Fu Heng was stunned for a moment, but this was indeed what his sister would say, he nodded, even if he agreed, he said to his wife: "So you have to be more good, don't blame yourself anymore, it's not your fault." ”

Ruyin stared at her husband, the man who gave her all her life, for the first time, made her feel uneasy, it was not strange, but the person in front of her was by no means the Fucha Fu Heng of the past, not her husband who was opposite her day and night, what was wrong with Fu Heng, what was wrong with him.

At this time, someone brought food, and Fu Heng said, "I'm hungry, can you eat something with me?" ”

Ruyin responded, followed him to the dining table, the sturdy man swallowed two large bowls of porridge, his appetite was so good, and he ate so deliciously, but Ruyin still felt strange, she couldn't help but call her husband's name, but when she saw his empty eyes, Ruyin still didn't dare to ask, only smiled gently, "Eat slowly, don't choke." ”

After eating, Fu Heng said that he was going to a big house, and there were still many things waiting for him to explain at home, Ruyin wanted to go with him, but her husband asked her to recuperate at home, Fu Heng said: "There are many things waiting for you to do in the future, don't be in a hurry now, ...... now It's not a big deal. ”

Ruyin watched him go out uneasily, thinking that when her husband returned, her sad and almost wandering soul could finally come back, but she didn't expect Fu Heng to make her feel more uneasy, and as soon as he came back, he persuaded himself to take care of himself, in order to continue to help Hongyan, he said such a thing, what angle should Ruyin think about? She knew that Fu Heng would never have the idea of being wrong, and she would never be sorry for herself, she was afraid that one day she would get into the horns of the bull and not be able to get out, she couldn't forget the words she said to the queen at the end, don't ruin herself, and ruin everyone's happiness.

On this day and night, when Fu Heng returned, everything still seemed normal, Fu Ling'an came back from the palace, and took Fu Long'an to have dinner with Ama Eniang, Fu Heng listened to Fu Ling'an say something in the study, tested him a few poems, and when his son memorized it well, Fu Heng's eyes suddenly became dim, although he quickly recovered his spirits, but he did not escape Ruyin's eyes.

And Fu Ling'an is a sensible child, unlike Fu Long'an, who doesn't understand the pain of life and death, he can't help crying: "My aunt wants the child to study hard, and in the future I will be a man like Amma, who is both civil and military, Amma, I will definitely study hard to learn to ride and shoot, and I will definitely live up to my aunt." ”

Fu Heng rubbed his head and said: "The first thing to learn is that men don't flick when they have tears, your aunt doesn't want to see you cry, haven't your tears been shed yet?" ”

Fu Ling'an stubbornly wiped away his tears, nodded again and again, and still said: "Let's eat quickly, the food is going to be cold, Fu Ling'an will not go to the study another day, let Amma take you out for a walk." ”

Fu Heng said to his wife guiltily: "Leaving you alone to take care of the whole family and take care of the two children, I can't do anything for you." ”

Ruyin felt uneasy, but smiled softly on her face: "How many years have you suddenly remembered these words?" What's the matter, this is because I'm afraid that I'm working too hard and have to find someone to share it for me? ”

Fu Heng said angrily: "In front of the child, what nonsense? ”

A meal was finally eaten smoothly, and at night Ruyin persuaded Fu Heng to go to the study to sleep, she was still sick, where could Fu Heng be. Lying side by side at night, Ruyin lay in her husband's arms, she had not slept well for a long time, although she was still worried at the moment, but her husband was different on the side, and the two gradually fell asleep while talking.

After a heavy sleep, when Ruyin woke up, she felt that her body was empty, and when she opened her eyes, she found that the person she was holding before falling asleep was gone, one side of the bed was empty, and it was already cold, Fu Heng didn't know when he left, and he didn't know where he went. She felt uneasy for a while, got up and walked around the house without seeing anyone, and went out to call someone to ask, but saw that on the steps outside the door, in the empty courtyard, Fu Heng was sitting alone.

As Ruyin got closer, she heard the sound of crying, and she walked forward nervously, and saw her husband holding a book in his hand through the faint light of the sky. I don't know if the book is too old, or if Fu Heng is too hard, the book he is rolling up is already crumpled, and it seems that it will be crushed by him at any time. Ruyin remembered that during dinner, Fu Ling'an memorized the poem well, but the Amma suddenly had a dark look, as if those few lines of poetry touched Fu Heng's mind, but that poem was nothing special, it was just a way to teach people to be virtuous, not about the love between men and women, let alone ...... Ruyin is a spirit, she remembers that Fu Heng said that his enlightenment Mr. is the queen, and every stroke he has made since he was a child was written by his sister holding his hand.

Think about it again, who else can make Fu Heng, who can hide here and cry if he strictly restricts men from tears without flicking in his life? Ruyin regretted that she thought too much, regretted that she even doubted her husband's heart, he was too sad and painful, and he didn't know how to vent and relieve it, as soon as he came back, he said those words, it was the emperor who told him, he just did his job as always, to be a good courtier, to be a good husband, but he could no longer be a good brother.

However, in the past few years, Fu Heng's repeated indifference, thinking about it at this moment, it is tantamount to the pain of a sharp blade, everyone will regret it, regret that when he was alive, he failed to treat the people he cherished well.

Ruyin stepped forward and hugged Fu Heng's body from behind, Fu Heng trembled, and his slight crying stopped abruptly, only to hear Ruyin say: "Fool, why are you hiding, why can't you let me see you crying, I am your wife, no matter how much suffering and hardship, we will all be together through thick and thin, you are my support in this life, but I am also your dependence." Fu Heng, if you feel sad, you cry, what are you enduring to do......"

Fu Heng's heart is like a knife, in the overlapping memories of these years, what he said to his sister is nothing more than those ruthless words, should he be glad that he had calmly given his sister a hug, but at that time, was he really thinking about his sister? At least half of his mind is for Hongyan, why can't he be more kind to his sister, now that heaven and man are forever separated, what's the use of him waking up again?

Ruyin felt Fu Heng's trembling, trembling more sadly than just now, she wrapped her arms tightly, leaned tightly against his sadness, and choked with tears: "Sister won't blame you, you are my sister's most beloved brother." ”

In this sentence, Ruyin refers to letting Fu Heng say ruthless words to the queen and do ruthless things because of her red face, but the queen will never blame him, calm down, Ruyin knows that she said the wrong thing, what qualifications does she have to forgive Fu Heng on behalf of the queen, in front of Fu Heng, she should still know nothing about everything.

Fortunately, the husband was immersed in grief and did not think deeply about this sentence, a cry that was no longer suppressed could relieve the depression and pain in his heart better than his red eyes on the battlefield. Two days later, Ruyin's health improved, and her husband became the same as before, the kind of breath that made Ruyin feel uneasy in her eyes came from him, she understood better that now is not the time for her hypocrisy to harm the queen to fall into the water, compared to her own guilt and self-blame, her husband's pain and regret of losing his relatives need her to comfort him more.

When Ruyin entered the palace again, it was the day of the queen's three sevens, and the emperor was still ceremoniously perfecting the aftermath of the Empress Daxing.

At that time, Hongyan heard that Concubine Wen Hui was not very good, so she waited for Ruyin on the palace road and wanted to go to Shoukang Palace with her to ask for peace. At present, both of them are facing sad and painful husbands, and they are standing in the position of protecting their men at the same time, and there are countless things to say, but there are many people in the palace, and it is not appropriate to say private things outside, so they just go to Shoukang Palace in a proper manner. On the way, he met the eldest brother Fujin, who took two palace maids carrying food boxes and walked to Shoukang Palace.

The eldest brother Fujin Ilari clan has been in the double decade, the eldest brother opened the government and built the mansion early, she took care of the housework, and she was no longer the child she looked at back then, and at this moment she saluted to the red face, and it was also gentle and polite to advance and retreat, and everyone knew that the eldest brother Yonghuang and the third elder brother Yongzhang were reprimanded by the emperor and decreed to be deprived of inheritance qualifications for life, and the glory of the eldest brother's mansion plummeted, and his biological mother, Emperor Zhemin, the imperial concubine, could not benefit him even if she had thousands of sorrows. Poor eldest brother Fujin is thin and haggard, and he must have trouble sleeping and eating these days.

The eldest brother has two sons under his knees, and the younger son Mianen is very much loved by the emperor, but think about it, he is the one who gave birth to a grandson to the emperor, and he actually said that kind of thing at that time, and it is precisely because of the grandson that Hongli will faintly give birth to a sense of crisis, try to ask which emperor in the past dynasties is not afraid of being replaced, who does not want to sit on the throne steadily for the rest of his life?

At that time, Hongli's heartache could be understood, but the poor young man in front of his eyes was really distressing.

They went to visit Concubine Wen Hui together, and the concubine sighed that the emperor is now also a grandfather, and she understands that the eldest brother Fujin suddenly came to care about her, and it has other intentions, but she can't help what happened to the eldest brother.

Soon the emperor came, Ruyin was inconvenient to be on the side, so she retreated with the eldest brother Fujin, but she and Hongyan went back to Yanxi Palace to wait, the emperor did not go there after that, and walked a while with the eldest brother Fujin, and saw her crying.

Ruyin hurriedly persuaded: "Now that the queen is in mourning, Fujin has nothing to shed tears, but the days to come ......"

The eldest brother Fujin said miserably: "I don't know if there will be any days to enter the palace in the future, if the eldest brother has three long and two short, what kind of Fujin am I still counting." ”

Ruyin was worried in her heart, and she didn't know what the situation was in the eldest brother's current situation, but she was a mother, and she really couldn't understand how the emperor who was a father could be so desperate for her son, poor born in the emperor's family, no one knew what the fate would be tomorrow.

In Shoukang Palace, Hongyan went to the pantry to make tea for the emperor and the concubine, Hongli was alone with the concubine, and he said something in his heart, saying that he had no joke to the Queen Mother in Ningshou Palace that day, saying that Hongyan would not be the queen in this life. Hongli said helplessly: "Actually, that's Hongyan's wish." ”