Chapter 128: Love is Selfish

Su Tong glanced at Gu Yan, after such a long time, there were still only various transactions with interests in his world.

The question made her smile helplessly.

"Why do you always feel like I have to sell myself to get something? Am I not worthy of being genuinely liked? ”

There was a hint of mockery in her clear eyes, she really didn't know what Gu Yan thought.

Gu Yan was stabbed by the sarcastic smile on the corner of her mouth, but this sentence really made him speechless.

She is a very attractive girl, how can she not be genuinely liked?

It's just that there are too many people he likes, which makes him distressed and crazy to this helpless situation.

"He likes me, so he's willing to do it for me without me mentioning anything, which one are you asking?"

Su Tong sat there, speaking gently and softly, but every word seemed like a heart-wrenching punishment.

"What do you want, and why do you always tell me?"

Gu Yan muttered in pain, he couldn't get close to her now, and even a few words were a rare opportunity.

"Because you can't give what I want." Su Tong's face was still so gentle and smiling, but this sentence made Gu Yan's eyes vibrate.

What's not to give?

Han Chunian can give him anything.

Su Tong sighed, then looked at Gu Yan and said seriously: "Don't be obsessed with it anymore, I won't change my mind, I must marry him." ”

Han Chunian described the second half of her life to her, and after settling the blood debt with Nan Yejun, they went abroad and never returned to Cloud City.

You may have a child or two in a picturesque town, and you can take your child around the world and see every sight in the album.

Thinking of this, Su Tong's smile became even gentler, she always wanted a home of her own.

Han Chunian not only promised her this home, but also clearly sketched the appearance of this home step by step.

It was a kind of happiness that could be touched, the warmth and reliance she was pursuing.

It's been a long time since I've felt this way, and that kind of steadfastness is like when my mother was there.

She knew that Han Chunian would always be good to her, and would not betray her or hurt her.

When I thought of this, the smile on the corner of my mouth was like the starlight in the night, but it lit up the whole sky.

This kind of laughter made him a little stupid, Su Tong poured a glass of wine and gave it to Gu Yan: "In the future, we won't meet again, it should be embarrassing for me to meet again, and I really don't want him to worry, he is really good to me, I will naturally pay him back a hundred times, this wedding will definitely be held as scheduled unless I die." ”

"Su Tong, you don't love him, you don't love him at all......"

When Su Tong and Han Chunian were together, he didn't feel that kind of fiery love at all.

"Does it make sense to argue about these? You don't know how much I hate you, you know that it was Nan Yejun who killed my mother? She asked Su Hanchang to tell my mother that I was raised by you to be the most shameful junior, and my mother jumped Yunjiang for fear of affecting me, but you forced me to rip off a kidney for my mother-killing enemy's daughter, but I just hate you, because Han Chunian really taught me a lot, he not only gave me the warmest care but also taught me the ugliest side of the world, he wanted me to become strong and stand side by side with him, instead of becoming a flower in the greenhouse under the protection of his wings, now do you think you are still worthy of love? ”

Su Tong saw Gu Yan sitting in a daze, he didn't take the glass of wine and simply drank it himself.

During the time she stayed with Han Chunian, she seemed to have really lost her temper, even in the face of Gu Yan, she didn't have the previous nervousness and fear.

It's as if she knows that her place is a quiet and gentle sea, so when she looks back, the thorns along the way are just a moment of the past, and she has already survived.

"Why don't you tell me, you never told me these things, it's so unfair Su Tong......"

He was never able to enter her heart, so he didn't even mention the cause of her mother's death.

If he hadn't been cheeky enough to look for her again today, maybe this secret would have really been buried in the grave with Lin Meihua's ashes.

"It's never unfair, I know best for you what I pay for freedom."

After Su Tong finished speaking, she took out her mobile phone, and she felt that Gu Yan's mood was not quite right.

This man can do everything, no matter how calm he is on the surface, but he is still a little flustered in his heart.

"I'm done eating, you can pick me up." Before Su Tong finished speaking, the mobile phone was snatched away.

"Su Tong, Nan Yejun's matter is not so simple."

Gu Yan hung up the mobile phone that was still on the phone, Nan Yejun was already crazy and didn't know what terrible things he would do, and the most difficult thing was that he couldn't tell Su Tong about his life experience.

Before Han Chunian could speak too much when he received the call, Su Tong's phone had already hung up.

When he called again, no one answered, and he immediately called Xu Mei's mobile phone.

The two or three friends Su Tong met in Cloud City, he found out the details early.

This Xu Mei can be regarded as a woman with a simple background, but Gu Yan's subordinates thought about this and hung up the phone just before he finished speaking, which made him faintly worried.

I immediately drove to the eastern suburbs of the garden, and called the manager in the car.

"Isn't Hongshi's Gu always here today?" He stepped on the gas pedal quickly, afraid that something would happen.

"Mr. Gu is also here today, and there are three guests with him." Cold sweat broke out on the manager's forehead.

The matter between Gu Yan and that Miss Su is well known to everyone in Cloud City, but if they meet in the restaurant under his jurisdiction, something should happen, right?

Han Chunian bit his lip, looked at the red light in front of him with cold eyes, and unscrupulously tightened the accelerator, and the car sped towards the east of the city like an arrow.

Gu Yan looked at Su Tong anxiously, didn't she even want to give him a little trust?

"If you really want her to fight with her life, then let me do it, and you don't have any contact with Nan Yejun again."

Su Tong looked at Gu Yan, her voice was sincere, she didn't doubt it, but it was already too late.

"It's not that I want her to take her life, that's what she should bear."

Su Tong's eyes appeared in front of her mother floating on the water, and the boatman dragged her thin body, and her eyes were red and tears fell down.

"Please let me live peacefully, I don't want to have any entanglement with you, in fact, I used to hate you very much but Han Chunian told me that I can't do this, he showed me the other side of this world, most of the money owners didn't even have the sincerity to give a name, but you did it at the time, although it was exchanged for my kidney, so just be the most familiar stranger."

Su Tong stood up, she thought that Han Chunian should be almost there, right?

She didn't want to breathe in his scent, that familiar smell would always take her back to the past, the ups and downs of the past that made it impossible to calm down.

The door was suddenly pushed open, and Su Tong raised his eyes and saw Han Chunian, his breath was a little anxious, and it was estimated that he had run in from the door.

"It's okay, Mr. Gu is here for a banquet today, I just talked to him a few words."

Su Tong stood beside Han Chunian, stretched out his hand and tugged at his sleeve to signal that he didn't have to be nervous.

"My old bones can't stand your toss like this, and I'm not allowed to hang up the phone casually in the future to scare me to death......"

Han Chunian met Gu Yan's jealous eyes, lowered his head and kissed Su Tong's lips.

"Okay." Su Tong lowered his head and smiled a little embarrassedly.

"It's okay for you to drive my car to send Miss Xu back, and then drive over to pick me up, right?" Han Chunian took out the car keys from his pocket and handed them to Su Tong.

Su Tong naturally understood what he meant, nodded and took the key and prepared to leave.

"Su Tong, you haven't answered my question yet, do you love him? Are you sure you love this man and are going to marry him? ”

Gu Yan's hoarse voice slowly sounded behind Su Tong, sounding as if he was already scarred.

But who can blame it?

Su Tong didn't look back, but her voice spread out in the air firm and warm: "I said it, no one can stop this wedding unless I die." ”

Then he straightened his back and walked out gracefully.

"Mr. Gu, why bother to suffer for yourself?" Han Chunian looked at the small wine glass on the table, with a small lip print on it.

Su Tong has never liked strong red lips, and he painted a faint water pink that happened to be printed there.

He took the cup and poured a small glass, and drank it with lip prints, letting the faint plum wine warm his heart.

She didn't say love, but she said that life and death were promised, and that was enough.

"She doesn't love you." Gu Yan muttered.

He obviously felt Su Tong's dependence and trust on Han Chunian, but he couldn't feel the fiery and intense love alone.

"I didn't expect you to be so naΓ―ve, what if you don't love? She will eventually be my wife, the mother of my children, and she will not be able to separate us until death, and that is enough for me. ”

Han Chunian continued to drink, and today her words made him drunk, and if the wine is not drunk, everyone will get drunk.

"And one day she will fall in love with me, time is very wonderful can change everything, Su Tong may have a different feeling for you, and it will also be consumed by time, don't you understand the truth that love is not as good as long-term companionship? And there is a kidney between you, and a poor life, what can you pay back? Do you think you still have a chance to pay it back? ”

Han Chunian drank two glasses of wine before pouring a glass for Gu Yan.

"Your love is too selfish, so it is not destined to be obtained." Han Chunian found that Gu Yan was pitifully stubborn in this kind of thing.

"Selfish?" Gu Yan drank the glass of plum wine, and unlike Han Chunian, who felt sweet drunkenness, everything he drank was bitter.

He doesn't know how he became selfish?

He once wanted to hold the whole world at her feet to please her, but in the end, he forced her to donate a kidney to Jiang Lianan, and he caused her to kill the children of two people.

"Are you going to kill Nan Ye-kun? Even if she is Su Tong's biological mother? ”

Gu Yan found that he had never dared to make a heavy hand, but he was afraid that Su Tong would be in pain when he found out about Nan Yejun's relationship with her one day, but Han Chunian never seemed to have considered this, all he wanted was to fulfill Su Tong's wish.

"Let everyone who knows about this disappear, and only the dead can keep secrets in this world."

Han Chunian was still smiling drunkenly, but the words he said suddenly made the air suddenly disperse with blood......