8. Meet each other and don't go on a blind date

When Yiyou saw who the person sent by the Ministry of Rites was, he had ordered someone to send everything she needed to the house. He was not as indifferent to her as he had been when he met her on the street yesterday, but he did not say much, and when he met, he would salute respectfully and say, "See the county lord." ”

What about her? There is nothing to say but silence. He was reminding me of the gap between their identities, the unsurmountable distance, the insurmountable chasm that stood in front of her and him.

He was already gone when Luyi came to the house, so she didn't know about Yiyou's past with him, and she always mentioned him in front of Yiyou, which was unintentional, and because of this, Yiyou could always hear some news about him in Luyi's mouth.

He sent someone to send a set of purple palace clothes, which were particularly gorgeous, full of beads, brilliant and colorful, and extraordinarily beautiful under the lights. Although the clothes are good, but not everyone wears them, she has never worn luxurious and exquisite clothes, not that she doesn't like it, but she thinks it's unnecessary, no matter how beautiful the clothes are, you must have someone to see in order to reflect the beauty of the clothes.

When he came the next day, she deliberately put on this dress, lightly dyed light makeup, and the green combed Yiyou's black hair into a half-moon-shaped flowing cloud flying bun, and introduced pearls at the earlobes as decorations.

There was indeed a flash of surprise in his eyes, and she couldn't help but ask him, "Is it good-looking?" There was a certain tenderness in his eyes, but it was not obvious.

He quickly came back to his senses, the corners of his lips hooked up a smiling arc, and said politely: "The county lord is naturally beautiful, and he can wear anything." ”

Xu was the softness that flashed in his eyes at that time that touched her, she smiled brightly, and said meaningfully: "If something didn't happen, I would like to show him more, and ask him if he is willing to keep his promise," Speaking of this, she raised her eyes to meet his inky eyes, lightly opened her lips, and said in a slow voice: "After all, I have waited for him for ten years." ”

He plucked the moon flower that bloomed just right, gently inserted it into her hair, and met her gaze, his eyes were as deep and bottomless as usual, but they were no longer as cold and cold as ice, like a river of rejuvenation, and the ice and snow began to show signs of melting.

"In ancient times, there were willows to give to the deceased, and now there are flowers for the beauty." Her fingertips ran over the soft petals, and for a moment, at least she felt happy.

The smile at the corner of her lips that had not yet fully bloomed stiffened due to the sudden colic pain in her heart, and her body trembled slightly, a little nervous look appeared in his eyes, he subconsciously reached out to support her who was about to fall, and was about to open his mouth to ask her how she was, when he heard the green not far away running towards Yiyou in a panic, and while holding Yiyou, he said with concern: "Master, what's wrong with you?" ”

This sound of the master made them suddenly return to reality, he took a step back, distanced himself from Yiyou, and said to her: "I'm sorry, Fang is the lower official is rude, and I hope the county lord will not blame." ”

She didn't understand why he was changing so quickly, obviously he was still ............ just now Is it just that I am thinking too much? She obviously saw the warmth in his eyes, why did it suddenly become like this again, separated by an unreachable distance.

He hurriedly said goodbye and said, "The lower official still has something to do, so I will take the first step, and I will send the items needed for the canonization for the county lord another day and say goodbye." "I left without looking back.

The pain in her heart was still spreading, there was a slight drill, she stood there ridiculously, watching him go farther and farther away in her sight, as if this should be their original ending, inexplicably familiar, ten years ago, it was like this. Ten years later, I didn't expect it to be like this.

After that day, she didn't wear this purple dress for a day, and she put away the greenery, but in this life, she didn't know who else could make her wear it willingly.

Green thought that her face was not good, and she couldn't help asking, "Master, what's wrong with you?" She stroked her chest, secretly exhaled deeply, suppressed the discomfort, and smiled: "It's okay." ”

Lu Yi was puzzled: "Master, why did Lord Ren leave?" Didn't you guys just get right? ”

Yiyou looked at his back lightly, and did not answer.

Feng Yu's angry voice came from behind him: "That's how he did to you?" ”

Lu Yi said respectfully: "Master Lu." ”

Yiyou didn't look back, and said lightly: "After all, it's my Nangong clan who is sorry for him." "I knew that he would be like this, he was young and ignorant, and maybe he didn't know hatred, but now it's different, he ......... She really couldn't see through it anymore.

Lu Fengyu grabbed her shoulder and said hatefully: "Can't you still forget him?" It's been ten years, why can't you forget it? Isn't it good that we all forget? ”

She looked him in the eye and said with a wry smile: "As far as you are concerned, these ten years have passed in a flash. For me, it's an unforgettable painful entanglement. How do I forget? ”

She gently broke away from his hand, turned around and said, "If you have time, you might as well go to the side plug to hone more, presumably Lu Guogong also wants to see you go down in history and shine on the lintel." ”

He lowered his voice, grabbed her sleeve, and said with burning eyes: "Heh, what if I leave a name in history?" You only have him in your eyes, Mo Yiwu, isn't it? ”

She didn't know how to answer, and it was just a lie to deny it, so why bother. He's right, what even she can't do, and what to talk about for him to do. She can't forget Yiwu, just like even if Lu Fengyu has made great achievements, it is impossible for her to save him in her eyes. It's unfair to her and to him.

After a while, she spoke weakly and said, "That's different." ”

From the beginning, it was different.

Rejoice in Him,

For you is to escape.

He lowered his hand and smiled self-deprecatingly, "yes, it wasn't the same from the beginning. What am I, but a tool for you to pass the time, how can I compare with him. We're different, aren't we? ”

Yiyou explained: "You know that I don't mean that, don't you know what you, Zhenxue, Yiwu, are like to me? ”

Yiyou walked on the way back, and Feng Yu's sentence was in his ear: "If, one day, I am separated from you for ten years, will I be the same as him in your heart?" "She didn't know.

She couldn't give him a clear answer, now she doesn't even understand what the relationship between her and Mo Yiwu is, she remembers him, is it because of ten years, or because it's him? She wasn't sure either. Besides, it was clear that she and him had become so strangers, why did she still remember the past?

She thought distractedly along the way, and she didn't even hear what Green Yi said. The more I thought about it, the more chaotic it became, and my heart ached faintly, has the Gu poison begun to work? She hooked the corners of her lips mockingly, and after six years of sleep, it was finally waking up, wasn't it?