Before fainting yesterday, He Qidong felt the breath of death.

That kind of breath is exactly the same as when he was lying on the operating table and dying many years ago.

He was afraid of death.

No one doesn't want to live.

That kind of dizziness, the whole body is not self-controlled, the brain obviously sends instructions, but the hands, feet and body do not cooperate, and the nerves are almost paralyzed.

That feeling, close to death.

He didn't want to die, he still had to watch Qiao Qiao and Shang Lu reconcile, and he also wanted to see them happy.

Shang Lu really hoped that He Qidong would get better soon.

He sat on the chair and comforted, "You don't have to worry about the matter between me and Qiao Qiao." You should first adjust your mood and prepare well for surgery. ”

"If I don't tell you about this, I can't operate with peace of mind." He Qidong has a lot on his mind.

In this world, there is no 100% sure surgery.

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Even if it is just an appendix cut, the most common surgical operation, there are examples of dying on the operating table.

Moreover, He Qidong's surgery was operated on in the brain.

Although He Qidong understands his situation and will recover completely from this operation, what accidents will happen if he can't keep it.

If he doesn't say it, he is afraid that he will not have a chance in the future.

Maybe only by speaking out can Shang Lu better understand Qiao Qiao's state of mind and know how to make her change her mind.

I don't know what he said.

Shang Lu was aroused by a strong desire for knowledge, "What's the matter?" ”

"Qiao Qiao has always refused to accept you, don't blame her." He Qidong said.

Shang Lu sighed heavily, frowned, and added a bit of guilt and self-blame to his eyes, "I didn't blame her, I was too muddy before, and I completely broke her heart." ”

That past is in the hearts of two men.

The atmosphere became heavy and dreary.

He Qidong also felt very sorry for all that Qiao Qiao had experienced, "When Qiao Qiao gave birth in country M, An An was born prematurely, and when she was born, she didn't breathe or have a heartbeat, and Qiao Qiao was bleeding profusely. When the doctor rescued her, she gave up on herself, and she had no sustenance to live at all. She was hell-bent on death. ”

That was three years ago.

Now Shang Lu sounded frightened, "Qiao Qiao didn't tell me this, I only knew that An An was born prematurely and sent an incubator." ”

"Of course Qiao Qiao doesn't want to tell you this." He Qidong also said, "As you know, when people are born and die, the doctor's rescue is a necessary condition, but the patient's willpower is an important determining factor. ”

That is something that He Qidong still thinks about and is still afraid of.

"Qiao Qiao doesn't want to live anymore, and it is useless for the doctor to rescue her. At the time I really thought ......"

He Qidong choked, "......"

Three years ago, Qiao Qiao gave birth to a child, and He Qidong almost lost her.

Up to now, the depressing scene of seeing Qiao Qiao motionless and seeing the life monitor in a straight line still makes He Qidong breathless.

After a long pause, he blinked weakly, and then a pathetic voice came out of his throat again, "Qiao Qiao's breathing and heartbeat also stopped for more than ten minutes. Fortunately, I had an idea and found a newborn baby's cry from my mobile phone and played it in a loop in Qiao Qiao's ear. ”

Because, He Qidong is a person who has died once.

He knew that when a person dies, he is not really unconscious.

Their consciousness will stay in the space of another dimension, as if they can sense that their life has come to an end.

Therefore, he decided to use the cry of a newborn baby to awaken Qiao Qiao's desire to live.

He Qidong choked up, and told Shang Lu about the past intermittently.

"Shang Lu, do you say that people's willpower is very strong? Hearing the baby's crying, Qiao Qiao's vital signs rose and fell again. ”

Shang Lu never knew this.

It turned out that when Qiao Qiao gave birth to a child, it was so difficult.

After he abandoned her, she suffered so much.

He wanted to suck himself to death.

How could he be such a bastard, how could he let Qiao Qiao face that kind of despair that was bent on death?

His eyes were red when he heard it, and he was almost silent when he choked up, "What about An An, how did An An rescue him?" ”

"You say God isn't magical?" He Qidong smiled and smiled, with tears in his eyes, "After Qiao Qiao woke up, he insisted on seeing An An, and kept holding An An, who had no body temperature. Eight hours later, An An also had a heartbeat again. ”

“……”

"Perhaps, this is the power of motherly love."

“……”

"It's their mother and daughter who have a heart."

“……”

"Shang Lu, so don't blame Qiao Qiao for being so calm and cold now. She had experienced death once, and she had no desire for too many things in life. Especially love is a thing. ”

Love is the easiest to hurt.

He Qidong wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said meaningfully, "Shang Lu, I hope you understand Qiao Qiao." Her heart is dead, she just wants to bring An An up calmly, and she doesn't want to talk about marriage anymore. But the only one who can arouse the passion in her heart is you. Therefore, Qiao Qiao's happiness in the future, please leave it to you. ”

"I'm sorry, I'll sort out my emotions." Knowing all that happened to Qiao Qiao, Shang Lu couldn't calm his heart.

He walked out and cleaned up his uncontrollable emotions.

Deng Wanzhou, who had not yet left, looked at him inexplicably.

Three trees this is, crying?

Deng Wanzhou hurriedly chased after him.

In the stairwell where no one was around, Deng Wanzhou actually saw Shang Lu really crying.

He cried uncontrollably.

The whole tall and majestic figure squatted on the steps of the stairs, buried his head in his forehead, and his shoulders trembled from crying.

That kind of crying is not sad and painful, but guilt and self-blame.

Deng Wanzhou could see it.

Because of crying and crying, her third brother actually punched the wall with one punch.

His mouth was still bitterly saying, "Why am I such a bastard!" ”

Deng Wanzhou saw it and couldn't hold back her tears.

Didn't the third brother come to visit Adong?

What did Adong say to the third brother to make the third brother feel guilty like this?

I only heard the wall being beaten hard by her third brother, again and again, knock knock.

Just listening, Deng Wanzhou's hand bones hurt.

I don't know how long it took for Shang Lu's fist to beat the wall to stop.

He collected his emotions, calmed down, and turned around.

Deng Wanzhou smeared oil on the soles of her feet, and wanted to slip over, but it was too late, and she couldn't prevent the sudden gloomy eyes of Shangshang Lu.

"Why are you here?"

"That ......" Since she was a child, Deng Wanzhou has never seen her third brother cry, "I, I, I...... Third brother, are you okay? ”

Deng Wanzhou immediately made an oath, "Third brother, I promise not to tell what I saw today, don't worry, I will definitely keep it a secret for you." ”

The president of a chaebol group and the richest man in Pengcheng secretly cried here.

It will definitely be a shame to pass it out.

But Deng Wanzhou comforted, "Third brother, don't collapse yourself so tightly, everyone will be tired and painful." If you have something on your mind, tell me about it, I want to help you share it. ”

"Isn't the third brother a mess?" Shang Lu curled the corners of his lips and laughed at himself.