A thousand years of sighs
If your eyes could come to me for a moment, if you could hear the sound of heartbreak.
Silence guards you, silence waits for miracles, silence makes yourself like air.
The onion at the bottom of the plate is like I will always be a condiment, secretly looking at you, secretly hiding myself.
If you are willing to peel back my heart layer by layer, you will find that you will be amazed that you are my most depressed and deepest secret.
If you are willing to peel back my heart layer by layer, you will have a sore nose, you will shed tears, and see my wholeheartedness.
The next day, Zhou Wen went home, and he agreed to start again with Caijie at the end of summer.
And when he went back this time, the last thing he dared to face was Xiaofu, because he was now more and more vague about his relationship with Xiaofu, and he was more and more afraid that Xiaofu would be sad.
He no longer had the courage and determination to hurt a girl.
Sitting in the car going home, the smell of engine oil mixed with the unpleasant smell of car exhaust diffused from the rear of the car, and the ticket aunt standing at the door of the car shouted over and over again with a loudspeaker: "ci (Chongqing dialect, eat, Chongqing dialect has no tongue) rice, toilet, shopping have not come back?" The car is about to depart! When I heard someone in the back of the car say, "I haven't come back yet!" The ticket aunt solemnly picked her nostrils, and then said coldly: "Damn, there is a lot of and urine all day long!" Of course, this was said very small, but it was accidentally heard by Zhou Wen, who was sitting quietly on the side.
The world is still so noisy, but who would have thought that Zhou Wen's heart had just been warmed by Cai Jie's warm heart, but he was cold to the bone by not knowing how to face Xiaofu. After the car started, Zhou Wen could no longer hear any sound and fell into a meditative state. Somehow, he suddenly remembered an incident that happened when he was a child:
His uncle and grandfather have a blind sister, let's call her Ruyun for the time being.
Ruyun was born healthy and beautiful, according to everyone's thoughts, Ruyun should have been happy to go to primary school and grow up healthy, but there are unforeseen circumstances, and this unforeseen storm is really stormy.
Her father was imprisoned for committing a crime, and her mother abandoned Ruyun immediately after his father's accident and remarried someone else. Ruyun was a little girl playing with a kitten in beautiful clothes yesterday, and today she has become an orphan that no one wants.
I remember that Ruyun kept crying that day, and the neighbors came to watch, but no one stepped forward to comfort her. With the sound of discussion, sighs, sympathy, and slight complaints, the crying gradually thinned out and became quiet in the former happy and warm courtyard. Most of the people who watched the excitement dispersed, but Xiao Ruyun's crying still did not decrease, because she was still waiting for her mother and father, and they had not come back yet, and Xiao Ruyun would not stop crying.
Later, Ding Laohan, who lived in the high mountains, passed by in the market, and when he heard about it, he took pity and hugged Xiao Ruyun.
"Ruyun, will you go back with your grandfather? When your mom and dad come back, grandpa will send you back, okay? Ding Laohan said to Ruyun kindly.
I don't know if I'm tired of crying, or I think the grandfather in front of me is very kind, Ruyun stopped crying.
In this way, Ruyun followed this strange but amiable grandfather to the mountains.
Ruyun's childhood has returned to happy days from the past ups and downs, and her grandfather and grandmother have treated her very well and loved her like their own granddaughters. Ruyun has a beautiful and lovely face, which is very cute.
When Ding Laohan was working in the field, Ruyun dragged the small hoe and followed Ding Laohan, as if he was picking up the land. When she was tired from work, Ruyun sat aside and played with the stone, and she used the stone as a pig, a camel, and a horse, and had a lot of fun. It seems as if she has forgotten her mom and dad for a while.
When it came to the days of Ruyun's elementary school, Ding Laohan bought Ruyun a particularly beautiful Mickey small schoolbag, and Ruyun's life turned to the days of studying. Ruyun was born smarter, and she scored 100 points in the exam, and the school teachers loved her very much, and the happier ones were Ding Laohan. In fact, Ding Laohan also has a grandson, but this guy is lazy, unrepentant, and often causes trouble outside. But the appearance of Ruyun undoubtedly brought hope to the life of Ding Laohan and his family, so in life, Ding Laohan and his family cared about Ruyun and neglected their grandson.
The days slowly crawled like a snail over the clouds of stone pigs, stone camels, stone horses...... Ruyun is getting taller and more beautiful, but she has more and more things on her mind.
She heard her classmates talking about her more than once, saying that she was a child without a father, that she had gone to Laogai (Laogai, Chongqing dialect, prison), that her mother had run away with someone, and so on. When she returned home, she did not expect her "brother" to say the same, and she ran sadly to a mountain of pine trees, and lay down on the soft pine leaves and wept until the birds returned to their nests in the evening, and she was still crying. It wasn't until the red glow of the setting sun gradually turned blue-black that she stopped crying, patted the needle-like pine leaves on her body, and returned home.
When she told her grandfather about these things, she thought that these words were all false, and thought that these words were all said nonsense because of the jealousy of her classmates, but she didn't expect his grandfather to be silent. Ruyun saw that her grandfather was silent, and tears could not stop gushing out of the tear ducts, and she ran out far, far away from home, under a peach tree that was not too tall and grief-stricken.
Ruyun is a smart girl, and her grandfather is an honest farmer who can't speak.
Ruyun was nine years old that year, and it rained not long after Ruyun ran out that day, and by the time she found Ruyun, she had already fainted.
The next day, Ruyun had a high fever that lasted for three days. When he woke up, Ruyun found that he couldn't see anything.
She became blind!
Ruyun's life has been completely subverted, and the life of Ding Laohan's family has also undergone some inexplicable changes:
Ruyun no longer has to carry a schoolbag to enter the school, and Ding Laohan no longer has a smile on his face.
A few months after Ruyun lost her sight, she finally lifted her spirits, and life still had to go on after all. She began to work for her grandfather's farming, herding cattle, mowing grass, feeding sheep...... She is also slowly groping for the normal life of a blind person, but despite this, Ding Laohan and his women are becoming more and more disgusted with this "blind granddaughter".
"Go cook the hogweed! Go and feed the sheep! Wait a minute, help your brother bring the porridge over! Ding Laohan and his wife always called Ruyun when Ding Laohan was not at home, as if he was a slave, and the brother who was originally hostile to him was even more lawless, often teasing this "blind sister".
"Ahh Ruyun screamed, she felt the warm blood gurgling out of her fingers, and the pain of her ten fingers and heart made her whole body numb. It turned out that it was his brother who bullied her, and he actually let Ruyun hold the sharp blade used for mowing the grass, which was really ruthless! And every time Ding Laohan came back and saw the scarred Ruyun, he would always scold his woman and his grandson very angrily, but the more fierce Ding Laohan scolded, the more serious Ruyun's injury would be next time.
"You dead old man, you really don't know what to do with such a money-losing goods!" Ding Laohan and his woman shouted loudly.
"You dead! If you talk nonsense again, be careful that Lao Tzu kills you! "Old man Ding is angry.
"If you want to kill grandma, you will kill me first!" Ding Laohan and his grandson stopped in front of his grandmother as he spoke, and Ding Laohan was speechless for a moment. He looked at Ruyun, who was crying silently on the side, and he didn't want to say anything, just sighed incessantly.
In the future, every time Ding Laohan went out, he always used a stick to pull Ruyun and went to work in the fields together.
is still the original scene, Ding Laohan is in front, Ruyun is behind, but it is also very different from the original scene. Old Man Ding no longer had a smile on his lips, and his brows were tightly locked; Although Ruyun kept smiling slightly, he couldn't see anything in his eyes.
Stone pigs, stone camels, stone horses...... All of them are gone, perhaps covered by the red sand on the side, or completely buried on a stormy and rainy night......
Ruyun was sixteen years old that day, and on that day she was the most beautiful person in the world, and on that day, the blind man married the mute.
Ding Laohan and his woman don't know when they became so vicious, and they actually found out about a family affair when Ruyun was sixteen years old, and it was a good thing to get married, but when Ding Laohan and Ruyun learned that the other party was a mute, they were immediately disheartened. Ruyun disagreed in her heart, but she didn't say anything. Only Ding Laohan has always insisted on disagreeing with this family business, besides, what age is this, and he still pays attention to the words of his parents' orders and matchmakers, fart!
But people who are not very good-hearted always have a lot of bad ideas, Ding Laohan and his wife actually took Ding Laohan behind his back to accept the bride price money from others, and asked relatives to come to persuade Ding Laohan to marry his granddaughter. Although Ding Laohan blew away all the people who came to lobby, he couldn't blow away the "grandson-in-law" in front of him.
"In-laws, look, the number of etiquette that should be done is in place, what are you hesitating about?" The mute's mother said.
"I don't agree with this family business, please go back!" Ding Laohan roared loudly.
"Hey! How can you disagree with such a good family business? The mute mother seemed to have heard something strange.
"What a fart!" Ding Laohan was a little impatient.
"Good! We're not uncommon for you to lose money! Give us back the bride price money! Let's leave right away! The mute mother was furious, but she didn't want to continue rapping.
"What money?" Ding Laohan asked strangely.
When Ding Laohan heard that his mother-in-law had already sold Ruyun, he immediately became angry and bloody, and his high blood pressure for many years suddenly broke out at that moment, and Ding Laohan suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and died.
As soon as Ding Laohan's funeral was completed, Ding Laohan and his woman slapped Ruyun a few times, "You broom star!" You money-loser! With that, he slammed the door shut.
A few days later, Ruyun got married, and it was the mute who was married.
One can't see, the other can't speak.
The day before Ruyun got married, he knelt in front of his grandfather's grave for three hours and chatted with his grandfather about a lot of things. In fact, she knew that her grandfather loved her and didn't want to lose her relatives again after she lost her parents, and his grandfather just didn't want to owe her. But perhaps this place was no longer for her, and she had to leave, because there was nothing left.
In the early morning, it was drizzling, and the vehicles to welcome relatives lined up all the way, and Ruyun got on the sedan chair and got married.
Zhou Wen recalled that there was a trace of coldness touching the tip of his nose. It turned out that it was raining lightly outside the car, and he woke up.
This story was told to him by his mother, and Zhou Wen remembered that he hadn't slept well for three days after hearing this story. At that time, he told himself that if he met someone he liked in the future, he must love, cherish and protect it well. Even if the other party is blind, deaf or lame, he has to protect it.
Maybe it was the story of Sister Ruyun that awakened the manly side of Zhou Wen's heart, but it was from then on that he vowed to protect a girl and never let Sister Ruyun's story repeat.
And what he is facing is about to be such a story, but the protagonist of the story is replaced by Xiaofu.
In fact, what Zhou Wen didn't know was that his sister Ruyun lived a very happy life later.