Chapter 248: Live within yourself
Zhan Yifeng, is it really worth it? A voice suddenly came out of his head.
He was taken aback, how could there be such a question? Worth it, of course it's worth it. He flatly suppressed the voice.
When he thought of the embarrassment of seeing his grandfather and aunt that day, he felt so uncomfortable that his heart twitched, but when he thought that if he disappeared, she would not have to face such embarrassment again, his heart also relaxed.
So is it worth it? Of course it's worth it, his heart has given the answer.
Many times, we use our minds to make judgments, but we forget to follow our hearts. The mind grasps fear, but the heart makes you safe.
Zhan Yifeng walked slowly on the path, he had seen every grass and tree here since he was a child, but now, he wanted to carve them deeper into his heart.
This is his last farewell as Zhan Yifeng.
As long as he comes to this world as a human being, there will inevitably be such a day, but his farewell is early. And his departure was meaningful, and when he looked up again, a big smile spread across his face.
Looking at the flock of herons flying in the distance, they just disappeared from people's sight, and who can say that they no longer exist?
"Yifeng, why are you back?" Zhan Zhenting looked at his son who suddenly appeared in surprise, shouldn't he be in class at this time?
Zhan Yifeng and Zhan Nianfeng are like two extremes, one follows the rules and the other is arrogant and uninhibited, he wonders how Zhan Yifeng, who has always followed the rules, can come back at this time.
Something happened? He looked at him suspiciously.
"Dad, I'll come back and get some information. He looked deeply at Zhan Zhenting.
Zhan Zhenting is not a very qualified father, in addition to chasing his wife wholeheartedly, he has always ignored his sons.
"Well, it's okay, don't let your mom worry about it. He said in a deep voice.
Zhan Yifeng nodded at him.
"Where's my mom?"
"She's in the council chamber, don't bother her if it's okay. ”
"Hmm. Zhan Yifeng sat down on the sofa, he looked at his father who was sitting on the sofa next to him, watching TV boringly, if he didn't say it, who would have thought that this man who looked so ordinary would be Zhan Zhenting in a shopping mall.
"Dad, is it worth it for you to give up so much for Mom?"
Thunderbolt glanced at him.
"That's not how love is measured. He replied coldly.
Except for him who was tender in front of Lu Qingfeng, everyone else, even if it was his own son, all he got was his cold face. No wonder everyone used to call him "the cold-faced Hades" in the mall.
"How is that measured?" asked Zhan Yifeng.
"Do you really want to know?" Zhan Zhenting turned up, and he finally took his eyes off the TV, "Love is not a deal, it's not that you have to pay as much as the other party pays, this is a deal, not love." ”
Zhan Yifeng nodded, of course he could understand this.
"Do you know why the Zhan clan can do so big?"
"Because Zhan's has always done himself to the extreme first. "His goal has always been to carry forward the Zhan clan even more in the future, and of course he is clear about the operation mechanism of the Zhan clan.
Zhan Zhenting nodded, "Yes, love and doing business are actually the same truth, you just need to do what you can to the extreme, as for whether the other party will respond, or what kind of response to give, it is the other party's choice, and you do your own, this is enough." ”
He took a sip from his teacup, the look on his face softened.
"This universe is conserved, and what you give out will inevitably come back to you in another form, so don't use your mind to limit the way it comes back, which will make it unable to find its way back. Understood?"
He frowned slightly, as keen as him, how could he not feel the strangeness of Zhan Yifeng's return this time, he was afraid that he had encountered emotional confusion.
"Thank you, Dad. Zhan Yifeng's eyebrows and eyes stretched, and his father's words made him realize at once, it turned out that he had been using his mind to set the form of coming back, so he would become more and more troubled.
"Well, the road you and Nian Feng on here will be much more difficult than ordinary people......" Thinking of this, Zhan Zhenting was also silent, no wonder he was troubled.
Zhan Yifeng also fell silent, and finally this dilemma was about to end by him, he smiled bitterly.
"I'm going to see my grandparents and aunts. ”
He got up and walked to the back hall. The geographical scope of the "Flying Gate" is very wide, and even the place where they live is a few in and out. Mom and Dad live in a more modern style, while the large buildings in the back hall have been passed down through the generations.
"Xiao Yiyi, Xiao Yiyi......" Aunt Qingqing saw him and shouted excitedly.
"Auntie. Zhan Yifeng exclaimed respectfully.
Although this aunt's IQ is a little flawed, my grandfather's teaching since she was a child is that she is old and young, so he has always treated her as an elder.
"Young...... Where's the death?" she tugged at the corner of his coat and looked behind him.
Zhan Yifeng was embarrassed, he didn't expect that his aunt was still thinking about Xiaoxiao, did everyone in the family already know about Xiaoxiao coming here with him?
If she knew, it would be bothering her again, wouldn't he?
"She didn't come, she wanted to study. He patiently coaxed her.
"Oh......" Qingqing let go of him in disappointment.
"Yifeng, are you here?" The two grandparents were dancing Tai Chi. They kept moving, turning their heads slightly to look at him.
"Grandpa, grandma. He stood on the side and watched them, for the sake of living in the mountains all the year round, the two old men had very good skin, and they were childish.
Zhan Yifeng was a little envious of his grandparents and grandmothers, and they were full of foam and white heads. When you are old, if there is such a person who accompanies you to play Tai Chi, bask in the sun, and taste fragrant tea, a hundred years of life is enough, right?
"Yifeng, what are you coming back for today?" After a set of Tai Chi, his grandparents walked over to him. "Come, accompany my grandfather to have a pot of tea. ”
"I've come to see you today. Zhan Yifeng took the initiative to pick up the iron kettle and boil the boiling water, "I haven't seen my grandmother for a long time, and I miss it a little." His eyes looked at his grandmother, who was smiling at him.
"Yifeng, come back more when you have time, grandma misses you too. ”
Zhan Yifeng put some tea leaves in the teapot and gently scalded them with hot water, and the fragrance of the tea leaves instantly floated out.
"Grandpa, this tea is really good. ”
"Of course, this is the best green tea I've ever cultivated. Grandpa's face was full of pride, "It's a pity that only a little bit of ...... is produced every year," his voice became frustrated.
"It's good to be able to produce so much, don't be obsessed. Grandma sneered at her grandfather.
"Yes, yes, no attachment, no ......attachment," my grandfather also laughed, "The most beautiful thing in life is contentment." ”
Zhan Yifeng quietly poured the first tea into the teacups, scalded each teacup, and then started to add water to make tea again.
His expression always maintained a slight smile, and his grandparents had a very good atmosphere here, which made his heart calm down.
Yes, why cling? He's already got a dying friendship, his heart has already been filled, so why grab more?
The most beautiful thing in life is contentment, but unfortunately it is also the hardest.
"Grandpa, what if you can't do it?" he looked up.
"Can't you do it?" Grandpa sniffed the tea he handed him deeply, "That means he hasn't lived in himself yet." ”
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