10. The green window is alone and the strings
10. The green window is alone and the strings
"No courtesy." The emperor lovingly stretched out his hand to help Yiyou. While he was helping Yiyou, Yiyou inadvertently looked up, and noticed that the sideburns of the emperor, who was just in style, had turned white. Although it is well maintained and looks very young, the eyes have left traces of time.
Yiyou had a slight bitterness in her heart, since when did those who were tall and majestic in her memory also begin to get old, and in a blink of an eye, her father and uncle are already people who are about to pass the age of not being confused.
Just as she was thinking about it, she suddenly noticed a beam of gaze falling on her body, hot enough to leave a deep imprint, but it also made her feel shocked, and her back was cold.
She lowered her eyes, in fact, it was not difficult to guess who it was, but she just didn't want to meet his eyes. At first, she didn't want to see him. Second, there is no need for this.
From the moment he implanted the saffron spell on himself, she knew that this man was far less gentle and elegant than he appeared on the surface, gentle as jade, and it was not an exaggeration to say that he was a demon, the night five years ago was as clear as yesterday, but no matter how hard she tried, she could not wake up from this nightmare.
"Nangong is also leisurely, temperamental, gentle and kind, and Huixin Ruolan, today he will change the name of the county lord to Princess Changning, give the princess's mansion, and Nangong will also receive the decree." How sarcastic, gentle and honest? Hui Xin Ruolan? She just felt she couldn't afford it. You see, how ridiculous, only she knows in her heart that she is not the same person as the self in their eyes.
The father-in-law's sharp voice woke her up in a dream, and her palm had been pinched purple with her fingernails, and she also collected the slightest hatred for him in her eyes, before she showed a proper smile, and thanked her gently: "The courtiers also thank you." ”
Huang Bo pulled her to sit next to him, sat next to Lu Guifei, and the next head was the crown prince Nangong Che, Yiyou bowed his head and bowed, and said softly: "I have seen the crown prince and the imperial brother." ”
He smiled and nodded to her: "Cousin doesn't have to be polite. ”
The crown princess Ye Shengjiao, who was wearing luxurious makeup beside him, smiled and said, "Why is my cousin so polite!" After today, I'm going to change my name to brother! ”
She has always had little contact with her eldest brother Nangong Che, and it is absolutely impossible for her to be as casual with him as the third brother Nangong Chen. And this princess Yesheng is the sister of Song Yuxiao, the prime minister of the dynasty, she has a great background, and it is rumored that she is also a virtuous woman, but Yiyou has really not much contact with her, the only interaction is that she has met from afar at the wedding banquet of the prince's wedding last year, which is naturally not a deep friendship, out of courtesy, it is better to be respectful, smiled lightly, and continued: "What the imperial sister-in-law said is that Yiyou remembered." ”
The crown princess smiled and looked at Nangong Che, who was sitting beside her, and said, "Your sister is really an interesting person." After saying that, he turned to Yiyou, pushed the fruit plate in front of him to Yiyou's side, and greeted him politely: "Taste the lychee sent by the people of this palace." Listen to your royal brother said, you have been weak since you were a child, you might as well eat more bird's nest ginseng soup to replenish, it just so happens that there are a lot of concubines and younger brothers, if the sister does not dislike it, the concubines ask someone to send it to the princess's mansion? Although the words were said to Yiyou, they were also said to Nangong Che, and seeing that his face was soft, she smiled even deeper.
Her eyes are too complicated, I don't know why, Yiyou has a sense of resistance to her, and always feels that she doesn't seem to be as simple and gentle as she seems, the city is very deep, and it seems that she has other intentions to please herself.
Although Yiyou thought so in his heart, he still thanked as usual: "The imperial sister-in-law has a heart." In this way, I thank you leisurely. Her eyes seemed to fall into the crowd unintentionally, and in the distance, she vaguely saw a familiar figure, could it be her?
Yi You's eyebrows were unconsciously staring, shouldn't they have no contact with each other anymore? How could they be together? And when did she appear? She didn't find out.
The woman was dressed in red, and she didn't necessarily have much care to dress up, but she didn't lose her presence in the crowd of gorgeous clothes, but she was cold and beautiful.
She held the silver cup lightly with her bare hands, and there was a shallow smile on the corner of her lips, which was not deliberate, and it was just right to reflect her outstanding demeanor. He was blocked by her, and I couldn't make out his face.
It seemed that the music was too loud, she leaned her head close to his side, smiled, lowered her head and whispered, as if intimate, and also inadvertently swept a trace of sharp displeasure in her heart, indescribable, she quickly moved away to look at the eyes as if she was evading, and there was a lost soul in her eyes that could not be concealed.
Through the curtain, Nangong Chen on the opposite side felt her emotional fluctuations, moved his lips, and asked her silently, "What's wrong?"
Yiyou didn't want him to worry, and shook his head with a smile, signaling that he didn't have to worry about himself. It's just that this smile even feels a little pale and weak. When he saw her like this, he didn't ask any more questions, and occasionally the afterglow would fall on her.
Yiyou excused himself to prepare for the performance, escaped from the long and complicated banquet, and when he went out of the palace gate, Yiyou was a little dazed, and he didn't know where to go for a while, so he found a quiet corner and sat down, but he could still faintly hear the singing and dancing in the hall.
Then the green Yi asked with a concerned face, "Master?" What happened to you? Are you feeling unwell again? ”
Yiyou supported his head with one hand and said, "No, I'm fine, you go back first, and then call me when the time comes." I want to be alone and quiet. ”
She was a little uneasy, and hesitated: "But ........."
Yiyou waved his hand and gave her a reassuring look, "Okay, don't worry, there are a lot of palace people around here, I'll be fine." Remember you to call me in a moment. ”
Lu Yi nodded helplessly and admonished, "Hmm." Green knows it, but the master is here to pay attention to it, don't catch a cold. In a while, the green will come and call the master. ”
Yiyou nodded, "Yes, I know. ”
Lu Yi walked less than half an hour, and Eniang brought two palace people to find him. Yi also stood up leisurely and stepped forward in three or two steps, "Eniang." ”
"Why did you come out alone, and there was no one around, did you have a headache again? When you go back, ask your father to go to the Tai Hospital and find you a doctor to take a look. She reached out and stroked Yiyou's forehead, her tone kind and gentle.
Yiyou knew that Eniang was worried about herself, but she was even more afraid that the imperial doctor would see the red flower spell in her body, and it would affect Nangong Mansion at that time.
Yiyou leaned his head on her, "No need, Eniang." It's just an old problem, Yiyou is fine, Yiyou will sit here for a while and go back. Leisurely smiled at her, she could always be an innocent child in front of Eniang. It's just that she lowered her eyes, I don't know how long this will last?
"Alas, You'er," she touched Yiyou's head, and wanted to tell Yiyou a few more words, but Yiyou really didn't have the patience to listen to her say this today, so she quickly interrupted her. "Eniang, go back quickly, or Father and Zhenxue should be in a hurry."
E-Niang ignored her, only looked at her with a worried look, and she promised: "Don't worry, E-Niang." I'll be back in a moment, and I won't delay anything. ”
E-Niang looked at her helplessly, "That's it, you come back early, don't go too far, it'll be easy to find later." ”
"Well, I see, E-niang." She nodded in agreement.
Looking at the sunset gradually setting in the distance, the afterglow reflected the palace wall in gold, and she couldn't help but think about it......... What has happened in the past decade to become what it is now.
Ten years, how did she get over?
I can't remember.
How many times have I woken up from the darkness, but I was too scared to cry out.
How many times have I woken up from a nightmare and never been able to sleep again.
She really can't remember.
The memory was so painful that it stuck in the back of her mind that she would never want to touch the bloody wound again.
That day, his cold eyes, cold face, cold water, cold walls, all were cold............
It was the coldest day she'd ever had ever grown, scared? Fear? Get cold feet?
She pressed the corners of her forehead, trying to break free from this painful memory, but in vain, those fragments that she did not want to remember, did not want to face, flashed in front of her eyes one by one.