92. The hurdle that can't be passed
Lin Miao had insomnia this night.
But she hid her anxiety under a calm appearance, and the whole person seemed very depressed, which was a normal reaction after learning the truth. Joe stared at her for a while before falling asleep, but still locked her in his arms domineeringly, buried his face in her neck socket before gradually falling asleep. It was his favorite sleeping position, and she was used to sleeping peacefully in his arms, but tonight until he was breathing evenly, her eyes were still clear.
After carefully turning every thing, every sentence, and even every scene, when the dawn outside the window was bright again, her heart was as cold as ice and snow.
Joe closed her eyes as she got up, heard him dressing, walked to the bedside and picked up her phone, and quickly put it back in, presumably turning the bell off into a vibrating. Then he walked out of the room, the door closed gently, listening to the sound of his footsteps outside, Lin Miao never opened his eyes, until the door of the outhouse slammed shut, and the space was quiet from the outside to the inside.
I got up and freshened up, changed my clothes in an orderly manner, and walked out of the room, and saw a sandwich on the table in the living room, and a glass of milk. She sat down and chewed slowly, and ate breakfast for twenty minutes, and it was past nine o'clock when she went out. The elevator passed through the floor of the thunderboat without stopping, and went straight down to the underground parking lot.
She had always driven steadily, at a speed of sixty yards along the road, and by the time she arrived at the electronics factory, it was nearly ten o'clock.
The sun was overhead, slightly dazzling, squinting and raising his feet to approach the electronics factory. Everyone knows her from the doorman to the workers here, and there are people along the road who will greet her, Dongzi heard the news and came out of the workshop, trotted over and asked, "What task does Manager Lin have to assign to us?" Just make a phone call, why come to the factory under the sun. ”
Now Dongzi has been promoted to the deputy director of the factory, and it stands to reason that he only needs to sit in the office, but he feels that the office is too dull, and he always goes to the workshop. Lin Miaoqiao said with a smile: "Don't treat me as a work machine, when you see me, you will assign you an order." I'm going to talk to you about something today, it's too hot here, so let's go to the office and sit down. ”
Dongzi immediately responded: "Okay, okay, I'll go turn on the air conditioner." With that, he ran upstairs first.
After sitting down, Dongzi made a cup of tea for Lin Miao decently, and then took the initiative to ask with a slight restraint: "Manager Lin, what do you want to ask me?" ”
For straightforward people, Lin Miao didn't want to go around the bend, "I came here today to ask you about Ahua." ”
Dongzi was stunned: "What's wrong with Ah Hua?" ”
"No, it's just that the industrial and commercial department has checked the strike a few times before, and everything else is fine, just to do a simple consultation with the participants at that time, but he has already left his job, and he can only provide some circumstantial evidence."
"Huh? I'm still looking into this. When Dongzi heard this, he immediately jumped out of the chair excitedly and said nervously: "
Ahua is very righteous, and when Mr. Jiang came to us, he proposed that if there was something, he would take it all in. Manager Lin, we can't sell Ah Hua afterwards. ”
Lin Miao was more than enough to deal with Dongzi, and said calmly: "I came to you to naturally consider Ahua's special situation, so I came to you to ask him about it first, so that I could deal with the Industrial and Commercial Bureau." By the way, what is Ah Hua's full name? I've checked the employee files of our factory, and I don't know which one is him. As much as possible, it seemed like an understatement, but in fact, the whole mind was focused on listening to Dongzi's answer.
Dongzi calmed down a little after hearing her words, and sat down again before saying: "Ah Hua is not in the establishment, although he has about the same length of service as mine, but he has never been regularized, so there is no him in the file." Ah Hua's full name...... I didn't ask carefully, and I really don't know. ”
Lin Miao frowned, "He has the same seniority as you?" Five years? ”
"It's about half a year later than me, and it should be four and a half years if it's not five years."
"And what was unusual about him when he first arrived?"
Dongzi was stunned for a moment, and asked incomprehensibly, "What is abnormal?" ”
After a moment of silence, Lin Miao tightened her breath and asked, "Does he have a scar on his body or face?" ”
Dongzi thought about it, "There doesn't seem to be a scar, but I remember that his face was very red, and I asked him at the time, saying that he had skin allergies." As for the body, I couldn't see anything in the thick padded jacket wrapped in winter at that time, what's wrong Manager Lin, is there anything wrong with this? Lin Miao shook her head, lowered her eyes and asked again: "What about summer later?" Didn't he show his arms either? ”
"Hey, Manager Lin, don't you say that I don't think it's strange, it's true that Ahua is also wearing long sleeves in the summer, but he hasn't been like that in the past two years, but his temper sometimes becomes very irritable."
After a while, Dongzi saw that Lin Miao didn't ask again, and couldn't help but ask worriedly: "Manager Lin, will there be something wrong with this Ahua?" He's already left, so it shouldn't have much to do with him. ”
"No matter where a person is, the traces of his existence will not be erased."
Hearing Lin Miao say such a specious sentence, Dongzi was very confused, he didn't understand what he meant, he just felt that something sounded wrong, and hurriedly pleaded: "Manager Lin, you can discuss with Mr. Jiang to help Ahua, he is very pitiful, he rented a ten-square-meter cottage alone, I have been there, it is so shabby, and I don't have a girlfriend or anything like that." At that time, we didn't pay our salaries for a whole year, and we all came through the ups and downs together. ”
My heart was very dull, and even the irritability that I had been suppressing before was gradually coming out, and after tapping my fingers twice on the tabletop, I asked again: "Did he say where he was from?" ”
Dongzi replied honestly: "I haven't heard him mention this, and the accent that listens to him should be local." By the way, I remembered, I once drank with him before, and when he was drunk, he kept talking nonsense, scolding and saying that he shouldn't be surnamed Lu. ”
Lin Miao trembled, shock flashed in her eyes, and the hand under the desk clenched into a fist, and her nails were also cut into her palm, but she didn't know that it hurt. His surname is Lu, and his real surname is Lu!
Dongzi waited for a while, but didn't see Lin Miao speak again, looking at her expression and seemed to be stunned, the atmosphere was strange and embarrassing. After waiting for a while, I couldn't help but ask: "Manager Lin, is there anything else besides Ah Hua?" If not, I'll go to the workshop first. ”
Seeing that Lin Miao seemed to nod, he walked out of the office, wiped the sweat from his forehead when he walked to the staircase, and it was the first time he was so nervous about a girl. When Dongzi came out of the workshop at noon, he went to ask the doorman Manager Lin if he had left, and said that he had just left, and looked outside, and sure enough, the white car was gone.
Dongzi turned his head and walked upstairs to the office, and took out his mobile phone as soon as he entered the door.
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Bang! The car crashed into a tree, and Lin Miao rushed forward due to inertia and was pulled back to the seat by the seat belt, which shocked his brain. When he regained his senses, he reached out to grasp the steering wheel, but his hands trembled so much that he couldn't hold it at all, and his teeth were even more gurgling.
The noon sun was too bright, and it was too dazzling, and I was afraid that I was dazzled by the white light just now before I deviated from the track and crashed into the tree. She covered her eyes with her right hand, but for some reason there was liquid flowing out of her fingers, and her heart was unbearable.
Dongzi said that Ahua's surname was Lu, and he had worked for four and a half years, and his face was red in his early years and he was wrapped in a thick coat; Joe said that Ah Hua had found him, with deep hatred in his words; Zhai Jin said that the person in the hospital corridor video who staggered against the wall was Lu Mian.
Is there anything clearer than all this? Ah Hua is Lu Mian, she never thought that Ah Hua was actually Lu Mian!
There was a time when he was so close to her, but she looked at him with strange eyes, and they didn't meet each other. Rong Cheng downstairs, so many people he didn't threaten, but grabbed her and pulled her to the workers' pile, all of which seemed to be unintentional accidents actually had the deepest meaning behind them, but she didn't know anything at all.
She couldn't see his pain, she couldn't see his hatred, and even when he followed Joe to the electronics factory, he appeared far away in the corner, but he didn't come into her sight after all. So later, he left his job......
Tears flowed endlessly, and I was so sad that I couldn't help myself.
It was only when my mind gradually calmed down that I heard the vibrating sound of the mobile phone, put down my hand and lowered my eyes to inquire, found it in the gap in the seat, and suddenly remembered that it was Joe who turned the ringtone of the mobile phone to vibrate before he left in the morning.
It took a while to take the phone out of the crack, and the vibration was still there, and there were six missed calls on the screen, all from Joe.
As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Joe asking on the other end, "Why don't you answer the phone all the time?" There was the annoyance of last night, and there was some anxiety in his tone. Lin Miaohuan glanced around, "Maybe you have to come to me." ”
When Joe drove to the location of the location, he saw Lin Miao's white car "kissing" with the big tree on the side of the road from a distance. But after parking, I saw that there was no one in her car, but when I dialed the mobile phone number, I heard a vibration sound coming from the other side of the car, and when I went around the front of the car, I saw her sitting on the grass with her head against the door.
As for who has a big heart, she is the only one.
She turned her head sideways when she heard his footsteps, her eyes were red, and she looked like she had cried.
"You're here, the car doesn't seem to start."
Joe frowned and walked over, his eyes swept over her body to make sure she wasn't injured before he said in a deep voice, "Don't drive in the future." She said, "I don't drive, you can be my driver." ”
"Aren't you a driver less?"
She thought about it, and it was true that he was the driver for a while, and he drove in and out. It's rare that she drove it once today, but it turned out to be an accident again, maybe she really didn't have anything to do with the steering wheel.
Suddenly, his eyes flashed, and his body was picked up by the waist. Instinctively, she reached out and grabbed the placket of his chest to control her balance, her eyes fell on the folds of the fabric that she had scratched, and when he took two steps to the side, she suddenly asked, "Actually, you already knew that man was him." Joe paused, his eyes swept across her face, "He?" Who are you talking about? ”
After a moment of silence, Lin Miao replied: "Ah Hua from the electronics factory." ”
Joe's face crossed an angry expression, and his gaze at her also carried a flame: "Is it that we can't get over Lu Mian's hurdle?" He is so important in your heart that you have been obsessed with him for five years, even if I do everything for you, you still can't see it? ”
Lin Miao didn't expect his reaction to be so big, and the words that opened his mouth to distinguish between them became: "Yes, he is very important!" It was important to how many times in five years I dreamed of returning to the sea of fire, so important that as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw him hobbling away against the wall. You already knew him, but you still forced me to remember the past and let me forget him. ”
"How do you want to not forget? Will he live with his soul for the rest of his life? ”
"He's not dead!" Lin Miao roared angrily and glared at him. Seeing that the pair of black eyes went from anger to inch by inch, he asked lightly with an indifferent expression: "So, are you going to find him?" ”
Lin Miao lost her mind, and felt pain, guilt, and regret when she learned about it, but she didn't think about it.
Joe slammed the door very loudly after striding back into the car with cold eyes, and after waiting for a while, he didn't see him get into the car, Lin Miao couldn't help but sit upright and look out the window. I saw him standing on the side of the road with his back and a cigarette between his fingertips and sending it to his mouth, the smoke came out, and his back looked very depressed. Suddenly, she felt that her nose was very sour, she was indeed panicked because of Lu Mian's matter, he is a man, a man who loves her, how many can you mind her woman's past?
If he doesn't mind, then he doesn't really care about her.
In the past, no matter what kind of predicament he faced, he had never seen him so lonely and depressed, or even so angry. Seeing that he smoked a cigarette and touched it from his pocket, he gritted his teeth and pushed the door out.
"Joe, shall we have a peaceful conversation?"
Joe turned his head to see her cowering by the car door, his eyes sinking and turning his head back. The footsteps came to his side, and he subconsciously threw the freshly lit cigarette in his hand on the ground, frowned when he saw that it was still smoking, and raised his foot to extinguish it. This subtle action naturally fell in Lin Miao's eyes, and his heart was slightly warm, although he looked gloomy, at least it was not so difficult to speak: "Although you gave me a hint, my brain really can't compare to you, and I don't react so fast." ”
After waiting for a while, he ignored himself, then took a step closer, and when he reached his side, almost shoulder to shoulder, he added: "From my standpoint, it is impossible to be indifferent to this matter, especially after knowing all the truth. ”
"You mean I have to put myself in your shoes? Do you want me to help you get them back? Joe asked with a squint at her, in a bad tone. saw that she still nodded, "Of course, it would be best if you could be so generous, and I don't need to go to such great lengths to investigate." ”
Joe laughed instead of being angry, "It's still my fault." ”
"You're not wrong, and I'm not wrong. I just took matters into account, and when it all happened to me, I was like a headless fly scurrying around, and every hit hurt. I want to find him, but I don't necessarily have to be with him, I already have your big vinegar jar, and finding someone is at most a sentence - long time no see. ”
Lin Miao imagined that picture, and felt a dull pain in her heart, no matter how sweet her first love was, it finally came to an end, whether this full stop was active or animated, it became a thing of the past after all.
Even if he now learns that he and Lin Dajun have no father-daughter relationship, it has been an illusion for many years, but Lu Mian approached her with an impure purpose at that time. Looking back, this relationship, which made her hurt when she thought about it, has deteriorated.