At ten o'clock, Yan Rong closed the book and went to take a shower, and the first thing he did when he entered the room was to close the door.

Lying on the bed, Yan Rong looked at the roof and couldn't sleep for a long time, she couldn't bear the restraint of her parents.

She was also distressed by the boy who appeared in her sight again.

But her liking still exploded violently, like fireworks that suddenly rushed into the air, fleeting, beautiful and desperate.

This is probably what people call "helplessness." ”

There are so many helplessness in this world, and there are many of hers.

The next morning, Yan Rong got up early, lowered her head and ate breakfast silently, Yan's mother looked at Yan Rong and said with a little disgust: "Yan Rong, why do you look stupid?" ”

Yan Rong chewed his mouth, and looked at Yan's mother in horror with half his mouth, and his eyes flashed with a sad light.

"You see you're more stupid, you have to be lively and have a good relationship with the teacher, so that the teacher can teach you a little more."

Yan's mother almost sighed.

This gratuitous reprimand is more like picking a bone in an egg.

Yan Rong didn't understand the meaning of this passage, so he could only silently lower his head and eat breakfast slowly.

"So much to say, hurry up and eat." Yan's father snorted dissatisfiedly, Yan's mother stopped her mouth, glanced at Yan Rong, and stuffed food into her mouth.

After eating, Yan Rong went out first, and Yan's mother and Yan's father left later.

walked out of the corridor in one breath, and Yan Rong quickly walked outside the community.

She is like a drowning cat, how to toss in the ocean and can't find a trace of direction.

So she gave up.

What's the use of being sad, what's the use of being sad, she's just a child who always lives in her parents' circle.

can't see the future of life, all she can do is follow the public.

The sky is still clear, the clouds are still white clouds, but the road in front seems to be wider, Yan Rong grabbed the strap of his schoolbag and hurriedly ran into the subway.

When she arrived at the class, there were not many people coming, she glanced at Xu Weize's empty seat, walked to her place and sat down.

I took out the milk from my school bag and put it in the desk, and then took out the book.

She was a little glad that she was not short, otherwise she wouldn't be able to see the blackboard, otherwise she wouldn't be so close to Xu Weize.

Even if you don't let her get close, just let her look up so simply.

After the morning self-study bell rang, Mu Zhan, Aunt Han, Xu Weize, and Sun Qicai slowly came in from outside the classroom.

Yan Rong's clenched heart relaxed.

Teacher Ren came in from outside the classroom with a book, and when she saw Xu Weize, they all came, opened the book, and lowered their heads to write something.

"Headache... Still hungry......" Xu Weize sat down and covered his forehead and wailed.

"So you don't eat in the morning?" Sun Qi looked at Xu Weize indignantly, "Whatever you want to eat, I'll buy it for you." ”

"No need, just bear with me, otherwise your dad, my dad, and everyone's dad will have to roar endlessly again, and they will have a headache."

Xu Weize leaned on the table, his dim eyes glancing around.

Xu Weize slowly moved back on his stomach, what did he see?

The sparse sound of reading gradually became louder, flowing and dissipating in the air.

Why didn't he eat breakfast?

Will it hurt my stomach?

Yan Rong pursed her lips, not knowing whether to give him the bottle of milk.

If it was given to him, would it be said?

Will he not want to?

Yan Rong, who was struggling, was poked in the arm by something, she turned around in amazement, and saw Xu Weize looking at her with a smile, pointing to the milk on her table, "Classmate, can you give me your milk?" ”

Yan Rong was dull for a second, lowered his eyes and smiled, and then quickly adjusted, took out the bottle of milk that was half exposed outside the desk, and handed it to Xu Weize, "Give." ”

The milk must have been squeezed out of her schoolbag when she stuffed it just now, so lucky.

Xu Weize immediately took it, and Yan Rong withdrew his hand to look at the book on the desk.

His arm was poked again, his face tilted his head, and he raised the bottle of milk and smiled at her, "I'll give it back to you after class." ”

"No need." After finishing with a smile, he sat down and read a book.

Yan Rong bowed his head vigorously, hiding the smile full of joy in his heart, and his heart was as sweet as tasting honey.

If she could, she could bring him a bottle of milk every day.

"I know how to lie to my little sister." Sun Qi smacked.

"I'm dying of hunger."

"If you don't eat breakfast, you deserve it."

Cai Xiaowan glanced at the podium, tore off a piece of paper from the new notebook, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it back to Xu Weize's body.

Xu Weize, who was biting the straw, frowned and raised his head, Cai Xiaowan took out a bag of bread from her schoolbag, and asked with the corners of her mouth raised, "Do you want to eat?" ”

Han Yu pushed Mu Zhan and motioned for him to look to the side, Mu Zhan glanced up slightly and lowered his head.

Cai Xiaowan stretched out her arm forward, Xu Weize leaned forward and took the bread in Cai Xiaowan's hand, raised her eyebrows and said with a smile: "Thank you, I'll pay you back later." ”

The bread was transferred from Cai Xiaowan's hand to Xu Weize's hand, Yan Rong bit his lip gently, and the sadness in his heart grew bigger and bigger, like a balloon filled with water, it fell to the ground with a "bang", the water splashed, and those sweetness were gone.

"No need, you can just eat." Cai Xiaowan squinted, her eyes curved into crescents.

Xu Weize took the bread and shared it with Sun Qi, and poked Mu Zhan again, asking him and Han Yu if they would eat it.

Han Yu and Mu Zhan shook their heads with a smile, and Sun Qi didn't eat either.

Xu Weize opened the bag, took out a piece of toast and stuffed it into his mouth.

Cai Xiaowan sat down, and Yur immediately leaned next to her, "Have you eaten?" ”

Cai Xiaowan nodded happily, "Well, I ate it." ”

Yur was envious, glanced at the indifferent Mu Zhan and pouted, "Ah, you're fine, Mu Zhan didn't even read the letter I gave him." ”

Cai Xiaowan comforted her, "Don't worry, he will definitely see it, wait." ”

Yurle sighed and leaned on the table, "I hope so. ”

Yan Rong kept pulling the bag, and it seemed like it was about to pierce her eardrums.

She looked down at her old washed shoes, wiped her nose with her forefinger, and put her thoughts back on the book.

Mu Zhan didn't see the letter that Yur gave him after all, he never looked inside the desk, how could he pay attention?

Yuer glanced at Mu Zhan from time to time, and then complained to Cai Xiaowan in disappointment, and Cai Xiaowan told her not to worry.

Han Yu tapped Mu Zhan, who was playing the game, with his index finger, and Mu Zhan didn't raise his head, "Say." ”

"The girl next to you has been eyeing you."

Han Yu said with a smile.

"Oh."

The voice was inaudible, and Mu Zhan said without raising his head: "I will pinch you if I hang up again." ”

"Oh, oh, here we are."

Han Yu hurried into the game.

After the first class, Xu Weize and Mu Zhan went to the commissary, and when they came back, Xu Weize put a bottle of milk on Yan Rong's table, and then put a bag of bread on Cai Xiaowan's table.

Yan Rong glanced at Xu Weize, and before he opened his mouth to speak, Cai Xiaowan said with a smile: "Alas, alas, you really don't need it, you can just eat." ”

Xu Weize laughed, and there was a shining halo in his blue eyes, "Take it, it's useless." ”

Cai Xiaowan's body leaned forward slightly, looked directly at Xu Weize, and said with a little shyness unique to girls: "Then how about you tell me your contact information?" ”

"Wow......" Sun Qi coaxed behind.

Mu Zhan and Han Yu also leaned on the table and watched the excitement with a smile.

Cai Xiaowan blushed, lowered her head slightly, and looked directly into Xu Weize's eyes.

Yur looked at Cai Xiaowan in surprise, yesterday she said that she was not in a hurry, but the result was more flirtatious than her.

It turns out that the real kung fu is kept by himself.

"Then I'm at a loss."

Xu Weize said jokingly, and inadvertently glanced at the face that was always with his head down.

Or is it getting in her way?

Xu Weize took two steps back.

Cai Xiaowan's face was still a little red, but she was not embarrassed, she blinked again and said, "I can give you my contact information." ”

The meaning is simple and obvious.

Sure enough, beautiful and generous girls will not be hated anywhere.

Yan Rong buried his head in looking at his toes rubbing each other, and his heart couldn't breathe as if he was being pinched hard.

The light gray patterns on the white floor were scattered and blurred in her dim vision.

Yan Rong, stop fantasizing about anything, you are not worth mentioning in his eyes at all.

"It's not going to attract me." Xu Weize touched his chin with one hand and shook his head.

His meaning couldn't be more obvious.

"Then you think it's tempting to you, and then exchange with me." Cai Xiaowan finished smiling and then sat up straight, the smile on her face disappeared immediately, and she breathed a sigh of relief again.

Yur stroked Cai Xiaowan's arm back and forth to comfort her.

Although Xu Weize rejected Cai Xiaowan, Yan Rong still couldn't be happy, and only felt uncomfortable in his chest.

Such a beautiful person doesn't have a chance, how can she have a place to speak.

There was great sorrow in her heart.

Looks, wake up.

After eating at noon, Yan Rong went to sit in the class, she was a little introverted, and a little inferior, it was difficult to make friends who could make friends for a long time, except for Zhang Hongmei, but Hongmei went to the second middle school, they can only call and contact.

"Hello, is Mu Zhan from your class here?" A girl's soft voice rang out at the front door.

Yan Rong couldn't help but look over.

A very beautiful girl, with a low double ponytail and a dress, should be a freshman in high school, only they said that they were in the first year of high school and said that they were used to it for a week, and they were not allowed to wear school uniforms for the time being.

The classmate in front of him glanced back and replied, "Not here yet." ”

"Thank you."

The girl thanked her sweetly, stretched out her head to look inside, and pulled her companion back.

Yur and Cai Xiaowan fortunately haven't come yet, otherwise they should be in a hurry.

Yan Rong lay on the table, looking forward to Xu Weize's return, but afraid of him coming back.

I was tormented greatly.

After a while, Cai Xiaowan and Yuerer came over, Yuerer took advantage of Mu Zhan's not coming back, asked Cai Xiaowan to help her control the wind, squatted in front of Mu Zhan's desk, reached out and took out her love letter to Mu Zhan, wondering if he had read it.

Jurle reached in and felt an envelope, and she happily pulled it out, and when she saw it, her face changed.

"What's wrong?" Cai Xiaowan asked while looking at the door.

"I didn't write it."

Jurle clutched the letter in her hand and took it out again, pulling out five love letters from the letter she had written.

All have a characteristic, that is, they have not been dismantled.

Yur's face turned the color of pig's liver, "These women are too fast. ”

"Hurry up, Err."

Cai Xiaowan urged, for fear that they would come back in the next second.

At that time, not only Yuer's gains will outweigh the losses, but even her image in Xu Weize's heart will be greatly discounted.

"Right away."

Yur put the love letter she had written back in Mu Zhan's desk and threw the remaining four in the trash.