Knowing that her anger had not subsided, she simply sat in the car and asked her back, "What time will you wait at the entrance of the hospital tomorrow?" ”

She paused and turned her head, her eyes glancing at him through the car window, her brows furrowed slightly, "Are you unable to walk on your feet or do you have a shelf and need me to invite you?" Still haven't gotten out of the car? ”

Lu Mian choked, so he had to push the car door and follow, and when the car slowly drove away behind him, he wanted to follow her, anyway, he was quite patient with her little temperament. The most important thing is that she forced him to go to the hospital for a check-up, which won his heart, and it seems that the extraordinary stinky idea is not useless.

"You stay tonight."

Hearing her suddenly speak, I couldn't help but raise my eyes in surprise, and after meeting her gaze, I heard her say: "From now until tomorrow, you strictly follow what you do on this piece of paper, and don't eat anything." ”

Silently took the note from her hand, not ecstatic, but there was a smile in his eyes. Whatever her motivations were for letting him stay, it wasn't a bad thing. When he went upstairs, he was still changing his shoes, when he saw her go straight into the bedroom, and the door slammed shut.

There was obviously no smell of fireworks in the house, and when I saw that the kitchen was empty, I knew that she must have eaten nothing after driving him away. Ten minutes later, he went and knocked on the door, "I've cooked noodles for you, come out and eat." ”

Her voice came from inside the door: "Put." ”

"It's going to rot if you put it on."

"I don't eat it!"

Lu Mian pursed the corners of his lips and leaned against the wall with a smile when he heard this, "The wound on your neck needs to be dressed." ”

"You don't have to worry about it."

"Do you want to hear about the six months I had in my car accident? Listen to my version. ”

The door was opened from the inside, and Lin Miao walked out, her eyes spewing fire, and she said to him word by word: "If you dare to say a lie again, you can completely disappear from now on." ”

So serious? Lu Mian nodded seriously, "Definitely." ”

I must not lie to you again, but I still have to have the routine that should be, otherwise how can I let you return to my arms.

He silently added this reading sentence in his heart, but his eyes were doting when he looked at her.

A bowl of noodles Lin Miao only ate a few bites before putting down the chopsticks, and cut it off before Lu Mian wanted to speak: "I'm full, don't persuade me, you hurry up and say your version." ”

But listen to him: "I'm still hungry." The bowl in front of him was moved by his long arm, and he didn't even change a pair of chopsticks and ate it directly, and finally drank it with the soup...... Was he so hungry?

In fact, Lu Mian was really hungry, he had a punch and consumed a lot of physical strength, and he was called to the hospital by her phone before he could rest. The main thing is that there is only half a roll left in one roll of noodles, which is only enough for a bowl.

When he put down the bowl, Lin Miao said in a cool voice: "Can you start your version?" ”

He glanced at her, unhurriedly wiped his mouth, and then pointed to the sofa and said, "Go there and help you change the dressing." Lin Miao shrugged her shoulders and got up very simply, there was no need to dwell on this.

When the gauze was removed, she still felt that the wound was painful, Lu Mian took a cotton swab and cleaned up the blood stains for her first, and when she applied the medicinal powder, there was a stinging sensation that hit hotly. She urges irritably, "When are you going to say it?" ”

"I watched you walk into that aisle, so when I started the car, I was all over the image, instinctively turning the steering wheel when a child suddenly rushed out of the pavement. Listening to the creaking of tires in my ears, my heart beats as if it was so far away at that moment that it flew into the sky with you. ”

Lin Miao's face turned cold, "Let's talk about the point." ”

Lu Mian glanced at the past, it turned out that she didn't like sensationalism.

When I opened my eyes again, my mind was already blank, all as far as the eye could see was white, and my nose could smell the smell of disinfectant water. In addition to his blank head, his right foot was half-hung in the air and put in a plaster cast, unable to move.

Someone came to tell him that he had a car accident at the airport, and he looked at the two people for a long time and didn't figure out who they were, one was named Chen Bin and the other was Ye Feifei. If he is a blank slate, it is a blank slate that needs to be filled urgently, and since these two say they know him, then tell all the details about his past. At first he could not distinguish between right and wrong, but later he was able to argue through their linguistic state, they did not lie to him, and gradually gained his trust.

However, it always felt like something was missing, and it seemed that something particularly important was missing from the past they had stated. In those blank days, the first thing he recovered was decision-making, and he first planned the steps of rehabilitation, and it was impossible for him to let himself lie in bed for a long time; Then there is independence, in the second month after waking up, Ye Feifei and Chen Bin will go back to their posts to work, and he doesn't need them to be by his side.

He had discussed the blood clot in his brain with the doctor more than once, and he knew that leaving that shadow positive might make him never remember the past. Originally, for him, if there were no sequelae of blood clots, he could basically piece together the memories with the details told by Ye Chen and the others, so it didn't matter if he recovered or not. But there was a string in his heart, always reminding him that there was one more important thing to think about.

He went to a counselor.

The psychologist suggested that he do hypnosis, but before doing it, he was reminded that what he forgot was not necessarily the most important, and it was also possible that he did not want to remember. Wounds that have already healed may be torn again.

After thinking for a moment, he replied to the psychologist: the past is a part of him, and if it is missing, it is incomplete. He thought that even if it was a scar, there would always be a time for it to heal, not to mention that he was not afraid of any pain.

Of course, hypnotherapy can't be as magical as it is on TV, remembering all the past at once, the process is long, and every time under the guidance of the psychologist, he can only recall one scene, and when it comes out, he can't go elsewhere. So it became a fragment of memory, and he needed to piece it together piece by piece, for two months, he put it together a little bit every day, and when he succeeded in putting it together, he could see that it was a human face.

Lu Mian stated this, his eyes narrowed over her face, that year, it was her who was pieced together from memory fragments. He couldn't describe the mood at that time, he only knew that his whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and the name came to his lips but he couldn't get it out.

It turned out that what he had forgotten was not anything, but his own heart.

"Finished?" Lin Miao asked.

Seeing him nodding, she tugged at the corners of her mouth and asked, "What's the difference between this and Ye Feifei's version?" ”

"The difference is that he told you from the sidelines, and I told you all about what I felt and what I went through. Miaomiao, I don't want to ask for your sympathy, but I want to say that I have empathized with amnesia, experienced the process of being blank in my mind, and experienced the state of mind that was slowly recovered but still has the most important piece of mind that has not been restored. Miaomiao, do you know what that feels like? It's a mind full of stuff, but I feel that there is always an empty place; It's like just now, it's clear that after eating five bowls of noodles and then eating a bite, I'm about to vomit, but I still feel hungry. That's why no matter how much the psychiatrist suggests, I insist on remembering you. ”

Lin Miao didn't say anything sarcastic after listening to it this time, but only asked: "Have you ever asked a psychiatrist, why can't you only remember me?" ”

Lu Mian chuckled, "Miaomiao, you still don't understand what I mean." In fact, before doing psychological hypnosis, I didn't think about anything at all, everything was given to me by Chen Bin and Feifei, they filled my mind with the past, and they considered from their point of view to erase all the parts about you, leaving only what was useful to me. And what I have regained is only reason and determination, and the real recovery of memory is from remembering you. ”

"You're saying you didn't start recovering your memories until half a year later? How long did it take to fully recover? ”

Lu Mian lowered his eyes, "It's not too long, it's more than my patience with myself, otherwise, do you think I might ignore you in Australia for so many years?" He didn't see the changes in Lin Miao's eyes because he lowered his eyes, and when he raised it, there was only a dark color left in his dark eyes, and he said: "Miaomiao, so in fact, I'm not completely lying to you, and the part of your memory is indeed the first thing I remembered about Lu Mian, and it was indeed divided into two pieces as I presented before." I was so lost between my two selves that I couldn't tell which was the real me. ”

"Lost? Why is it said to be lost? Lin Miao grabbed those two words.

Lu Mian smiled, and his tone seemed to be careless: "I have done uninterrupted psychotherapy for nearly two years. The world that hypnosis entered was deranged, and I couldn't tell who I was, because I had two faces. ”

Lin Miao's heart was shocked, and there was consternation in her eyes that she couldn't contain it. Joe had already recognized Joe in her cognition, so no matter what part of his memory he said he had recovered, she couldn't have really misidentified someone, because she had a timeline in it.

But if he really went blank for a period of time and then re-searched through hypnosis, this timeline would be disrupted. Those pictures that have become fragments will inevitably have Lu Mian and Joe's two faces overlapping and overlapping, how can he tell the difference?

Seeing him smile at the corners of his mouth like this, she suddenly felt a sour feeling in her heart, and she hurriedly turned her eyes away and forced her emotions back. But I heard him suddenly say: "If I hadn't had plastic surgery back then and became the way I am now, would you still fall in love with me?" ”

Lin Miao frowned, thinking that he was asking a question, but after a pause, he said, "This is a question I asked myself later, and the answer must be no." ”

"Inevitably? You know again? Lin Miao interrupted him disapprovingly.

But listen to him whisper: "You haven't seen me beyond recognition, at that time I barely had an inch of skin intact, and I may not be able to recognize me standing in front of you." ”

Lin Miao opened her mouth, but her rebuttal was not spoken. People all have commonalities, she is no longer Lin Miao, who longed for love when she was young and vigorous, and more often she will think about the possibility behind it. And people usually look at people by their skin, and some people may want to deny that they have never judged people by their appearance, but when this kind of person says this, his eyes stay on the beautiful woman or handsome guy who walks on the opposite side. When we haven't touched each other and don't know the other person's shining point, we usually judge things with our first sense.

This is the nature of human beings, not men and women.

So emotionally speaking, she has feelings for Lu Mian and will not be swayed by her appearance; But from a rational point of view, imagine the appearance of a face full of burns, and the reality may completely defeat love.

After all, it was his current skin that attracted her again, and she couldn't argue with that.