"Do you want to ......," he interrupted, and his slightly cold voice floated through the air, "You never trusted me." You want to cut open my chest and see if one of the hearts in it is sincere. You wanted me to help you, but you never spoke, because you weren't sure if I could be trusted. You want to join hands with me, but you never can, because you doubt my intentions, so if there is a reason, you will always bear the brunt of it. He spoke fiercely, but his tone was not stirring at all.

The eyes are still so calm, so strange.

The resentment in the depths of his eyes was like starlight, and it pierced people's hearts like thin needles, and his words cut through people's hearts and hit the pain in her heart.

He smiled lightly, still so clear and beautiful, without a trace of fire, "I have always agreed with what Master said, people's feelings are their own greatest weakness, and they are the strongest blade in the hands of the enemy. Feelings can stab others, but they can also kill oneself. Feelings are inherently dispensable in this world, and before I met you, I felt that it was an obstacle and a burden. Because this world is hypocritical, cruel, absurd, and inhumane, feelings are the reason why people are more vulnerable, helpless, uneasy, and destroy reason faster...... But your appearance made me curious one day, I kept observing you, examining you, and you made me see the other side of this ugly world, your loyalty to your family and country, open-mindedness to your relatives and friends, love for your subordinates, and take responsibility for your responsibilities...... All of this made me truly aware of my loneliness, loneliness, and emptiness, and I resisted all the emotions in the world, and at the same time despised all the beauty in the world. However, the most ironic thing is that when I have made up my mind to come and talk to you about feelings, you want to come and talk to me about reason. ”

Yun Yan was silent.

Gu Xi was still holding the bowl of slightly cold soup, but he no longer moved, and his eyes were a little deeper: "If you are reasonable, Chu Ruirong is the marquis of your Wei country, and the survival of the Wei country is closely related to him, and his heart and mind are also for the survival of the Hou Mansion, and your goals are more consistent." He grew up with you and knows each other well, if you have no intention of pushing your imperial brother off the throne, then for the sake of the stability of the Ul Kingdom, he will definitely try to save you and keep you in balance with the Ul Emperor, he has also acted like this for so many years, and he will be able to defend the Ul Kingdom with you to the death against foreign enemies. ”

Yun Yanzheng slowly bit his lower lip, still silent.

"Or Feng Jingning, if you marry him, with the Feng family's current connections and status in the Mo country, you can also form a line with the Mo country and become an alliance against other countries. Take a hundred steps back, even if the dynasty of the Qiu family of the Mo Kingdom ends, the Feng family, as a century-old family, will not die out easily, at that time, the Feng family needs a foothold that you can give to the Wei country; You need the help of people and money, and he can agree to it. Help each other, count in one fell swoop, why not? Gu Xi's voice was still faint, without the slightest fluctuation, as if he was saying something very ordinary, "However, you don't understand these eldest princesses, it's not that you don't know, but why don't you choose between them?" But why don't you act according to the calmest of reason? ”

Yun Yanzheng sighed in his heart, staggered his gaze to look at him, and didn't dare to look at him again.

"But why should you grieve for my death? But why do you confess your heart to me? But why do you feel guilty and self-destructive? But why did you ever want to leave everything behind, ignore it, and join hands with me to reach the end of the world? But why do you want to make a promise to me knowing that my life is short? But why do you keep being suspicious and still obsessed with me? What about your sanity? What about your calm? What about your fortitude? His low questioning voice was so soft and gentle, but it seemed to torture her heart.

Yun Yan frowned, the emotions in his heart were extremely complicated, happy and angry, resentful and hateful, and afraid and afraid.

Glad she could vaguely see his mind in it; Anger is the fragment that flashes in the flash of inspiration; The complaint is that he can easily see through her innermost thoughts; I hate that he is so smart and transparent; Fear is the will that you can't disobey; What I am afraid of is the consequences of such involvement.

It is precisely because of what you care about the most that you are most afraid of - because of love, you are afraid.

If you don't care, you can be free and easy - no love, no hate.

Gu Xi didn't comfort her this time, just got up and left.

The bowl of soup was idle on the table next to the bed, and the faint aroma was gradually drifted away by the wind.

The corner of Yun Yanzheng's eyes followed his departing figure, only to feel pain in his heart, almost as if it had been torn apart. She gasped for breath rapidly, and every hard breath in her almost suffocating chest felt like a knife's pain, and even the air she inhaled was like a sharp blade cutting through her flesh.

Tears leaked from the corners of the eyes and slipped uncontrollably.

"If everything can be judged intellectually, why do you need feelings? If there is no emotion, why do you need reason? All of them are just walking dead. ”

Gu Xi's words before leaving echoed in her ears over and over again.

If so, why did he deceive her?

The moment she woke up, the sentence suddenly flashed through her mind, "The nightmare is over." After the last time she was separated from Gu Xi, she was attacked by an ambush, and she was blindfolded and imprisoned. At that time, not only was she drugged to confuse her mind, but someone also used soul dementoring techniques on her.

That person made her forget who she was, made her look like a dragon, and let her be trapped in the palace of Yuguo.

She had always resisted with her will, but under the pressure of the drug, before she fell into complete darkness and fell asleep, she vaguely heard someone whisper: "The nightmare is over." "Exactly the same tone, exactly the same tone. Such similar words make people shudder.

In that case, why do you say these words of affection and friendship?

Gu Shezhi, it can be seen that these words pierced people's hearts like snow blades, froze blood, and completely chilled the soul that trembled and hesitated repeatedly.

When she came to talk to him about reason, he came to talk to her about feelings.

Ironically, he also blamed her.

Yun Yanzheng silently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes and quickly calmed himself down. Now, he must have taken precautions and won't let himself escape. Even if he can escape, he must be under his control.

She needs to wait for the right moment and wait for the opportunity to move.

First, she must first confuse the enemy.

Yun Yanzheng was lying down, closed his eyes and recuperated, allowing himself to calm down as much as possible, thinking about the strategies that could be dealt with.

For two consecutive days, in addition to bringing three meals a day to her room, Gu Xi no longer met with her or talked to her.

Yun Yanzheng ate with some boredom, and his heart was blocked. She is the one who should be angry, she is obviously used and deceived by others, but the person who took advantage of her and deceived her still pretends to be aggrieved in front of her and gives her a look? What's it called?

After eating these meals for three days, she chewed them tastelessly, and it was a pity to throw them away, and she couldn't swallow them.

They are all medicinal foods, only a faint medicinal fragrance, but no bitter taste, and they are cooked with great care. Yun Yanzheng held the wooden chopstick, pressed it under his chin, and was stunned. She is now like a prey, imprisoned in a cage, but this hunter seems to be very good to this prey, these medicinal foods are all reassuring and calming, replenishing qi and blood, and are extremely symptomatic for regulating her heart disease and internal injuries. But why should this hunter care so much about his prey? Is it to confuse this prey, let down the defense against him, and then let him continue to use it? Keep cheating?

Well, this hunter has always been scheming, plotting people's hearts, even though there is a hypocritical heart under the mask, but there is still a gentle smile on his face.

How could she forget?

After Yun Yan became conscious, he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

That night, Yun Yanzheng was rolling a book in his hand, and there was a hint of sleepiness in his eyes. The white-clothed figure suddenly appeared in front of her door, holding the tray in both hands, walked into the room, and put the tray on the desk in front of the bed. She turned her head to look and saw a jade bottle and a pack of silver needles on it.

Gu Xi silently opened the bag of silver needles, his face had been pale for the past few days, and now he still couldn't see his joy and anger.

Yun Yan waited for him with a good time, and secretly sneered in his heart.

Her face was expressionless, and he was also indifferent, and his voice was as slow as ever, "Your face and injuries need to be treated. ”

"Oh." She raised her eyebrows slightly, and also responded lightly.

"Lie down." He added, not even lifting her eyelids.

"I'll do it myself." She didn't squint either.

"Is the eldest princess talking about medicine, or acupuncture?" He asked.

"It's all ......," she didn't say any more.

He had already truncated and said: "The eldest princess of this medicine does not know the amount of this medicine, and she does not know its efficacy, but she is afraid that it will be difficult to make the best use of it." If it's about acupuncture, can the eldest princess give herself an injection in the back? ”

"......" she was speechless.

"Lie down." He reasserted.

"Don't lie ......down," she added, a little angry, "I like to sit." ”

"That's good." He spoke casually, but there was a faint indifference that seemed to be innate.

Yun Yanzheng's eyes continued to stare at the book, reading sentence by sentence, as if he was also abandoning him.

Gu Xi lifted the cork with his thumb, poured some almost transparent ointment on the palm of his hand, and gently rubbed the tip of his other hand on her face. The gentle and gentle touch, like a feather scratching people's thoughts, Yun Yanzheng's mind was slightly confused, wanting to make him stop, but he was not to be outdone, but he couldn't even read a word in his eyes, looking at those words back and forth, but he couldn't connect them in his mind.

His hands were still rubbing the rough skin back and forth, but her cheeks were getting hot. His cold fingertips must have felt the unusual warmth on her face, and Yun Yanzheng sighed helplessly in his heart, and secretly grinded his back molars. But the corner of his eye saw the coldness of his face, and even the gaze on her face was almost indifferent, as if he was only focused on the small bumps on his face, obviously with his eyes open, but ignoring her as a person.

But that beautiful face was so close to hers that she could smell his shallow breathing, and even the fresh breath of his body enveloped her. His eyes looked at her for a moment, his eyes were so clear and bright, he bent over, and a few times when he looked at her face, almost as soon as she rolled her eyes, he could meet his eyes. But he had a cold face, pursed his lips, and looked like an immortal who couldn't say much.

Yun Yanzheng suddenly felt depressed for a while, and then felt depressed. simply threw away the book in his hand, closed his eyes, and let him do whatever he wanted.

I thought that out of sight was pure, but in this way, the feeling of being touched by fingertips on my face became clearer and clearer. First the forehead, then the eyelids, the bridge of the nose, the cheeks, the lips, and the jaw, each time it was Su Su soft, and then over and over again, back and forth. The slightly cold finger edge smeared the pinna, and the fingertips fell on the earlobes and rubbed very lightly, but it made people's hearts fluctuate and the roots of the ears were red. The fingertips left, and a cold slid down on the neck, from the jaw all the way down the collarbone, the delicate and soft touch was even more than Fang Cai, and even felt that the hand seemed to be unconsciously gentle, as if gently rubbing her skin.

Yun Yanzheng tried his best to suppress it, but he still heard his own breathing fluctuate. She frowned slightly, originally thinking that she had already been wary of him in her heart, and she had long been disgusted with him, but with such an action, she unexpectedly found that she was not repulsed, nor disgusted, but even faintly heartbeat.