more

Before meeting Yi Chenjing, protecting Su Buqi was the only reason why Su Jinyan was alive. 173 [a lot of good]

Su Jinyan couldn't tell what kind of existence Yi Chenjing was to him, a benefactor, or what? I only remember that when he was fourteen years old, Yi Chenjing's indifferent words and expressions made him suddenly realize that life does not have to be so painful, and sometimes, he should also consider himself.

The years in the palace were very painful, more desperate than death, when he was taken away from the feet of the eunuch by the fifth prince Yi Chenxuan, and was poisoned and thrown on the cold bed in a blink of an eye, the humiliation he had never felt almost crushed him, and he almost pulled out his short sword and cut his throat.

The reason why he didn't do that was because he was scared that his brother would be sent to take over his task after his death.

If that were the case, he would not be at peace even if he died.

After that night, Su Jinyan had bad symptoms of nightmares, the dreams were always full of blood, there was a handsome but gloomy man looking at him and sneering, his body was naked, and the scars were hideous and terrifying, and Su Buqi stood in front of him not far from him, looking at him calmly, and then turned around and left silently.

Brother, brother, you wait for me, brother......

In the dream, he seemed to go back to his childhood, he could cry without scruples, he could reach out and grab his brother's sleeve, but when he woke up, there was nothing but a cold sweat.

Not long after meeting Yi Chenjing, Su Jinyan was beaten half to death because he refused Yi Chenxuan's disgusting request, woke up and opened his eyes, someone was busy helping him clean up his wounds, he frowned, scolded indifferently, but in exchange for the woman who helped him looked back and smiled.

In fact, Su Jinyan has never had any thoughts about women, he knows that he has a heavier task on his body, and he also understands that he is dirty and ugly, and he is not worthy of anyone. Strangely, the woman liked to move closer to him, no matter how much he showed disgust, it was useless, since she helped him clean his wounds that day, it became one of the woman's habits to come to bring him food and apply medicine.

"You're not made of iron, can't you be softer? Your Highness hates others to disobey him the most, but you always deliberately make him angry and get hurt, doesn't it hurt yourself? ”

"It's not about you. 173”

"Then I can't watch you hurt like this and no one cares, right? By the way, you don't know my name yet, do you? My name is—"

"Get out."

There are not a few palace maids who have been coldly scolded and cried by Su Jinyan in the remote hall, but that woman is the only one who makes Su Jinyan feel a little guilty, and in return, Su Jinyan silently made a decision.

Remember her name, Asak.

Qianxi is Mrs. Qi's personal maid, she is very clever, but she is too stubborn. I don't know why, she didn't stay away from Su Jinyan like the other palace maids in the Yao Xuan Palace, she would appear every time Su Jinyan was injured, but she rarely talked to Su Jinyan again, and Su Jinyan would not take the initiative to say anything to her, she helped, and he accepted.

Isn't this simple relationship great? At least that's what Su Jinyan thinks.

The shallowness of the silence is very gentle, there is a different kind of tranquility and quiet beauty, and when you laugh, there is a very shallow dimple on the left cheek, but there is no one on the right. Su Jinyan would often take advantage of her to observe for a moment, but when she raised her head, he immediately withdrew his gaze, and his indifferent aura was like treating a stranger.

At the age of sixteen, Su Jinyan was already Yi Chenxuan's well-trained henchman, and with that delicate face that was far superior to that of a woman, he had climbed the bed of many concubines, including Yu Chi Lianrong, who was about to become the crown princess. However, Su Jinyan is not proud of this, sometimes he will resent this face, if there is no foreign blood and beautiful appearance, then he doesn't have to live such a life of no one and no ghost.

Qianxi asked Su Jinyan's life experience, there is no doubt that Su Jinyan will not answer, and Qianxi does not seem to have any intention that he will answer, but that night watching Su Jinyan's new scars on his back, Qianxi hugged him and cried for a long time.

With Su Jinyan's character, he naturally didn't ask the reason, at that time, all he was thinking about was how to remind Yi Chenjing to be careful of Yi Chenxuan, and when he came back to his senses, Qianxi had already fallen asleep quietly in his arms, and there were still tears on his fair face.

It was quite incredible for Su Jinyan that there were really people in this world who would cry for him, so he comforted himself at the beginning of the morning the next morning, saying that the gentle kiss left on his shallow forehead under impulse was just to thank him.

How can a person like him have feelings?

After waking up, Qianxi's face was red to the root of her ears, and she hurriedly got up from Su Jinyan's arms, still silent as usual, but she was a little distracted all day, and often showed a clumsy smile in a daze, Mrs. Qi asked her, she just smiled, and her red cheeks were gentle.

That day, Su Jinyan was unexpectedly very obedient to Yi Chenxuan, so in exchange for a short period of free time after some unsightly things were over, he took the initiative to go out of the palace and bought a box of rouge with a very light color, as well as a very expensive but very elegant silver hairpin.

The light skin is very white, and it should look good with a pine green hairpin embedded in the silver background - this can be regarded as a thank you gift.

Yi Chenxuan said that he had never seen Su Jinyan smile, and the others in the palace were the same, but that day, Mrs. Qi was extremely lucky to see Su Jinyan's faint smile that was so stunning that the world was eclipsed, but unfortunately, that smile quickly dissipated before she could save it in her mind.

"Jinyan...... Shallow her...... She was taken away by His Highness ......"

The rouge was sprinkled, the silver hairpin was on the ground, and the clothes were rolled up, leaving only the afterimage of Su Jinyan leaving in a panic.

"As I said, you are my plaything, and whoever touches you without my permission must cut off your hands, gouge out your eyes, and cut off your legs. You know that I never joke, but there are people who don't know whether to live or die to test my patience, Jinyan, you say, should I let this person go? ”

In the room that carried countless nightmares of humiliation, Yi Chenxuan sneered and threw a pill in his hand.

"After eating it, maybe I'll consider letting that slut go."

Su Jinyan knew very well what Yi Chenxuan gave him, he had been exposed to it in those years, and he couldn't understand Yi Chenxuan's methods of making poison anymore, and he also knew that the pill in his palm was the most terrible of all the poisons that tortured people, once he took it, he could only obey Yi Chenxuan in exchange for a temporary antidote, otherwise he would be tortured in an extremely cruel way and die slowly.

Despite knowing this, he resolutely obeyed.

After that, Su Jinyan hadn't seen Qianxi.

Probably a few years before his body was about to be exhausted by the poison, Su Jinyan finally made his position clear and completely defected to Yi Chenjing, although Yi Chenjing never trusted him, he didn't care, and still tried his best to maneuver between the Xia An relics and Da Yao, between Feng Wujiang and Yi Chenjing.

Until the end, the poison was irrepressible, completely destroying his body.

"Brother, bury me on the hill over there, with the tombstone facing the imperial capital, and I want to see him reign over the world with my own eyes - this is my only wish."

Su Jinyan's death was silent, and it wasn't until four months later that Yi Chenjing learned the news that the new emperor of Yaoguo, who had just inherited the unification, personally came to his tomb to pay respects, bowed his head and was silent for a long time, and only said four words before leaving.

Thanks, go to sleep.

That was the beginning of the second year.

After four years, Su Buqi rushed to Zhaoguo from a distant foreign land, and went to Su Jinyan's tomb to meet with a mysterious person's letter, and when he arrived at the place, he saw the heavy rain washing the lonely tombstone, and there were two things in front of the tombstone.

One is a fat compact, the other is a silver hairpin inlaid with expensive turquoise.

Su Buqi didn't talk to the person who asked him to come here, and after meeting the man in a hurry, Su Buqi gently put the worn-out oil-paper umbrella on the man's shoulder and left alone.

All that was left was the woman who sat behind the tombstone and slept with her eyes closed, her skin was fair, the dimples on the left side of her face were slightly exposed by her smile, one hand was on the cold tombstone, the other hand was hanging from the side of the sharp dagger, and the blood flowing from her wrist mixed with the rain and flowed down the mountain.

When Su Buqi left, the woman's bones were already cold.

—ENDS—

。