Chapter 44 The Second Team/Wang Yong Line?
At this moment, listening to Zidie's voice full of death and helplessness, what I felt in my heart was not only a strong guilt, but also resentment and unwillingness for a beautiful woman to be brutally tortured and turned into a pile of ugly flesh and blood. Watching the woman he was close to be killed by other men is a choice that only a cowardly man would make.
"Don't say such frustrating things...... I'll save you. Purple Butterfly, I will definitely save you. I gritted my teeth and said, "I will save you, Master, and everyone like I saved Lan Yue'er...... No one in our team will die, and no one will be missing! ”
"Trust me!" I said in a firm tone that almost roared.
"Wang Yong...... "I heard Zi Die's voice trembling, and even had a trace of crying.
"Can you try again?" My tone gradually calmed down, "Let's think about other ways to see if we can deal with Emperor Fa...... Maybe we can set some traps in the venue beforehand so that the emperor will not return. or strengthen the defense of the negotiating venue......"
Purple Butterfly denied my words and said:
"Defa can see the future, if he can't see the future that can kill us, he won't rush to the scene of our negotiations with the Wolf Gang, that is, when he comes, he will already doom us to death. We can indeed strengthen the defense of the venue, but if the defense of the venue is too strong, Emperor Fa will know in advance and will not come, and he will instead attack Miss Lan Yue'er and them......"
Indeed, this already constitutes a huge contradiction. When Emperor Fa came to kill someone, it was equivalent to seeing the future of killing the other party, and with a 100% probability of success, he would rush over. If the venue was full of mines and strong barriers at the beginning, he felt that he had no chance of success, and he would never have rushed over. And if he can't catch up, our fortified defenses are meaningless. In other words, if the defense is lax, the purple butterfly will die, and if the defense is tight, the blue moon will die, which completely constitutes a pair of contradictions.
"Again...... Give it a try. Try it......" I said to myself, reassuring myself.
So then, for my unwillingness, I traveled many times again and witnessed the tragic history again and again. No matter how much I try to change the fate of Blue Yue'er and Purple Butterfly, in the end it will be in vain, if I help Blue Yue'er escape, then Purple Butterfly and they will die, if Purple Butterfly and they survive, Blue Yue'er will become the target of Emperor Fa and die completely...... I also tried to let Lan Yue'er take the lead in possessing the power of the team, so that I could escape immediately when Emperor Fa came, but the final result was still that Emperor Fa came unknowingly and killed Lan Yue'er...... After all, the arrival of Emperor has become a historical fact that I have witnessed, and no matter what, he will succeed in coming, because ...... The whole universe was helping him.
In a sense, when the emperor arrived, it was equivalent to announcing the arrival of death. Tefa ...... It's really a real Grim Reaper.
Over the next six months of attempts, I witnessed the slaughter of Blue Moon and Purple Butterfly by Emperor Fa hundreds of times. There is not a single exception...... No matter how many times I cross, as long as I have the idea of protecting both the Purple Butterfly and the Blue Moon at the same time, there will always be a complete annihilation. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't save Blue Moon and Purple Butterfly from Difa's men. It's like a script written in advance by fate, and I absolutely can't disobey it...... It is absolutely impossible to disobey. I could only listen like a fool, again and again to the screams, screams, **, cries, gunshots, artillery, and bad news coming from the communicator......
By the time I got older, I was almost numb. The screams of death, the wails of pain, the cries of sorrow...... Everything was like a murmur outside the window to me, and there was no longer the initial impact and shock.
As Purple Butterfly said at the beginning, I really seem to have come to terms with the fact that she died.
Just like Lan Yue'er said, countless times, countless times, I have witnessed too many of their deaths, in terms of mentality, I have completely accepted it, just like watching a horror movie, the first time you watch it, you will be frightened by the ghosts that suddenly jump out of it, but the second time, you are prepared, although you may be nervous in your heart, but the impact is not as great as the first time. And if it comes to the hundredth, two-hundredth, and three-hundredth time, the ghost that suddenly popped out is a pre-written script for you, and it no longer has an impact. Even...... You're going to get a little bored.
Later, I didn't even have the motivation to communicate with Purple Butterfly, and when I listened to Purple Butterfly's gentle voice from the communicator, my heart no longer fluctuated, because deep in my heart, a voice was telling me: The woman on the other end of the phone is already a dead person, what time will she die, she has a few hours left in her life, and no matter what I say to her, this history cannot be changed...... In that case, what's the point of me talking to her?
Wang Yong...... Are you listening? Purple Butterfly's soft inquiry came from the communicator, and I came back from my trance and hummed dryly. How many times have you communicated with Purple Butterfly? I can't remember exactly what timeline I'm on, similar words, repetitive content, I can't even tell which timeline I'm on.
"Hmm......" I hummed softly.
"What's wrong?" Hearing my somewhat depressed voice, Zi Die suddenly laughed dumbly, "Why is the mood so low, as if there is no motivation, it feels like eating bitter melon?" ”
"Hmm...... "I stumbled, my voice muffled." It's nothing. It is...... I'm a little tired. ”
"Do you think I'm dying, so in your eyes, I'm already a dead man, so there's nothing to tell me?" Purple Butterfly said with a wry smile.
My heart trembled slightly, I didn't expect Purple Butterfly to guess my mind so easily.
......I was silent and didn't answer anything.
"Wang Yong......" Zidie called softly, but she couldn't seem to think of anything to respond to me for a while.
"I've really worked hard...... Purple Butterfly...... "My voice began to tremble," it has been half a year...... In the past six months, I have tried to save you dozens of times, hundreds, even thousands of times...... I don't know how many times I've stopped you, I don't know how many times I've traveled through time to save you, but...... I've failed...... All failed...... All failed!! Eventually, I couldn't hold back my emotions any longer, and I hugged my head in pain, curled up and trembled, and my voice began to become hoarse.
"I can only watch you die...... I can only watch you die! You told me that you were willing, but for me, I couldn't do it, I have the ability to change history, I can travel through time, why do I have to watch you die!? Why! ”
"......" Under my roar, there was also a sobbing sound from the purple butterfly's side, although the sound was only a fleeting moment, but it was caught by my ears, and my heart throbbed violently when I heard her flash of sobbing.
"Wang Yong......" Zidie said softly, her voice trembling, "Why...... Do you care so much about me? Anyway...... Our world has also adopted a defensive strategy and does not plan to attack other worlds, so I, as the initial team member, is not so important...... Even if I'm dead, wouldn't it be okay to find a random team member to replace me? Why are you trying so hard to save me? Don't you already have a beloved woman? You have a relationship with Qinghan, you and Miss Lan Yue'er have already confided in you, you also have Xiaobai and Black Lily...... Am I so heavy on you? ”
Hearing Purple Butterfly's words, the forcibly suppressed emotions in my heart finally broke out completely.
"Purple Butterfly, you ......" I wanted to retort Purple Butterfly's words with anger, but in the end, I found that I didn't know what to say.
"From the perspective of objective time, we have only known each other for more than a month, but why do you still want to save me so desperately? Wang Yong...... Why don't you accept the fact that I'm dead? Purple Butterfly's voice became quicker, "Am I dead or alive, for you...... Is it that important? ”
"Of course it's important!" I roared and shouted, "Do you need to say that?!" Purple Butterfly, you are the most important person in my life! It's only been a month for you, but for me, we've known each other for twenty years! In my past world, the only intimate woman who could spend twenty years with me was my mother, you know!? ”
Hearing my words, Purple Butterfly couldn't help but laugh and let out a nasal snort.
"You know, Purple Butterfly...... You're the first girl to call me a friend......" I whispered, "I was a very inferior person in the original world. I'm fat and no girl likes me. I'm not good at communicating with girls, and everyone laughs at me. I have a crush on a girl and have been working with her for many years, but she won't even invite me to her birthday party...... I'm just a complete loser, a dick, and no one looks down on me! I don't have any real friends, I don't have girls who like me, it's the kind of existence that no one will remember if I die tomorrow...... But when I came into this world, everything changed. When I was looked down upon by Meng Meng, it was Zi Butterfly who stretched out your hand to me, grabbed me, comforted me, and wanted to leave me behind...... When I was kidnapped by the Lily Sect, it was also Purple Butterfly that you took the risk to save me, and later ...... You gave me a brain chip that gave me confidence. You also said that I brought you together, and that I am important to you. You also said that you bet that I can win this game...... Of all the girls I know, you are one of the best to me, only you treat me equally, call me a friend, comfort me, encourage me, don't you know how much you have helped me? Purple Butterfly, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am today! ”
The further I got to the back, the higher my voice became, and I even began to get hysterical, hot tears rolling down my face. For many years, I thought I was numb, but at this moment, I still cried.
"I see...... So this is your heart......" Zidie's voice finally brought a trace of crying, but in this crying, there was a hint of happiness:
"I regret it...... Didn't turn into a woman you hated in the first place. Otherwise, maybe you'll watch me die right now......"
"It's too late, because I've already liked you, Purple Butterfly. That's why I'm going to save you. I like you, your beauty, your heartiness, your cleverness, I like them all, so ...... I'm going to save you. ”
Hearing my words, Purple Butterfly fell into a long silence, and after waiting for a long time, Purple Butterfly's trembling voice finally came:
Wang Yong...... I ......" Purple Butterfly's voice choked, and after a long time, she said softly in a very thin voice:
"I like you too......"
Hearing Purple Butterfly's words, I felt my brain explode, as if I had suddenly fallen into the end of the universe full of stars, and beside me, there were shining stars.
"Purple Butterfly ......"
"You work so hard, so hard, I see it all...... How could I not like you...... You idiot......" Purple Butterfly's voice finally softened.
"Actually...... Do you know, every one of us likes you, whether it's Haixin or Mengmeng, it's all the same...... Wang Yong, you probably will never know...... How many times does the red dot appear on our display...... Seeing these red dots, there is no girl in this world who will not be moved, really...... However, this is fate, Wang Yong, we have no other choice......"
Hearing Purple Butterfly's words, my heart stirred up turbulent waves, I gently closed my eyes, and my fists gradually clenched.
At that moment, I felt like my vision had suddenly opened up.
Even, it can be said, my life has suddenly come to a full.
I finally understood what I had been lacking all along.
Why, on the end, I will fail again and again.
Why, I will stand still again and again.
Because I am missing an answer.
Lack of belief.
There is a lack of a belief that allows me to let go and fight.
And now, that belief, I've found it.
"Purple Butterfly, don't talk about it...... Thank you for giving me this answer, it's the best answer I've ever heard in my life. Because of this answer...... I knew what I had to do. I won't let you die, I won't let any of you die. I said word by word, my voice becoming firm, "If it doesn't work once, it will be twice, and if it doesn't work twice, it will be three times...... If it doesn't work three times, it's four times...... I must save you, save you all! Even if it's a thousand times, ten thousand times, ten million times, I ...... I'm going to save you! ”
I slowly stood up, blood boiling in my chest. A firm plan came to mind.
I already know how to save everyone.
I've always known this method.
I broke off the communication with Purple Butterfly, and then contacted Blue Yue'er.
"Lan Yue'er, give me the captain's authority, I've already decided." I said word for word, "I'm going to fight to the death with the emperor." ”
Yes, that's the last resort. The perfect solution to everything.
I personally went out as a decoy to lure Emperor Fa to come, fight him to the death, and kill him with my own hands, only by doing so can I save Blue Yue'er, the little county lord, Purple Butterfly, Gao Haixin, and even everyone, including the female wolf head, can be saved by me.
For Difa, there is no more bait in this world than the captain of the beauty world.
There's no bigger lure than that.
I'm going to kill him, end everything, save everything.
Hearing my voluntary request, Lan Yue'er's tone suddenly became solemn and serious:
"Captain's permission? You want to use yourself as bait to lure out the emperor and save the dream dragons, right? I understand your thoughts, but Wang Yong, this is impossible, I can't be so hasty and put the fate of our entire world in your hands. This is too risky...... Although the Cosmic Cube gives us a great chance of winning in the world, and you who own the Cosmic Cube are also our Secret Treasure of Victory, if we don't hand over the captain's permission, even if you fail, at least the rest of us have other possibilities to win, but if we give you the captain's authority, and if you die in the hands of the emperor, then we really have no chance of winning at all...... It's impossible for me to do this kind of high-risk stupidity. ”
Lan Yue'er's answer didn't exceed my expectations, from the very beginning, I knew that Lan Yue'er couldn't agree to me so easily.
"But...... This is the only way to end everything and save everyone. I gritted my teeth and said, "Do you want me to watch you and Miss Purple Butterfly die?" Yue'er, I can't do it! Trust me once! When I met Tefa before, I managed to dodge his shot at me, which means that only I can escape Tefa's special ability! Only I can escape the Emperor's ability to foresee the future! Moreover, now that I know more about Emperor Law than before, and I am more prepared, this time, I will definitely be able to kill Emperor Law! Because, I've made up my mind! Yue'er, you said that as long as I do everything with all my heart, the world will come to help me! As long as my faith is strong enough! ”
"However, Wang Yong, don't forget, I should have told you in the future that Future Summoning has extremely huge risks, and no one knows how much life force will cost you when you use Future Summoning next time. What if the next time you use Future Summoning to deal with the Emperor, you drain all of your remaining lifespan in one fell swoop? If you die, even if you defeat the Emperor, what is the point? Is it true that our enemy is only the Emperor? Don't forget, we still have the No. 5 black hole of unknown origin, as well as the endless zombies, and the people of the Wolf Gang, if killing the emperor will cost Wang Yong all your lifespan, then for us, it is just a small step, so what's the point? ”
I clenched my fists unwillingly, and couldn't help but raise my voice, and said:
"So...... Do you want us to sacrifice three of our initial team members for nothing? Do you want to watch the purple butterflies die? No! I can't! Since I have to sacrifice the team members no matter what, then I am willing to die in place of Purple Butterfly! Yue'er, promise me! Give me the captain's rights! ”
"No way!" Lan Yue'er accentuated her tone again, "Enough, Wang Yong, no matter what you say, I will not promise you to give you the authority of the captain, even if I really die at the hands of Emperor Fa in the future, I will definitely not agree to you!" If you don't want to sacrifice Purple Butterfly, then it's okay, just let me sacrifice it. However, the captain's authority cannot be used as bait to lure the emperor under any circumstances. ”
Lan Yue'er's words once again gave birth to a strong chill in my heart, and my heart was gloomy, and the question at this moment seemed to have become whether I should choose Lan Yue'er and the little county lord, or Purple Butterfly, Lewd Girl and Female Wolf Head. In terms of overall emotional bias, no matter which side it is, I can't abandon it, and I definitely can't watch them all die. My heart felt like it had been torn in two, and I didn't know which side to fall towards. No matter which woman it is, it is too important to me, they are all lovely girls who have come all the way with me, each of them has left too deep traces in my heart, from my point of view, I have been with them for more than 20 years, how can I say to them now to let go and let go, in the past 20 years, for me, if it were not for them to accompany me and become my belief, I would have collapsed long ago, and I would not have been able to go today.
"Give up, Wang Yong. This time, we made a mistake, and in the future, we will learn from this experience and will definitely win again......"
"Later?" I smiled bitterly, "It's only once, and we've already sacrificed three initial team members, in the future?" God knows how many more we will sacrifice! Yue'er ...... Don't kid yourself anymore, in fact, you yourself know very well that the odds of our world are ...... It's already small, small. So many worlds have invaded us, and we are now the target of the public. Also, Yue'er, I also want to say a word from my heart to you...... In fact, after so many years of using the Cosmic Rubik's Cube, I have become completely numb, and I have a light view of life and death, you are the only driving force that supports me to live, if you die, then, it doesn't matter if I live or not. Yue'er, I want your answer. ”
"......" Lan Yue'er was silent, waiting for my answer.
"Yue'er," I said lightly, "if you are like me, and love me more than the world, then fulfill me...... Otherwise, you can't live with Purple Butterfly to the end...... I'd rather die. Would you like to watch me die and live with the world? ”
"Yue'er, are you willing to give up this world...... Die with me. I said bitterly, "Either live with everyone, or give up this world, let go of all your responsibilities, and don't care about the wishes of the world, and ...... Die together? ”
In the face of my inquiry, Lan Yue'er's side fell into an extremely long silence.
This was the slowest time for Lan Yue'er to answer me, and it was also the longest time I waited.
After a few minutes, I seemed to hear a sigh, and then, I heard Lan Yue'er say slowly in an ethereal and soft voice:
"I do, Wang Yong...... Anyway...... I'm tired too. Hehe. At that moment, from Lan Yue'er's tone, I heard a thick tiredness. This tiredness is not a physical tiredness, but a tiredness that comes from the heart, from the depths of the soul. After struggling for so long, reincarnated so many times, maybe...... Lan Yue'er herself no longer has much nostalgia for this world.
"Anyway, even if I don't agree, you'll threaten me with the Cosmic Rubik's Cube and make the robots disobey our orders to give me captain's permissions, right?" At the end, Lan Yue'er added a little.
Hearing Lan Yue'er's words, I was stunned. I did think of a strategy to use the Cosmic Cube to coerce her into handing over the captain's authority if Lan Yue'er didn't agree to me, but I hadn't thought of using the Zeus system to rebel against Lan Yue'er by disobeying women's orders.
"I'm sorry, Yue'er, I'm sorry for you......"
"Needless to say, Wang Yong...... The captain's authority is given to you, so let it go. Lan Yue'er said bitterly, "You must return victoriously, kill the emperor, and save all of us...... Please. ”
Hearing Lan Yue'er's promise, the stone in my heart finally sank.
"Don't worry...... I will definitely kill Emperor Fa, and I will definitely not stop chasing him until I see his tragic death...... I've made a pact with this world. This world ...... Already agree with me. ”
It was the biggest risk I've ever taken. Turn yourself into bait, and then lure the Emperor into a fight to the death with me. And Lan Yue'er, who has always been sensible, will finally agree to my request, although in the end it is out of compromise with me, but I still feel a little surprised.
"Then please, Wang Yong." On the other end of the communicator, Lan Yue'er's somewhat tired voice came.
Listening to Lan Yue'er's crisp voice with thick tiredness, I thought of something, and at the last moment before the action began, I couldn't help but ask a question in my heart:
"Yue'er...... I'm so impulsive, you...... Won't you blame me? ”
Lan Yue'er smiled bitterly:
"Do you want to hear my condemnation of you, Wang Yong?"
"It's not...... It's just that I listen to your voice and feel tired. You have always been energetic, energetic, and very rational, but my current words have made you very disappointed and negative, and I feel that I can't go away. I said.
Lan Yue'er smiled and said:
"Actually, it doesn't matter what you want to do, you don't want to go or not. In fact, whether this game of God can be won or not, I myself have been doubting for a long time. To tell you the truth, half of the previous drive and motivation can be regarded as my cover for myself. ”
"What do you mean?" I paused for a moment, "Why do you doubt that we can't win this game of God?" ”
"It's very simple." Lan Yue'er said with a smile, "Think about it, since Miyoko was able to provide us with the Cosmic Rubik's Cube and was able to block the Cosmic Rubik's Cube from teleporting to the past, it shows that her strength is enough to reverse time and space and travel through time and space." Then, if we win this game of God and can defeat Miyoko, it at least means that our ability is above Miyoko. If we succeed in defeating Miyoko in the future and gain an ability that is even stronger than Miyoko, then we will naturally be able to travel back in time and space to help us in the present. However, the fact that we are not meeting us from the future to help us out of our predicament seems to imply that the future self has not defeated or surpassed Miyoko. Even if the winner of this god game becomes a god-like being, he will not be able to travel to the past and have the power to surpass Miyoko. That is to say, even if you win this god game, the winner is still weaker than Miyoko, and it still depends on Miyoko's face to live, and Miyoko is in a bad mood, and he can still be God to block and kill God, and Buddha to block **. Winner...... Or will live like a dog. ”
"This ......" what Lan Yue'er said at this moment, I really never thought about it. For the first time, I knew that Lan Yue'er's thoughts were so far-reaching, and she seemed to have already seen the final outcome of our game of God. It turned out that her heart was so pessimistic and so negative. It's no wonder that Lan Yue'er will be defeated at my insistence, and even seem to be a little self-defeating, it turns out that as early as the beginning, she was not optimistic about the outcome of this god game.
"Just imagine, if God's lifespan is unlimited, and Miyoko's lifespan is also unlimited, and Miyoko's personality is changeable, then, in an infinite long time, the 'God' weaker than Miyoko's will be killed by Miyoko, or pulled into another god game again, it seems to be inevitable......"
"Wang Yong, these words I am talking about now are only between me and you. Only our beauty world, who has the Rubik's Cube of the universe, may think of such an ending, and even if other worlds think of it, it may not be verified. Moreover, you had better not publicize these conversations between me and you, lest they weaken our aspirations. For a war, the belief in survival is very important. "Lan Yue'er is heartfelt to me and earnestly advises. But my heart was already shaking. Before today, I had never thought so far as to the outcome of God's game.
Even, from a certain point of view, Lan Yue'er's words seem to hint at an extremely bad future. The worst-case scenario could be......
All of our teams, at some point in the future, are wiped out.
That's right, that's the worst I can think of. However, it is also the most likely outcome.
I even regretted hearing Lan Yue'er's words, these simple words, if I thought about it deeply, could almost subvert all my beliefs in the past twenty years!
"Yue'er......" My voice began to tremble, and my throat began to dry, "I regret hearing your analysis, because your words seem to be ...... hinted at all our teams...... Probably in the future, all extinct, right? ”
"......" Lan Yue'er didn't answer me, but I already knew what she thought.
"Could it be...... Is there really no other way? Could it be that in the end, all of us are just Miyoko's toys and can kill if we want? Can't you choose to live an ordinary life? Is there really no way for us to escape from Miyoko's clutches? My tone became agitated and sad.
"Perhaps...... There is a solution. Lan Yue'er said, "But with my wisdom, I can't think of that way." But I think if it were my ancestor, with his wisdom, he might be able to think of a way to break out of God's game. That method must be to use the strength of the force, use the rules of the game of God itself, and use Miyoko herself to deal with herself...... If only the rules of God's game were a living being, if you could create a paradox in this game, you could let Miyoko fight herself, or start a big battle with some kind of force that keeps the rules of the game running...... However, I really can't think of it, because my wisdom is limited to that. ”