Chapter 542 I can't help myself

Su Lele and Zhang Bin were both embarrassed, I don't know how long it took, or Zhang Bin broke the silence first.

He smiled awkwardly at first, and then said to Su Lele: "Eh, I'll wash the dishes, it's already very troublesome for you to let you cook noodles for me, just leave the cleaning up to me, I often do it at home." ”

Su Lele also came back to his senses and said to Zhang Bin: "Oh, do you still want to do this little thing?" A big man, come to my house to eat something, can I still let you wash the dishes? ”

"Listen to me, go sit over there, I don't need you."

Zhang Bin was still a little embarrassed, and said, "I'll come, if you don't let me do anything, then how can I come to your house next time." After that, while talking, Su Lele snatched the bowl in his hand into his own hand.

Unexpectedly, at this time, Su Lele didn't catch it, and the bowl fell on the belt and shattered.

Zhang Bin was slightly stunned again, and scratched his head a little embarrassed, "This ...... I really didn't mean to. ”

Su Lele took a deep breath, shook his head helplessly, looked at Zhang Bin with disgust, and gave him a blank look, "Look, you have to rob it, right?" Okay now, no one has to wash the dishes, just smash it, this time you're satisfied, right? ”

"Do you know how long this bowl has been with me? I bought it after my divorce, and in order to celebrate my personal freedom from now on, you broke it like this. ”

Zhang Bin looked at Su Lele a little bewildered, and said: "There is still this kind of commemorative significance, it doesn't matter, I'll buy you a better one when the time comes, so it's okay, right?" ”

Su Lele heard this, but covered his mouth and chuckled, "Hehe, look at your stupidity, I'm teasing you, it's just a bowl, you don't have to care." ”

Zhang Bin secretly breathed a sigh of relief, if he really broke Su Lele's bowl to commemorate his divorce, then he would definitely die of guilt.

"Okay, no one has to rob it this time, you go and sit, don't hurt your hands, my hands are rough and thick, I'll deal with it."

This time Su Lele did not refuse, looked at Zhang Bin fixedly, returned to the sofa, sat down, and watched him clean up the debris on the ground, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and he pulled up a smile of relief.

Zhang Bin's technique is very neat, and it seems that he must know that he must often do housework at home, otherwise he would not be so quick.

When he came back, Su Lele looked at him with interest and asked, "Do you often do housework when you are at home, I think you are very skilled?" ”

Zhang Bin nodded, "Of course, I'm a bachelor, if I don't do it, I can only let the room mess up, so I do everything by myself." ”

"I thought about the kind of days when I sat and waited for dinner, didn't have to do anything after eating, and naturally someone helped me clean up, but unfortunately, I don't deserve this kind of day now, if I am qualified, I really hope that someone will take care of me like this."

Su Lele closed his eyes thoughtfully, and smiled slightly, "What qualifications are there for this kind of thing, as long as you want to, you can go to find a girlfriend." ”

"When the time comes, won't you be so tired alone, think about it, live alone, and do everything by yourself."

"Do you think that after brushing and sweeping the floor, cleaning up the room, you hope that someone can help you, and I, when the water pipe in my house is broken, I don't dare to hire someone to fix it."

"It's all done by myself, I don't know if it's installed or not, and I still sometimes leak it, and I don't bother to pay attention to it, it's not that the leakage is very serious, I'm already very content."

Zhang Bin looked at Su Lele puzzled, "Why didn't you tell me earlier about this kind of thing, I will, I'll help you, what other people do you have to find to help." ”

Su Lele smiled, "It's not like now, I've changed to a new one, I'm talking about the past, when I just moved here, at that time, I really had to rely on myself for everything, and sometimes I couldn't tell whether I was a man or a woman." ”

Zhang Bin's eyebrows frowned slightly, and after hesitating for a moment, he still asked, "Since you have a hard time living alone, why don't you think about getting married?" ”

"A woman, it's tiring enough to raise children alone, and you have to deal with such trivial things in life, I feel tired when I think about it, is it because you still have some kind of feelings for your ex-husband?"

With a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, Su Lele shook his head, "Things are not what you imagined, if I had any thoughts about Tang Bei, I wouldn't have divorced in the first place." ”

"I have carefully considered the divorce, not hot-headed to get divorced, I have given him many opportunities, at that time, whether it is Xiaozhu or my friends, they all advised me to divorce early."

"But I forgave him again and again, believed in him again and again, and in the end I was betrayed, and I really couldn't hold on to it before I decided to divorce."

"As for why I haven't been looking for friends for so long, it's all because of my own limited conditions, you know, a woman in her thirties, and with a child waiting to be fed, in this case, it is difficult to meet the right person."

"I've tried it before, after all, I'm a woman's family, with children, there will always be some things that can't be done, and I don't want my children to live without a father all the time."

"But after trying a few times, I gradually got tired, and found that the people I dated later didn't seem to be as reliable as that Tang Bei."

"Some of them are here for your appearance, some are for freshness, and some are for money, I really don't know what to believe what they say, and I gradually gave up on such ideas."

"Actually, I'm living a good life now, eating alone, sleeping alone, bearing everything alone, and even going to the movies alone."

"Habits can really change a person, I never thought I could live a good life by myself, but after really trying it, I realized that it was not that difficult."

Zhang Bin listened to Su Lele's words and felt a lot, but more of them really felt sorry for her, how strong her character must be to create today's Su Lele.

"Don't think like that, think about the good side, you don't meet any good people, it doesn't mean that everyone is like this."

"You have to be brave enough to try, if you don't try, how do you know if you can do it."

Su Lele took a deep breath, looked at Zhang Bin with some surprise, and said, "You really have a lot of big truths, so why don't you find one yourself?" Is it because I've been injured before? ”

"I actually feel really fine, not as sad as you said, habit is natural, I don't think there's anything wrong with life now."

"The only thing missing is not being able to be with my children all the time, but that day will not be far away, I believe."

The corners of Zhang Bin's mouth rose slightly, and a playful smile was raised, "My words, it's not that I don't believe in love anymore like you, but I think I'm not good enough and not good enough, and I haven't reached the standard of being able to pursue love." ”

"Once I feel that the time has come, I will definitely pursue what I want without hesitation, there will be no hesitation, I advise you to want to open a little too."

"Don't let those people or things in the past delay your own good future."

"Actually, there are some things I always want to say to you, but I don't know how to say it, I ......"

Without waiting for Zhang Bin to finish speaking, Su Lele interrupted with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Don't say it, if you say it when you don't know how to speak, I may misunderstand what you mean." ”

"It's better when you think about it, it's not too late to come and tell me, everyone works in the same company, and there are many opportunities in the future, isn't it?"

Zhang Bin was slightly stunned, "Yes, there are many opportunities, and I am not in a hurry for this time." ”

"Okay, I'm also full, I'm relieved to see that you're okay, I should go back too, tomorrow is another hard day, you should rest early."

Su Lele smiled, "Okay, I didn't give you anything delicious today, I have a chance another day, when you come, tell me in advance, but I will definitely make you some more good dishes, and ensure that you eat this time and want to eat next time." ”

Zhang Bin nodded, "Of course it's good, I'm a little impatient to let you say now, I'll go first." ”

Su Lele watched Zhang Bin walk out of the room and disappear under the hazy street lamp.

It's just that neither of them noticed that not long after Zhang Bin left, in the corner, Tang Bei's figure appeared, looking at Zhang Bin's departing back, and muttered to himself: "Okay, you Su Lele, you really have a new love." ”

"Since I can't do anything about you, naturally there are people who want you to die more than me, let's see, the damage I have suffered from you will definitely be recovered a hundred times in the future."

Of course, Su Lele and Zhang Bin will not know these words, after Zhang Bin left, Su Lele sat alone in front of the sofa, always feeling chaotic.

She knew very well what Zhang Bin wanted to say just now, but she didn't know what she was thinking now, today in Lang Qi's office, without any consideration, she directly helped Zhang Bin speak, and she didn't know if Lin Xiaozhu noticed anything.

Once Lin Xiaozhu finds out that she is secretly dealing with Zhang Bin, she will definitely misunderstand herself again, if nothing happened before, maybe Lin Xiaozhu will not care.

But when she worked at Jiang Yiyun before, she had already betrayed Lin Xiaozhu, what would she think this time? No one knows.

The more Su Lele thought about it, the more upset she became, and finally shook her head, and simply stopped thinking about it, even if she wanted to break her head, she couldn't think of a reason, instead of that, it was better to take one step at a time, and there must be a road before the car reached the mountain.

And Zhang Bin, walking alone on the quiet road, recalled his impulsive behavior just now, and suddenly regretted it.

This time, he was able to return to Lin Xiaozhu's company entirely because he wanted to help Leng Yinuo find some opportunities, but unconsciously, he didn't want to use Su Lele.

Whether she knew that she was from Leng Yinuo's side or not, he didn't want to do this, he would feel very heartbroken and sorry for her.

Compared with Su Lele, his confusion seems to be more serious, even if he finds any opportunity at that time, he doesn't know whether he will choose to betray Su Lele and help Leng Yinuo achieve his wish.

Not to mention what he is doing in Lin Xiaozhu's company now, he doesn't know the situation at all.

Therefore, Zhang Bin's decision is also to take one step at a time, try not to involve Su Lele, and try to avoid it, relying on his own ability, he doesn't believe it, and he can't dig up any negative things about Lin Xiaozhu.

……

Early the next morning, Lin Xiaozhu got up early, and he had already made it very clear to Lang Qi yesterday that he didn't need him to send him, but Lang Qi still got up earlier than her, and was already sitting in the living room waiting.

When Lin Xiaozhu came out of the bedroom, he saw Lang Qi sitting on the sofa in a daze, and was slightly stunned, "Why did you get up so early?" Didn't I say that? I don't need you to send me, why are you up so early? ”

Lang Qi blinked thoughtfully, "I just can't sleep, I'm not going to see you off, have you thought about it?" Don't you really need me to send you? ”