CHAPTER XX
I could feel that he had come to the door, and it was Qing'er who confirmed my imagination, and shouted loudly to the man at the door, and said without fear at all: "You thief, what kind of poison did you give to Miss?" Give me the antidote, and if I have the chance, I will kill you at my hands. And his tone was cold, so abnormal, not as good as what I heard at the beginning, like a spring breeze: "It's not your turn to talk here, go out, I want to talk to your young lady in person." Qing'er opened her hands to protect me behind her: "What do you want to do as a traitor?" I didn't want Qing'er to be hurt, so I sat up strongly: "Qing'er, you go out, if he wanted to kill me, he would have done it a long time ago, and he wouldn't do anything to me if I still have use value." Qing'er immediately helped me, looking unwilling, but still listened to me: "Miss, I'm outside, something to call me." "Qing'er's confidence should have something to do with her martial arts! I've heard that she can beat a hundred! After Qing'er went out, he stood in front of me and I had to look up at him.
I didn't look at him, I pulled my quilt tightly, panting slightly, he seemed to understand what I meant, moved a stool to sit in front of me, saw him looking at me, his eyes were full of tenderness, I didn't even feel heartache, sure enough, as soon as he opened his mouth I understood that the gentleness was fake: "You beg me, and I will give you the antidote." "Please? Amusing?
I opened my eyes slightly, took a few deep breaths, and said to him bluntly: "It's a medicine that is three parts poison, and the antidote is also a poison, I see that you just want to control me, maybe you just want me to go to you every month to get an antidote, and constantly control me, for me, instead of living like this, I might as well die of poison now." ”
He took out a silk handkerchief and wiped the sweat from my head for me, but I was powerless to resist, "No, it's good to take the antidote once, but the premise is that you have to beg me." "I closed my eyes and stopped talking, but I didn't know if I didn't want to speak, or if I couldn't have the strength to speak anymore, I would die if I died! Enough, enough!
I only know that I am stuck in memories again, and I remember that I begged him a few days ago when I asked him to teach me to write, but how can it be compared to that time, when it was also in this room, I picked up the pen and wrote one by one, not ugly! But it can never be described by the two words good-looking, he came in, I didn't find it, until he laughed and teased my words are extremely ugly, I didn't know that he came, it's not that I didn't smell his fragrance but I was familiar with him by my side, I thought he would always be by my side, I put down the pen and asked him to write, I saw that his words were beautiful but with a few sharp edges, and I unconsciously thought of hiding a knife in my smile, but after all, it was still better than mine, so I begged him to teach me to write, he taught me to write stroke by stroke, When he wasn't with me, I copied his handwriting, quickly, and for a few days I tracing his handwriting decently.
That's the letter I gave to Qing'er to write later, but those secret guards all seem to have sharp eyes, and they can see that there is fraud at a glance, or he has already seen everything, and just let me mess around, so I went wrong, and I can't do anything, it's because I'm too simple-minded.
He saw that I didn't speak, so he left with his sleeves up, leaving only one sentence, good for himself, good for himself, in fact, we have a common enemy, if he didn't deceive me, maybe we can really fight side by side, but people's hearts are too hard to guess, he doesn't believe me, he doesn't believe in the Shu family, he doesn't believe in the Zhu family, he doesn't believe in everyone, he always thinks that persecution can make us obey.
I called Qing'er, asked her to change my clothes, sat and sat and remembered to dance, the whole body was soft, the dance was also soft and gentle, several times to fall, but they all stood up and stood up, and by the way also sang a tune, "Mochizuki thoughts, hope, bright moon round, reading, lovesickness, tears, a line next to the face, stupid, but empty, I don't know if our beginning is correct, I don't know when our end will be staged, I thought I could embrace the warm sun, but I never thought that you were far away, and took away my warmth, I don't know, I can't tell, this moon, this cold sun, when will I be able to leave my side, I am in trouble, I can't leave, who can redeem me, can't rescue me, can't let me be free, I don't want to be bound, I love the moon, I miss you, I shed tears for you, I fall into dreams stupidly, and I don't want you to erase yourself with countless lies. ”
Who knows what the road ahead is, I just say that the cold sun is still the same.
Since then, I have been locked in the room, the food is still eating, and I am still asleep, but I always want to escape, I always feel that there must be some secret passage in this room, it is strange to say, I have not been sick since that day, but I still feel a little dizzy, obviously not to remove the poison from the body, these days I have turned over all the furnishings here, and the bed has not been turned over to find it, right! And the bed didn't turn over to find it, I have to go under the bed to see, and I was going to go? Then another wisp of bamboo incense got into my nose, and I roared loudly, "Get out!" After a while, the bamboo fragrance became more and more faint, but I could still catch it, it seems that I have really become a dog, every time I smell the bamboo fragrance, I shout, get out! For a while, I don't know whether to be angry with myself, or angry with him, even in the middle of the night when I smell the fragrance will tell him to get out, poor Qing'er, always have to be afraid of me, but I just can't help it, it seems that I have developed a habit.
Fortunately, things have taken a turn for the better after eleven days, the temperature of the sun is slowly rising, it is obviously going to be summer, a thunderstorm washed away the bamboo fragrance, I only smelled the smell of grass and branches, that day was also heavy rain, I really had nowhere to look, really got under the bed, patted in the east, knocked in the west, still nothing, I got out of the bed and patted the excess dust on my body, poured a cup of tea, Qing'er sat next to me and talked to me: "Miss, we have been looking for more than ten days, there is nothing in this room, Secret path or something, who can't fix it in the place where you live in order to prevent you! Or where there is a secret passage, he won't let you live! We can only waste our own strength by looking for it like this. Her voice was very small, for fear of being heard.
What about me? Although he didn't speak, he dipped his finger in the tea and wrote a word on the table, "Find!" As a last resort, she rummaged through the things back and forth, there were only so many things, and she was done with it at once, but she was still very tired, and she didn't find anything, and then she sat down on the stool, poured a cup of tea for herself, and said to me after a quick drink: "Miss, what do you say we haven't found?" I'm looking for it all under the bed! We're all looking for it under the table! Where else can I find it? ”