Chapter Seventy-Four: Her Grievances

During rush hour, the sound of dripping on the road permeates my ears.

Xia Xingkong shook his head, let go of his hand, stepped on the ground with his heels, looked up at Mu Zhan clearly with his soft eyes, and ruthlessly tore open those scars, "Do you know what my situation is now?" ”

"After you left, An Yu came to me with the letter you wrote, Starry Sky I know I'm useless, can you believe me again?"

Xia Xingkong was stunned, and he really knew everything.

There was not a trace of blood on his pale face, and in his eyes was frightened despair.

Mu Zhan carefully grabbed Xia Xingkong's shoulder, "Starry Sky, what's wrong?" Am I saying the wrong thing? ”

Xia Xingkong gently pushed Mu Zhan away, and clearly pierced his heart word by word, "I don't love you anymore, don't come to me, let's go." ”

Xia Xingkong reached out to take her bag strap, Mu Zhan's face was pale, he pinched the other side of the bag strap, dragged Xia Xingkong's body and kissed her lips, Xia Xingkong slapped Mu Zhan's chest stiffly, and his face turned red.

Mu Zhan's tongue was rampaging in Xia Xingkong's mouth, grinding with her tongue desperately, her heartbeat was about to jump out of her chest, she was a little panicked.

After a long time, Mu Zhan couldn't let go of Xia Xingkong, but suddenly hugged her waist, pointed his fingers at her reddened lips, and said in an ambiguous voice, "Xia Xingkong, this is a punishment for lying to you." ”

Xia Xingkong's face immediately turned red, knocked his hand off, stepped back, and looked around with a slight frown, "You are shameless." ”

Mu Zhan hooked his lips and smiled, approaching the summer starry sky step by step.

"Starry Sky, if you lie to me again, there will be even more shameless."

Xia Xingkong's heart was beating like a drum, his hand was pressed against his chest, and he was confused, "Mu Zhan, wait a minute, you have something to say." ”

Mu Zhan stopped, gently brushed away the hair stuck to her face, lowered his head and said ambiguously in her ear: "Are you sure to say it well, no longer lie to me?" ”

This is clearly seducing her.

Xia Xingkong was stunned, his lips opened slightly, and he was silent for a while before he said, "...... Well. ”

Mu Zhan immediately dragged Xia Xingkong's arm like a little wolf dog and began to be coquettish, his resolute and handsome face pretended to be stupid and did not disobey, "Starry Sky, without you, I haven't had a good time at all in the past few years, I often drink, my stomach hurts, and my heart hurts." ”

Xia Xingkong's heart tightened, his finger joints turned white and relaxed, his eyes were bottomless, "Mu Zhan, I am in this situation now, you really don't need to be persistent." ”

Mu Zhan's heart seemed to be crushed by a thousand pounds of boulders, so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

No matter what she said, it was in vain, and he just wanted to live every day with her in the future.

"Starry sky, let's get married."

Xia Xingkong had a slight anger on his face, "Why can't you say anything?" Do you know what people will say about you behind your back if you marry me? Can you stand it, your dad, your grandfather? ”

Mu Zhan's throat tightened, and a sour feeling crossed his heart.

"Grandpa and Dad both know and hope I will get you back. I don't care what people say about me, if you don't want to go back, we'll settle here. ”

"And what about your job?"

Mu Zhan scratched his neck, "If you don't look at me, I can't achieve anything, and now I'm a jobless vagrant, I don't have a job, I hope you don't dislike it." ”

Hobo?

Xia Xingkong's face was so dark that he couldn't speak, who said don't lie?

"Didn't lie to me?"

Mu Zhan shook his head solemnly, "Absolutely not." ”

Xia Xingkong stretched out his hand to pull the strap of the bag, Mu Zhan pulled it desperately, "Why did you lose your temper again?" ”

Stalemate.

Xia Xingkong was helpless, he maintained his calmness for so long, and sure enough, he couldn't do it when he met Mu Zhan.

Mu Zhan approached the summer starry sky, and as soon as she raised her head, she met his eyes full of tenderness, "Starry sky, where am I wrong, can you tell me?" Don't leave me anymore, I'm afraid. ”

The familiar aura surrounded the tip of his nose, Xia Xingkong's fingertips trembled slightly, and his eyes turned red inexplicably, "Mu Zhan, I know that you are now a prosecutor." ”

Mu Zhan pulled his lips away and smiled, and said that he didn't love him anymore?

Even he knows what he does.

"I didn't lie to you, I quit my job before I came, and now I'm a jobless vagrant."

He said it with an innocent face, but she was shocked to hear it.

Isn't it a good job, why did you quit all of a sudden?

Xia Xingkong frowned incomprehensibly: "You resigned?" ”

Mu Zhan took the opportunity to put his arms around Xia Xingkong's waist, "You are in Ancheng, what do I mean in City A?" ”

Xia Xingkong couldn't say a word, the feeling in his heart was indescribable, I don't know if it was bitterness or joy.

"Starry Sky, don't drive me away again, I really can't afford to lose you again." Mu Zhan held Xia Xingkong's hand and pressed it against his chest, "You're not here, it hurts here." ”

Xia Xingkong arched his palms, slowly rubbed his fingertips on his shirt, and said slowly, "Mu Zhan, I'm afraid that you will regret it, and I can't afford the result of your regret." ”

She didn't know if it would drive her crazy if there was such a time.

She wants to live well, it doesn't matter if she lives like a dead wood, just don't let her be thrown into the corner like garbage.

If Jing Ru has a spirit in the sky, she must not be blind, she is not only living for herself, since she can't do it for her children, she has to do it for her mother.

Her pivot is simple and straightforward.

Mu Zhan raised three fingers, "I swear, if I lose you, I will be thundered by the sky......" Xia Xingkong hurriedly covered his mouth, "Why do you love to talk nonsense so much?" Mu Zhan grabbed her hand and continued to finish, "The Mu family is declining and will never turn over." ”

A line of tears fell silently down Xia Xingkong's eyes.

Why are you so stupid?

Your fault is simply that you shouldn't have encountered a summer starry sky.

Mu Zhan held Xia Xingkong's face, and his lips gently kissed the tears on her face, "Starry Sky, don't cry, I will be distressed." ”

Xia Xingkong's bracelet put Mu Zhan's sturdy waist, and his face was gently pressed against it, feeling his fanatical heartbeat, "Fool." ”

On the way home, Mu Zhan held Xia Xingkong's hand with a happy face, and there was a layer of sweat in his palm, but he was unwilling to let go.

Xia Xingkong was slightly annoyed, did he agree too hastily.

Years of cultivation, years of precipitation, years of loneliness, and years of silence all came to naught at this moment.

She can resist the whole world, but she can't resist one Mu Zhan.

She also had nothing else to ask for except for a Mu Zhan.

Suddenly find out, she is really lucky? Yes.

Mu Zhan tilted his head, leaned closer to Xia Xingkong, and smiled infinitely, "Starry Sky, I love you." ”

Xia Xingkong tilted his head and glanced at him, his face was a girl's flush, "I know." ”

She knew, always known.

It was precisely because she knew that she didn't dare to let him get hurt, so she didn't dare to let him know the truth, the Zhou family was huge in City A back then, and they couldn't afford to provoke it.

It is precisely because she knows that everything she does is worth it, and she is willing to do it.

Mu Zhan looked carefully at the storefronts around her, her clear eyes were full of her shadow, "What do you want to eat at night?" ”

Xia Xingkong scratched his nose with his hand, "Go back and eat, my godmother has made my dinner at home." ”

"Godmother?"

Mu Zhan wondered.

Xia Xingkong curled the corners of his mouth, "Well, my mother's friend." ”

"Okay, how about I try my godmother's craft."

Xia Xingkong chuckled lightly and asked coquettishly, "Who is your godmother?" ”

Mu Zhan raised his eyebrows slightly, "You'll know later." ”

“……”

The sky was stained blood-red by the setting sun, and the peach-colored clouds were steaming, and the sky seemed to be on fire.

It is also like the fire in his heart, persistent and determined.

Before leaving, Mu Zhan bought a bunch of gifts for Yin Zhi and Wei Wei, thanking them for taking care of them for so long, of course, hoping to continue to trouble them in the future.

Wei Wei may have watched too much news, he has a little impression of Mu Zhan's appearance, Xia Xingkong smiled and said nothing, Mu Zhan casually fooled Wei Wei didn't care.

After eating, Wei Wei pulled Mu Zhan and chatted a few words earnestly, and Mu Zhan repeatedly assured him that he would treat Xia Xingkong well, and Wei Wei was relieved.

After a few words of greeting, Xia Xingkong led Mu Zhan downstairs, and the small bag was still straddling Mu Zhan's shoulder, and there was no sense of disobedience.

The windows of the residential buildings were printed with white, orange lights, and the constant 'clanging' sounds and inaudible words came from the house, and the scenes that she could repeat and ignore every day were particularly emotional today.

She looked back at these dispensable sounds, this was the first time she had felt this kind of noisy atmosphere since coming to Anseong, it was like planting a handful of seeds in the soil, and she imagined how it would grow up, and she was expecting something to happen.

For example, laughter, crying, cat meows, the sound of leaves blowing in the wind......

It's amazing, her surroundings are no longer so quiet that even her breathing seems abrupt, she looks up at the bright moon again, still glowing with white light, bright and dazzling.

As long as he's there, all those hurts will be gone.

Mu Zhan followed her gaze to the sky, "What are you looking at?" ”

Xia Xingkong smiled, did not answer the question, held his hand and walked towards Building 12, "After a while, let's go back to City A." ”

She was sad.

Orphaned at the age of 9, the only relative just looked at her indifferently and left with a cold face, she didn't know what despair was at that time, just clung to the quilt, crying again and again wet the pillow, not dry and shed tears, not dry and shed tears, the next mark has become a yellow piece. She was lying in a lonely hospital room, and when she closed her eyes, she was at the scene of the car accident, and when she opened her eyes, she was in the abyss. She was devoured and tortured by these reds, unable to distinguish the true from the false day and night, and the mental intervention again and again, and the torture and blows again and again, made her take off the soft, lovely skin on her body, and turn it into an indifferent and arrogant butterfly.

For the sake of the so-called harmony, Xia Zhixing has always placed her outside, it is true that she is just an illegitimate daughter, and she is not as good as Han Mumei raising a dog without Jingru and Xia Zheng.

She can't be a dog either.

For better or for worse, she could only accept it all.

Including Xia Zhixing's indifference, Han Mumei's insults, Zhou Yanshao's harassment, and the ridicule that only knows one and the other.

Everything, like a hurtful saw, cut her flesh back and forth, and she could even hear the squeaks of the bones, but in the end the sawtooth was dulled by her.

Understandably, she was lucky.

became the daughter of Jingru and Xia Zheng, she was held in the palm of her hand since she was a child, and she inherited Jingru's beauty and temperament, Xia Zheng's inheritance is enough for her to live without worrying about food and clothing, and she has never had to worry about five buckets of rice.

I met another light that illuminated the night.

Who can predict their own life?

She's just an ordinary person after all.

There is no one thing for one thing in this world, only cherishing and trusting, God, may they be plain in the future.

Mu Zhan squeezed Xia Xingkong's hand, the moonlight sprinkled on his face, and his outline was full of fine hair, "You don't have to think about anything for me, you just stand where you are, and I'll do the rest." ”

Xia Xingkong had a shallow smile on his face, "I should also go back to see my parents, and... Grandpa. ”

To her grandfather, Xia Zhixing.

She'd go back and call him 'Grandpa.'"

She said lightly, but with a solemn sentimentality, Mu Zhan rubbed her head, "I'll follow you wherever you want to go." ”

"You go back tomorrow and pick me up next week."

Mu Zhan was stunned for a moment and said nervously, "Are you going to leave me again?" ”