Chapter 422: My Utilization Value
My hands were still tightly gripping Chen Tang's clothes, but I couldn't think of a single word that could be said to him, because I couldn't answer him at all, and I didn't know what I should say to him.
I know that I did too much to him before, but after all this time, he is my own brother after all, and I am his own sister, and there is an indelible blood relationship between the two of us.
So I think he'll forgive me anyway, even if he's still a little angry.
However, what I didn't expect was that listening to Chen Tang's words to me, his meaning was already very obvious, and he didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
He still holds a grudge against what happened before, and he hasn't forgotten all the things I did to him.
I looked at Chen Tang in front of me in a daze, I only felt that he was extremely strange, in my memory, no matter how I spoke coldly to him, Chen Tang always looked at me with a smile, he had never had such cold eyes.
For a moment, I wondered if he was Chen Tang or not, or if he was just a Chen Tang who looked a little similar.
But he had already called out my name just now, and he had already told me about the past that happened between us, so it means that I really didn't recognize the wrong person, but what is the situation now?
According to my understanding of Chen Tang, it is impossible for him to say such a thing to me, he must have some reason, or is he really still obsessed with what happened before?
In the half month that I was in a coma, since Qin Han and Lin Ke had spread out all their relationships, Chen Tang and Lin Xun should also understand what was going on.
And now, I don't have to deceive him anymore, I might as well tell him the real reason, maybe he can forgive me?
After all, I don't think there could be any other reason for Chen Tang to be so cold to me besides this reason, he was still angry because of what happened that night.
But he didn't understand that it wasn't what I wanted to say, I just didn't want him to get hurt too much.
So looking at Chen Tang, I was silent for a long time, and finally forced myself to smile at him and speak, "I'm sorry Chen Tang, it was all my fault before, I shouldn't have done that to you, but I did it for a long time."
I think that anything you say is not actually sincere, do you really think that I will say such a cruel thing to you? ”
"Chen Tang, you are my own brother, I am your own sister! In this world, except for my parents, you are my dearest person, how can I really bear to say such cruel words to you, all this is forced to do so! ”
I hurriedly opened my mouth to Chen Tang, recounting all the things that had happened before, and how I had learned from Xu Yi about what the Qin family had done to our Chen family, I just didn't want to destroy Qin Han's image in his mind.
If it had been before, when Chen Tang heard me talk about these things to him in front of him, he would have expressed great shock, and he would have spoken to me about his own grievances with guilt in his heart.
But this time it didn't go as smoothly as I imagined, and after I said it to Chen Tang in front of me, his expression was no different from before.
This shocked me, it shouldn't have been like this at all, Chen Tang should have shown surprise, obviously he didn't know about these things at all, after all, I had been hiding it from him.
Now I finally have the courage to tell him all this, but why did he react beyond my imagination?
So I looked at Chen Tang for a long time, frowned unconsciously, and a bad premonition gradually came to my heart, and I could only ask him again.
"Chen Tang, why don't you speak? All that I said to you is true, do you say you don't believe me? I've never wanted to say such cruel things to you, but you're my brother! ”
"At that time, it was obvious that you liked Qin Han so much, how could I bear to destroy his image in your heart? If I really tell you all this, I don't know what you will do to the Qin family, so I can only hide it from you, I have no other way! ”
I explained to Chen Tang again and again, but his expression was the same as before, without the slightest relaxation, and even the eyes that looked at me were cold.
I don't understand what's wrong with him, or is it that I've hurt him so much that he won't forgive me to this day?
After thinking about it for a long time, I still couldn't get an accurate answer, and looking at Chen Tang's cold eyes, he slowly began to change, but it became worse and worse, and he was actually sarcastic to me!
I waited for Chen Tang's answer for a long time, I wanted to listen to him say a word to me personally, even if he didn't want to forgive me, I could continue to explain to him, but I never thought that he would be so disdainful.
"Chen Ci, are you done? If that's all over, then don't go on, I don't have time to listen to you explain so much to me.
I know almost everything you just said to me, but it was before, and now it is, do you really think that I still think I still think you are my own sister? ”
Chen Tang's words shocked me, I looked at him with wide eyes, and questioned him, "I don't understand what you mean by that?" You are obviously called Chen Tang, my name is Chen Ci, we are originally from the Chen family, how can I not be your own sister, what are you talking about? ”
"When you were ugly and fat before, I just called you sister because I pitied you. Later, it was because you had Qin Han as a backer, but he was the president of JL, and I couldn't give up such a big backer, so it was always good to follow you. ”
"I was pouring out my heart and lungs for you, do you really think it's just because you're my sister? Then you don't know me too well, so you might as well stop calling me brother! ”
"It's all because you have capital that I can squander, so it's always right for me to stay by your side, but I didn't expect you to kick me away!
But it's okay, now that you have nothing, I don't have to follow your side and be your dog! ”
Chen Tang explained this to me, his eyes were full of fierceness when he looked at me, and I thought he was probably really angry at this time, and he gritted his teeth at the tone of my mouth.
Listening to his words, I felt in a trance, I didn't understand what he was talking about, what was called because I had capital, so he was close to me again.
Could it be that everything he did for me before was just pretending?
I don't believe it, I don't believe it anyway, he is my own brother after all, even if he was once unruly, but I know that he is not bad in nature, and he can't do such a thing to me.
So I just stubbornly shook my head at Chen Tang, unwilling to believe what he said to me, "You must be lying to me, right?" I am your own sister, you are my brother, how can you be so cruel to me?
Are you still angry because of what happened before? If that's the case, I apologize to you, and whatever compensation you want, I can give it to you! ”
As I spoke, even I didn't notice that there was a hint of begging in the tone I spoke to Chen Tang.
I suddenly began to be a little scared, even if I didn't believe it, but his words still stuck in my mind, and I couldn't dissipate them for a long time.
And hearing me say this, Chen Tang was even more disdainful, he sneered, and immediately shook off the hand I had been holding him, his eyes were as cold as a sword, piercing deep into my heart.
"You said you wanted to compensate me? Then I really want to ask you, what can you compensate me with now? The company is no longer yours, you have nothing now, what can you give me? ”
"If you really want to compensate me, then I'll tell you the truth, I just want money, I want a lot of money, but now you can't give it to me at all, so I defected to Lin Ke."
"What did you say?" Chen Tang's words were like thunder, instantly exploding in my mind, and I looked at him in disbelief, "What do you mean by that?" What do you mean that you have defected to Lin Ke, do you also know that she is back? ”
"Of course I knew she was back. As early as the day after you kicked me out of your house, Lin Ke took the initiative to contact me, and I found that she seemed to give me more than you gave me, so of course I did not hesitate to take refuge in her. ”
"Now that he has resigned from Mr. Lin's company, Lin Xiangtian should also know about this matter, didn't he tell you?"
For a moment, my mind went blank, and I couldn't imagine Chen Tang taking his arm again and pleading with him at the words he said to me.
"Chen Tang, even if I beg you, okay? Don't be kidding me, do you know that I've just been in a coma for half a month, and I don't want to be stimulated anymore, can you tell me the truth? ”
However, this time, a trace of impatience flashed in Chen Tang's eyes, and then he shook it hard, and I stumbled under my feet, and I accidentally fell to the ground, rubbing the ground with my palm, and it was like a fire.
Before I could exclaim, Chen Tang's voice drifted into my ears again, this time with cruelty and sarcasm, he slowly spoke to me.
"Everything I said to you is true, and now I am Lin Ke's personal assistant.
If you don't believe it, you can go and ask, you have no use value, why should I continue to deceive you, isn't it more cruel to you? ”
As he spoke, Chen Tang glanced at me lightly, and then raised his feet and walked towards the rest of the hospital, "So now we don't have to deceive ourselves, you have no role for me at all, and you are no longer my own sister!" ”
But in an instant, tears flowed down my cheeks without warning, and I wanted to cry, but looking at his resolute back, I finally gritted my teeth and held back.