing smiled, "Sister Rong." ”

"Why are you here?" Shen Rong asked suspiciously, but Xu Jing was still smiling, and she understood that she might be here to do something, and immediately said, "You come with me." ”

In a small reception room on the ground floor of the building, two women sat facing each other.

Shen Rong said bluntly, "Xu Jing, I know that you have always understood things, and I also know that you have always been very good to Shen Yi. I don't want to beat around the bush with you, so you don't want to meet Shen Yi in the future. His marriage has been arranged a long time ago. ”

Too calm, but also direct enough, has always been Shen Rong's style.

Xu Jing is obviously very acceptable, and she understands it like this, but when she hears it, she still can't help but feel tingling.

Xu Jing said quietly, "Sister Rong, now that the matter is over, do you want to kick me away?" ”

"And what do you want?" Shen Rong asked.

Xu Jing smiled and said, "I want money." ”

"I think Shen Yi's side has already given you enough money."

"How is that enough? I've spent so many years of my youth, it's not too much to pay for the loss of youth, right? Xu Jing's smile was bright.

Shen Rong narrowed her eyes, "How much do you want?" ”

Xu Jing gestured, and Shen Rong said, "You really know how to open your mouth." ”

"I think Sister Rong will also give this money for Shen Yi's sake, right?"

"Okay, I can give you this money, but you have to leave Port City immediately! Never to come back! Don't have any contact with Shen Yi anymore! ”

Xu Jing replied briskly, "No problem." ”

With her promise, Shen Rong took out the checkbook, filled in the numbers, and handed it to Xu Jing.

Xu Jing took the check, got up and said, "Then Sister Rong, goodbye." ”

……

The next day at the train station, a lonely figure in the crowd was slowly wandering around with his suitcase. She had a ticket to a place in her hand, and she was about to enter the platform. In fact, the destination is not a place in the ticket. Maybe even she doesn't know where the lies ahead.

The family had already made arrangements, and they had already gone to another city.

And she's going somewhere else.

The train whistle is about to start its long journey. At this moment, she still didn't hold back, she took her mobile phone and pressed the number.

After all, it was connected.

On the other end was a low, gentle male voice, the boy she had loved, "Hey. ”

She hesitated for a moment, she didn't want to hang up, maybe she should say more, but there were so many words, and in the end, there was only one sentence, "I'm leaving." ”

"When you settle down in a new place, contact me again if you have anything." He said so over there.

Why be so gentle with her......

"Shen Yi, in fact, you're also stupid." That's why they believe so easily that something really happened to them that night, and they will believe her one-sided words, but when she said it, he actually believed it. Xu Jing's voice was hoarse, and it was also very light, "You asked me that day if I was pregnant with your child." I'll tell you the answer now, no. That's me lying to you. ”

That's why I can follow you to study in Canada in this way.

talents, always by your side.

"Shen Yi, I don't think we need to contact each other in the future."

"Xu Jing!" The silence on the other end was suddenly exchanged for an urgent cry.

But in the next second, she ended the call.

The train has started and is heading ahead. The scenery of the whole city swept out of the window, getting farther and farther away.

Xu Jing sat at the window, she took the phone apart, and then went out of the window.

Loosen your fingers, easily and in a very easy way, and go with the wind.

In fact, there are still some things that I haven't had time to ask.

For example: Have you ever liked me even a little, even just a little?

But it seems that she doesn't need it anymore, what if she doesn't have it, what if she has it, she doesn't need it anymore.

Leaning against the glass, he closed his eyes like this. Maybe when you open your eyes, you can be a new tomorrow, you can be a new beginning.

She really is the most terrible person.

So, even at the end, when it was time to leave, I didn't say goodbye.

Shen Yi, I won't say goodbye to you.

Because someone once told me that goodbye means never to see again.

&mda;

If he hadn't met Shen Yi by chance, then Lu Zhanyan wouldn't have known that Xu Jing had left. It was in a real estate planning office somewhere that she met Shen Yi. The two didn't feel too embarrassed when they met, but because the people who maintained the relationship no longer existed, they were also a lot unfamiliar.

Perhaps, this is how people get along with people.

No matter how familiar people are, there will be times when they are unfamiliar.

will also become strangers at times.

Lu Zhanyan and Shen Yi said hello casually, and they didn't have too much intersection, so they were about to go their separate ways.

Just as he was rubbing shoulders, Shen Yi opened his mouth and said, "She's gone." ”

Lu Zhanyan's pace stopped, and he didn't say much, just nodded.

For her departure, it seems that it is expected to be a predetermined result, but for her departure, it turns out that when I heard it, it was still a little empty.

Let's go, let's go, each has its own life.

The respective goals are no longer the same forward.

I've been so sincere to you, and that's enough.

Walking out of the planning office, the two got into the car one after another.

Shen Yi's car went to the left, and Lu Zhanyan went to the right. Maybe life is like such a choice, there is always one to leave and the other to stay.

Shen Yi in the car unconsciously held the keychain.

The beckoning cat's keychain.

Lu Zhanyan in the car looked up at the sky.

Even so, imagine that the other person will have a better life than it is now.

I don't know if it's ridiculous self-deception.

However, I still believe in it.

Xu Jing, you once said that every day is a new beginning.

You once said that you must live better than you are now.

If there is another girl around me, I will be more honest. I'm going to tell her that I love the smell of strawberries. I want to tell her that I feel blessed to be with her. I also told her that we were going to grow up together and watch each other get married and start a family.

At that time, dear you, in another city, how are you doing?

※※※

"Manager Lu, KB Group is calling, I want to ask if you are free this week? If time is available, head to Switzerland. ”

The secretary entered the office and reported.

Lu Zhanyan asked, "What do you think of the schedule?" ”

"You can adjust it."

"Then call back, leave on Thursday night, arrive on Friday, stay in Switzerland this weekend, and ask them if it's feasible."

"Okay."

The secretary left immediately, and after a while, an internal line came in, "Manager Lu, KB said there is no problem." If confirmed, then a Thursday night flight is scheduled. ”

On Thursday, I will be on a business trip to Switzerland......

It's Tuesday.

There are two days left.

When he has free time, Lu Zhanyan will think of Qin Shijin. Rushed into the conference room like madness that day, rushed in to find him, and said those words to him again. Looking back now, it was simply an inexplicable quarrel, which could have been avoided, why did she say this.

I wanted to find him, but I couldn't.

I wanted to hear his voice, but I couldn't call him for a long time.

I also wanted to go downstairs to the Zhongzheng Building to wait for him, but I didn't feel good.

It's not right, that's not right, I don't know what to do anymore.

The taste of missing someone devours her heart every second.

He said it all, he won't care.

He won't take care of her affairs.

Lu Zhanyan sat in the chair, at a loss. Finally, she mustered up the courage to send him a message.

I pressed it several times before I confirmed the send.

But I couldn't say anything apologetic, just &mda;&mda; on Thursday I was going to Switzerland on a business trip.

Await......

Wait for his reply.

For a long time after this, Lu Zhanyan felt like he was fighting against his mobile phone. Every ten minutes, twenty minutes, you have to take it out and look at it.

Even in a company meeting, I can't help but watch it.

It turned out to be embarrassing, and the staff's eyes made her smile apologetically.

The secretary was even more curious, "Manager Lu, is your phone broken?" ”

"Probably......" Lu Zhanyan replied ambiguously.

I really hope the phone is broken, otherwise why would he ignore her?

Did he really ignore her?

But by Thursday, when she had packed her bags and headed to the airport, she never waited for his reply. Lu Zhanyan couldn't help it, and after arriving at the airport, he wanted to call him in the waiting hall.

The phone went through at first.

Then wait for answers.

However, then he was forced to hang up, "Sorry, the user you are calling is busy......"

At the same time, she heard the assistant in charge of reception on the KB side shouting enthusiastically, "Mr. Jin, you are here." ”