Volume 5 White Blade Chapter 19 Seriously ill
The ban on Prince Yu's mansion was withdrawn, and the guards guarding the surroundings were also withdrawn, so the news naturally came more smoothly. [No pop-ups. 】
On the second day of Nalan Rongruo's return to Beijing, Fuquan and Han Ji went to his house to visit. It was Fu'er who came out to greet her, and when she saw the husband and wife, she wanted to greet them with a smile, but she couldn't be happy, and the smile on her face was even stiffer.
"I heard that Nalan Gongzi is seriously ill, but I found a doctor to come and take a look?" Han Ji asked with concern.
Fu'er's eyes were red, and she shook her head and said, "The doctors who are famous in Beijing have come one after another, and the results are all the same. I'm afraid he won't be able to hold on...... I can't make it this month. ”
When Han Ji heard this, she felt very uncomfortable. After knowing each other for so many years, the disappointment of the year has always made Han Ji feel ashamed of Nalan Rongruo. Now, he is involved in this turmoil because of his own affair with Chunxi, and he is seriously ill in bed due to this misfortune, Han Ji's heart is like being pricked by a needle, even if it is just a friend, what Nalan Rongruo has done for her is too heavy.
"Rong Ruo will be happy to see you coming." Fu'er tried to pull out a smile and led them to continue walking inside, through the halls, and finally came to Nalan Rongruo's residence.
This is the first time Han Ji has been here, and he has always heard that Nalan Rongruo likes to take care of his own yard by himself, and every tree, grass, and flower around him is his hard work. It's just that right now, Han Ji is not in the mood to enjoy the scenery.
Obviously, the ground is full of flowers all around, and the fragrance of flowers is overflowing, even in this scorching sun, it is still standing proudly. At this moment, it was overshadowed by Han Ji's arrival. However, there is no beautiful scenery in the eyes of this beauty, and the worried appearance is distressing.
Fuquan took her hand, saw her stop in front of the door, looked down and asked her, "What's wrong?" ”
"Suddenly I was a little scared, we owe him too much, and we can't pay it back in this life." Han Ji had tears in her eyes, and she was entangled in all kinds of tastes in her heart.
Fuquan patted her hand lightly and comforted: "There will be a chance, there are many famous doctors in the world, we will definitely find the best one for him." In fact, Fuquan himself knew that saying such things was just self-deception, but he really couldn't bear Han Ji's sadness, and he didn't want her to blame herself too much for it. He is also a man, if it were him today, he would make the same choice as Nalan Rongruo.
Regardless of whether he knows whether the road ahead is bumpy or not, whether there is a hidden murderous intention, for the people he loves and cares about, he will also be duty-bound. What's more, in Nalan Rongruo's body, there is not only love, but also friendship, family affection, and even the emperor's grace. No matter which one it is, it is the fate that Nalan Rongruo can't escape.
No one thought that they would come back with their crippled bodies when they went out this time, and they would soon die. He is still so young, but he will go to Huangquan forever and say goodbye to everyone. The saddest thing should be Nalan Rongruo himself, and their appearance should not make him even more sad.
For the rest of my life, I will hope that I will live happily and chicly, instead of being tormented by illness, and I should not sigh the unfairness of fate.
"Lord Wang, Fujin, please." Fu'er stood in front of the door and made a gesture of please, and Fuquan led Han Ji inside.
Nalan Rongruo was lying on the bed, looking very weak, he heard the movement, and sat up half-propped up.
"I don't have much to do, how dare I bother the prince and Fujin to come and visit in person." Nalan Rongruo covered his mouth, coughed lightly twice, and then looked at the two of them with a smile in return.
"You are so badly wounded, how can we not come. Your wife has already told us about your situation, and you need not be afraid that we will know how to worry. The king has already instructed people to call for famous doctors from all over the country, but the results should be obtained in three or five days. Fu Quan and Han Ji sat on the stool in front of his bed, looking at him lying on the bed.
"Let's talk to each other." Fuquan let go of Han Ji's hand, stood up, and went out with Fu'er.
"Thank you for looking at me." Nalan Rongruo's lips turned pale, and the whole person leaned on the pillow, looking at Han Ji's eyes with extraordinarily gentleness. It's been a long time since he's been looking at her with such a look, maybe this is the last time in his life, so let him be willful once.
Han Ji didn't speak, she felt very uncomfortable, and suddenly she didn't know what to say. She never imagined that one day she would have such a meeting with him. Counting the days and waiting for death every day is far more painful than facing life and death immediately. Han Ji wanted to comfort him, but he knew that what he wanted to hear was not these words of hush and warmth.
"Is Concubine Yi okay?" Seeing that Han Ji didn't speak, Nalan Rongruo had no choice but to speak first.
Han Ji was a little distracted, and only when she heard his voice did she react. coughed dryly: "It's okay, there are some twists and turns in the middle, but it can be regarded as a satisfactory solution!" ”
Han Ji will not talk about Chunyin's unfinished business, and maybe Chunxi will still be implicated. Nalan Rongruo didn't break it, just nodded and responded: "That's the best." ”
"I didn't expect that when you went out this time, you would come back with such a serious injury." Han Ji said guiltily
"Don't worry, if I don't go to this matter, someone else will. I did the errand assigned by the emperor, the purpose is to give justice to Concubine Yi. In this way, it has little to do with you. Nalan Rongruo still had a smile on his face, he didn't want to upset Han Ji because of this. What's more, this matter is indeed not for Han Ji alone. Before leaving, no one would have expected such a catastrophe. It's just that often the plan can't catch up with the changes, and when things happen, he can only bear it, so that he doesn't care so much about his life and death.
Nalan Rongruo paused and said, "If you really feel sorry for me, it is better to take more care of Fu'er and my child who was born less than three months ago in the future." They are most lonely without their husbands and fathers. Originally, I wanted to take care of their mother and son for the rest of my life, but now I don't have that opportunity. ”
"Even if you don't say it, I will take care of them." Han Ji forced tears in her eyes, turned sideways, and didn't dare to look at him again.
Nalan Rongruo smiled sadly, and said to her: "I have made a promise with you that if there is an afterlife, I will stay with you." But I never imagined that my life would be so short and that I would fail my wife, who had just started for a year. I failed her in this life, and I will naturally have to repay it in the next life, and I am afraid that I will not be able to fulfill this agreement with you. ”
"It's okay." Han Ji wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, trembled and said, "We can also make an appointment for the next life." Someday, we will meet in another time and space. ”
"So, for the best!" Nalan Rongruo smiled and sighed, he felt that there was a peace of mind and peace that he had never experienced before at this moment.
Later, what he said to Nalan Rongruo, Han Ji didn't remember much. When she cleaned up her emotions and came out, she saw Fu'er standing alone under the veranda outside the house, looking into the distance and not knowing what she was thinking!
"Whisk." Han Ji called her softly.
Fu'er turned around when she heard the sound and saluted respectfully: "Fujin." ”
Han Ji stepped forward and stood one step in front of her: "In two days, I will ask the doctor to come and take a look for him again." I think this time is the most fortunate thing for you, if you need help, you can send someone to the palace at any time. ”
Fu'er nodded, looked at Han Ji, hesitated and asked, "Fujin, now Fu'er doesn't live in the palace." This year, I didn't pay much attention to the things in the palace, and I don't know what happened. But now, this matter involves our mother, Fujin you, and even Rong Ruo. Can you tell me what's going on? ”
Hearing her say this, Han Ji naturally knew that it was Nalan Rongruo who deliberately kept it shut and didn't want her to get involved in this matter. Han Ji only shook his head and said: "I don't know exactly what's going on, you know, the first time the incident happened, I was grounded in the palace with the prince." ”
"Please also ask Fujin not to hide it, Fu'er has also been with our mother for ten years, and she knows the intrigue in the palace. I also know better, Fujin is your ability. Fu'er knew that this matter would not end up like this. Whirl just wanted to know what was going on. Fu'er's expression was affirmative, and her tone was very requesting.
Han Ji looked at her, a little moved. I've known Fu'er for so long, and I know what kind of person she is. Nalan Rongruo also knew what she would do after knowing the truth, so he didn't want to talk to her.
Han Ji shook her head again: "I really don't know. ”
After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave. Fu'er took a few steps forward, stopped her, knelt down in front of her with a plop, and begged: "Please also ask Fujin to tell the truth." Fu Jin knows that Fu'er is a person who will not give up until he achieves his goal. Even if Fujin doesn't tell me today, Fu'er will also think of other ways to know from other places. What Fu Jin was worried about, Fu'er knew very well. Fu'er can promise you that she will never act rashly or impulsively. ”
Han Ji looked at her helplessly, helped her up, and thought twice before telling her what she knew.
Fu'er listened to Han Ji's dictation, and her heart felt as if she had experienced it herself. She felt sorry for Chunxi and Han Ji being wronged, and even more painful for the torture that Nalan Rongruo and Oro Dai suffered all the way. The tears couldn't stop flowing down, and I couldn't hold them back.
Han Ji stroked her cheeks, wiped the tears from her face, and persuaded softly: "Telling you this, it's not to make you sad, since you promised me, you won't be impulsive." Change hides this pain in his heart. At least. Don't be found out by Nalan, and don't make him feel guilty about you again. I don't know how long Nalan will live, but I hope that every day in the future, you will be by his side and let him live happily every day. ”
Fu'er nodded solemnly, she didn't want to live happily in the only few days that Nalan Rongruo had.
Nalan Rong is the man who Fu'er has spent her life trying to stay with her, and now this man is about to leave her. Fu'er knew that she could do too little for him. Therefore, she can only guarantee that during this time, he will be happy physically and mentally, and let him live the rest of the day. Happiness in the moment is the most important thing.