Chapter 164: New Love, Old Love

"You say, can we go back?" Holding Bai Qige around his chest, Yi Chenjing did not make any further moves, but just lay quietly like this, and his gaze on the bed was a little dazed.

In the face of Yi Chenxuan's blockade, with the strength of the two of them, how to return to the imperial capital made the facts public. Today's imperial capital must be full of Yi Chenxuan's eyes and ears, and it is difficult to sneak in without knowing it, but if they don't go back, where can they go. Do you want to spend your life in such a place protected by two children?

His self-esteem does not allow it, and his ambitions do not allow it.

"You never said why you are so attached to the throne." With the side face pressed against the warm chest, Bai Qige sighed but didn't dare to make a sound, for fear that Yi Chenjing would find out about her reluctance, "Is it to prove that I have this ability, or I like the feeling of standing tall above all people." ”

Yi Chenjing was silent for a while before speaking: "Neither." At first, I set foot on the battlefield for Hongxuan and her mother, I thought that as long as I had power in my hands, I would definitely be able to protect them, but Hongxuan couldn't wait...... For a long time after Hongxuan's death, I couldn't raise the slightest interest in fighting for the throne, because this mother and Su Yan Surao were not less bullied by the palace people, and at that time I suddenly understood that no matter how good I did, I would always kneel at the feet of the emperor, and there was only one way to completely turn over,,"

"So you started to fight everywhere to make meritorious contributions, just to make the emperor pay attention to you, hoping that one day you can replace the crown prince and become the emperor of Yaoguo."

"Not only that, I have made plans since I made up my mind not to be trampled on by anyone again, whether my father has the idea of abolishing the crown prince or not, I will decide on this throne." The words of the great rebellion came out of his mouth and there was no lack of heart, Yi Chenjing knew that Bai Qige would tolerate everything about him, whether it was good or bad, the path he chose, no matter whether it was Biluo Huangquan or Ah Bi Hell at the end, she would accompany her all the way to the end.

It's just that he doesn't know how many words in what he said are deeply rooted in Bai Qige's heart, gurgling and bleeding.

He hated her because of the red silk; He raised troops to break through the Zhao Kingdom, because of the red silk; He wants to seize the throne, and the reason is also red silk. Everything he had revolved around the red silk, but there was not a word for Bai Qige.

So, is his affection for her also because of the red silk?

With eyes full of loneliness, Bai Qige maintained a calm tone and pretended to be careless: "I can't even remember Princess Hongxuan, Chen Jing, tell me about Princess Hongxuan." ”

This is the first time Bai Qige has taken the initiative to mention Hongxuan, Yi Chenjing thought that she was trying to pursue her lost memories, but she didn't think too much about it, and based on her own memories and feelings, bit by bit, she pieced together the irreplaceable Princess Yuerong in Bai Qige's heart and mind.

"When the three of us met, we were only ten years old, and at that time Hongxuan had a look far superior to ordinary people, and when she sang songs, she always reminded people of larks in the mountains, and every time a foreign envoy from Zhao came to the court, she relied on listening to her sing a song before she was willing to leave satisfied. In contrast, when you were a child, you were like a gray maid, timid and not good at words, you were often bullied both inside and outside the palace, if it weren't for Hongxuan protecting you everywhere, your tears would have flowed into a river. Recalling the old days, Yi Chenjing's handsome and resolute face showed a trace of tenderness, and she couldn't help but chuckle indifferently when immersed in the memories, "Hongxuan treats you really well, people say that she has a beautiful voice, is the face of the moonlight, and the voice of a hundred spirits, she is afraid that you will have low self-esteem, every time someone says this, she immediately says, Qi Ge is also beautiful, Qi Ge is Xiao Ying Song, Bailing and Xiao Ying Song are not good without anyone......

It turned out that this was the origin of the name "Little Yingge", Bai Qige took a deep breath, and his chest ached faintly.

In fact, the shadow of Princess Hongxuan can be seen from her name, and the princess of Zhaoguo, who is remembered by many people, is like a fairy, leaving only beautiful legends.

Yi Chenjing didn't notice Bai Qige's strangeness, and the colorful memories in his mind continued: "You and Hongxuan are very interesting together, one is lively, the other is introverted, the other is brave like a boy, and the other is thin and delicate. You like different things, red silk likes bright colors and animals, you like plain colors, you like to sit quietly and read; She went up the tree and down the river to catch birds and fish, and you helped her to let off steam, so as not to be found and nagged by those eunuchs...... I remember the first time I saw you, she was climbing a tree, and I didn't know if I wanted to dig out the eggs or what I wanted to do, but one of them accidentally fell down, and I went to help her, and she grinned and said it was okay, but you were crying like something, as if it was you who fell and not her. Sometimes when I see you holding hands and walking in front, I wonder what you look like. It is said that the relationship between friends is not so shallow, and there are too many differences in saying that it is sisters, and there is no conclusion so far. ”

"Maybe I can give you that conclusion." Bai Qige suddenly spoke, her tone was so flat that there was no taste, "I'm like her shadow, right." ”

"It's a bit like, Qige. Angry. Halfway through the words, he suddenly felt that something was wrong, Yi Chenjing patted his fair cheeks, and his sword eyebrows furrowed slightly.

He really felt that Bai Qige in the past was like the shadow of Hongxuan, she followed Hongxuan wherever she went, but she was rarely noticed when she was together. Isn't that true of shadows? It's obviously there, but there are very few people who will take it seriously.

However, now Bai Qige is no longer anyone's shadow, she is her, even if she is still not good-looking, even if she is accused of betraying the country and humiliating her family, her light still can't hide and converge, and it is that unique light that attracts him, so that he can't help but approach and touch step by step, and then remember it in his heart and never forget it.

The woman with her chest on her chest moved and got up and sat down, her expression on her face did not change, and she was still so light: "It's just casual talk." I'll go get some water and change your dressing, so you can lie down and don't move. ”

"Come back." As soon as he stretched out his hand to pull back Bai Qige, who wanted to leave, Yi Chenjing raised his eyebrows, "What kind of water." Think you're okay, don't you? You can not change the medicine, and you are not allowed to take the water. ”

Raising his hand to shake off Yi Chenjing's palm, he walked to the door in a stunned gaze, Bai Qige picked up the water basin and left, leaving without saying a word.

She will also have times when she is in a bad mood, at least she should have the right to be quiet.

The basin of water was placed on the ground, and the wooden barrels hanging on the well rose and fell several degrees, and the water came up and down, and the sound of clattering did not stop for a long time. The two arms moved tirelessly numbly, Bai Qige watched blankly as the splashed water droplets wet his clothes, the cold well water sticking to his skin caused a slight tremble, and after a long time, when his arms were no longer able to lift up, he put it down.

The sunset was like blood, sprinkling wisps of residual light, and the shadow next to the thin body was stretched long, just as stunned.

Shadow, she is indeed a shadow.

With a wry smile on his lips, he slowly fell to the ground along the edge of the half-human-high well, Bai Qige leaned on the edge of the well and hugged his knees, motionless as if petrified.

It's no wonder that Yi Chenjing has changed from hatred to affection, where is the ridiculous long-term love, it is clear that he discovered the existence of Hongxuan, from her, from her eyes, from her every move to find the almost perfect old lover.

Yes, Hongxuan is strong, bold, brave and smart, isn't it these characteristics that Yi Chenjing likes her. It's a pity that she is still not as good as Hongxuan.

The well water splashed out to form a puddle, in the puddle, a hideous scar on the distorted cheeks, even if there was no scar, the face had nothing to do with the four words of the flower and the moon, how could he surpass the red silk with both sound and beauty, and worthy of the unparalleled elegance of him. It is undeniable that Yi Chenjing's infatuation and dedication are not fake, he is very affectionate to her, even at the cost of his life, and she is always warm, she has also indulged in his tenderness and is willing to give up everything, but the illusion will eventually be broken one day, this day has come.

"Sister Bai." A low cry of surprise sounded, Fu Chu wanted to come and fetch some water to water the medicine garden, but he didn't expect to see Bai Qige sitting on the edge of the well, wet, and hurriedly ran to him and squatted, "What's wrong, I fell." ”

"How can you fall, but you're tired and want to rest." The pale face couldn't hide the gloomy mood, Bai Qige knew that he couldn't hide the young and intelligent Fu Chu, so he simply didn't say anything to hide it, he reluctantly smiled and waved his hand, "Help the handle, I want to change the medicine for Chen Jing." ”

Fu Chu first picked up Bai Qige and sat on the side and neatly carried a bucket to draw water, turned around with the water, but saw Bai Qige in a trance, glanced at the direction of Yi Chenjing's room, and gently put down the basin.

"Sister Bai is having an awkward relationship with Brother Chen."

Bai Qige came back to his senses and shook his head, and suddenly raised his eyebrows and looked at Fu Chu: "Brother Fu has a woman you like." ”

"Huh. Yes...... I ......" Xiuqi's face swelled crimson, and the old Fu Chu finally showed a youthful expression unique to a teenager, "It's a ...... Yes......"

"Then she knows what you want."

Fu Chu, who was still shy and shy just now, was suddenly lost, lowered his head and rolled up his sleeves and shook his head gently.

Looking at Ye Huawan's appearance, it doesn't seem like she knows, there are too many things that such an innocent and straightforward girl pays attention to, so much that she doesn't have the time to think about what the mature and steady senior brother around her is thinking, but it is difficult for Fu Chu. With a long breath, Bai Qige's face was slightly better: "If the person that person likes is not you, Brother Fu, what will you do." ”

"It's very simple, whether she accepts me or not, even if she doesn't know my mind at all, I just need to watch her silently and do what I want to do for her, that's enough. I'm happy when she's happy, I'm willing to give her everything for a smile, and I'll never regret it. ”

Such a serious expression was reflected in Bai Qige's eyes, completely outlining the peaceful face of a young man who did not regret it.

Watch silently, do your best, and drink alone and lonely...... Is this the best answer.

If you can't find another way, there's only one option.

The strange words and deeds of Bai Qige made Fu Chu a little worried, he bowed slightly, the young man's slightly cool fingers rested on his slender wrist, and Shaoqing breathed a sigh of relief: "There is no problem, it's just that the qi and blood are a little weak, let the leaves cook some tonic soup at night and drink it." ”

"I didn't expect Miss Ye to cook," before the words fell, Bai Qige groaned, and his palm subconsciously touched his back.

Warm and moist.

Ignoring the etiquette, he opened Bai Qi's palm, and Fu Chu gasped.

The clean clothes were almost soaked, half of them were well water, half of them were blood, and because of Bai Qige's carelessness, the wound on his back that had been temporarily stopped by medicine was broken and bleeding due to bumps, and it was out of control.

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