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The snow fell all night, and it was still drifting in the morning, and the sky and the earth were white, as if covering up all the unbearable past.

But the sadness is like fermented red wine, spreading out of control.

Ji Qinghe took medicine last night and slept for a few hours, and he just had a little cold when he woke up in the morning, but fortunately he didn't have a fever, and he really had to thank Song Sichen.

But he didn't have much appetite.

In the end, it was Song Sichen who proposed, saying that the porridge in the snack street was really delicious, and he brought Ji Qinghe over.

After Ji Qinghe expressed his attitude last night, Song Sichen chose to escape, and no longer took the initiative to mention that Ji Qinghe was with him, but planned to boil the frog in warm water, and slowly chase Ji Qinghe's heart back over time.

Yes, he is considerate of Ji Qing and in every way.

Ji Qinghe looked at Song Sichen, who was so gentle that he was unfamiliar, his eyebrows were slightly furrowed, but he didn't say anything.

She and Song Sichen won't stay for too long, since he pretends to be confused, she doesn't have to say too much, sometimes talking too much will be counterproductive.

At this time, Song Sichen didn't expect that Ji Qinghe had already thought in his heart that he would leave after eating this breakfast.

As soon as the two of them left the hotel, they saw Lan Yuesheng in a black windbreaker standing at the door of the hotel, looking like he had been standing all night.

Ji Qinghe was stunned in place, just meeting his gaze.

She knew that she and Song Sichen were innocent, but she didn't know why, under the gaze of his dark and deep eyes, she actually felt a sense of guilt.

Even though Lan Yuesheng had already prepared, after seeing Ji Qinghe, his heart still couldn't stop throbbing.

However, compared to last night, after a night of deep reflection, he was much calmer.

He looked at Ji Qinghe and spoke slowly, his voice was hoarse, with exhaustion, and he obviously hadn't slept all night.

Also, the relationship is almost broken, who can sleep!

"I know you don't want to see me, but I want to talk to you, okay?" He paused, "There are some things that always have to be explained. ”

Under Lan Yuesheng's persuasion, Ji Qinghe finally nodded.

Song Sichen had the heart to stop it, but he was worried that Ji Qinghe would not like it, after all, he had already made it so clear last night.

She finally improved herself a little, but she couldn't give up all her efforts.

That morning, Ji Qinghe followed Lan Yuesheng away.

He drove the car to the outskirts, a place where there were not many people and it was easy to talk.

After the car was parked, no one spoke.

At this time, a food bag appeared in front of Ji Qinghe's eyes, accompanied by bursts of fragrance, "Eat breakfast first." ”

Ji Qinghe's eyelashes trembled slightly, she came here with Lan Yuesheng as soon as she went out, during this period Lan Yuesheng never left at all, the only thing that can explain this is that he bought breakfast early in the morning.

But how could he be so sure that she would definitely go downstairs for breakfast at that time?

No matter what, Ji Qinghe won't get along with her body, she took the bag, which was packed with lean porridge and buns, which she bought at the store that Ji Qinghe liked very much.

She looked at the weight, took out two buns and gave them to Lan Yuesheng, and divided half a bowl of porridge, as usual.

Lan Yuesheng looked at Ji Qinghe, paused for two seconds, took the bun, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist.

After breakfast, the car was filled with a faint smell of steamed buns, and Ji Qinghe rolled down the window to disperse the smell.

"Don't freeze." As he spoke, Lan Yuesheng took a blanket from the back seat and put it on Ji Qinghe's body.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the blanket on her body, which she and Lan Yuesheng bought together in the mall.

"Anyway, what do you want to talk about?"

Lan Yuesheng wanted to say a lot, but he couldn't say it for a while, because there was too much to explain.

He took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a hard puff before saying, "Go home!" ”

"I said, I won't go back, if you called me out just to say this, I don't think it's necessary."

"Where are you going if you don't go home?"

"You can go anywhere."

The anger that he had finally suppressed came out again, but he still held back and asked softly, "Is it better to go anywhere than at home?" Ji Qinghe, do you still have that family in charge? ”

"Then I want to ask you, do you think of me as your wife, the person you love?" She raised her chin and met Lan Yuesheng's gaze, with indescribable stubbornness.

The air fell silent for a moment, and Lan Yuesheng's undulating breathing leaked his emotions.

"In the end, I am at fault in this matter, you always have to give me a chance to explain, even if it is a sentence for murder, a hearing is required."

Ji Qinghe suddenly smiled, and his tone was light, "When did Mr. Tang Lan need to explain?" ”

Hearing the ridicule in her words, Lan Yuesheng was not annoyed, he knew that she just couldn't accept it.

Now they have reached a dead end in their relationship.

It's easy to let go, but it's hard to do, and he will never do it.

His feelings for her are so ingrained that they are hard to get rid of.

And the things he did to her have become a chasm between them, a thorn buried deep in their hearts, whether they are touched or not, they are painful.

Lan Yuesheng is ruthless, cruel and ruthless, according to his temperament, whether it hurts or not, he will ruthlessly imprison her by his side.

But he didn't, because he was afraid, afraid that if he stepped out, he would be an abyss and fall to pieces.

The most brutal way was simple and brutal, but it would push her further, and he couldn't do that...... Because he has a woman in his heart, and because of her he has love.

The things he had done to hurt her had become double, hundredfold, thousandfold at this time, and began to swim around him, tearing his heart and lungs, and he was in pain.

The snow became heavier and heavier, the sky was gray, and even the eyes seemed to be covered with haze, falling into the dirt, and stained with an indissolvable obscurity.

Lan Yuesheng took a deep breath, snuffed out his cigarette, his words choked in his throat, and his throat was extremely sour, "You...... Is there anything you'd like to say? ”

Of course.

There was so much she wanted to say, so much to ask.

She looked at him quietly, the man's feminine and bewitching face was blue and white, looking a little cold, the jaw line was stiff and graceful, and the whole person leaned on the seat, looking lazy, but actually tense.

He, like her, was at a loss, panicked, worried.

The next words were very calm, just talking and leaking emotions.

She said, "Actually, when I first met you, I didn't have a very good impression of you. Even if you helped me, perhaps out of human instinct, if you make me feel in danger, I will subconsciously avoid you. Sometimes, the world is so small, the more you don't want to see someone, the more chances you have to meet that person, until you save me again, that is, when I was kidnapped by the blue star. ”

"It's too much of a coincidence between me and you, even marrying you is a matter of one sentence, you are indeed very good to me, once I was a moth to the fire for love, desperate for myself, I was physically and mentally exhausted, and I was full of holes. It was your appearance, it was you who used time and tenderness to tell me that there is still love in this world, but it comes slowly, as long as you put your heart into it, you will definitely wait for it. You used your love to mend a devastated heart of mine. ”

"After I fell ill, countless reports of public opinion, strange eyes from the people around me, whispers from the servants, including your mother, who mercilessly tore through my disguise and revealed my scarred nature. So many people are forcing me to leave you, and I didn't say yes. I know that it is not easy for you, you love so hard, so affectionate, and now I have nothing, the only thing I can give you is an equal love. I am not afraid of rumors, I am not afraid of anyone's eyes, and I muster the greatest courage to stand by your side. I just want to tell you that I love you, so I do. ”

"You're also an ordinary person, and you're tired. The love of two people can't be just you, I should be with you. Do you know? Whenever I see the tenderness and smile in your eyes, I feel that those discussions, insults, and strange eyes have become sweet. If it weren't for that, I probably wouldn't have known I loved you so much. A voice in my heart told me that this is right, what I am waiting for is your smile that can warm the whole world, and at this moment, I am willing to accept all difficulties. ”

Ji Qinghe's calm eyes seemed to bloom into flowers, beautiful and quiet, she didn't cry, but smiled at the corners of her mouth, indescribably gentle.

"But one day, the truth told me that these were just a conspiracy, and that I had fallen in love with my enemy, the culprit who had kept me awake at night, and who had lived in fear and not at ease. Which one is true? Which is false? How can I tell? ”

"You teach me, if you are me, what to do?"

That whisper, listening to Lan Yuesheng's ears, evolved into countless invisible iron claws, tearing and hollowing out his heart again and again, dripping with blood, cramping and pulling out bones.

His hands were fighting, his teeth were shaking, he gritted the root of his teeth, not daring to reveal the slightest emotion, for fear of being discovered by her.

My heart is very panicked, very empty, I want to cry but I can't.

He looked out of the windshield, the wind was rolling up layers of snow, and occasionally a jackdaw crossed the air, tugging at emotions.

He spoke slowly, a little choked, and said, "Don't say it, don't say it." ”

If you talk too much, it's all pain, it's all injury, and it's full of devastation.

Ji Qinghe asked softly, "Can't you listen to it anymore?" ”

She knew to him that what she was going to say next was the point.

Lan Yuesheng had no choice, he had no choice but to comply with her wishes, and said in a trembling voice, "Okay...... You say, you say...... I listen. ”

The left just hurts again, it's nothing.

Hearing him say this, Ji Qinghe suddenly felt that there was no need.

Lan Yuesheng won't understand that when she knows that the injuries, despair, and helplessness she has suffered, including the later death of her heart, are all given by the person in front of her, I am afraid that the thunderbolt on a sunny day and the death of her heart like ashes are not enough to express her feelings.

While saying that he loves her, he destroys her mercilessly.

What kind of love is this?

She couldn't ignore the fears that had been buried in the depths, and she couldn't forget them.

The unspeakable blood and tears rushed out, and he took him in his arms and hugged her tightly, she was close to his chest, his heart was beating so heavy, so sad.

Hot tears overflowed her eyes at some point, and a large one fell on the back of her neck, and all the disguises were shattered in an instant.

He said, "It's me who is wrong, it's me who can't stand you, and from now on, I won't hurt you again......"

He also said, "Lan Yuesheng has calculated countless people in his life, and countless people have been forced to die, if I had known that I would love you so much today, how could I bear to calculate you?" My life of more than 30 years is true and false, false and real, even I don't know what it is, but my love for you is real. If...... If you still have half affection for him, please believe in him, okay? ”

From learning the truth to today, more than 20 hours have passed, and she has not cried a word, nor shed a single tear.

But when he heard Lan Yuesheng say this, tears fell without warning.

How could this be, she thought? How did the good end change?

The heart-rending pain travels through the body, the air condenses, and time stops.

Lan Yuesheng suddenly couldn't remember clearly, what he thought at the beginning, how did he come to this point?

She slowly spoke in his arms, "From today onwards, you and I will calm down, you continue to be your President Lan, I may leave Beicheng for a while, and I am not sure where I will go for the time being." I love you, there's no doubt about it, but I'm not sure if I can continue to love, my heart is in turmoil. ”

Tears slid down the corners of his eyes to the corners of his mouth, salty, a little bitter, "I just hope we can give each other some time, I believe that time will give us the best answer, I hope ...... It won't turn out too bad. ”

“…… No! Lan Yuesheng's tone was resolute, like a little beast roaring from injury, his hands holding her were so tight, so hard, as if they were about to melt into his bones, "I don't agree!" ”

"Lan Yuesheng, you know, I can't stay here anymore with Ben." She couldn't stop crying, "From yesterday to now, I've been thinking about how good it would have been if it weren't for you, if it wasn't you......"

"There are so many people in the world, why are you the only one?"

Yes, he has calculated so many people, why is she also calculating?

At the beginning, at the beginning, I really regretted not being at the beginning.

But how could he have predicted that she would become all he had?

Everything in the world seems to have no rules, but in fact there is a cause and effect relationship, and they seem to have fallen into a strange circle, going around in circles, and can no longer get out.

"Promise me, okay?"

She prayed like this, but how could he answer?

How he didn't want to let go of him, reason told him that if he didn't agree, the relationship between him and her would only get tighter and tighter, and if he listened to her, maybe there would be a turnaround.

He held her head, and dense kisses fell, careful, tentative, sad, guilty, remorseful...... With a tremble, swept her over.

She didn't refuse, and both of them were extremely uncomfortable.

She thought that since he wanted it, he would give it, and it should be the last thought before parting, because she was not sure what she would think after a while.

Because Ji Qinghe is also afraid, she loves Lan Yuesheng, and she is afraid that the answer given to her by time is to let go.

That's why she didn't refuse.

Finally, she whispered in his ear, "Lan Yuesheng, I really love you." ”

The sound was so soft and so small that it was almost inaudible.

The wind outside the car suddenly became stronger, blowing snowflakes and rolling down the sky, reflecting the gray sky, and vaguely seeing the tears of the two merging into one.

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