CHAPTER XLVI

He was clearly confused and didn't know why I was laughing, I stopped laughing:

"Every time I see you, it's awkward, don't talk about anything else today, drink!" After a while, I saw a pile of food on the table next to me,

"Qing'er Tan'er, take the wine!" Although the two of them looked embarrassed, they still obeyed the order, and then took the wine up and retreated, only to see that Yun Yi in front of him changed his face at this time, a look that was wiser than ever,

"Why can't you see through it?" I don't know what he said, I just want to drink, after all, I, a person who has never drunk, want to see how much wine I drink to get drunk, silent, poured glass after glass, not drunk, saw that the person opposite also poured wine, dozens of glasses, it must be that this cup is too small, why am I not drunk yet, the person opposite then began to speak,

"You really can't see through it! The first time I saw you, I thought you were a cunning person, and I actually thought of such a strategy, and the second time I saw you, I thought you were a person with a story, in fact, I was there when you killed Li Fan that day, I always felt that you were sad and angry, and wanted to cry, how could so many emotions happen to a person, so I went to inquire, and finally heard a few words in Tan'er, the third time I saw you, I thought you were a shameless person, and actually robbed yourself of the credit, and you are obviously a bad person, but you always have to make some merit and get the appreciation of others, The fourth time I saw you, I thought you were a contradictory person, it turned out that the black-clothed killer was actually you, I originally thought it was a strong martial artist, I just wanted to guard your side, the person who loves you, I couldn't tell you from good or bad, so I told you, do wrong things to change, see how you react, and as a result, someone framed you. I listened to it with a blank face, what a mess, the time was not right, and I smirked at what he said to a drunk man after all, in fact, I didn't know if I was drunk or not, and I heard him say:

"So are you a good person or a bad person, what kind of person are you? Yes! You tell me. "I listened and drank and laughed,

"Me?" By the way, pointing at himself,

"I'm a small person, you big people always distinguish between right and wrong! Thinking about what is the big thing of protecting the family and defending the country, but I'm a little person thinking about how to live, in addition to living is to think that everyone is really relative, I hate that people lie to me, the funny thing is that I like to lie to others, I want to eat when I'm hungry, and I want to sleep when I'm sleepy, what is right and wrong? If I want to do it, I will do it! Me! I'm not a good person, but I'm not a bad person either! At most, I'm self-centered and selfish!" He laughed:

"Sure enough, I like to deceive others, I ask you, you have never felt guilty! After all, many people have no grievances with you, and you also kill others! I nodded,

"Yes! Of course I knew I had killed a lot of people, but if I didn't kill them, I would have to die! I've always only been able to kill people, do you know the helplessness of a person who can only do one thing? Haven't I been a murderer since I was a child! What a female red, what a piano, what a textile! I! I! I! What else would I have? What do you say I can do? What about you! What will you do besides killing people and fighting wars? He picked up the jug and clinked glasses with me, and took a big sip.

"What about me? What will I do? After a wry smile, he said,

"I grew up in the barracks since I was a child, what can I do, every day is to fight, win, defeat, I am also killing, I am also killing those innocent people, but I can't help it, you don't know, those people want to break our defense, to kill our relatives, if they don't kill them, they will kill us, I don't want war, but they can't live to resist, they live in a cold place, the environment is bad, they are also looking for a way out, so no one is right or wrong, we are fighting, we are killing, We put all our strength out, just to defend our respective dignity and what we want to protect, so I won't do anything, every day is a military book, my family is in danger at any time, and I can't do anything, I can't guarantee their safety, then you say, I! I! I! What can I do? "There is no harm if there is no comparison, I am like a shameless villain who finds excuses for himself to stand differently, and he is really doing the right thing, but he still thinks he is incompetent, but in fact, he is also forced!

I heard that their Yun family also has hostages in the hands of the one today, whether to give up their relatives to find their own freedom, or to restrict their freedom to protect their relatives!

Apparently they chose the latter!

"I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong, even if I was forced by them, I shouldn't kill for my own sake, kill people! It was my fault! I'm a sinner!" Crying is no longer like a person, and I just forgot that this is someone's weakness,

"Don't cry! I know, you haven't received any education about right and wrong since you were a child, you just subconsciously want to live, it's good that you haven't become a demon, I know that you can't help yourself. I threw myself into his arms, he was first wooden, and then hugged me tightly, it was the smell of wood, I sniffed, slowly fell asleep, and I could feel that the person who hugged me was also drunk, after all, in the barracks, although I ate meat and drank a lot of wine, but I fought every day, and I was afraid that I was afraid that I was confused, who knows how long it took, I heard my father's voice,

"This, this, this, and system?" Tan'er and Qing'er seemed to be saying before:

"Master, master, don't go in yet, Miss and General Yun are talking about things!" It seems that we are drinking wine in the main hall, and it is over, Qing'er Tan'er!

How can you stop this, I hurriedly pretended to sleep, obviously I was still in his arms, he heard his father's voice, just frowned, and then picked me up, it was already dark outside, from noon to this hour, I was also drunk and drunk, crazy and crazy!

"I'll talk about it later!" When he had said this, he carried me to his room, took off my shoes, covered me with the quilt, and played with my hair, and said to me:

"Don't worry, I'll be responsible!" Without the text, it was obvious that I was really drunk and not awake, and that sentence echoed in my ears, and soon fell asleep again.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn, and I had an obvious headache,

"Miss, you're awake! Wash up! Tan'er was obviously very happy, and Qing'er brought sobering tea,

"Miss, remember to drink tea after washing!" Obviously, the tea has some temperature, and when I wash up, it is estimated that it will be warm, I quietly let the two of them dress up, not as gorgeous as before, obviously, this made a fuss, the person who sent the invitation was almost gone, I drank the tea, and asked flatly:

"Will you come with me?" The two men were obviously confused,

"Miss, you know!" nodded, the child who said that he was in charge, what other way is there besides asking for a kiss, but I don't know what the emperor thinks, I!

It's better to go with the flow!