It was snowing heavily outside the house, and everyone who entered the room had a thin or thick layer on their heads and bodies, and large charcoal basins were burned in the four corners of the outhouse, blocking the cold brought by entering and exiting, and the inner room was too dry

Meili was covered with a thick quilt, and she was still sweating hot in a single dress, but she didn't dare to remove the charcoal basin for fear that the little baby next to her would be cold

He is too young, Meili almost dare not hug him, it has been three days since he was born, no matter who persuades her, she will not let the child out of sight, she is afraid that this weak little life will die secretly in a place she can't take care of, no matter what, she has to stay by the child's side!

She was frail but still insisted on feeding her own child, and when the little baby snuggled into her arms and gulped down the juice, she felt that her life was being injected into his, and she was extremely satisfied and relieved

In order to have abundant milk, she drank all kinds of terrible-tasting soups and medicines without complaining, as long as she told her that it was good for the child and good for milk, she swallowed it without blinking

The ancestor also personally carefully selected two healthy mothers for the little baby, and sent a lot of experienced grandmothers, Aunt Yu'an stayed by the side of the mother and son most of the day, and the imperial doctor was also on duty in turns, even if it was fine, he had to check and cherish the premature baby every day

When the full moon was approaching, under the careful feeding and care of the mother and mother, the little baby faded jaundice, the wrinkled skin became white and tender, the little face was rounded, and the thin arms and legs slowly became as plump as a little lotus root

Because she was afraid that something would happen to the child, she put in all her efforts, and the small body lying in her arms gave her the strength to survive the grief of losing Brother Chengyi and Yonghyuk, and the fragile and delicate child seemed to be relying on her all the time, only she knew how dependent she was on this child! Lying in the small brocade quilt, the little baby who has just been born is very different from the appearance of the new...... It's already all of her life!

From the moment I saw him...... As long as she could, she was willing to exchange all she had for his life and his happiness

Jing Xuan's return was without warning, and there was not even a sound at the door, and as soon as the curtain was lifted, people came in

Meili was holding the child who had just fallen asleep and patting it, he stood outside and looked at her expressionlessly, and for a moment, she just looked back blankly

The three or two grandmothers were still waiting in the house, and they diligently congratulated King Qing, nagging and telling him to smoke off the cold by the fireside before he could get close to Meili, who was still in confinement, and only then could he hold the child who was not yet full moon

"You all go down!" Jing Xuan's indifference wiped out the smiles of the grandmothers at once, and they looked at each other suspiciously, Fang Fujin gave birth to a big fat boy, although he was born prematurely, but the child was tough and strong, and the full-term child was not necessarily so healthy and cute...... How can you have such an expression?!

"Go down!" His tone was heavier, and all the people in the room turned pale and fled

Meili was also frightened, and held the child tightly in her arms like a mother beast guarding her cubs, showing him a wary and fierce look, as long as he dared to hurt the child, she would fight with him!

Jing Xuan was stabbed by this gaze and came back, coming back from the battlefield from the brink of death, she saw that he actually used such an expression and eyes!

He didn't want to look at her anymore, and his eyes slid coldly down to the child in her arms...... In front of the arduous battle, in the ears full of fighting wails, in the cold days and nights, he always had a glimmer of hope - the child is his

Tian was suspicious, and he didn't want to order her to kill this child, although he said cruel things, he was really afraid that if this child was conceived by him and Meili together, his cruel decision would push her and him into a situation from which they could never recover

He'd rather gamble...... Although still lost

"Don't guard against me" His tone was extremely cold, and the curvature on the corners of his mouth was also cold and brutal, "Yonghyuk is dead, just take it as my compensation for him, I will let this child live"

Meili trembled all over, she didn't dare to think about the scene when he saw this child, how hurtful things he would say, and at this moment, he still broke down her heart with a single sentence

He...... Sure enough, I don't recognize this child!

"That's right! You owe Yonghyuk! "She cries out of control, she doesn't want to explain! Will he be able to believe her explanation? From the day she didn't turn red, doubt had already taken root in his heart! Not to mention that the child was born prematurely, even if it is full-term, he will still be suspicious for the rest of his life! "You owe him!" She trembled so badly that the child moved uneasily, "You killed him!" "How did he hurt her, she confessed, but she was upset for Yonghyuk, and hated him for Yonghyuk! Hate him for Yonghyuk's parents!

Jing Xuan's face turned white, she uncovered the scar in his heart, more cruel and bloody than others!

He...... I didn't expect Yonghyuk to die in Mongolia

When he sees the corpses of Seung-ui and Young-hyuk, his pain and guilt are greater than anyone else's...... Scared

Yonghyuk is dead, Miri...... Will hate him deeply for the rest of his life!

But I really saw her resentful eyes, and listened to her sad questioning-he still couldn't stand it!

She hated him, but she thought about it, he also lost his best brother, and he also carried a knot that he couldn't repay in his life!

He didn't ask her to comfort him softly, at least she didn't look at him with such eyes when he had just returned from thousands of miles away, from the mountain of corpses and the sea of blood! The first thing he did when he came back...... Just come and see her! He, miss her!

When the cold is unbearable, he misses her, and when he is injured and in pain, he misses her, marching around, fighting bloodily, ambushing and raiding...... He thinks about her all the time! He always told himself that he couldn't die, she was waiting for him at home, she was weak and lonely alone, she was succumbed to Su Ying's identity, he died, what should she do?

There were many times when he wanted to write to her, but it was very difficult to really write, the first one, the second one...... She doesn't reply! He was angry, he hated, but he was still afraid that she would miss her! She finally gave him a letter of four words, and he jumped on his horse and galloped around the camp with great joy, and he even despised such excitement! He is the high-ranking Qing Wangye, but because of this sentence "everything is fine", he is as happy as a hairy boy who received his first love letter!

He had long learned that she was pregnant, and he did not admit that he was silently waiting for her letter of good news...... All he waited for was Su Ying's

The weather turned cold, and what he was waiting for was the thick coat brought by Su Ying; In the cold winter, what he waited for was the quilt carefully sewn by Su Ying; Injured, Su Ying traveled thousands of miles to bring tonic medicine, and he doubted that Meili knew that he was injured, and her heart was ...... No matter how unwilling he was, he gradually admitted that her heart was no longer in him

Just as he didn't love her who was ignorant and reckless back then, she didn't love him who was ruthless to her again and again

Even so...... He still doesn't give up!

Yonghyuk's death, the way she looked at him, the way she guarded the child...... Let him finally understand that he made a mistake and hurt everyone's mistakes

He turned away with indifference, his dark eyes that did not look at the child and her again...... Let her heart be like powder blown away by the cold wind of winter, leaving nothing behind!

She knew that her resentment was very innocent, and although she knew that it was irrational for her to let the misunderstanding deepen instead of explaining it, she still couldn't forgive him for refusing to hug her child!

He no longer admits that this is also his child!

The child she loved like the most precious treasure in the world was snubbed like this, and she was mad with anger!

When the hollow despair and helplessness attacked her again, she could only hold the child tightly and put her face against the little baby who was struggling to breathe...... She didn't know what to do either!

The questions that fate gave her were getting harder and harder, she was only eighteen years old, and she ...... There is no one to consult!

Tears fell on the child's brocade quilt...... She is completely at a loss now except to love her children!

Brother Seungyi, Yonghyuk, Jingxuan, Yonghyuk's parents, herself...... She couldn't!