Chapter 113: There's No Way Back
It's been a while since the sun rose. I stood on top of a sand dune in the middle of the desert. The yellow sand is everywhere now, and the sand is very dark, like gold that has been in time for a long time. Early March. It's still cold in the west.
The west wind blew all over my body, but I couldn't even sneeze.
In the rolling sand dunes, there was not a single person, and there were no footprints.
Maybe there were footprints at one time.
The desert is unlike any other place in the landscape. It changes every day with a new view.
The footprints and traces left at this time may be restored to their original state after a gust of wind blows in less than a moment, and even change into a new scenery, which is also love.
It's horrible.
It's more terrible than the rivers and lakes.
People are in the rivers and lakes, but they can't help themselves; People are in love, but they can't help themselves.
"There is wine today, drunk today, sorrow tomorrow comes, tomorrow sorrow" is my own words, what about now? Where is the free and easy little brother Han? I asked myself in my heart. But I don't have an answer.
My head was also full of thoughts.
At that moment, I seemed to think about a lot of things, but I didn't seem to think about anything.
Lu Jiuzhong and Liang Qiu August had already chased after me, and they had been whispering something in my ear. I watched their mouths move, but I couldn't hear what they were saying.
It was as if I had closed all my senses, and I was left with only vision, looking at the vast sea of sand, but my vision did not improve four hundred times. I don't have clairvoyance, and I still can't see him.
I said to myself, Brother Han, forget it, you can't do it, there is a dead person living in his heart, but I am unwilling...... I don't know how long I stood there. Then reason told me I had to keep walking.
Standing silly is not my style.
I turned and walked down the dunes. I walked forward one step at a time. After walking a few meters, swept through the gale, the wind swept the yellow sand, and people couldn't open their eyes, I looked back indifferently and saw that the wind covered my footprints with sand again, leaving no traces, and Lu Jiuzhong's angry voice sounded in my ears, "Frost!" Close your eyes! Are you going to be blind! "He pulled my arm hard.
Lu Jiuzhong pressed me in his arms, and the sound of a pounding heartbeat came, but I thought of Ji Chen's heartbeat without a heartbeat.
I think of him, and just think about it.
I decided, I don't want to be affected anymore.
"Chi Chen's departure from me has no effect on him." When the wind and sand stopped, I pushed Lu Jiuzhong away and said indifferently. Lu Jiuzhong looked at me with a complicated expression, "Frost, you want him to come back, there are many ways, let's make a formation for the recall of the trapped ghosts......"
I interrupted him, his expression still indifferent, "I'm asking you, he left me, it doesn't matter, right?" ”
If Chi Chen wanted to avoid me, I believe I wouldn't be able to find him anyway.
This fate tortured me and the great good people have been so miserable.
This fate made Lu Jiuzhong look for him thousands of times. Death.
Rather, I'll go home.
I want to go home, I don't want to play anymore. I'm tired, and now I just want to go back to the past, be a normal person, find a job seriously, and be an ordinary and happy person. After Lu Jiuzhong twisted his eyebrows and said "um", the corners of my mouth turned out, "Heh, it's good." I quit this circle, don't come with me, he will be a stranger when he sees him again in the future. ”
"Frost, are you crazy?" Lu Jiuzhong looked at me incredulously, I looked at Liang Qiu August who had not spoken, I knew very well what she was afraid of, I said lightly: "I'm not crazy, I'm very sober, it's best if he leaves." That's it. ”
"Goodbye."
Turning around, I walked towards the jade gate in the eyes of the world.
I don't know if it's a mockery, but when I saw the sign that said "Yumen Pass Ruins" over there, I suddenly laughed.
"The spring breeze does not pass the jade gate", it is really well written.
Sure enough, it's too much!
In the east, a red glow of the rising sun burned, just as people blew half-extinguished coals in the embers. Then the red light covered the entire desert with a layer of beauty.
The grains of sand shone with a golden light, and only then did they dim.
So what?
Sand is never gold.
I watched in the distance as the sun shattered the dark blue canopy like a burning hot wheel, rising over the golden horizon, beautiful but not making me happy.
Love is too evil.
My gaze swept over the hangover boss next to me, and this was a big deal that came out to play.
I took my wallet out of him and took the money......
The small shop next to me had just opened, so I bought clothes and changed them indifferently.
Such an uncomfortable feeling, once it was fine, this kind of ups and downs of the mood, this kind of thinking of thousands of mountains and rivers and the feeling of destroying the vicissitudes of life, is too terrible. The clothes are extremely warm, and the warmth envelops the whole body, but it can't warm the heart.
My heart was cold.
When I got into the taxi, the driver asked me, "Sir, are the two behind you together, do you have to wait?" ”
I saw Lu Jiuzhong and Liang Qiu August in the rearview mirror, and shook my head indifferently.
It's time to step away.
I'm ...... now I just want to go home, but when I opened my mouth and reported the word Jiangcheng, I turned my face away and looked at the vast desert. The driver said cheerfully: "Then gone?" After I said "um", I suddenly remembered something, and almost cried for a moment.
Wrong! Chi Chen took me under the water for an hour, it was red leaves!
I slammed the car door, and when I got out of the car, Lu Jiuzhong was chasing after me, and I greeted him directly, and said anxiously: "Lu Jiuzhong!" When you came out of the water, did you see autumn leaves? ”
Lu Jiuzhong frowned and said, "No, the dove spirit has been showing me the way underwater, and later said that I went back to find you......"
It was dark, and the voice of the dove spirit did not sound.
What the hell is going on?
What did Chi Chen do in that hour?
I took two steps back, and it wasn't like that. I just can't think of it.
We haven't figured out Momiji's temper yet, so it's not okay to go home rashly.
I staggered two steps, and the driver behind me shouted, "Sir, are you still leaving?" ”
I burst out laughing.
"Hahaha......"
I can't imagine that one day, I will have a time when there is no way back from the frost!
What a joke!
The world is so big, there is no place I want to go!
The only home I want to go back to, I can't go back.
Shuiyao Town, I can't go back.
Antique shop, can't go back!
"Hahahaha......"
Lu Jiuzhong was frightened, "Frost, you ......"
"Don't come here!"
I'm really tired at the moment, grandpa is trapped, grandma is imprisoned, and I'm in love with a person who started it, it's so fucking funny! And I, I can't do anything, I can't do anything...... I smiled and squatted down, the feeling of despair that was suppressed in my heart could no longer be suppressed, and tears fell in large numbers.
Can't go back......
Great benevolent man, Han Qibai...... Chi Chen.
I can't go back.
"Lu Jiu Heavy ......"
Did you know that I used to look for you for so long......
If, there is no Chi Chen......
What would I be like now? Beauty's Late Tomb: Wonderful
One wrong step, one wrong step.
"Frost ......"
Lu Jiuzhong seemed to want to hold me in his arms, I raised my head and looked at Liang Qiu August, remembering the poisonous oath I had made, looking at the tears in Liang Qiu August's eyes, I suddenly got up and ran forward......
On the side, a car stopped abruptly.
In the next second, I only felt a numbness on my neck, and a black in front of my eyes-
Damn, I was ...... The tranquilizer gun hit.
I hadn't lost consciousness before I fell, and after the sound of the car door closing, I heard the man's voice tinged with compassion, "How did it get like this, it's not the frost in my eyes." ”
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