Chapter 208: Torment

Yun Yanzheng only felt a dull pain in his heart, his heart was like a knife, and his tears kept sliding down uncontrollably, falling down his cheeks one by one.

But this time he figured it out. Gu Xi leaned softly in her arms, panting softly, and stretched out his arms around her waist. If she felt that she was seeing everything in his eyes, but she knew nothing about him, she felt scared in her heart. Then, he should also put his weakness into her hands, so that she would not have to be confused anymore.

Yun Yanzheng parted his lips, his cheeks leaned against the side of his face, and tears rained down. His hands tightened around him, as if he were the most cherished treasure in his heart.

"Eldest princess, you can take it out with your hand......" Gu Xi's hoarse and trembling voice came into his ears, and his breath sprayed itchingly: "My body is now ...... I'm afraid I can't wait for you......"

Yun Yanzheng couldn't help laughing out loud, with tears in his eyes, but the corners of his lips were curled. She rubbed her head sideways against his sideburns and whispered, "I just like to hug you like this." ”

"I'm afraid I'll stain your clothes." Gu Xi gasped lightly and said frequently.

"You're already dirty." She replied playfully.

"Alas......" Gu Xi sighed lightly, as if laughing, mocking, nestled in her arms tiredly, and endured the uncontrollable convulsions that came out of her bones. He can control his emotions and disguise his expressions, but he can't control his instinctive reaction to the pain that comes when his body is attacked.

Yun Yanzheng's arm was still around him in his clothes, but he didn't rub it anymore, just felt the warmth of his body gradually recovering.

Gu Xi tried to relax the expression on his face so that he didn't look so painful, snuggled into her arms, and deeply absorbed the fragrance on her body. After taking a deep breath secretly, he said softly, "Ah Yan, you close your eyes." ”

She stared at him in amazement.

He reached out to the place of her eyes, covered them gently, and a hoarse voice came: "Don't look." ”

"I haven't seen any blood...... her hand covered his, and just as she was about to take it down, Gu Xi's voice came into her ears again: "But you don't want this blood to happen to me......" There was a worried tenderness in his faintly forbearant voice.

Yun Yanzheng bit his lower lip, turned around in his mind a thousand times, and finally nodded his head, and choked up: "Yes, I don't watch." ”

As soon as the word "good ......" was spit out, there was no end note, followed by a sound that was muffled. The arms were suddenly cold, Gu Xi left her embrace, made a muffled sound, and fell to the ground. "Gu Xi......" she called out to him eagerly, reaching out to find his whereabouts.

"Don't ...... Come here......"

The voice came faintly, with a sense of determination.

Yun Yanzheng quietly opened his eyes, the veil floated in front of him, and in the mist of the night, he vaguely saw the familiar figure prostrate on the ground, his body curled up in pain. The vague white clothes were scattered on the ground, like ice and snow falling from the mud and dust, crumbling and shattering.

She silently opened her lips slightly, inhaling softly, her eyes blurred with tears. In the past, she only felt that he was a shadow high into the clouds and out of reach, but now, he sent his weakness and his embarrassment to her eyes, and she clearly felt that he was also a flesh and blood body, and he would also be ruthlessly tortured by the hearts of people in this world, and like her, he was just a drop in the ocean among the suffering beings in this world.

My heart hurts, but I can't help it.

She bit down hard into her lower lip, letting the pain and blood release the hatred in her heart. She gripped the bedding tightly with both hands, ravaging them into twisted shapes.

The powerlessness in the darkness invaded her heart again and again, and Yun Yanzheng got up angrily and swept out of the room like the wind. She knew that Gu Xi didn't want to show her the most painful and embarrassing appearance, and since it was a burden, she didn't have to stay. She ran all the way to the kitchen, felt the flint in the darkness, lit the lamp, carried water and put it in the pot, and started a fire in the stove. The firelight kept flickering her phoenix eyes, her face was mottled with tears, and her eyes were as red as peaches, and she was so hot from the light and fire that she was in pain.

At this time, outside the bamboo forest, there was a sudden chirping of night birds. Yun Yanzheng was all concerned about Gu Xi's body, but he didn't pay attention to the abnormality.

She filled the hot water in the tub, and then half-helped Gu Xi up and half-hugged him and let him sit in the hot water, leaning against the wall of the bucket. Yun Yanzheng leaned against the other side of the barrel wall uneasily, and in the dark and quiet night, he heard the convulsions and trembling voices from his body coming from the water behind him in waves.

Is this still the boy who is like a fairy and has a light breeze? It turns out that under his calm and indifferent appearance, there is a truth hidden that he has been subjected to inhuman torture for many years. Just because someone selfishly wants to avenge his confidant and friend, can he use such cruel means to clamp down on his disciple's fate?

The most difficult thing to figure out is the human heart; The most ridiculous and absurd thing is the world.

Yun Yanzheng's eyes were wet and dry; It was dry, wet, back and forth, and I don't know how many tears I shed. I only know that no matter how painful and uncomfortable my heart is beside him, I can't empathize with the person who is fighting against fate at the moment, and I can't replace him.

There was no heart-rending struggle in his ears, nor that heart-wrenching roar, he just quietly allowed himself to soak in warm water, letting the Gu poison flow wantonly in his body, ravaging every nerve and meridian of his body. The upper and lower teeth quietly clenched the uncontrollable shiver, but did not make a trace of pain and begging for mercy. Just quietly, expressionless, staring ahead with lost eyes, his thoughts wandering again and again on the edge of chaos and sobriety, constantly wandering back and forth.

Month after month, year after year, in constant reincarnation and torment, lonely and proud.

"Ah Yan......" is the only company he wants to rely on and protect with all his strength in this world.

Yun Yanzheng kept running around the kitchen and the room, constantly boiling water, constantly changing the water, lest his body fall into a cold situation again. Only then did she feel that she was not useless in the face of his pain, even if it was only so insignificant and insignificant. She also wants him to know that he is not the only one facing the hardships of fate, but two people, who are with him, fighting against this sad and hateful and helpless fate together.

She cherished his life as if it were herself.

She is attached to him and cannot be defeated by this fate.

The sound of water suddenly sounded beside her, Yun Yanzheng looked back silently, only to see Gu Xi burying her head in the water, she was startled, grabbed the edge of the barrel suddenly, and whispered: "Gu Xi......"

I couldn't see it clearly in the dark, but I could smell the blood in the water getting stronger and stronger. She stretched out her hand and was about to poke into the water, Gu Xi raised her head slightly, exposed her mouth and nose, and whispered softly: "Don't touch these bloody water...... Ah Yan, you go and change your clothes......"

Yun Yanzheng frowned, and vaguely heard an unusual birdsong outside the bamboo forest. She whispered, "Okay." He turned around, took a set of Gu Xi's clothes in the closet, changed them behind the screen, and came back with a plate at the foot of the barrel, and pushed the door out.

She hurried to the kitchen, and when she put down the plate, she listened intently, and sure enough, every few moments the muffled birdsong sounded again. It's Qingyan. How did he get here? The Spirit Rhino Pill she had taken when she left the Kingdom of Wei had long been silently removed by Gu Xi, and now even the Spirit Bird couldn't find out where she was. And this kind of birdsong is the signal that she and Qing Yan once agreed?

That day, she followed Gu Xi into the bamboo forest, knowing that it contained the calculations of the five elements and gossip, and it was secretly changed, so that more killing moves and death could be conjured into it. If it is really Qing Yan here, I am afraid that she has been trapped in it, and if someone else pretends to be Qing Yan and wants to lure her out, she has already been blocked in the bamboo forest.

Now that Gu Xi is suffering, how can these people come at such an opportune time? Yun Yanzheng pondered for a moment, scooped up the hot water from the pot and put it into the plate, and walked back with the plate.

Push the door in, and everything is like a square.

Behind the veil, the water in the tub was murmuring.

She approached the edge of the barrel and asked, "Gu Xi, is the water cold?" ”

"Don't touch this water." Gu Xi leaned back against the wall of the barrel, and his voice was very weak.

"Gu Xi, there are guests coming outside, what should we do?" She asked him bluntly this time. A shallow smile appeared on Gu Xi's tired face, and he whispered, "Let them come in by themselves." ”

"Do you have faith?" Yun Yanzheng put down the water in his hand and asked hesitantly.

"I don't know." Gu Xi said casually.

"Don't know?" Yun Yanzheng raised his eyebrows slightly, and his heart was worried.

"I just want to bathe and change clothes now......" Gu Xi's voice sounded with hers, the difference was that she was worried, and his was slow.

“…… Very good" Yun Yan sighed after a pause: "You wait." She floated like the wind to the room where she lived, and carried the internal force to the bath bucket as if nothing came to Gu Xi's room. There was a chuckle in the room, and she looked back angrily, only to see him leaning over the edge of the bucket and turning his head, a pair of eyes shining like water in the black paint, and she could vaguely see the smile of Ning Yue.

As soon as her heart was sweet, she didn't bother with him. Picked up the water tray on the ground, poured the water into the bath bucket, went out to bring some cold water, hurriedly added half a bucket of water, and went to the kitchen to see if the water was boiling. When she came in again, Gu Xi was already leaning against the wall of the clean bathtub, soaked in half-lukewarm water. Yun Yanzheng saw it, and immediately ran over with a water tray in a hurry, and hurriedly poured the water in the tray into the bath bucket.

A bucket of water swayed, and she realized that Gu Xi was naked. Fortunately, the night had not receded, and the darkness had covered the shame and embarrassment on her face. Gu Xi stretched out her arm from the water, her fingertips gently stroked her sideburns a few times, and whispered with a smile: "It's hard work, eldest princess." ”

She snorted secretly in her heart, inadvertently took two steps back, and asked suspiciously, "Your Gu poison ......"

Gu Xi glanced at the sky outside the window, sighed lightly, and said, "It's almost dawn, it's tired, and it needs to go back to rest and recuperate." ”

Listening to his words, Yun Yanzheng's heart suddenly ached, she took two steps closer, and said after a while: "I need this palace...... Serve...... Are you? ”