Chapter 66: Departure
When night falls, the mirror-like moon hangs in the sky, pouring a clear light like flowing water over the vast land.
Xia Xingkong leaned against the head of the bed, An Xin sat cross-legged on the bed, and An Yu sat on the chair leaning on the table.
An Xin stretched out her hand and tugged at the quilt under her legs, glanced at An Yu, who was unmoved, and said with a smile, "Starry Sky, will you go out with me tomorrow?" ”
An Yu was a little nervous, and he took a deep breath and sat up straight.
Xia Xingkong looked out of the dark window in a daze, and said apologetically, "I want to see my parents tomorrow." ”
An Xin's body leaned back to imprison Xia Xingkong's arm, "It's okay at night." ”
Xia Xingkong hooked his lips, but his eyes were infinitely stunned, "Okay." ”
An Yu leaned forward and put his hands together on his laps, and said seriously: "Starry sky, I'll send you there tomorrow." ”
Xia Xingkong stared at An Yu, shrunk his arm back, and smiled, "I'll just go by myself." ”
An Yu's moist eyes flashed a glimmer of light, and if he had a stomach digging out his heart and lungs, it was on his lips, but it was stuck on the tip of his tongue.
There is still a long way to go, and he is not in a hurry for this time.
An Xin leaned against Xia Xingkong and said sadly, "I'll go with you." ”
Xia Xingkong was scraping the sheet behind him, and his rhythmic fingers stopped and pinched tightly, "You can wait for me at home, and we will go together next time." ”
Although reluctant, An Xin still said, "Oh, good. ”
An Yu told her not to entangle the starry sky too much, okay, she was obedient.
An Xin had to sleep with Xia Xingkong at night, but she couldn't resist An Xin, so Xia Xingkong had to smile and nod.
Her smile was fake, but with a real look that she couldn't take her eyes off it.
It's good to let her cherish the last moments of this friendship, and from then on they will be separated.
After that, there was no summer starry sky in City A.
Those pasts like glass slag, she will pull them out of her heart little by little, until she forgets until she is old.
Half past five, old time.
The gray-shimmering light crept into the room from both sides of the roller blinds, bringing a little bit of a day's plan to the quiet space.
Xia Xingkong sat up from the bed, looked at the bulging quilt beside him, tiptoed out of bed, stood on the ground and put on his shoes.
Then gently moved the chair to the table and sat down, and took out the pen and white paper from the drawer.
After writing it, Xia Xingkong hid the letter in a drawer, and then quietly opened the cabinet to find out all the certificates and put them in his bag.
Everything was arranged, Xia Xingkong sat on the table and savored everything in City A, and when the time was almost up, she lay down on the bed and pretended to wake up, and reached out to push An Xin, who was still asleep.
The bulge on the bed suddenly moved slightly, and a slender arm stretched out from the sheet and pressed lightly on the sheet, revealing the face of the sleeping person who had been covered in the sheet.
An Xin squinted and looked around, and when she saw Xia Xingkong's face clearly, she immediately opened her eyes and smiled brightly.
An Xin rubbed her hair and smirked, "Starry Sky, are you awake?" ”
Xia Xingkong smiled and lifted the quilt, "Well, it's time to get up." ”
"Oh."
An Xin stretched her waist and immediately sat up vigorously, put on her shoes and got out of bed.
The breakfast was very rich, Xia Xingkong ate two bowls of porridge and didn't touch anything else.
After breakfast, An Yu, An Xin and An Xiangyang went to work in the company, and Yang Cuizhu was at home.
Xia Xingkong went back to the room and put the letter on the table, and went out after saying goodbye to Yang Cuizhu with his schoolbag.
The wind blowing through the green leaves becomes extremely gentle, and the sun is also warm.
Xia Xingkong held a large bouquet of white roses in his hand and placed it in front of the tombstone, and then squatted down and touched the photo of the woman on the tombstone.
After a while, Xia Xingkong whispered, "Mom, please protect my baby with Dad." ”
After kneeling down and kowtowing a few times, Xia Xingkong turned around and left the cemetery.
Don't look back, don't hesitate, don't linger, don't expect......
Out of the cemetery, Xia Xingkong stopped a taxi, and his voice was resolute and lonely, "Please take me to the airport, thank you." ”
"Okay."
Xia Xingkong leaned his head on the glass and meditated in reverie, this walk is goodbye.
She knew the intentions of the An family, and soon after that, they would definitely let An Yu marry her, marry a woman she didn't love and couldn't have children.
She knew An Yu would agree.
But it's not fair to her or to An Yu.
She didn't want to deceive anyone, except for Mu Zhan, her sieve-like heart could no longer love anyone.
No one can make her heart move anymore, she doesn't dare to think about his hesitation, his hesitation, and his indifferent eyes can send her into the eighteenth layer of hell, never turning over.
She couldn't accept such a Ling Chi.
Originally......
First, it's best not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love.
Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other.
Thirdly, it is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other.
Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other.
Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other.
Sixth, it is better not to be relative, so that we can not meet.
Seventh, it is better not to be wrong, so that there is no loss.
Eighth, it is better not to allow each other, so that there can be no continuity.
Ninth, it is better not to depend on each other, so that they can not be together.
Tenth, it is better not to meet, so that we can not meet.
But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other.
Ande and Jun are absolutely anon, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick.
Goodbye in City A, goodbye Mu Zhan, goodbye.
When you come back from work.
An Xin and An Yu sat in the living room and looked out of the door from time to time, why didn't the starry sky come back?
She hadn't had time to buy a mobile phone for the starry sky, so she originally wanted to go out today on the pretext of taking her to the mall to buy a mobile phone, and then let An Yu give her a romantic courtship scene.
An Xin leaned on the sofa with a pillow and asked irritably: "Mom, the starry sky said that I would come back later, didn't say anything else?" ”
Yang Cuizhu shook her head worriedly, "No, just tell me." ”
Starry Sky has never liked to go out to play, where did she go?
An Xin threw the pillow on the sofa and went upstairs, "I'll go to the starry sky room again." ”
An Xin quickly went upstairs, opened the door and entered the house, this time she didn't run downstairs with a casual shout into the house like just now, but carefully looked at each place, hoping that Xia Xingkong would come out of thin air, or wait and wait for her to come back.
She just wanted to find something to do for herself.
An envelope was placed on the table, and the cover said An Xin An Yu received.
A letter written by the stars?
An Xin immediately opened the envelope and took it out: An Xin An Yu: I'm leaving.
Don't worry, I won't do stupid things, Zhou Yanshao is in hell, I want to save enough justice to go to heaven.
Don't come to me, don't tell Mu Zhan anything, and don't feel guilty, even if there is no crisis in Xinyu, I will do it.
Help me thank you uncle and aunt for helping me with everything, I'm sorry I caused you so much trouble.
As Sanmao said, if there is an afterlife, you must be a tree, stand in eternity, and have no sorrow and joy.
Half in the soil, half in the wind, half in the shade, half in the sun.
Very silent, very proud, never leaning, never seeking.
I will find a suitable land for me to take root and sprout, let the wind and rain wash away the hustle and bustle of the torso, let the glow of the sun purify the filth of the soul, let the cold wind remove the scars of the years, no longer howling, no longer ethereal.
The best thing in this life is to have An Xin An Yu and uncles and aunts.
Be happy, and don't think or seek.
Summer starry sky stays.
An Xin took the letter and went downstairs in a panic, and lost a slipper at the staircase.
"The starry sky is gone, leaving a letter behind."
An Xin shouted as she descended the stairs.
An Yu quickly approached An Xin and took the letter in her hand, and read it in a distraction, why is he always one step behind the starry sky?
Yang Cuizhu anxiously took the letter paper in An Yu's hand and sat on the sofa with his forehead on his shoulder.
Yang Cuizhu trembled and pointed at An Yu with her finger, "Are you talking nonsense?" ”
An Yu shook his head.
"You didn't talk nonsense, how could the starry sky leave? She is a girl who has no support and a criminal record, where can she go? ”
"I'll go find the starry sky."
An Xin said and ran out, An Yu took An Xin's hand, "I'll go to Mu Zhan, don't move at home, don't let us look for you when the time comes." ”
"But ......"
An Xin glared at her, "You stay at home with your mother, don't make trouble for us." ”
An Xin burst into tears, "But the starry sky is gone, I'm worried." ”
An Yu let go of An Xin and took the letter to quickly change his shoes, and he called Mu Zhan while driving.
The bar was bustling with activity.
Colorful lights flicker, and powerful music shakes the heart.
Mu Zhan listened to the noisy and deafening music with his wine glass, tasted the red and willow green wine, and looked at the figures writhing wildly on the dance floor.
The dim light made him forget the face that was once intoxicated, forget the past that he once remembered deeply, and forget the pain that once left in the depths of his heart......
The bell rang, and Mu Zhan lazily took out his mobile phone from his pocket, just like he was before he met Xia Xingkong.
"Looking for me?"
He didn't want to touch all the people in Xia Xingkong.
What to do, I can't forget it, it hurts when I touch it.
"Where are you?"
"The stars are gone."
Xia Xingkong, his heart seemed to be pinched in his hand fiercely, Mu Zhan pursed his lips, sneered and said, "Oh, what does it have to do with me?" ”
Wasn't she in prison and came out so soon?
An Yu took a deep breath, "The truth is not what I told you, I only give you one chance, and if you want to hear me, I will come to you." ”
Mu Zhan was shocked, the cup was knocked over on the table by him, and the wine flowed down the table to the ground, like his tears.
"What do you mean by that?"
An Yu didn't have time to worry about Mu Zhan, "Address." ”
“xxx...”
"You wait."
After hanging up the phone, Mu Zhan's heart gradually sank, until he sat weakly on the sofa and looked at the illusory scene in front of him.
What else did he not know?
He had already accepted that Xia Xingkong had betrayed him.
He had already accepted that Xia Xingkong had abandoned him.
Although he needed to numb himself constantly, he could always pass, and when night fell, he would lick the blood from his wounds alone, and he would be reborn again at dawn.
He wants to prove that he can forget about the summer starry sky, and he can do without the summer starry sky.
If it doesn't work for one year, if it doesn't work for two years, it won't work for ten years, and you can always forget.
But what else is hidden?
If......
He didn't dare to think that he was willing to accept her abandoning him, he couldn't accept it, she abandoned herself for him.
As long as it's not, he can accept it.