Chapter 58: I'm really impatient

The more He Le'an spoke, the more he felt aggrieved, the more aggrieved he felt, and the tears fell uncontrollably. %d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3

Xu Xie didn't say that he was distressed, his heart was about to be broken into a bun filling, so he hurriedly took her into his arms, "If someone recruits you to provoke you and makes you feel bad, you will take it back with interest, so that he will be even more sad, if you can't get it back or need help, just tell your husband, and your husband will clean them up for you." "Dare to make his family An'er sad, it's really impatient.

He Le'an sobbed, and wanted to speak several times but couldn't say it in his throat, he stroked her back and breathed for a while, and then she said: "This, won't this be bad, I feel like I'm bullying people after pulling you in." ”

Xu Xie smiled dumbly, "Having kindness in your heart and being willing to be good is your purpose, but having kindness in your heart and being willing to be good does not mean that you let others fight back and scold you and not return your mouth." After being bullied, you repay your grievances with virtue, and in the face of those vicious malice, fighting back appropriately is just self-preservation, and if others offend you, you will retreat an inch, which is already a kind of kindness. ”

"If others provoke you repeatedly, you don't want to show mercy to your subordinates, you can obviously give him a good time, but you have to choose to torture to death by various means, this is cruel."

He Le'an thought about it and thought about it, and felt that it made sense, his cheeks full of tears rubbed against his warm chest, and he muttered, "It's good to have you." "Any anxiety can be easily smoothed and erased.

In her last life, she was insatiable and wanted to fight for everything, and finally ended up miserable.

And in this life, she is content and happy, and she just wants to protect and maintain the preciousness she has.

**

In the early morning, wisps of sunlight sprinkled with shining gold threads.

The woman with a skin like a condensed willow leaf and a bent eyebrow like a hibiscus out of the water, woke up from her sleep in a daze, she turned her face and wanted to call the maid who was keeping vigil to fetch water to wash, but only turned sideways, and then she was so frightened that her heart almost stopped beating at the face of a frightened dead man, and she couldn't help but exclaim: "Ah! ”

I saw the eyes on the face that was close at hand, staring at herself, as if complaining and seemingly indignant, full of unwilling accusations, remembering that she had bribed this person to make trouble, she was more panicked and more frightened, and her voice was accompanied by a cathartic cry, and the maid finally heard the voice, and her face was frightened by the bloody head beside the bed......

**

On March 15th, the fourth grandson of Prince Yi's mansion married the son of Zhiyibo's mansion, and at the banquet, everyone was discussing that Dongfang Nishang was frightened by demons and had not recovered from a serious illness.

Because the He family has not yet been taken back to Zhuo Yibo's mansion by Uncle Shao, now the Dai family takes Shao Yingxue out to walk around, and also saves some reputation for the Bofu that was messed up by the He family and Shao Yingxiu.

It's just that even if Dai's mother and daughter have no prejudice against He Le'an, the relationship between Bofu and Hou Mansion is not the same as before, and when they meet, they can only nod and greet with rusty and embarrassing, even Lao Zhuo Yibo rarely attends the banquet, and she is also blind, and everyone knows that the meager affection between Bofu and Hou Mansion is indeed no more.

He Le'an came out of the toilet, went around the garden, and actually remembered the wrong exit and got lost, staring at the pink and yellow moon flowers that were also there when they came, but the bluestone road next to the moon flowers became a goose warm stone road, and wanted to go back, but he turned around and turned back, and the surroundings were quiet, not even a maid and maid, and the hope of waiting for someone to save him was a little slim.

"......" He Le'an began to think seriously. If she shouted loudly, would it be rude and embarrassing, but before she could figure out why, the sound of the moon flowers suddenly came from the flowers, as if something was about to come out, and it was a little terrifying in the desert.

She subconsciously took two steps back, and in a flash, she saw a light golden-white ...... the thickness of a woman's arm The snake, crawling out of the greenery, seemed to be looking for a subtle sound, and its dark eyes were staring at her intently, "......"

He Le'an thought, is it actually unsuitable for her to go out today, go to the toilet for a wedding banquet and get lost, get lost, and meet a snake, this unlucky person is no one, and the snake that looks very lethal on the opposite side does not move, she doesn't dare to move, just beg it to be a dead one, and crawl away quickly after a detour.

It's just that this snake is also a willful person, staring at her, staring at her, as if tired, he actually closed his eyes, as if he was asleep.

He Le'an's cold sweat was like a waterfall, gorgeous and uproaring, neither to go, nor to stay, so she had to search for miscellaneous books she had read, to see if there was anything about snakes, especially what snakes were afraid of, but all she could think of was the thirty-two cooking techniques of snakes, and she could only mourn for herself for thirty-two seconds of silence for "......".

Thinking bitterly and thinking about it, He Le'an put down a few small ornaments on his head, weighed a little, and threw it to the corner of the wall in the distance with all his might, the snake opened her eyes violently when she heard the noise, and she threw another one, and the snake chased the golden light and crawled, she was happy, and threw out the small ornaments in her hand one after another, so that when the snake chased more happily, she quickly ran away in the opposite direction!

He Le'an didn't dare to look back, and he couldn't see a crow blue jumping down from a locust tree, blowing a short whistle, and the light golden-white snake crawled towards him as if it had received some order, but he looked at the direction He Le'an left. A soft smile overflowed: "Interesting." ”

**

After He Le'an, who was out of breath, was sure that the snake was not chasing, he wanted to slow down, but when he turned the corner in a hurry, he was blocked by a wall of flesh, and he couldn't withstand the momentum, she suddenly bumped into the person and fell backwards violently, but fortunately, the man grabbed her arm with agility and dragged her who almost fell, rudely, "!! ”

He Le'an's little face that ran red was instantly crumpled in pain by the clenching of bones from his arm, and the man let go of his hand in hindsight. The corners of his lips raised mockingly: "The rules of your Jianing Marquis Mansion are really different, you don't participate in the excitement of the front hall, and you actually run around in the backyard of other people's mansions. ”

“…… You may not believe it, there is a snake with a thick arm in Zhiyibo's mansion, I got lost, and I happened to be blocked by a snake. He Le'an said smoothly, "Xiao Qigongzi usually has free time, and he is interested in going around other people's backyards, I don't have such a weird habit." To put it mildly, he blocked the thorn he shot and bounced back.

Xiao Qi snorted coldly: "That's a pet from the East, with its teeth, it can't bite." ”

"But it's still terrifying." He Le'an said with a natural look: "What about the snake with thick arms." ”

Xiao Qi was suffocated, and when he looked at her, he remembered the evil Xu who took the position of the richest man in their Xiao family. Thinking of Xu Xie, he couldn't help but turn on the mode of cynicism, and even ignored that she was just a weak woman, so suddenly, and remembered that on the night of the Red Appreciation Party, she cried in the face of unrelenting malice, and suddenly sneered awkwardly, and said:

"Don't you get lost, from here you can walk along the verandah, through two half-arched stone doors, to the antechamber."

"Thank you." He Le'an walked generously, with a water-blue skirt, and walked lightly towards the path he pointed out.

**

Recently, spring rains have been frequent. In a dripping manner, the general teacher is weak and reluctant to go out.

At the end of March, Mrs. He settled the family affairs before Uncle He's third birthday, and the process of coming and going between the two mansions was very smooth and smooth, and the day of the wedding was selected as fifteen, although it was not rushed, but it was also less solemn than the family of the powerful, fortunately, this was proposed by Mrs. Xiao herself, and there was no intention that the Hou Mansion deliberately gave them the family of Shangjia.

Under the rain curtain on the eaves, a few girls sat on the windowsill to watch the scenery, taste tea and eat pastries, and talked about their own situation and talked about the hot things in the city. Xue Hui said, "The day before yesterday, Dongfang Wu went to Beijing, and because of the long distance, she was married by her eldest brother. ”

He Le'an learned from Xu Xie that Peng Xiaoman was bought by Dongfang Nishang, and he couldn't be eager about her affairs, so he just forgot it after hearing it, but He Leyuan smiled and said: "Even if it is Chongxi, she is not at a loss, I only heard my father mention it by chance last time, and now the Taining Hou Mansion is a big celebrity in front of His Majesty in the temple, and she is married to the son of the Hou Mansion." ”

Although Xue Huiyu no longer has a sisterhood with Dongfang Nishang, it is not that she can't see her well, so she echoed her chin and said: "The old lady who has passed away for many years in the Hou Mansion of Taining is the sister of the old lady of the Hou Mansion of Zhiyibo, it seems that when the Hou Mansion of Taining was difficult in the past, the Mansion of Zhiyi Bo extended a helping hand, so when Mrs. Zhiyi Bo asked to go to Beijing, Mrs. Hou of Taining promised this family business......

**

He Leyuan, who couldn't be idle, took advantage of the rare good weather to take He Le'an to go shopping, and when she arrived at the bustling and lively market, like a wild horse, she showed that He Le'an couldn't pull it with ten cows, but she didn't look good at people for a while, so she quarreled with people on the street, "Hmph, this fan is Miss Ben took a fancy to first, you immediately let go!" ”

He Le'an chased after him, only to see a young man who was about fourteen or fifteen years old, with a white and slender temperament, stubbornly grabbed the same fan with He Leyuan, twisted his eyebrows and said with disgust: "I picked it up first, you wicked girl let it go." ”

"You!" He Leyuan, who was nailed as a wicked girl, was annoyed and bluffed: "Believe it or not, I'll give you another time!" ”

The young man seemed to have a shadow of something, so he took a step back with scruples, but he still grabbed the fan, and said softly to He Leyuan, who was dancing with his teeth and claws: "In front of everyone, if you dare, I will not be polite to you." ”

He Leyuan was not afraid of this soft threat, and pulled the fan to his side vigorously, seeing that the young man also pulled it up hard, the owner who sold the fan was most worried about his innocent and pitiful fan, and when he wanted to persuade but didn't know how to persuade him, He Le'an grabbed the gap in the middle of the fan and said with a smile: "My heart is not tossed by you like this." ”

The two people who were competing brightly and secretly looked at her in unison.

He Le'an gently shook He Leyuan's hand and shook it again, and smiled at the young man and said, "The last banquet in the governor's mansion." No matter what, my sister shouldn't do anything to you, this fan will be my gift to you for her. After finishing speaking, with a raised hand, he handed the boss an ingot of ten taels of silver, and without waiting for the boss to find a continuation, he took He Leyuan, who was full of unwillingness, and left.

The young man looked at her in a daze and left after softly turning a thousand pounds, only to hear He Leyuan hum and chirp: "Why is the sixth sister so polite to him, what kind of courtesy, the governor can say, I'm not wrong." ”

"The truth is true, but the behavior is wrong. It's not right to beat people after all, the governor doesn't want to deal with you little girl, you can't take it for granted, teach others to think that this is the rule of our Hou Mansion. He Le'an said, "The third brother has no pursuit of fans, let's go out and bring him some delicious food......"

**

In mid-April, He Le'an and Xue Huiyu both received letters and gifts from Cheng Shumei, the content was different, and the rice paper with gold peony patterns in her hand was full of thanks, and the gifts were similar to the specialties of Beijing.

Time seems to be pulled into a slow ladder by someone. The days are like the water of a stream in the mountains, when no one stirs it, it flows clearly, she still rarely participates in banquets, occasionally goes to the rich restaurant dressed as a man, or visits Xiong Lin at Uncle Xiong's house, or goes to Xu Mansion, and on weekdays, when she encounters a lively day, she will be dragged out by He Leyuan and Xue Huiyu to play, so it is early summer.

When the end of May was approaching, when Uncle He San's birthday, He Le'an knew that the Xiao family of Xiao Siniang, whom he was about to marry, turned out to be Xiao Qi's Xiao family. She never thought that there would be such a coincidence in the world, and she was severely embarrassed.

Seeing that Xiao Qi, who was Xiao Si's cousin, brought Xiao Si's sister-in-law Xiao Twelve to the banquet, and he looked disgusted, He Le'an said to the evil people around him, "Fortunately, it's not my siblings, otherwise I can't help but want to gouge out my eyes." "It's just that at a glance, it coincidentally makes this family business a matter of course.

Xu Xie said with a smile, "The Xiao family has not been separated on the surface, but the inside has already collapsed, Xiao Qi's temperament is not good, but his character is okay, and he has persuaded his parents not to treat Xiao Si and them harshly over the years." It's a pity that their family has a big business, and disputes are not just a matter of one or two rooms, Xiao Si is still tenacious, and he stubbornly guards the share that belongs to his parents and younger brother. ”

The rules of the powerful and powerful, men and women cannot meet one month before they get married, so today's third uncle He's birthday banquet, Xiao Si did not come, Xiao Qi and Xiao Twelve, as representatives, occupied a place, many people are willing to give the prefect a face, to Xiao Qi and Xiao Twelve.

Xiao Twelve is different from Xiao Si and Xiao Qi, who often walk around outside, although they are just the home of merchants. But he was raised very well, revealing a noble temperament all over his body, coupled with knowledge of books and etiquette, a gentle temperament, and soft speech, which is simply a good audience.

He Le'an suddenly remembered something, and said with some puzzlement: "The day before yesterday, I received a letter from Sister Mei again, she said that Xiao Shiyi had entered the palace, if I remember correctly, Xiao Shiyi is Xiao Qi's sibling sister, and he doesn't look like a person who sells his sister to seek wealth." What-" She still saw Xiao Shiyi at the Red Cross Party.

"This is what Xiao Qi's father meant." Xu Xie said, "These decisions are not something that Xiao Qi, who has not yet been in charge, can decide or prevent. "The Xiao family is not satisfied with the current situation of being suppressed by the Xu Mansion everywhere in Fengzhou City, and has long planned to find another shortcut.

He Le'an understood that Xiao Shiyi was a victim, and sighed: "The industry is big, the family is big, and there are many troubles." ”

"You will never have these messy troubles, no matter how big my career is, no matter how wide the mansion is, it will only be ours, and when it comes to children and grandchildren, we are all dead, and we can't manage so much."

He Le'an was amused by him, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Xue Huiyu and Xue Shizi coming.

As guests come one after another. The feast became more and more lively.

**

After the banquet was dispersed, Xue Huiyu still stayed in the Hou Mansion Courtyard.

She held the hawthorn tea that was consumed and smiled, "I just received the news, Zhongsun Si has it." ”

He Le'an naturally didn't need to ask what this concise 'has' was, "That's good." ”

"Hmm." Xue Hui said, "Moreover, the prince of Dongfang is going to Beijing to take up a post, and she will also go to Beijing when the fetus is stable." ”

He Le'an heard that her tone was a little unusual, and asked, "Huiyu, what's wrong with you—"

"I may be destined to be the prince of Prince Xuan's mansion." Xue Huiyu suddenly said in a fast and pale tone, "Although it is only possible, there is no seventy or eighty percent chance, and the news will not leak, mother She thinks...... I can't go on for a dead man anymore, she said that marrying far away is the best for me, I can leave this sad place, and gradually forget the ...... that I can't forget for a long time."

He Le Anhu seemed to have been thrown a boulder, and she was in a mess, and she didn't know how to comfort her, and before she could speak, some helpless girls in front of her had already shed tears, and she choked up: "But I don't want to forget, if even I forget, he ...... How lonely he must be......"

She said: "He was only ten years old when he died, how do you know what is a rebellion or not, it is said that the evidence is conclusive, but before he died, General Pingbei still shouted that he was innocent, and no one in the entire mansion confessed, but they were all dead!" All dead!! ”

He Le'an's confused heart turned over the river and the sea, and he never knew that Xue Huiyu said that his childhood sweetheart was actually the Pingbei General's Mansion, she looked at her in a daze, and only listened to her sad wipe away tears:

"General Pingbei fought all his life, and in the end he only ended up being an exile and dying in a foreign country, but the Manchu Dynasty was greedy and corrupt, and he was safe and peaceful, and I only felt cold when I said anything about leniency and benevolence!" In the same way, the Marquis of Jinning has always been willing to stay in Fengzhou City, away from the right and wrong of the government and the opposition.

He Le'an moved her somewhat cold hand, the various deeds of the previous life and the clues of this life went around a large seemingly unrelated circle, connecting them into a groping truth, she hid her mixed thoughts, took out a handkerchief to wipe her tears, and said softly: "In my place, what do you want to say." Whatever you say, just do your best, and I'm willing to listen. ”

Xue Huiyu's tears fell even more fiercely, as if the long-term nostalgia in her heart became a dense jungle that hindered breathing, and finally found a suitable place to vent, she cut down the flowers and trees in it little by little, and pulled out the flesh and blood, she said: "We met in the Qinghe season, and General Pingbei moved to Fengzhou City in order to recuperate from his injuries that year......

She said a lot at once, and sometimes some things were not right at all, but He Le'an listened carefully. word by word, I laughed with her because of the joy of memories, and also wiped away the tears that were destined to be inclean for her, until she was tired of crying and fell asleep.

He Le'an lightly wet the handkerchief to wipe the tears on her face, and her mixed thoughts slowly floated, and she combed it over and over again in her heart, until she figured out the complete outline, and she sighed.

People can always work hard for their closest relatives, and they can always plunge into the sea of swords and fires for the sake of love, and the people who pay with their hearts and lungs regardless of whether they are worth it or not are always pitiful and pathetic - she especially remembers. In the last life, Cheng Shumei favored the harem, and after keeping her younger brother's title, she also washed away her grievances for the Pingbei General's Mansion, but finally died tragically in the lotus pond of the cold palace.

Who killed, she didn't know, but she was sure that it had nothing to do with the affairs of the Pingbei General's Mansion, so on the day Cheng Shumei left the city to go to Beijing, she took the opportunity to give her the words and tips for her life, hoping to help her survive the fatal disaster.

He Le'an burned incense to calm his mind and sleep, so that Xue Huiyu, who was overly sad, had a good sleep, and changed into men's clothes and went out.

It's still the familiar back door, and it's just that she opens the door. And he appeared out of nowhere.

"I've just seen it, and you're missing me again so soon." Xu Xie said with a smile.

He Le'an tugged at the corners of his lips that couldn't be pulled up, and said paradoxically: "Well, I can't sleep if I think about it." ”

Xu Xie took her into his arms, but felt that her body was a little cold in the sweltering summer night, and touched her hand even more, frowning and saying, "Did you come out of the ice cellar?" ”

"Do you have any wine, you want to drink it hot?" He Le'an didn't answer the rhetorical question, and smiled shallowly.

Xu Xie hugged her and jumped directly onto the eaves, and a few flew by, and he had arrived at Langya Residence, where he lived.

After a few fiddling, He Le'an looked at the wine being cooked. The light aroma evaporated little by little at the end of her nose, and she said: "For some reason, I suddenly missed the 'childhood sweetheart' that Sister Mei and Huiyu brewed together." ”

Xu Xie, who was sitting opposite her, lazily leaned on the edge of the table, holding his chin carelessly with one hand, and staring at her intently: "An'er, if you have something to say, you and I don't need eighteen bends." ”

He Le'an shook his head and said, "I'm curious, but I'm also afraid, I'm afraid that the scene of being killed in my dream will come true after all, I can't bear you, and I can't bear everything I have now." "Even if that person is vicious, it is only a nightmare that does not break the bones, and if something is broken, she is afraid that she will eventually fall into it, and she will never recover.

Xu Xie patted the chair next to him and said, "Come here." ”

He Le'an thought about it, but still got up and walked over, but before he sat down, the person had been dragged into his arms, she sat on his strong thighs, her back was against the edge of the hard table, and her eyes met him, and her restless soul was almost sucked into his unfathomable pupils, he raised her chin and said:

"I don't know what kind of hardship is in your dream, I only know that if the hardship becomes true, I will protect you in the wind, keep you safe in the ice and snow, and set sail for you in the Longtan Tiger's Den." As soon as the words fell, he leaned his lips over and held her trembling coldness without thinking!