Just like Lin Xiangtian said, Qin Han was really good to me, he was always helping me, trying everything to keep me from being hurt.

Because of this, even if he knew what I wanted most, he pushed it far away, hoping that I would not be able to find it for the rest of my life.

Qin Han is good to me, I can't deny it, saying that he is sincere to me, I can't deny it either, because everyone, including me, can see it clearly.

But why is this sincerity so heavy that it overwhelms me?

"Yes, Lin Xiangtian, what you said is really right, Qin Han is really good to me, everything he does to me is sincere......"

I told myself again and again, but I don't know why my voice was slowly dyed with crying, and tears flowed involuntarily, and everything was seen by Lin Xiangtian sitting next to me.

Seeing that I suddenly cried, Lin Xiangtian didn't even react to what was going on with me, I was discussing things with him just now, why did I cry now.

He hurriedly fetched me a tissue, gently wiped away the tears on his face for me, and his eyes were so gentle that they were almost dripping, "Xiao Ci, it's so decent, why did you cry, is there anything sad?" ”

"No, I'm fine, I don't have anything sad about it, you don't have to worry about me."

I denied it to Lin Xiangtian, to be honest, I didn't want to bring my bad mood to him, but when the emotions came, I couldn't control them.

Lin Xiangtian also knew that I was lying to him now, so he grabbed my shoulder without saying a word and forced me to look up at him.

When I was facing Lin Xiangtian's eyes, his eyes were full of serious expression, "Xiao Ci, I am by your side, you can tell me anything sad, I will share it for you, can you not press everything in your heart?" ”

"I can't tell you, why should I tell you? Why should I have all of you to bear my discomfort for me? "I covered my face with my hands, not wanting Lin Xiangtian to look at the scene of me crying, but he hugged me tightly in his arms, as if he didn't want to let me go for a moment.

"Xiaoci, all this has nothing to do with you, it's all our own volition, do you understand, all this has nothing to do with you!

"If we don't want to ask, we can keep silent, but since we ask, it's because we care about you, why do you want to suffer this alone?"

Originally, I thought that I would be able to restrain my emotions very well, but when I heard Lin Xiangtian's words again, tears once again couldn't help but burst out of my eyes, I let go of the hand that was covering my face, and hugged him tightly, wanting to vent my feelings.

"You're right, Qin Han has always been very good to me, so good that I thought he would always treat me like this." I choked up and cried, and couldn't help but want to say everything.

"It's all because I'm too stupid, I slowly actually took Qin Han's kindness to me, really took it for myself, thinking that all this was as it should be, all along, he has always been the person I trust the most!"

"But I never thought that he would lie to me, he actually hid all this for so long, and has been leading me down the wrong path, is this what he calls good to me, is this his true heart?"

"Why, why did he do this to me, why did he tell me to push me into the abyss of pain? He used to be the person I trusted the most, but he was also the person who hid this big lie the deepest, I really don't want to continue to believe in him, he really disappointed me! ”

I cried breathlessly, these words had been buried in my heart for too long, and now I finally found someone who understood me, and I said them all in one go.

Lin Xiangtian didn't ask me what Qin Han had deceived me, he just tried his best to gently pat me on the back and give me the comfort I deserved.

"It's okay, if you're disappointed, don't continue to believe, if you don't want to stay by Qin Han's side, let's leave together, as if you've never been here!"

"Don't worry, there is one less Qin Han, you still have so many people who care about you, we won't lie to you, we will always stand by your side and accompany you at any time, until everything is over!"

"I, Chen Tang, Xu Yi, we will not let you down, so you must also cheer up, recuperate well, and when you are cured, I will accompany you to do what you want to do."

Lin Xiangtian's comfort was useful, he made me cry more unscrupulously, although he didn't understand what was happening, but at least he was on my side all along.

But even if a few of them will always defend me, what can I do, Qin Han is Qin Han, they are them, they are different after all, and the meaning to me is also different.

If a person loses her spiritual support, then what is the use of having more people to support her, she has no soul, no fighting spirit, and the rest is just an empty shell.

"But......" I whimpered, my voice hoarse, and the smell of blood rushed up my throat, "but I don't want this, I just want to get an explanation from Qin Han, an explanation!" ”

"Why didn't he tell me, why did he say it was for my good, why did he ......"

Why...... Can't he come and see me?

"Sister, what's going on, how did my brother-in-law ...... just now?"

Just as I was tugging at Lin Xiangtian's clothes and crying, Chen Tang suddenly broke in, and halfway through his words, he looked at me and Lin Xiangtian in a daze.

I think it must be that my crying at this moment is too ugly, I'm afraid it scares Chen Tang a lot, otherwise he wouldn't be so flustered.

The atmosphere was indeed a little embarrassing, I could only let go of Lin Xiangtian first, quickly wiped away the tears on my face, tried to make myself look normal, and choked up at Chen Tang who suddenly broke in.

"What's the matter, you just ...... What did you just want to tell me? ”

"I didn't ...... It's nothing ......" Chen Tang shook his head, as if he wanted to withdraw from the house, "It's nothing big for the time being." ”

Seeing that Chen Tang wanted to get out of the house, before I could react, Lin Xiangtian beside me suddenly opened his mouth, "What did you say about Qin Han just now?" ”

Qin Han?!

For me now, just hearing these two words, I feel like a knife in my heart, how can I not care?

Chen Tang looked very embarrassed, and he didn't even dare to look into my eyes, his gaze turned away, pretending not to care.

"It's nothing, it's just that my brother-in-law was standing at the door just now, obviously wanting to come in. I was about to say hello to him, and he turned to leave, so I came in and asked what was going on. ”

"As soon as I opened the door, I saw that my sister was crying, so I was a little afraid to say it......"

When I heard Chen Tang say this, my whole body was confused, I think I did hear correctly, he just said that Qin Han had come, he had been standing outside the door, and he left again without coming in......

I don't know how much Qin Han listened to the conversation between me and Lin Xiangtian, I only knew that he must have heard it, so he didn't come in and left directly.

Seeing me sitting on the bed with my head clouded, I think Lin Xiangtian probably understood how flustered I was, but he just patted me on the shoulder and comforted me.

"It's okay, he's gone. There is nothing to be sad about, the most important thing for you right now is to take care of your body. ”

It's true...... Don't you have to be sad?

I thought that after I drove Qin Han away, he would never come to see me again, and he would never explain to me what the whole thing was about.

But he came, but because he heard what I said, he didn't dare to see me again, maybe he was angry?

Thousands of thoughts crossed my mind, and I didn't even know which one I should believe.

No, I must not let Qin Han leave like this, he has already left once without knowing it, and there must not be a second time!

What Lin Xiangtian said to me just now, at this moment, when he really faced Qin Han, it seemed to have become a deaf ear.

I hurriedly lifted the quilt, picked up the crutches that had been placed beside the bed without saying a word, put on my shoes, and immediately tried to rush out of the ward.

Lin Xiangtian saw my intentions, and before I could start walking, he hugged me tightly from behind, not wanting me to rush out to find him.

"Xiao Ci, calm down, what answer can you find when you rush out now, will he explain it to you? It's just futile for you to rush out now! ”

"Nope. He must have come to explain to me today, but he didn't hear it. Lin Xiangtian, let go of me, I must go to him today to ask for clarification! ”

I can't listen to anyone's advice now, I can only really see Qin Han and hear everything he said to me with my own ears. I was able to completely put my mind at ease.

But Lin Xiangtian didn't seem to want to do this, he still held me tightly and prevented me from going out to see Qin Han.

"I beg you to let go of me, you let go of me quickly! Today I have to go to him no matter what, and let him give me an explanation, otherwise, I won't forgive you! ”

When I said this, I regretted it a little, because I knew that my attitude was really too bad, and even Lin Xiangtian was threatening.

But Lin Xiangtian did as I wished, he slowly let go of me, but there was an extremely hurt emotion in his eyes, which made me panic inexplicably, and I only felt that I had done something wrong.

Time is already too late, I have already delayed too much, Qin Han will leave the hospital soon, if I don't catch up with him, I don't know what I will do next.

So I could only shake my head apologetically at Lin Xiangtian, I swore that when I came back, I would definitely apologize to him, and I would definitely tell him the whole thing clearly.

"I'm sorry, Lin Xiangtian, please forgive me, I'm sorry!"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Lin Xiangtian's response to me, I immediately rushed out of the house.

This time there was no hesitation, even if I had to use crutches, I tried my best to make myself faster.

Along the way, many people looked at me strangely, and I think they all thought I was crazy.

A person who obviously had a leg injury, but rushed forward desperately, as if some flood beast was chasing her behind her, so that she couldn't stop.

But what they don't know is that what I'm chasing is the front, and the front belongs only to my faith......